Heyy,,,, My name is Ghost, at least for now. I haven’t found a new name I like yet. I struggle a lot with my mental and physical health. I have chronic health issues and DID, if you want more info on that it will be under the Read More (long post).
⚠️ Warning: This blog will contain topics related to mental health struggles. I can’t list everything but some common ones will be; Eating Disorders, Suicide/Self Harm, Sexual Assault/CSA, Substance Abuse/Use, Depression, Anxiety, and others. If you cannot handle seeing these topics, i recommend you either filter your tags or avoid our blog.
🫶 Please take care of yourself 🫶
Welcome 2 our blog!!
I say “our” cuz I am a dissociative system, and my other parts will likely make appearances on this blog. I dislike a lot of the definitions people give about DID (Dissociative Identity Disorder) and other dissociative disorders, but I will put one here for those who are unfamiliar.
👻 Hi, I am the main part who is using this Blog. Get to know me, and the others:
-> 👻: hiiiiiii!!!! my name is Ghost, as i’ve said a million times. I call myself a lesbian because that’s what feels comfortable to me but technically i might be bisexual? i do not know. i really like fashion, super into alternative subcultures especially gothic styles, but honestly? my tastes are really wide. I love music and i’m trying to find more artists i like. I love cats and sea creatures of all kinds. I love cartoons and tv shows from my childhood, Monster High, Barbie, My Little Pony, Cartoon Network, i could go on forever. My pronouns are usually she/they but sometimes i like masculine pronouns too. I consider myself a sort of feminine/soft butch i guess? i hte the word futch it sounds a cabinet, so i prefer butch. Idk what else to say here so uhhh,,, thanks for reading!!! 💕
Other Parts Intros:
-> 🌿: Hello everyone, my name is Olivia but you can call me Liv. My pronouns are she/her, I am one of the parts you might see on this blog. You could consider me a “mom friend” type of person. What are some things I could say about myself? I enjoy looking at flowers, I like teas and coffee, although I don’t have it often. I like gold jewelry and leopard print. I enjoy journaling, I like spirituality and things like that. I’m a little “basic” sometimes but I don’t think that’s a bad thing. I like baking when I get to do that. Not sure what else there is to say about myself. Thanks for reading ☺️.
-> J. : i uh, don’t want to post here but just know that i’m around. He/Him or It/Its.
we have many many parts and we are still discovering ourselves, so you may find more of us added or changed over time. we are trying to make recovery a goal in out life but it is not easy and we are not perfect. relevant parts will probably add their info here if/when they want.
When I was in therapist school one of my profs said, "A lot of trauma needs 10 or 20 years before it's really ready to be worked through. Maybe longer." And at the time I was like: Oh Shit. I planned to be over my trauma and all better by the time I graduated!
Anyway, that was 10 or 20 years ago and jesus fuck, she was right.
being a kid and hearing adults say stuff like "woah 2011 was 4 years ago haha" didn't really convey the fucking horror of a youtube video crossing my recommended labelled "9 years ago" and it's from 2017. that's not true. 9 years ago is 2010 or something. don't lie.
Smiling seeing cute kid/baby videos but then suddenly ain’t shit funny bc why are you posting your kids on the internet you dumb bitch take this shit down now don’t fucking do that
Imagine the Winchesters invite you to go hunting with them but you'll probably slow them down or die cus u have no energy ...and u won't have the energy to crack either
