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Rain / They + them / Lover of all things bookish and queer

[queer-enby-cat01123]

Hello!

Hi! My name is Rain (they/them). I'm a non-binary, queer, trans, disabled, neurodivergent, mentally ill person and this blog is mostly random thoughts.

I love cats, books, mythology, music (if you want to know specifics, feel free to ask, I'm always happy to talk about music), history, D&D, and art/crafts. I'm in the Marauders (hate JKR), Hamilton, The Secret History and Owl House fandoms, among others.

If you're homophobic/transphobic/racist/sexist/ableist/a Nazi/MAGA/TERF/etc GO AWAY. I am not comfortable following or being followed by NSFW blogs.

Anyways, have a good day!

[minihistorian]

I love media where not one character is free of sin, make them all morally grey, or even better, terrible people! Yay!

[queer-enby-cat01123]

I can’t process my emotions like everyone else, so instead I just freeze and then start screaming

[thisis--ableism]

Sorry this is kinda political

A while ago I was talking with somebody and the conversation turned to politics. One of the political candidates had a stutter and the person said that the stutter showed that the candidate’s brain was failing him and he was unsuited for office.

That person knew I had a stutter. The comment wasn’t intended to be directed at me, but still.

This is ableism.

[queer-enby-cat01123]

I went to a university library today, and I wanted to find some books on my newest hyperfixation (connective tissue disorders), as there aren't very many at the public library, and I assumed that the library of a top university would have a relatively large selection of books on this topic.

There wasn't a single book there about connective tissue disorders.

There were barely any books at all.

So many of the books have been taken away and replaced with computers and large open spaces - while there are thousands of online resources, there is now a drastically reduced number of books. It's a library. Where are the books?

This made me so sad, because if so many books have already been taken out of the library, it can only keep getting worse. Eventually, there will be no books at all. And this makes me so sad that I want to curl up into a ball and cry.

[novqfz]

when everyone leaves so now you're the only one left in the cult

[berry-puree]

i dont "struggle with isolation" im so good at it

[swanlovesong]

i need to stop morbidly longing for the picturesque at all costs

[perfectday1972]

paris paloma via instagram

[astr0-biucks]

mmmm

bored and tired of this

[shushututu]

People seriously underestimate the long term effects of constant loneliness

"why are you so weird?" Idk, maybe because being completely isolated while growing up has destroyed my brain and now I'm nothing more than a human-mimicking creature that bases all of my actions on what I think is normal human behavior rather than just doing things naturally

[hyyl18]

TAG GAME GUYS

TAG YOUR MOOTS AND MAKE THEM EXPLAIN THEIR USERNAMES LORE

Starting with me:

Hyyl18 because when i was youngest i had a group in a random app with some friends and i didnt knew qhat username to use so i decided to create one with things i used to read since we were talking abt fanfic in this group so: Hot Yaoi Yuri Lemon +18 stuff (i was in my dirty era dont dare to judge me). Hyyl18 thats it. Now i use it everywhere yay

@patroclus-is-the-bigger-person @b4rty-r0s13r-w1ll-fck-y0ur-m0m @cuntyteardrop @glassesgirlies @leninthestarlight @bardorsomethinglikethat anyone else who wanna join tbh yay

[justraihanah]

hiiiii <-the girl who NOBODY invited/j

welllllll back when my sister and me were brainstorming a username for my new roblox account because i couldnt log into my old main (raiafton) so my sis suggested justraihanah for it cuz just monika except with my name? i had an obsession with DDLC and i LOOOOVED it so now i use that handle for anything!! ^_^

@brokenhead6969 @lennoxmcbloxxer @cyanpyromaniac @somesw33tstuff @evilbradleyd @mexagirlish @superkewlnerd

@fruitxd @fruitygooseys +open tags-

[mexagirlish]

woah!!! we have a similar backstory, ehe!

um, so my ORIGINAL ORIGINAL account on roblox, A very long time ago (2018) was cuz of a username made by my older brother! originally the thing was going to be called "mexagirl", but it was taken, so we got rid of the l, making it "mexagir"

the reason why my Tumblr handle in particular is called "mexagirlish", is because nowadays, I have an identity crisis. My original handle couldn't be mexagir (that was ALSO taken), so I decided to play on the fact that I have she/they pronouns, and now I'm mexagirl (ish) !!!!!!!! my bio still says that I'm mexagir on everything else, though.

the non obligatory tag:

@belltothethirdpower @bl3lley @silliestgoobber @doicreep-youout @lagatosvoladores @that14sian @kriszekeda @lena---xd @imaginbutterfly @nullritual @purgetheroots @ayamariej

okay bye love yall

[kriszekeda]

okok my main username, KrispieStar is like. My name is kris. And I’m kinda like. Odd.. So krispie is a odd name. And then I added the star bc i love stars

My name now Kris and like 2 other characters (it will be changing soon) @astralcuite @stella-sidra open tags

[stella-sidra]

Stella is my oc’s name and Sidra is the last name that my brother made up, this isn’t very interesting

@clowndestroyer2000 @thechibiestdemon @meester-skunk @r0adkill13

[thechibiestdemon]

a few years ago i had to choose a username for a gaming account n i had decided on either "kawaii-kat" or "chibidemon##" (had actual numbers but dw bout those) but the first one was already taken so i went with the second

and when choosing my username for Tumblr, chibidemon## was already taken so i just went with thechibiestdemon .

@aster-enby @alex-loves-stars

[asterenbyy]

Aster is sadly not my irl name but my preferred name that id rather use irl just too scared to use

it feels very androgynous to me and also means star which is nice since i like space and want to be an astrophysicist

@bl00d-st4n13d-f4ng @girlwuke (< cant possibly guess your inspiration /sarc) +open tags

[bl00d-st4n13d-f4ng]

bl00d-st4n13d-f4ng being my current user

My inspiration was Himiko toga :DD

I wanted something cool sounding to reflect on my kinship with her and since her quirk is blood related why not do something with blood?

and since she also has fangs obvi I could include fang and so I cooked up blood stained fang

but I’m weird so I added numb3rs to it

(this is me explaining it now but at the time I just Thought it sounded cool and uh yea)

@whitestreamrct2 @blad3bunni3 @alpheiamoth @mxlody-lit-hrrrrt-1128 @pearly-stargirl and open tags :3

[blad3bunni3]

used to call myself bunny a lot cause i would constantly eat carrots literally eating some as i write this post but it was more in an ironic way cause i had leporiphobia at the time and blade came from the fact that i wasn't really good at cutting carrots (hence my main tag cuttingcarrots) so ta-da

blad3bunni3 was born

the reason for the misspelling? thought it was cute

the reason for the 3s? see above

@catofthewoods @rockymountyn @under-a-thousand-stars @like-bullets-in-deer-skin @bl00dngutzzz + open tags

[under-a-thousand-stars]

Umm... I think I was originally going with a space theme for my blog? IDK, I just think it's kind of interesting tho, so I never changed it

@queer-enby-cat01123 @edelweiss-study @artandbeauty71

and open tags ofc!

[queer-enby-cat01123]

Thank you for the tag!!!

I made this blog a while ago so exact thought my processes have long since been forgotten, but I joined Tumblr at a time when I still wasn’t entirely sure what Tumblr was, so I didn’t really know how people choose usernames, so I think I went along the lines of “I’m queer… I’m enby… I love cats… the Fibonacci sequence is really cool… why don’t I just make that my username”. I’ve been thinking about changing it for a while but I’m quite attached so I don’t think I will for the foreseeable future.

@ open tags as usual!

[stxrfiish]

if you think ANY of the Greek class are ‘the one who didn’t actually do anything wrong’ then you’re wrong and you’re still trapped in Richard’s skewed view of things

[queer-enby-cat01123]

i think tumblr made me unfollow you for some reason idk why :(

Ohhhh okay that makes sense! Yeah that’s happened to me before too :( it made me unfollow a disability awareness based blog which felt a bit ableist (/joking) Lovely to see you (well… see your profile picture) again weather twin!

[bunnycorcs]

are you alive buddy?

For Gods sake Im not dead. What is with you People and asking if Im dead god damn it?? Im not fucking dead!!

[ewaneneollav]

a child who is persistently alone & does not want to be alone does not learn that they on occasion have time to themselves during which they can do whatever they want, they learn that occasionally they will have time to themselves throughout which they will do nothing except exactly what they do not want to do - something that is synonymous with that duration of time. if they were being made to do some or other unpleasant thing, like hold their hand on a hot stove, that would not be synonymous with the duration of time, it would be something occupying that duration of time. when they are made ito be alone, the fact that they are alive & conscious is felt as a profound lack rather than the fundamental opportunity atop which all other opportunities are built, & the passage of time becomes something to be endured because it continually implies their continued existence & awareness. life for them then becomes organized not around exploration nor seeking enjoyment or fulfillment, but around strategies for continually enduring the fact that they exist

[dumbslutguts]

Something about Richard Papen

[queer-enby-cat01123]

Not me looking through the speech impediment/stutter/stammer tags like it’s my job because stuttering sucks sometimes and I just want someone to understand

[queer-enby-cat01123]

@speech-disorder-culture I feel that this fits under your domain