[road0flife]

[qaqoia]

i'm just sending you so much love and the biggest hug :((( everything will be okay ♡

there are infinite possibilities in the universe and i'm sure you'll achieve your goals!!!! i know everything may seem hopeless right now but there will always be a speck of light, and the universe is always talking to you and supporting you in invisible ways. through flowers. through nature. through rays of light. through people. through books and films. <3 by the way may i ask you, did you start university even if it were a few months and if you didn't, what would you have studied??

don't give in to despair. you may feel powerless, but you have so much inner strength that you'll be able to shape your own destiny. your soul will always be infinite and you are powerful beyond measure, don't let this system make you think you're not, even if you're disabled because, you are

you are so extremely sweet, it made me so happy to read this especially as i was in a flare then and i remember having to cancel all the plans i had and everything (also it had been so long since i last received any questions!!!)

i didn't start uni but junior or community college i think?? or a higher nacional diploma in the uk (i'm from spain so i looked up what it could be translated as); it's a specialised two-year degree that focuses on more technical stuff and i got into this one that's about lighting, photography + video/filming and image processing. i finally finished about two weeks ago and i'm quite relieved to be honest, i was really close to quitting and dropping out cause even though they provided accomodations for my disabilities it was still extremely stressing and i was flaring really bad.

now i'd really like to get into fine arts but i think it's gonna take another whole year. that's what i would've studied in the first place if i had had the chance :) either that, cinema or philosophy. i remember those being my three options for uni.

but enough about me; thank you for being genuinely curious and taking the time to write and send me such a thoughtful message. it really cheered me up <3 i hope you're doing well, i'm sending you a big hug

[qaqoia]

NOBODY GETS IT NOBODY GETS IT NOBODY GETS IT NOBODY GETS IT NO ONE FUCKING UNDERSTANDS AND I AM SO INCREDIBLY TIRED

[qaqoia]

being disabled one of the most ridiculous feelings i deal with is Wanting to be able to work

[qaqoia]

i don't think i'll ever not want to die

[tragicwaif]

I like when something really captures this reality warping fear and uneasiness in childhood in something I enjoy it I don’t know how to describe it. The feeling of not knowing what to be scared will happen so being scared of everything because everything is equally plausible

[tragicwaif]

What if a kiss on the cheek gets me pregnant, what if my dog is possessed by a demon, what if god hates me, what if my grandma dies, what if my cat dies, what if i have to repeat a grade and everyone is younger than me, what if i fail a grade and they send me to jail, what if i get lost in the store and i stay lost forever, what if i die and go to hell, what if I die and go to heaven but they don’t have any tv

[gouged-doll]

laurel nakadate, farther from home than i'd ever been, 2009

[creepish]

[persianmom-deactivated20260602]

where is shame stored in the body because i’m willing to part with a limb or two

[funstealer]

Maison Margiela A/W 2026

[ilookattextile]

[sab3rtooth]

patterns left by woodworms on driftwood

[vintagegermany]

Burgk Castle, Germany 1910

[angell-of-filth]

[glauconaryue]

From AUTOEROTIC by Icysaw for Vice Australia 2025

[kissmychainsaw]

[infinite-cancer]

[matchagirl]