how sweet of you to ask if I'd be your muse

i think a mariah the scientist theme says enough about me ngl minor!!! (16)

[quennchouchou]

[pronetodepression]

love that this blog lets me rant abt mutuals on my main acc instead of crashing out on them

the kinda only reason we became friends was bc I was pretty tight w an ex of theirs which is a crazy way to meet someone but the three of us were kind of a trio for a bit, then they started getting involved w someone else who I also became friends with.

and at first they seemed rlly cool and levelheaded, but shit kept happening. I'd go into it but no one cares just know that things kept stacking

eventually it all culminated in this big fight w their (new) ex who I was friends with. I tried to help both of them but quickly realized that was a mistake. their ex had done some shit that wasn't cool, but the thing is I didn't feel it was fair for ME to cut them off for that bc I did the exact same thing in a diff situation a few months prior which they encouraged. additionally, they were totally blowing things out of proportion imo which I guess explains why their old ex I was cool w called them their "toxic ex". anyways I guess it was clear in my tone I wasn't taking their side bc they fuckin blocked me within hours. minutes even.

then literally less than a week later unblocked me. and then another week followed me. never mentioning what happened btw.

anyways now they're some bigshot blogger and cant be assed to even pretend to be cool w me beyond the smallest interaction. and that sounds shallow of me but we used to chronically spam each other. I guess I stopped too but like I don't think I'm crazy for fucking with someone a little less after they blocked me for no apparent reason. they were part of the reason I wanted to start over and make this blog in the first place!!!

so yeah. they're also the one that keeps chronically posting abt a guy they like which I OBVI cannot judge from my glass house but it makes me wanna rip my skin off. its not fucking fair. ik aro ppl can want relationships but its like watering a tree in the rainforest. like idk leave some for the real yearners my lord. part of the reason you dumped ur ex bc you realized you were fucking aro what was the gd point!!!!

anyways I think I've gotten it all off my chest now :) shout-out to anyone who reads through this!!!

[sugarcigs]

i wish i could kill myself for like five minutes just to see everyone's reactions

[morenapayasa]

one day i will die in my sleep and everything will be okay :)

[pronetodepression]

ppl love to stress me out over an essay like I didn't get 5s on AP Lang and APUSH bs-ing the whole way through girl relax I outright told the grader to give me a 7 and still passed

[pronetodepression]

i started watching nimona while getting my filling and it was lowk kinda good...

i stole the book from my 4th grade math teacher and I was a little disappointed that lionheart or whatever his name was no longer had luscious flowing locks but alas tis what tis

[pronetodepression]

if he keeps posting abt that fuck ass man I'm gonna kill someone

[cannibalisticswan]

how tf do people even get in a relationship

[pronetodepression]

i wish men could explode.

[clleanlliness]

sometimes life is beautiful and then you have to go to the dentist

[pronetodepression]

miss when I was someone's doll... need someone to call me that again...

[lipstickonapiggg]

If I'm not getting a headphone warning my music isn't loud enough

[angelsheavywings]

men will romanticise dating an obsessive crazy girl then be scared when she’s actually fucking crazy and obsessive.

[rawwesttbratt]

yes im obsessed with people

tumblr gods find me a fine boy i can lust and be obsessed over 😩

[xoxycodonex]

[pronetodepression]

im so sick of church ugh. I hate going. every day I just go and sit and watch dumbasses virtue signal abt how good they are for praying and reading their bible. they're almost all so stupid. one of them confused fucking "aerospace engineering" with "airsoft".

doesnt help that I like 2 guys at my church but they're dating these girls that look NOTHING like me. and also I have sm to fucking do. the only reason we go is for appearances. im gonna go there and scroll on my phone for an hour and a half like idc

[pronetodepression]

oomf (not on here) keeps posting abt their fucking crush and hanging out w him and this whore doesn't even WANT a fucking relationship this bitch dumped my friend cause of that ugh when is it my turnnnnn!!!