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June 22, 2015 The convention this past weekend was pretty okay. I mean, I kept myself together and okay. And I knew that I could leave and find Chris waiting for me so that made it easier to deal with seeing so many people in such a short period of time. It’s always overwhelming. I love it but it also sends me into a panic sometimes. Despite so many things I’m actually really happy lately. I feel...content. It’s nice.

caitlinfrisk

I hope you all fall in love with someone who never stops choosing you and I hope you feel at home when you look at them

Time to act like a functioning adult for another entire weekend.

June 14, 2016

Everything is interesting in a good way. I think. Although the most important part of my month really was celebrating Chris’s birthday. And giving him a hard time for being “so much” older than me. I just wanted to make sure he had a good day because he deserves that much. I haven’t really had any problems lately. Although I got a little weird once but I pulled myself out of it quickly. I feel like I’m in sort of a semi-stable place because I’m happy and cared for. However, I have a convention alone this weekend and I’m a little scared of how it’s going to turn out if I’m left alone for extended periods of time. Suck it up and be cheerful I guess.

chrisevansource

#get away from me

me: [washes my hair, makes one phone call, eats a salad]

me: honestly I am THRIVING! !! mental illness who??? #blessed

poetrysuggestion-blog

It’s so late at night and I can’t stop thinking about you. People usually say that the ones they love are their world. But you aren’t my world. You’re my stars and galaxies and the mysteries of the unknown and unexplored regions of space. You’re mysterious and awing.

dissociativesuggestions-blog

“Are you a danger to yourself?” Almost always in every way imaginable, yeah.

dissociativesuggestions-blog

“What kind of music do you listen to?” “What are your hobbies?” “What words would you use to describe yourself?” ???????? I have no idea who I am, please hold.

dissociativesuggestions-blog

I don’t feel close to people unless they are psychically in my presence because when I am alone I forgot major aspects of all my relationships😎

me, dissociating, walking past mirror: -sees self-

me: omg, look at that, I'm actually a living being, woah who would have thought??? o:

dissociativesuggestions-blog

Take me back I want skinned knees and childlike forgiveness. I want to be small, I don’t want to be in this state of vivid forgetfulness, I don’t want to want to die.