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people fighting tooth and nail to make the human body a pristine, frozen thing when it is in fact ever-changing and often gross by nature… where is the affection. the respect. let that thing breathe

It's aaaaaallllllllll soooo embarrassing all the time ever

#let's just let go of everyone we love and care about so they do the same and I can just reset who I am what I am and move away to where I'm #someone completely different and I try a little harder to be better in all the ways I'm not #why is it so hard to be loved #there's always something I'm hiding all for the sake of trying to be loved #it never works anyways so I don't know why is till try to hide who I am and what I'm like #I don't know why I care so much about what I look like #i don't think I've had a solid friend since I was 9 I had a couple through the years and we got along and I loved so much but after the year #it was over and distance and prefrenced for others would start and it's fine and normal I don't blame them cause it's obvious why it all #turned out the way it did but it does stop me from being sad about it #I remember I would try to manifest friends by making a note about all the things I wanted in friends back in 2020-2021 #I remember also trying to shift to a world where the friends I had in gym wanted to hang out together after school instead of their already #established friendgroups and we would just hangout near a pond and talk and maybe smoke it was a nice dream manifestation at the time #whatever #I'm just feeling 12 again #so stupid

Tomtord save me from the loneliness of having no friends again

#once at 12 again at 19 #maybe you stay the same no matter the age #I hope not #I hope I have friends one day

I'm willing to bet on losing dogs

#I want to believe theyll win #even if they won't

I stick to missing and wanting

enilehtnorevol

My nerves get touched too easy then I say mean things and I'm sorry but I'm sorry don't really matter so it's just kind of for myself

Where my brown skinned baddies at

I'm feeling pretty stupid right now word fo encouragementn won't eork

It's not like you know me I just wish you did it's all projection at the end of the day

I want to be loved

In a way I understand

#know my zodiac signs and analyze me every time you watch an astrology video #suffering in silence is maybe love

"Your doing too much"

Why isn't it that I'm doing just enough why is it always too much am I too much or can you just not handle more than enough

#to give my best effort of living to feel like my life is worth enjoying to be shut down to take it down a notch because why should you be #this happy #I hate it #please shut up and tell me to kill myself if you want to say this because it would hurt so much less #am I too much

Why does no one cry or think about the idea that you existed a long time ago and it was at a time where they felt stranger than you feel now

#I think of her #I think of them no matter if they were a girl or a guy #I bet they were neither too #but I think of it

duotheism

you know?

Someone will understand me one day and I won't feel so weird anymore

#I know you exist I know that it's real

I want someone to love me too

#to like me as well if that's not too crazy

STOP FEELING OBLIGATED TO TALK TO ME IF YOU DONT WANT TO DONT DO IT PRETTY PLEASE

I probably need to talk to a therapist soon since whisper isn't allowed on android and I've made that transition

#transition as in apple to android not body transition #maybe one day but probably not today

I don't know why people I love think they're ugly I've never understood it when ever angle of you is a new picture I want to take but whatever I guess were all a little insecure

#we all just want to be loved #pride

I would hope someone would miss me without even knowing

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