CHANNEL 16: BRAT

tune in carefully.

[rawwesttbratt]

CHANNEL 16: BRAT

host: zariae

frequency: unstable

output: emotional interference + daily transmissions

CHANNEL 16: BRAT broadcasts fragments of daily life, emotional interference, and unfiltered thoughts.

listener advisory: high honesty, emotional content, mental health mentions, unpredictable output

“tune in carefully.”

[rawwesttbratt]

im literally aphrodite’s child, i was put on this earth to love myself and others

[rawwesttbratt]

i been depressed all day

and ik something was wrong bcz i cried my lashes off and i didn’t eat much today

[pinkcottonberry]

I hate having a sweet tooth cause why am i craving chocolate 24/7 (╥‸╥)

[rawwesttbratt]

no cz i have a whole chocolate cake waiting for me rn nd my teeth gon be crying cz of all ts sugar

[thefernhands]

If you're fifteen or older an still sleep with a stuffed animal please reblog this.

My friend is embarrassed and thinks she’s the only one and I said id prove her wrong.

[rawwesttbratt]

I came here for the storytelling, keep here for the gossip hahaha

LMFAOAOA im so happy uu enjoy my gossip storytellin, theres always some shi going on

[rawwesttbratt]

Unusual ask game 3 and 10

3: brown 🧸🤎

10: uhh id say im a very soft, clean girl. obviously i love pink, but i stay pretty much organized and all of that. think ming lee simmons lol

[rawwesttbratt]

storytime with zariaee 💗🌺

006: divine weight

tw: grooming, hypersexuality, sa

i find it strange how early the spark was lit. not by choice, but by simply existing. back in 1st or 2nd grade, seeing my parents in the middle of the do wasn't just a "happens to the best of us" moment, it was the start of a reoccurring pattern. toys left out, porn popping up on shared devices, constant visual cues that turned my brain into a collection of things i wasn't supposed to see. my goddess made me a curious creature by nature, yet curiosity murdered my innocence. by age 9, i was already finding my way through porn and masturbation, turning my mind into a vault for daydreams about what was hidden under people's clothes.

then came 6th grade. grooming and layers of being pushed into things i didn't have the words for yet. by 7th, after being sa’d by my boyfriend, porn wasn't a hobby to me. it was my way to cope. i started seeking out that lustful gaze, craving to be seen, to be objectified, to be the person who could trigger that kind of desire from people. it led to 9th grade, where the lines blurred completely, giving my new groomer oral in exchange for weed. grooming, the danger, the proximity to things that were way too adult for my body. even when my family shut it down, that imprint was permanent. that groomer still reaches out, a ghost in my inbox, reminding me of that version of myself.

but it didn't end there. my crazy ex pulled me into a cycle of constant phone sex and validation for him. even after i broke it off for good…even knowing he loves someone else, the craving for that specific attention is a physical ache. and now? it’s constant. the daydreams happen in class, in the bathroom, everywhere. i’m turned on by things i swore i’d never bat an eye at, chasing a high that feels more like a burden now.

i’m in a relationship, but i still find myself scanning the room, looking and wishing for someone else to look at me, to need me, to see me in that light. do i still crave it? yes. am i ashamed? yes. and on the bad days, i truly do believe that i’m too far gone. i spend my life slaving to my divine feminine, trying to find power in the very thing that was used to break me. it’s heavy, it’s consuming, and will forever haunt my life story.

moral of the story: i have became a victim of my own hunger.

[rawwesttbratt]

someone from above seen how upset i was bout my ex

and sent me a fine ass chocolate skinned built senior who’s been textin me since 12

i wont forget this day

[rawwesttbratt]

im really gonna be a college student tomorrow wtf

[rawwesttbratt]

i deadass look evil with these lashes

like yes i’ll take your soul if you do me wrong papi 😩

[rawwesttbratt]

he was talking about the girl he cheated on me with

he went from talking about me to talking about HER.

i hate him.

[rawwesttbratt]

nvm js one

BUT MY UNC KNO I SMOKE ND HE GETTING IT FA ME TN SO WE WIN

[luxet]

Unusual Asks

Spotify, SoundCloud, or Pandora? 

is your room messy or clean?

what color are your eyes?

do you like your name? why?

what is your relationship status? 

describe your personality in 3 words or less

what color hair do you have?

what kind of car do you drive? color?

where do you shop?

how would you describe your style?

favorite social media account

what size bed do you have? 

any siblings?

if you can live anywhere in the world where would it be? why?

favorite snapchat filter? 

favorite makeup brand(s)

how many times a week do you shower?

favorite tv show?

shoe size?

how tall are you?

sandals or sneakers? 

do you go to the gym? 

describe your dream date

how much money do you have in your wallet at the moment?

what color socks are you wearing? 

how many pillows do you sleep with?

do you have a job? what do you do? 

how many friends do you have? 

whats the worst thing you have ever done? 

whats your favorite candle scent? 

3 favorite boy names

3 favorite girl names

favorite actor? 

favorite actress? 

who is your celebrity crush?

favorite movie? 

do you read a lot? whats your favorite book? 

money or brains? 

do you have a nickname? what is it? 

how many times have you been to the hospital?

top 10 favorite songs

do you take any medications daily? 

what is your skin type? (oily, dry, etc)

what is your biggest fear? 

how many kids do you want? 

whats your go to hair style?

what type of house do you live in? (big, small, etc) 

who is your role model? 

what was the last compliment you received?

what was the last text you sent?

how old were you when you found out santa wasn’t real?

what is your dream car? 

opinion on smoking?

do you go to college? 

what is your dream job? 

would you rather live in rural areas or the suburbs? 

do you take shampoo and conditioner bottles from hotels? 

do you have freckles? 

do you smile for pictures?

how many pictures do you have on your phone? 

have you ever peed in the woods? 

do you still watch cartoons? 

do you prefer chicken nuggets from Wendy’s or McDonalds?

Favorite dipping sauce? 

what do you wear to bed? 

have you ever won a spelling bee?

 what are your hobbies?

can you draw? 

do you play an instrument?

what was the last concert you saw? 

tea or coffee?

Starbucks or Dunkin Donuts?

do you want to get married?

what is your crush’s first and last initial?

are you going to change your last name when you get married? 

what color looks best on you? 

do you miss anyone right now? 

do you sleep with your door open or closed?

do you believe in ghosts?

what is your biggest pet peeve? 

last person you called`

favorite ice cream flavor? 

regular oreos or golden oreos? 

chocolate or rainbow sprinkles? 

what shirt are you wearing? 

what is your phone background?

are you outgoing or shy?

do you like it when people play with your hair?

do you like your neighbors? 

do you wash your face? at night? in the morning?

have you ever been high? 

have you ever been drunk? 

last thing you ate? 

favorite lyrics right now

summer or winter? 

day or night? 

dark, milk, or white chocolate? 

favorite month? 

what is your zodiac sign

 who was the last person you cried in front of? 

[rawwesttbratt]

run it upp 📲

[rawwesttbratt]

we getting two geek bars on wednesdayy

[rawwesttbratt]

HE TEXTED ME HE TEXTED ME

[rawwesttbratt]

my crazy ex got me going insane

how you gon leave me on requested on insta

but you posted tt’s bout me (he took it down), you was reposting bout me, AND YOU POSTED BOUT ME ON THE UNSENT PROJECT 10 TIMES

got me bawling my eyes out

he wrote me poems i never even seen yet bruh 💔