Desillusion of my dreams

Well in this life you must find something to live for because whithin the darkness comes a calling that gets you back to where you were before and this life is fragil as a dream, so nothing's ever really as it seems, but I have no intention of hurt you, please, let me hear your hopes.

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Break Through | Qri & Gikwang|

Sometimes, the geneticist would wonder how the other survivors always seemed to know where to find her. Well, it was not like a petite woman with long strawberry blonde hair and those doll-like chocolate eyes of hers were hard to miss...In fact it wasn't like a living person was hard to miss after the horrors of the outbreak. Qri didn't complained though, she liked to help people out and it wasn't just because in her head that was the least she could do after taking part in the project that ended up creating those-...Things. Even after weeks and several hit and run situations the petite woman had no idea of how to name what the biggest part of the world's population had become, it seemed like the one-way path they all were tracing had blocked all the turn aways.

Her delicate hand ran down her strawberry blonde hair like she always did whenever she was feeling trapped. Qri had a lot of those anxiety habits, some like that one, the woman wasn't even aware she had. One would blame it all in the literally living hell they had to put up with thosedays, but she knew it better and for that single reason she decide to ignore it all. Qri didn't need any add to the already long list of the reasons why she should fear her own mind. Lefting a heavily sigh scape from her reddish lips, the petite woman took a moment to glance around the already fammiliar environment. It has already been a few days since she and her partner in crime, Naeun, had came back to her family house for a new hidding place and no matter how hard Qri tried it just didn't seemed welcoming anymore, it didn't seemed like a home anymore. Just another house they were lucky enough to find in one piece and it seemed worst coming from someone who was fond of traditions quite like herself.

The knock on the hard wooden made door made the woman almost cling onto the light above her for dear life, but it seemed too normal to be one of the criatures, too human. Qri reach out for what once used to be a phone and plopped herself out the couch silently, rising an eyebrow to the door as she waited for one of the two things: A human voice or the door meeting the floor in a rather violent manner. What happened though supress every scenario she had in her mind as the loud noise of a bullet being shot and then the sound of metal hitting metal a few times were enough to bring the door down, the scene was close to be funny if it wasn't tragic: Someone owe her a new door and for the groan comming outside Qri was sure it wasn't one of those odd criatures.

As the strawberry blonde haired woman stepped close to the door her eyes became a lot more bigger than they already were. Blood, there was blood every where, in the door, in the doorway and covering the taller male stopped in front of her right now almost from head to toe. Whoever he was it was better if more than half of that blood didn't belonged to him or he would die before she could even tell him that her house was not an hospital, grabbing his hand quickly Qri pulled the male inside the house, lying him down on the couch in the most gently manner she could at that moment. "What is your name?" She asked, to make sure he wouldn't pass out on her nor attract anything else to that house. "What happened to you? How did you got here?" Her delicate hands traced his chest until the tip of her fingers gently pressed against the deep cut he had against his shoulder. "Oh oh." Qri shook her head calmly before getting up. "I will be right back, please, stay a live." She said before running out to grab a few of the medical tools, it was not like he would go anywhere anyways.

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Paradise | Qri & Yifan |

The strawberry blone haired woman didn't do surprises. It was not like she wasn't fond of those, but not being aware of what would come next wasn't exectly a good feeling, of course, everyone knew Lee Jihyun was usually the calmer and probably the most patient person that had ever stepped into this world, but she was also curious and curiosity always brought to her a wierd sensation... Something close to anxiety and that one feeling the petite woman was surely not fond of. He know that, the geneticist thought, shaking her head lightly in a silent signal for disapproval. Yet, sometimes it crossed her mind that her co-worker did that for his own amusement, after all, it was clear as water that Jihyun didn't knew how to deal with more than one emotion at time, let alone display them.

And for the time being there was more emotions filling up her heart than the petite scientist thought it was possible. Peolple couldn't even understand life, therefore, death would always be the single mystery humans might not even come closer to solve and it was hard to deal with that idea. It was even harder when death took away a close one, a loved one. Sure, it was not like Jihyun didn't faced year before, but why was that this time hurted so badly? "You can't do your job if you're unfocused." She muttered to herself hopefully not loud enough to wake up the male sit by her side. Jihyun tried to make herself believe that she had accepted the younger's invitation for that little trip because she wouldn't do more than be a weight for her fellow co-workers when deep inside she knew that she was suffocating there and Kris would probably be the only person to actually care enough to find that out.

The handsome blonde male seemed to always manage to look past her façade and as odd as it seemed that didn't bothered Jihyun at all, they spent enough of time together anyways and being both the younger ones in the greedy grown-up filled world was kind of the main reason that trigerred both of them to stick together. Let's not forget of course, their brilliant mind that always seemed to process simmilar oppinions. The strawberry blonde haired woman could never thank the taller male enough for being such a great friend to her, and perhaps that was one of the very motives why she was always caring and babying the younger around. "Yifan-ah." Jihyun called him out, gently poking his shoulder before shaking the younger lightly. It always amused her to no end how her chinese skills were literally limitated to pronouce the fellow scientist's name. "Wake up, I think we're here." She smiled softly, tilting her head to peak outside the bus' window, the sight making her smile grow brighter. Where they were at? She had no idea, perhaps in the middle of nowhere, but the view was breath-taking enough to avoid any more questions from the older one.

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I will get my booty to the starters and the replies as soon as I finish my dinner, I'm sorry to make you guys wait ;;

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Better Off | Qri & Jongin |

She hated any kind of nerves wracking situations even though it was more than obviously Qri worked the best under extreamly pressure. The petite strawberry blonde haired woman couldn't deal with more than one emotion at time and lord knew how the hit and run with those...Things moments early that forced her to leave her hidding place was enough of a adrenalin rush for the rest of the month! There were reasons about why she would spend most of her time behind a laboratory's counter than in a gymnasium and being horrible at sports wasn't one of them...Or at least it wasn't the biggest motive.

Yet, Qri was smart enough to keep herself alive until now even with a friend having her back which was more than a bless comming across what the city had become. Running one of her hands through her long strawberry blonde hair, the geneticist picked a few supplies from the shelves of another abandoned grocery store: They would need all the food, water and medical supplies she could find since probably most of what was left in the appartment couldn't be reused even if they came back to search for something.

The sound of a can falling on the floor was heard and Qri throwed the one she had in hands in that direction. One of those things would had made much more noise, but one would never know not should trust their senses. "Tell me one reason to not throw this in your head." She muttered. Wow, a package of frozen peas everyone should be terrified.

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Natural Dissasteres | Qri & Naeun |

Within weeks Seoul City had become far from a paradise. In a matter of fact the place where once the glistening skycrapers held up the sky and the stars seemed to shine from the ground seemed to convert into a connotation for the extremely sinister and ominous, it was such a pity. Specially for someone like the strawberry blonde haired woman whose artistic soul seemed to feel for what the end of the world had brought along, she had never believed in such theories while growing up. After all a woman that had drowned herself into the deeps of the knowledge couldn't care less about what she couldn't see, touch or prove. Skeptical? Perhaps, but ain't all the science people like that? Shaking her head at her own thought, Lee Qri stepped away from the glass made window that none quite understood why she liked looking through so much, it wasn't the wisest thing to do at a refuge and the view wasn't quite fetching, yet you could never blame someone's wish for freedom.

Thinking back at how skeptical she was back then, the petite woman nodded her head as if assuring herself that she had learned well with her own mistakes, after all, when she realized that the HIV virus modification project was a one-way ticket to hell and back no one had believed her. Because to quote her father's old co-workers: Qri was too young to understand what amazing results it would get, no matter how brilliant of a scientist she actually was. But even if a few months later someone had believed in her, long raven colored hair, cold doll-like face, a few inches taller than herself and a few years younger that was basically how to describe the closest she had ever got of a best friend. Son Naeun.

The geneticist's thought bubble was poped as soon as the hard banging against the door echoed through the small apartment, it didn't took more than a few seconds to the door to hit the floor and those things started to crowded up in order to reach for her inside the apartment. Hissing under her breath, The strawberry blonde haired woman did her best to push the couch she had formerly being sit at in order to block their way to the corridor even if momentarily. With only one thing in mind, the petite woman made her way towards the younger girl's room as quickly. "Naeun-ah, get up!" Jihyun requested, not waiting for an formal response from the pretty brunette as she basically dragged the younger out of her bed through her hand, in the most gently way possible.

"Get your weapons and let's get out of here." How Qri could still sound so calm even in those situations were still a mystery for herself, but the older one always though that being able to think rationally would be ready than freaking out, she was controlled enough for that. "No time to packing, let's go!" She hurried Naeun out as soon as the loud noises from the living room seemed to be getting closer which wouldn't take longer, it was an appartment after all. "Here is the plan: We go down the fire emergency stairs from your windown and run for dear life!" Shouting the bathroom's door shut and locking it to at least save both of them a bit of time she glanced the younger with a clear message: Go, I'm right behind you.