i'm the sick one, it shows

18+ bandfic blog. cassian, he/him, 23. ptolemaeverbloom on ao3

[ptolemaeverbloom]

ptolemaeverbloom

new pinned post bc i'm never satisfied (pretending im even that active) <3 still untagged bc im in my gotdamn bubble. don't look at me

cassian, 23, he/him

rpf bandfic writer (and i'm right)

on ao3 as ptolemaeverbloom

username is a mash of ptolemaea by ethel cain & the lyric "knowing my face in ever bloom" from false meridian by invent animate

sometimes burdened by the curse of writers block but i typically write every day otherwise

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topics n shit i love/hope to write:

fantasy AUs (including modern fantasy)

hyperspecific/niche ideas that come to me from nowhere

smut of various kinds

bdsm & kink (healthy and well-negotiated or otherwise)

trauma & recovery

some dead dove content (cannibalism, murder, SA, etc) but usually not to a grimdark point

omegaverse + bdsm AUs but ONLY with my own worldbuilding. bc im picky <3

tbh there's not a huge amount of stuff i WONT write (even just once)... if i see a concept im curious about and think would be interesting to explore, it'll probably get written at some point

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ships i love and will probably/definitely write more than once (some of which may only make sense to me) <3:

ii/iii/iv/vessel

ricky armellino/spencer charnas

ricky armellino/spencer charnas/nadia teichmann

courtney laplante/mike stringer

lochie keogh/lucas woodland

lochie keogh/emmy mack/lucas woodland

poly!alpha wolf (maybe throw lucas in there too yknow why not...)

courtney laplante/landon tewers

landon tewers/lucas woodland

+ we know there's gonna be more <3

so yeah WOE infodump be upon ye. i love music <3

[apologynote]

new yab april 2nd i cant wait

[blanchebees]

Something is wrong, Vessel’s loyalty is being questioned

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[musicmystics-world]

𝑰 𝒍𝒐𝒗𝒆 𝒉𝒐𝒘 𝑽𝒆𝒔𝒔𝒆𝒍, 𝑰𝑰, 𝑰𝑰𝑰, 𝒂𝒏𝒅 𝑰𝑽 𝒉𝒂𝒗𝒆 𝒎𝒂𝒕𝒄𝒉𝒊𝒏𝒈 𝒔𝒄𝒚𝒕𝒉𝒆 𝒏𝒆𝒄𝒌𝒍𝒂𝒄𝒆𝒔.

[blanchebees]

The size difference between these two >>>

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[aquareegia]

alpha wolf really committed to the sleep token bit, they even smooched lmao

[transgeoffrickly-deactivated202]

[saintvitus]

noted gender theorist fred durst makes reference to the concept of non-binary gender in limp bizkit’s opus “rollin’ (air raid vehicle)”, which along with the “ladies” and “fellas” refers to “the people who don’t give a fuck”

[ptolemaeverbloom]

face on the sideblog cuz there's only 14 of you and that makes me brave. anyway i had a disastrous photoshoot w/ my cat

[meowguraaaaa-deactivated2026030]

next guy is getting chained up i cannot deal with abandonment again

[connormurphyirl]

Stockholm syndrome puppy boy

[connormurphyirl]

Bloom please I am on my hands and knees

[ptolemaeverbloom]

looks at human landon arranged marriage to nonhuman high priestess courtney + her personal knight mike. looks at stockholm syndrome puppy boy lochie. sweats.

[meowguraaaaa-deactivated2026030]

next guy is getting chained up i cannot deal with abandonment again

[connormurphyirl]

Stockholm syndrome puppy boy

[apologynote]

uhhhh he 👍

[apologynote]

ancient luwoo with a ouppy. if u even care

[volatilevale]

how life feels when there's a sicko on the same disgusting freak wavelength as you

[inthetags]

Reblog and put in the tags the last full album you listened to

[waketoken]

is he even aware of how beautiful he is??

📸; @paetrisha