I was waking up to this article. What in the hell is this?! And the way she still uses the “she” pronoun in her lyrics? I thought this album will be about her straight image. I was wrong then.
“This album is not reaaallyy about boys though”
I feel so delusional right now. LOL.. All of the review sounds a lot like describing Lauren.
But again, trying to think rationally, this is Dan Wooton’s article. As much as I want to believe since I am a Camren shipper and dreamer, this is an article. It’s always one way to do some publication. It’s not like I want to throw my dislike on Camila or anything as the publication for her album (especially the launch of her album is approaching) is not her doing. But, I just want to remember what backstage-meg said (I’m really sad she deactivated) that…. sometimes Camren can be used as a PR when it is needed. I just don’t want to have my hopes high as a Camren shipper. There are still pieces that I can’t put together in all of the drama chain that has been going on since 2016.
Again, this is an article. I have never believed on articles ever since the day Camila decided to quit from Fifth Harmony cause it is edited and scripted. I know you must read the ones with the yellow lines. But what I want to highlight here is “I’m sure with One Direction too, nobody really saw behind the scenes. You just see the dream”. I feel like that last sentence in that paragraph is not congruent with the whole paragraph. They were talking about how Camila has always liked writing her own songs since she was 16 (which means when she was still in Fifth Harmony). But then they are talking about how we know NOTHING about them and their lives. This means that there is something that we never know the truth. We just see their beautiful faces on concert, singing, goofing around in the videos, etc. But behind all of those “beautiful” things exposed, there is something which we never know. What?
1. It could be that Camila has always wanted to write the lyrics of the songs, but Fifth Harmony has never been granted that privilege
2. It could be that they were granted the permission to write but their songs have never been made into the album
3. It could be that Camila wanted to write her own songs and publicized her own solo songs but still in the group
Or.. all the conspiracy theories there are true, that Camila was cruelly thrown out to the outside world before she was even ready. But again, all of these are still theories. The fact is… just like highlighted there: WE DON’T KNOW THE TRUTH BEHIND THE SCENE.
You know, I am indeed an OT5 stan. I still will watch 5H’s concert in Indonesia. I still listen to their songs. But I relate the most to Camila. I am a hopeless romantic. It’s hard for me to fall in love. But when I fall, I fall hard. I am a melancholic. I have anxiety as well. I have depression (even if it is not as bad as Camila). I have OCD too. And… I am a workaholic, just like her. The difference is…. my butt is not big. LOL..
But reading this article, somehow there is a question that comes across my mind: Does she really work this hard to pay off all of her debt to the label? Because I do the same for my parents. I work my butt off until I don’t have time for relationship to pay back to my parents for crashing their car last year.
But on another side, I also get an impression that somehow she doesn’t wanna be this hard on herself. Like she wanna be a normal kid.
But well, this is an article. Lol.. Somehow melodramatic flourish wordings are used to stir up speculations.
For the CS, let’s just be delusional lol.. She wanna be in Spain and New York (special cities where she had beautiful moments with her “girl crush”)
This was in Lisbon airport. They stayed in Barcelona when Camila was celebrating the success of Bad Things while Ally, Normani, and Dinah flew to Lisbon one day earlier. 7/27 Tour Lisbon was after 7/27 Tour Barcelona. Lol.. #delusional
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