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Some of my f/os are on my straw.page!

Hello sweets! My name is whatever you'd like it to be. Demigirl {they/them, fem presenting}, ficto-rom/sexual. Over 18! I'm a proshipper, darkshipper, and selfshipper. my blog is here to support these same folk of any race; any gender; any sexuality; etc. I'm an inclusionist of any mental disorders; chronic illnesses; disabilities; etc.

On my blog, I will post proship, selfship, etc, positivity. You may feel free to send me any requests that you're wanting as long as it still has a relationship to these things!

Reminder: proship/darkshipping does not and SHOULD NOT correlate to your views in real life.

DNI: DNIs don't do much but I'll say I will block if you're pro-contact, radical anything (to the point of being violent/aggressive/harassing), exclusionary towards race; gender; sexuality; etc. also if you consider yourself an 'irl loli/shota'. Probably more that I can't think of but basically I will just silently block you if I know I wouldn't get along with you!

DMs are always open ♡

Darkship blog (MDNI) -> @bl4ck0utg1rl

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When ur mutuals w/ some cool ass people rb if u agree

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I'm sorry, I'm not sure why that last anon ticked me so much, but the world is going downhill very fast. I will always advocate for proshippers but that is not the only thing I advocate for, just because I have a blog centered around this does not mean it is the only thing I'm advocating for. So when something is happening, when something ticks me, I will probably bring up other things. Because they're significant, and to many others, whether they directly affect me or not, those things are significant. I think we all recognize how scary everything is right now. Keep fighting, your voice means a lot more than you think. The higher ups want you to believe there's no hope, the more hopeless things seem the more your voice matters. Please, stay safe. I love you

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i hope you die pedo freak

Sorry but people are literally dying every day right now, actually even as someone whose blog revolves around proshippers and the like, the discourse is low priority. I will not wish ill on anyone, people are getting killed, bombed, rights are being taken away and families are being torn apart, yet you still insist on sending such nasty things to people who are only advocating for free will in peoples fictional creativity. I advocate for it so intensely because the government already controls us so much, we are humans just as the government is and it's beyond inhumane that we are treated like robots, pets, pawns and statistics. You should be free to enjoy what you want in fiction, no matter what you like or dislike, you should be free to create fiction no matter if it's widely liked or disliked, you should have that will and freedom upon many other things. But a lot of these freedoms are being taken from us, or even if they aren't, the fact someone with so much power wants to take these things from us is bad enough. I spread positivity, and while I'm at it I hold no ill will or wishes for those who have opposing views. At the end of the day, fictional creativity does not hurt real people. AI and control are ruining the freedom and creativity that creators can produce, further pushing for censorship will make it worse. It isn't JUST about the censorship, there are a lot of things going on right now, and proship/anti-censorship/anti-harassment is not the only thing I advocate for, it is one of the many things I advocate for, this blog is just a proship centered blog, so it is what I discuss more heavily. Dislike me all you'd like, that is your opinion, your feelings, your freedom and right to feel as you do, but you should learn to block instead of speaking before you think. I wish you and your loved ones well, stay safe.

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"Fiction affects reality because you cry at movies" antis ONCE AGAIN thinking they're pulling a gotcha when in reality all they're doing is putting something harmless on the same level as "wanting to go out and rape somebody"

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Antis struggle to understand that fiction affecting reality isn't a 1:1 basis thing, it can influence emotions but you also need to be able to differentiate reality from fiction too. Just because someone consumes a media with violence doesn't mean they'll become a violent person, this is a mostly universal thing, especially with action and horror movies. People may feel a thrill or adrenaline rush/excitement when they watch violent movies because there's a lot of action but they won't go out and mass attack people IRL just because of it. Just like watching media with good themes in it won't just change somebody ether, they may find the show interesting but if they are someone who hurts people IRL that media won't just make them change their ways, they will probably still hurt people. It all goes both ways, and all in all if you are unable to differentiate the two then you shouldn't be consuming that kind of content. You don't HAVE to consume that kind of content. It's not a 1:1 thing which also means you need to be catering your experiences to your personal needs/wants/comforts. Fiction affects your reality in the ways you allow it to. The sentiment that dark media is 'just as bad' or 'worse (somehow???)' than real life crimes is harmful and has proven to be harmful in a lot of circumstances. On specific occasions it has taken resources from REAL victims. Anyway totally unnecessary rant but I haven't posted in a while so my brain is running lol

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Proshippers, remember to stay hydrated and eat well. Stay strong and never give up hope, the world is incredibly scary and tough, especially now. But you are strong and wonderful, you can make it through this. Especially to the proship minorities who are fearful in their everyday lives just because of their identity or race. You are safe here, and you always will be. No matter how scary it gets, you aren't alone. You are loved, I love you, you are valuable and worthy of a good life. Keep it up, you got this.

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What the hell lol I come back to see some argument discourse on one of my posts and they called me a pedo as the first comment, actually I don't know why people think I'm a pedo when I'm not even into shotas/lolis or any ship including them, those kinds of character dynamics make me uncomfortable I just know they're fictional so why would I harass someone over it? (Why harass someone anyway when there's a report and block button?) I wonder why pedo is the only insult they try to throw at me when I'm not into of age x underage ships. Still, they are fictional, pixels on a screen, so there is no harm done to real people. Oh well, I hope you all have been well!

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I'm gonna be working 12 hour shifts for the next while I feel like I should queue up some posts but I'm so tired I can't think of anything to make posts about helpp 😭

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Hey don't be sad, imagine leaving lipstick marks all over f/os face. Alternatively f/o leaves lipstick marks on YOUR face. Alternatively if f/o has a screen for a face/some other face that has no lips/they wear masks they refuse to take off they use the lipstick from your kisses to transfer it to your face. Cheek nuzzles? I think so. Kiss f/o, don't be sad, f/o loves you, happy ✨

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Proselfshippers with secret f/os, here's a reminder that they love you so much and they don't mind at all that you're keeping them secret! They're more than content and happy to just be with you, as long as you're comfortable that's all that matters. Just know that just because they're secret doesn't make your relationship with them any less real nor does it take away from how precious the connection is. No matter the reason they'll understand, they love you just as much as they would if you didn't keep them secret, don't worry <3

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just scrolling through your blog but i love your posts so much u r so sweet!! ^__^

Aw thank you anon! You're so sweet too, I appreciate it! 🫶 I hope you're having a wonderful day

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Hallo i'm just curious because i know everyone has a different experience with being demigirl but what is your experience like? :0

Hi anon I hope I'm understanding your question correctly 😭 I don't even really know how to put my experience into words properly but it's kind of like I present as a female/femininely in the more social aspect of things but in the mental aspect I don't feel like female (or strictly female at least) aligns with how I feel on the inside y'know. There's kind of like a void somewhere in the spectrum inside of me where the concept of binary gender as a whole doesn't feel right whether it's male or female but female at least feels somewhat right to an extent, because as I said I present in a feminine way. But it's a little complicated because I also don't naturally assign gender to things, what others see as feminine/female clothing for example, are just clothes to me- they look nice and I like how I look in them, but I've never thought of it as something for females, like I could see anyone wearing the kind of clothing I wear and it'd still just be plain and simple clothes without the 'feminine' attached to it- and this could apply to anything where people see that thing as gender-aligned. I try to consider a lot of things from a more general societal standpoint (how most people gender things I mean, I didn't really feel anything was 'gendered' until I had to learn how others perceived things in those ways if this makes sense) which has definitely caused me confusion and trouble over how I identify and to be honest I'm not even sure if the demigirl label is something I'll forever stick with either? Even after so many years of exploring and trying to understand this aspect of myself it's still a 'work in progress' 😭 Gender or the lack-thereof is supposed to be a personal experience, something a part of your own identity and being and not something that society, or anyone else for that matter, gets to influence or determine but I'm a hypocrite for saying that when I know it's influenced how I identify so. I kind of really don't have the words to properly describe how I experience my gender but I try to consider it in a way that'll be less confusing for others I guess. Anyway this was way longer than it needed to be lol, thanks for the ask anon and I hope you have a good day/night.

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N0nshar1ng w/ Ca1eb n Jum1n as 1f theyd ever wanna be w/ s0me1 l1ke y0u in the f1rst p1ace hell0 ( ¬‎ ࡇ,¬ )

I'm unsure of if you have an issue because I'm non-sharing with them or if it's because I'm proship but whatever issue you have with me you can always just block me. I'm going to assume the issue is the non-sharing aspect since you pointed that out, I feel like if it were a proship issue you'd have said this about all of my f/os lol, but I have no ill will in any way shape or form towards others who selfship with them. I support their relationship existing I just don't want to see it. I hold no attraction to real people, I'm just attracted to fictional characters or whatever so Jumin and Caleb feel like a real relationship to me if you get what I mean. I've loved Jumin since mysmes first came out (2016, almost 9 years now, of course there's an attachment) and Caleb just hit me hard even before he came out as a love interest, so I mean. Yeah. I think they want to be with me 😭 But it's not like a selfshipper needs to have some deeper reason for being non-sharing, if they're non-sharing then they're non-sharing and that's that. If you're uncomfortable with that you can always block them. Have a good day/night anon.

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Nonsharing proselfshippers here's your little reminder to take a few minutes off the screen and imagine your f/o / partner holding you close, reminding you that you matter and that your love will always be the most precious to them. They can't imagine being in a world without you, their love for you runs deeper than the blood in their veins, a portion of their beating heart will forever belong to you, even if it weren't beating. No matter how many times they tell you they love you, they mean it more and more every single time. I know it can be tough online for one reason or another, but always remember no matter your circumstances- whether you own merch or you don't, whether you post about your f/o or you don't, whether you're able to make art or you can't, your relationship will always be real and true. Take it easy, they love you so much and nothing will change that.

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Hi ily proshippers who have demonized disorders, I don't care what the disorder is, there is no exception here. You are just as valued and accepted here as anyone else. No I do not think you're an evil person just for having the disorder, I think you're a human being like all of us are and just because you have that disorder doesn't mean you are any less of a human being. 'Oh but NPD-' 'Oh but ASPD-' 'Oh but---' no no, NO disorder is excluded on my blog. Stop letting people and big media industries make you think that everyone who has these disorders are inherently evil and harmful people, this will only cause more harm. Ily a million times and I'm glad you exist here and push through the hardships, you are all accepted here.

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I really adore the proship darkshippers/darkfic creators who go out of the canon and interpret characters however the hell they want to. The ones who are feral about it and either make an already villainous character worse or make a canonically heroic or innocent character batshit insane. I'm saying all of this for a reason, it's fun and interesting, and I'm actually really interested in knowing what you guys do to make your favorite characters or ships worse too, if you do that, that is. This is a safe space to rant about all the interesting and creative thoughts you have about that; the what ifs, the complexities, the alternate universes, the dark gruesome gut wrenchingly vile scenarios, etc; I'd like to hear all about it. No matter if it 'fits canon' or not. It's so cool to see how people interpret characters compared to their canon sources. There's no limit to what your mind can come up with and I want you all to have the space to jot it down and tell someone about it. The creativity and imagination you guys hold will always be appreciated whether you know it or not.

Also, if you're a proshipper who doesn't indulge in dark fiction feel free to still do the same with this post, it absolutely does not need to be dark and gruesome to be written and expressed. I'll be interested either way to see your own interpretations of things. Make them worse, make them better, change them into something completely different, put them in any scenario you want- good, bad, sweet and fluffy or whump and pure angst or a complex mix of both, turn them into a completely unrecognizable celestial being even though they're canonically just some average joe, have fun and do whatever you want forever.

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I get really confused when an openly proship blog follows me but they reblog from a bunch of antis, I'm really unsure of if they just don't check people's blogs therefore they're reblogging those posts because said posts don't have proship dni on that specific post (I've seen especially a lot of selfship posts that have no indication of if proshippers can interact or not but their dni is on their pinned, so if it's just some random post on your feed like that it seems like there isn't a need to check the blog etcetc), or if they're, y'know, an anti posing as a proshipper 😭 I don't want to block someone over a misunderstanding since I like making mutuals but it's quite confusing. I moot a lot of people who follow me so if I haven't it's probably because of this misunderstanding (if it is a misunderstanding) and feel free to dm me to let me know, but also if possible please check dnis on people's blogs if you reblog/interact with them very frequently. I get it if they just don't have their dni in an easily accessible spot/you need to go through loops to find their dni but if their dni is on their pinned and you reblog from them frequently I'll probably misunderstand due to the nature of antis posing as proshippers. Sorry 😭 I also try not to moot people who purposely break dnis too so I also can't tell if it's done on purpose when it's done so much. It's just confusing for me, I might even sound a little silly right now but 😭