Grumpy Balalaika

Welcome to the world of madness

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I just watched BTS's Run video and I cried so badly, because I miss my friends so fucking much.

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Some people are cruel fakes. They crawl through your skin, make you believe that they love you and care about you and never gonna leave you. But then they leave without even saying a word. They just don’t have time for you anymore. No time for your depressive shit. And you are all alone. In the choking dark of your fucked up mind.

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Where to watch SKAM S4 subbed

We will be posting SKAM S4 subbed on this Google Drive and this Mega Drive. You can stream and download from the Google Drive while the Mega Drive is solely for downloads and serves as our backup if Google Drive goes down. The key for the Mega Drive can be found in our FAQ.

The texts will be posted directly on our Tumblr.

If you want to access the episodes please bookmark the drives or like this post! We hope you enjoy Season 4. :)

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What It Is Like To Have These Mental Illness Vs What Others Carelessly Say

Many of us are trying to break the bad habit of misusing terms like depression, ADD, OCD and bipolar disorder in our every day life. We often hear people with ease call others bipolar or even themselves depressed without properly evaluating the weight of these conditions. Artist Annie Erskine has created a series of comics, which bring awareness to the true difference between these mental illnesses and our little quirks.

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If you have someone around who makes you feel unpretty, or that you don't deserve happiness, or who is dragging you down to the darkness and depression please leave them. Forget how much you love them and just leave. You are beautiful and you deserve everything in this world.

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Happiness Will Come To You.

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when tho

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When You Least Expect It. Probably Late March

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reblog for happiness to come for you in late march!

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better be true

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Stunning European Cityscape Watercolor Illustrations by Igor Dubovoy

Russian artist Igor Dubovoy composes stunning cityscape and landscape watercolor illustrations inspired by the Romantic and Realist Movement.

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Anime & Pop Culture Otherworld Illustrations Showcase the Magic of Sailormoon, Pokemon & Other Characters

SugarmintsArtstore is an Etsy shop churning whimsical dreams of star-studded skies into beautiful graphic illustrations, inspired by Sailor Moon, Studio Ghibli, Pokemon, How to Train Your Dragon, Tangled and many other anime works.

Blurring the borders between surrealism and reality, the artworks represent otherworldly  scenes where the colors of night and day collide into a waking dream.

The sky is the subject where the violet, blue and purple shades mingle with white and cloudy textures that create a calm atmosphere. These pieces are simultaneously artistic and functional as décor. While fantasy is the theme of each illustration, the aesthetics are sublime, which make it adaptable to any purpose to which it is applied. SugarmintsArtstore turns fantasy into breathtaking beauty within the frame of each artwork. Find her work in their Etsy shop.

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Imaginative Fairytale Illustrations Of Magical Scenes

Los Angeles based digital artist Caitlyn Kurilich creates magical illustrations of folklore characters.

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I think I have another round of depression right now in my life. I really miss my friends who stayed in another city (again, omg I hate it). And I realized it only now how much fun we had together and how much I love them. I hate it, I hate changes in life because I'm always loosing someone I love. I want my old life back. 😢

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Untold Tales of Surreal Sky

Russia based artist Rhads paints remarkable scenes that borders between surrealism and reality.

The painter paints what may seem like otherworldly scenes, where the ravishing expanse of the sky dominates a good portion of the frame. Rhads experiments with scintillating shades of mandarin, crimson and yellow, with hues of ultramarine, prussianblue and white to depict the sky. Keep reading

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Me and D

I've been suffering from depression for many years now. I started to have as I called them “episodes” since I was around 13. First I thought that it's some teenage shit, but it never ended. I have bad periods and ok periods, but I never have good periods even if everything is fine in my life I'm waiting that it will end suddenly. The most horrible period in my life (at least for now) was when my parents were getting divorced. I was 18 at that time. That summer I came after my first year in uni. My mom left our house and was renting a small flat. My dad was working all day long and for the weekends he was always going to summer cottage with his new girlfriend. There was a time, maybe around month or two, when I was left completely alone. I couldn't sleep because every time when I was in bed I was paralyzed with fear. I heard some noises in the house and I was terrified that there was someone else. I couldn't eat because every time when I was taking a bite there was an annoying thought in my head that I'm eating insects. I felt like someone is messing with my head. It became better when my parents set up their new lives with their new partners. I tried to go to the doctor with this problem and he prescribed me antidepressants. That was the last time when I went to see a doctor with this problem and the prescription went straight to the  trash bin. The last time when I had very bad episode was when I couldn't find a job. I had pretty bad insomnia for weeks, I didn't want to go outside because I didn't want to see anyone. I couldn't eat because I thought that such looser like me doesn't deserve to exist. How do I cope with my episodes? I'm not gonna tell that I'm doing some yoga shit or my friends are helping. No, because when I'm depressed I don't want to do anything with anyone. I'm trying to go wherever I have to go like work and then I'm running back home. Then I'm just waiting when it will be over, because at some point I have periods when I feel ok. That's it. Why I'm writing this post? My colleague from work took sick leave couple of weeks ago leaving the hell of a lot work for me, because he was depressed because he and our boss don't understand each other. I was ready to send him a message on fb saying “seriously?”. I'm just so done with people in this world.

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Whimsical Graphical Prints By Nader Sharaf

Nader Sharaf creates vintage toned graphic prints of fantasy and surreal scenes. The graphic illustrations range from quirky to whimsical, and the muted earthy tones are ideally suited for 60s era fanatics who enjoy modern interpretations of a classic genre. The composition and style of the subjects show a versatile imagination of Sharaf - scenes of eccentric art parties, surreal floral apparel illustrations and numerous other outlandish depictions. 

 The graphic illustrations counterbalance the fantasy theme by using pastel hues. Sharaf’s artworks caters to people seeking to enjoy the perfect balance between eccentric and vintage which alludes to their personal style. Find them on Etsy! 

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What is wrong with this world? Today my colleagues at work were complaining and making jokes about me working too much and doing everything by myself. I mean since when people are unhappy about their colleagues being hard-working. And it's not like I'm not letting them work, there are always a lot of things to do, it's just that they prefer to sit with their phones. And today was horrible. I can distinguish nice jokes from sarcastic and cruel. Those were not nice at all. I just don't understand. 

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Все на світі, як вода, світла радість і біда. Все тече і все біжить в нікуди. Все на світі, як пісок; залиши на ньому крок - Змиє все вода, було й так буде!

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Ethereal Japanese Oil Paintings of Women Enraptured by Nature

Japanese artist Miho Hirano composes stunning delicate oil paintings with an enchanting sensibility, which is connected to nature. Hiram’s ethereal subjects are submerged with the blossoming beauty of nature in every stroke. They’re connected to a range of beautiful flowers and dainty creatures.

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