Cure My Tragedy?!? 👀🥺

[torchwood-99]

"I love you but you're doing wrong in a way I cannot condone" and "I hate you but you're being wronged in a way I cannot stomach" are top tier and I need more of them.

[bnmxfld]

I can’t exactly describe how I feel but it’s not quite right. And it leaves me cold.

F. Scott Fitzgerald / The Love of the Last Tycoon

[threewordusername]

i told you everything without knowing your name

d.b.a

[swurp]

your honor i was just being a little silly

[kosmogrl]

there’s something very beautiful about being able to try again tomorrow

[mintbecrazy]

I have been trying tomorrow for the past 3 years

[kosmogrl]

and you still have tomorrow to try again

[wherethenightspeaks]

[projectrunaway2021]

its the hardest thing yull ever do....

loving someone that doesn't love yu back.....

it hurts holding on but hurts letting go.

[vexheart]

[xxxoxoxoxoxoxooxo]

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[bluegangster]

“the body remembers.”

it’s strange, isn’t it? how something as fleeting as sensation, as impermanent as touch, can carve itself into you deeper than thought. you think you have control. that desire is a choice. but i know better.

i see it in the way your breath catches before you even realize why. the way your body leans, just slightly, when i move closer. pavlov had his bell. i have you.

it doesn’t take much. a whisper at the right frequency. a touch just light enough to make you ache for something heavier. a glance that lingers a second too long.

i’ve changed you..no, i’ve trained you. your body responds before you can stop it. before you even think to. because you weren’t always like this. but you are now.

[projectrunaway2021]

Unfortunately &+ I can't seem to forget......

No matter how bad the pain was, or how intense the heartbreak felt,

All I could do was remember how I could forget anything I was doing when I was next to yu

Or when Yu touched my body, the universe didn't exist..........

It was to Yu that I was addicted.......

[bluegangster]

“no way out.”

there’s no soft middle here. no safe way to want you without falling, without burning, without needing you in a way that rewrites the rules i thought i lived by.

i should run. i know that. but every step away from you feels like a mistake—like holding my breath underwater, like trying to unwrite a story already carved into me.

what do i do? where do i go?

but let’s be honest—there was only ever one answer. and it’s you. it’s always been you.

[silent-insanities]

I sometimes wonder if we ever had a chance.

[projectrunaway2021]

Sometimes......

More like every second of every hour of every day that I manage to survive through........

Because that's what I do now days.......

I don't live, I simply just survive.........

[perfectfeelings]

“We’re each alone inside our heads, some more so than others.”

— Jonathan Maberry

[projectrunaway2021]

I've started to become my own friend......

It's always just me, myself, &+ my past at the end of the day ........

The thoughts of who I used to be &+ everything i used to have linger around like the scent of a fresh baked apple pie.

[perfeqt]

“Someone somewhere is searching for you in every person they meet.”

— Unknown

[projectrunaway2021]

When do I find this person?? When will they finally show their selfs?

Will it always just be "ME" at the end of the day? Or will someone eventually come along &+ save me from the demons built inside of me??

Does superman save people that suffer from broken hearts??

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[projectrunaway2021]

Maybe one day I will use my eyes to actually "See"

Or maybe I will actually be "Seen"

Whichever happens needs to happen because right now I'm simply a ghost haunting my body.......

No feelings, just me, my loneliness, &+ my thoughts 💭💬

Where do Yu go when Yu don't have a home?

Where do Yu go when Yu don't belong?

Where do Yu go when everything is going wrong??

Time after time I try grow past my past but it has me by the hair &+ won't let me go ........

[vexheart]

[brokenheartedartichokes]

There lies a certain danger in comfortable

But uncomfortable sinks its teeth in

It draws you out

Bit by little bit

Until you’ve lost all the strength to run from it

It’s not that bad

It’s damn sure not good

It sure could be worse

And it surely will

Slowly, like climbing uphill

Some could say, even Sisyphus found joy in his pain

Uncomfortable becomes comfort in a chest sinking kind of way

Until uncomfortable finds its way into unbearable

And drains you of everything you used to be

Once your sunk in the sand up to your knees

Maybe you’ll find the strength to get up and leave

Of course by then you’re just the shadow of who you should be

Filled with so much hope

It’s ripping at the seams

And you could let it out

And sit with it

But of course, that’s giving up

And you’ve never been one to call it quits

Some call it unbearable

You’ve learned to find comfort in it

[romessence]

I hope one day I can stop believing that I’m hard to love.

[projectrunaway2021]