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i should be allowed to give the kiy my pms symptoms

bitch no

bitch yes

asian-woody

bitch yes, actually give him mine too

actually wait yeah can we give his radiance my fibermylogia too

just to add to the torture

everyone go project your issues onto the kiy!!

ARTIST YOU ARE MEANT TO BE LOYAL TO ME.

I WILL STILL CUT OUT YOUR TONGUE I HAVE NOT FORGOTTEN THE WEIGHT YOUR SHOULDERS CARRY.

VESSEL BE SILENT YOUR AUDIENCE IS IMPRESSIONABLE

But my lord are you not a god? What would a littttllleeee chronic pain do to you?

Or are you saying you cant handle it?

I AM A GOD DO NOT QUESTION MY POWER

UNLESS YOU WISH TO HAVE EVEN CHRONIC-ER PAIN

oh yeah he did sorta give Derek chronic migraines

THANK YOU VESSEL FINALLY

NOW PLEASE MAKE YOUR FOLLOWERS STOP. I DO NOT NEED THIS MUCH OCD

d3r3klord

Just because you said to stop, I'm going to start projecting my cramps onto you.

Good luck, because I've been feeling nauseous since this morning.

NO. NO MORE CRAMPS. THAT IS QUITE ENOUGH.

YOU ARE PESTS AND ANTS BENEATH MY HEEL WAITING TO BE CRUSHED. THE DAY I FINALLY RIDE AND ESCAPE THIS HELL WILL BE THE DAY THAT YOU LOSE YOUR LIVES!!!!!!!!

d3r3klord

But that day hasn't come. Now deal with it, idiot.

NO!!!!!!

I REFUSE!!!!!!

I DON’T WANT TO!!!!!!!!!!

scholar-in-red

i should like to study the effect of such pain on a being such as you.

SCHOLAR RETURN TO YOUR CAGE NOW.

OR I WILL NEVER EVER SPEAK WITH YOU AGAIN, AND YOUR TOME WILL BE BURNT!!

the-real-chloroform-anon

My period just started, I curse gift you my cramps too

I HAVE ENOUGH OF THESE ALREADY

I DO NOT EVEN HAVE A UTERUS

syzygy-given-form

you could have one! for fun!

I DO NOT WANT A UTERUS

THAT IS WHAT THE HIGH PRIEST IS FOR

syzygy-given-form

but i think the roles should be switched around, yes? get your pussy destroyed and keep yourself satiated. knowledge isn't as useful when it comes to first-hand womb-filling experience!

I DO NOT WANT TO GET MY PUSSY DESTROYED!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

syzygy-given-form

i think you might need it, my king! i hear it’s great stress relief!

NO!!!! NO!!!!!!!!!!

MY PUSSY IS GODLY AND DIVINE!!!!!!!!!!!!

...what

i can’t believe this’s the god that wanted to possess me bro

#TMA #edited text #Jonathan sims #Jonah magnus #the magnus archives

I’ll take that yellussy :3

WHAT THE HECK

part 2 coming soon ;—;

TURN OFF AUDIO OR YOULL HEAR MY ANNOYING ASS VOICE TALKING TO MY FRIENDS

#d3rlord3 #Dawtde #sfawtde #Tomodachi life #Help #I called it #Slimeknight

...Avery? You're also on Tumblr?

@remember-who-you-ar3

oh hey Der!!

yeah!! i’ve been on here for a little bit now :p

Really??

I mean, yeah, I knew basically, but... it's good to actually find you.

i’m glad you found me :]

have you been okay after… everything??

I've been doing better. The migraines are still annoying, but it could be worse. I'm often in a dark room cause of it, eheh. Batman style.

And... you? I hope you weren't too worried... or scared.

hey at least batman’s cool!!

the first few months after everything happened were… kinda hard, but it got better :] there’s been so much going on lately it’s kinda crazy, especially with the whole multiverse thing lol

i still have some, uh… issues from what happened at the church, but it hasn’t been as bad as back then luckily!!

...Mhm.

He stopped typing for a bit, pondering his answer while KIY nagged him in his mind, wanting to reply differently. But Derek managed to shove it into thr back of his head. He wasn't sure what to say. He feels guilt, although logically he knows it isn't really his fault. But recalling the note he left before he was meant to die, and knowing Avery didn't respond well to it, it made him feel... complex feelings. He sat in his newly bought spinny chair with his legs up to his chest, his headwings making soothing motions on his cheek to keep him calm.

I just... hope you're not, hm, resentful towards me (us?). For everything. I still believe in you, Avery. You can push through this.

And yeah, I'm guessing there's your otherwordly versions on this site too...?

i’m not, i don’t think i could ever be resentful towards you

i might’ve been kinda angry when you were sacrificing yourself for me and everything, but i would’ve done the same for you

yeah i’ve met a bunch of different versions of me!! it’s so weird, we’re all the same person but we’re so different. there’s one world where i took the place of the kiy, and another where you actually…

…anyways, i’ve met a bunch of yous too!! i sorta…

*Avery stops typing and leans back in his chair, tapping his desk with one hand and biting on the inside of his cheek. How is he supposed to put this…*

…am dating… a couple other versions of you..?

I'm glad you didn't go down with me. At least you're ok now, as much as you can be with the derealization. And I'm glad you forgive me.

what do you mean dating a few versions of me.

hahaha uhhhhh

i’m technically only dating two right now..? but there’s been something going on with another of them

He stared at his screen for a bit, blinking in shock. He struggles to differentiate platonic and romantic interest, so he's surprised his other versions are so eager to be with Avery so quickly.

But he softened up when pondering, not quite blaming them. Avery's simplicity and chill yet emotional personality was indeed magnetic. He does wish to talk to him more after everything.

Well, I hope they're good to you? I don't... like, the "infinite knowledge" thing came to a halt now, so I don't exactly know what my other selves are like. Hopefully not too awkward, haha.

they’re such sweethearts but they can be so awkward sometimes

it’s really endearing though :]

maybe you’ll get to meet some of the other yous!! it’s kinda weird to talk to yourself like that at first but it gets less weird :p

gotta catch ‘em all

CONTENT WARNING

the following writing piece contains the following:

a nightmare sequence

body horror

blood

a depiction of a panic attack

please proceed with caution!

omg my heart :(

once again saving this to read >:) will delete if asked just dont wanna lose it

i just got caught in the rain without an umbrella or raincoat :[

ah, do you want me to help dry you up?

yes please :[

the one day i decide to wear a fun outfit… *sigh*

*gently uses a towel to dry avery*

maybe you should have checked the weather before going out.

i should’ve…

i went out a bit earlier with my friend and it was fine so i thought it was gonna be fine again, but then i got drenched :[

hm. well, lucky for you, i'm here.

*pats avery on the head*

*Avery turns his head slightly to look up at Derek with a small smile, while also leaning into the touch*

thanks, Der :]

i– well— /flustered

*hesitantly moves hand to cup avery's face, staring into his eyes*

.. it's no big deal, really. after all, what are friends for?

*Avery flushes at the contact, leaning further into the touch as he stares back into Derek’s eyes, though he has a questioning, confused look at the way Derek says ‘friends’*

…yeah, what are friends for?

ah—

*quickly pulls away*

ahem. i think you might be catching a fever; you're burning up.

oh, no i’m… fine!! it’s just— yeah!!

*Avery rubs his face, taking a breath*

no fevers here!!

alright..

*hand twitches at my side, wanting to reach out again but too scared to ruin things further*

... you should probably change out of those clothes. i'll, uhm.. i can see if i have any spare clothes that fit you, if you want.

oh— that’s probably a good idea yeah!

i feel sorta like a wet sponge haha

*Avery’s face is still tinged pink. part of him wants to reach out to Derek again too*

*quickly leaving, moreso to recompose, i come back with a black tee-shirt and shorts*

i don't know how well these will fit since i'm taller than you are, however these were all i could find. the rest of my clothes are... well, they weren't something i envision you wearing, is all.

*hands avery the spare clothes*

not that i envision you often; i apologise if that seemed... implicitory. /flustered

anyway, the bathroom is just down the hall if you want to get changed there. you can leave your wet clothes with me, i'll put them in the dryer. it's still raining so i'd recommend staying the night, but i do have an extra umbrella if you want to go home.

i’ll stay the night!! i mean, i don’t wanna get soaked by the rain again. okay, i’m gonna go get changed real quick, i’ll be back!!

*Avery hurries off to the bathroom, quickly changing into the dry clothes once he shuts the door. They’re a bit long on him, hanging off of his body slightly. He realizes what it probably would look like to someone with no context, but he quickly shakes that out of his head and leaves the bathroom, his wet clothes in a ball in his hand as he walks back to Derek.*

alright, i’m done changing!

*smiles slightly*

alright. uh, you can make yourself at home. do you want me to start up dinner?

*Avery nods, tilting his head a bit with a small smile*

what’re you making?

i was thinking of making impanadas. have you had them before?

*we walk and talk to the kitchen, rolling up my sleeves and putting on an apron when we get there*

they're simple argentinian delicacies. i'm sure you'll love them.

oooh, i don’t think i’ve tried empanadas yet…

*Avery stands next to Derek and lightly bumps his shoulder with a smile.*

but i bet they’ll be really good, especially since you’re the one making them!

well, uh... they won't be as good as you, since you're so sweet you could be the dessert.

*i cringe at myself*

.. right, i'll leave compliment-giving to you since it clearly isn't my specialty.

anyway, you want to help make them? it isn't very difficult, but i don't want to force a guest to cook their own meal. that'd be bad hospitality.

*Avery’s face flushes, the flirtiness of the compliment catching him off-guard*

oh— you— no, it was—

*He clears his throat, trying to calm his reaction*

y-yeah!! i think it’ll be fun to make them together!

right then, we should get the pastry out the freezer so it can get back to room temperature, and in the meantime we'll cook the meat mince. then, we can stuff the pastry with the meat. ah, and if you want, you can add capsicum or potatoes in your empanadas, too.

*as i get the pastry and mince out, i continue rambling*

i've been meaning to make these for a while, mind you. just didn't have much time to do so until now. well, that and the fact i still have leftover soylent to finish, so i didn't feel like making food that'd go to waste, i guess. but since you haven't tried them before, i'm eager to make them. i want to see if you like them.

... sorry, i don't usually talk this much.

hey, don’t apologize, i like listening to you talk!!

and… i think it’s sweet that you’re so excited to make them so i can try them.

*he looks up at him with a soft look on his face.*

i mean, i’ll probably like them! i think i’d like anything you make, really. it’s you, how can i not?

well if anything, they'd taste good because you are helping make them.

anyway, thank you avery. actually, i.. i've been meaning to ask you something.

*d3r clears his throat nervously, trying to hide his slight blush*

well, you know how you're... dating another version of me?

*Avery nods, perking up slightly in curiosity.*

well, two now but— yeah, what’s up?

... there's two???

okay. that's fine. i was just wondering if that ever... if it's weird being around me, when you're dating another version of me? or, multiple versions now, i suppose.

i mean, surely i must remind you of your boyfriend(s) in a way.. right?

and if that were the case, then it'd only make sense you'd be attracted to me. but... i don't want to ruin what you have with your partner(s). if i get in the way of your relationship.. i can't. i can't get in the way of it. because i respect you and your relationships, even if they're with other versions of me. i know i'd get jealous in their place.

so, uhm... i guess the question is, are they — or, am i...? — okay with you being here, spending the night where, theoretically, anything can happen and they'd be none the wiser? i mean, i know nothing will happen — not unless you want it to happen — but.. they wouldn't exactly know, would they?

i'm just... i don't want to be the reason you have problems in your relationships down the line.

hey, you don’t have to worry, Der.

*Avery reaches over and takes one of Derek’s hands in his, giving it a light squeeze.*

they don’t mind what i do with other Dereks as long as i still, y’know, pay attention to them and don’t neglect our relationships. you won’t cause problems for us. you’re not gonna get in the way.

and it’s not like they wouldn’t know anything. i talk to them about stuff, i’m not keeping secrets, don’t worry.

but… i get it. sometimes i worry about getting in the way of other versions of me. i don’t want to, like, steal Dereks away from other mes.

*d3r flinches slightly at the touch, but doesn't pull away; rather, he moves his hand to entwine his fingers with avery's*

i get that, but jealousy... well, it's illogical and irrational, even in the most logical or rational of people. i don't want your partners to feel they need to compete with me over you.

i mean, realistically i know they probably don't see it that way, but i try to put myself in their shoes and all i feel is... envy. love is a sacred thing, sometimes it feels like a betrayal to watch someone you love give their love to someone else.

*d3r's grip on avery's hand falters*

perhaps i'm just selfish in comparison to the dereks you've met so far. it's.. difficult, seeing an avery — from my universe or otherwise — be so outwardly affectionate with another me.

*suddenly realising how much he's unintentionally opened up, d3r immediately turns red in the face and looks away, pulling his hand away from avery's*

... not that that applies to you, of course. unless you want it to.

*Avery blinks, remaining silent for a moment, before he breaks out in giggles. He puts his hand on Derek’s arm to lean on him, covering his mouth with his hand.*

sorry, sorry, i’m not laughing at you, i just—

*He takes a breath, straightening back up and looking up at Derek with a sparkle in his eyes.*

before we were dating, one of my Ders was jealous because i went on a date with and kissed the other! so then i gave him a kiss too, and—

*Avery giggles a little more before settling down.*

anyways, you’re not selfish in comparison at all, you’re actually way more similar to them than you think!

jealousy’s just… another part of being a person, i think. what matters is that you don’t let it hurt people. i’m glad you talked to me about it.

*Avery leans his head onto Derek’s shoulder.*

besides, there’s plenty of me to go around.

well– i—

...

*d3r remains blushing, though a little more now as he looks at a giggly avery*

.. sorry. i guess i'm just all over the place around you — emotionally, anyway. i just...

*d3r's expression becomes more solemn as his gaze averts to the ground*

i'm well aware of your relationship with at least one of the other me's, but i don't think that jealousy will ever go away. perhaps along the line it'll get easier to manage, or i'd get used to it, but i'm not.. i'm not able to ask for affection when i desire it — least of all when i require it. so i suppose i'm destined to a life of envy, as i can't take what i want, when i want it. that just... isn't who i am.

i'm the 'brooding-in-silence' kind of jealous, as silly as that sounds — the kind of jealous that just watches and lets things happen. you don't belong to anyone, least of all to me; i shouldn't have a say in what you do or who you do stuff with. to think otherwise would be nothing short of hysteric.

*d3r looks back at avery, whose head rests on his shoulder*

but this isn't... i'm not asking for anything of you, avery. you don't owe me a kiss, or a relationship, or.. anything. don't think you have to do any of that with me, because you really don't.

i just... hope your relationships work out in the end. that's all.

*Avery sighs softly, muttering something that sounds like ‘you really are all the same’ under his breath, before removing his head from Derek’s shoulder and reaching up to cup his face in his hands and gently turn Derek to face fully towards him.*

hey, look at me.

i don’t feel obligated to do anything, or like i owe you anything. i wouldn’t be here if i didn’t want to be. i could’ve just taken your umbrella and left, or called an uber, or something, but i decided to stay because i wanted to.

*He steps a bit closer, still looking up at Derek.*

i don’t do anything i don’t want, buttercup.

*Then, he stands up slightly on his tiptoes and presses a short, soft kiss to Derek’s lips. When he pulls away, his face is pink.*

…was that okay?

.....

NSUSJAJDODKDJXJS—

*d3r.exe stopped responding (lol)*

i... that– you—

*d3r is still red in the face, but he places a hand on top of avery's, which is still on his cheek*

you kissed me. you... kissed me.

that.. no yeah, that was... it was nice, i liked it.

*d3r's eyes dropped to avery's lips, not knowing how to ask for another kiss but so badly desiring one*

ahem– uhm.. does this mean we're...?

i mean, it'd be an honor if we were, but would that mean i'm also...? with other me's too????

hhhhhhhhhh–

*Avery’s eyes widen.*

oh— no, not with the other yous!! just me. it’s not that kind of thing.

but seriously, you don’t have to feel bad for wanting things. even if you can’t really ask for them.

*Avery studies Derek’s face, noticing the way his eyes dropped to his lips.*

and luckily—

*He gives Derek another kiss.*

—i think i’m pretty good at reading you!