gloom boy

23 | AL aspiring to be wholly happy

[kaban-bang]

VIBE CHECK

[carnival-phantasm]

[craved-deactivated20230908]

“I don’t think people understand how stressful it is to explain what’s going on in your head when you don’t even understand it yourself.”

— Sara Quin (via quotemadness)

[danger]

[blurchur]

First day of life up until 6th grade 

Jumped all the way to Freshman year of High School

Then I cut my hair Junior year, why did I do that

Slowly it started growing back and then….

I finally felt comfortable to express myself (the picture on the left was my debut)

At this point in my transition I am 6 months into HRT

A year on HRT

Over a year and a half on hormones. My transition hasn’t been the clearest path but I am so happy that I am on it.

[blurchur]

Update:

2 years since my coming out 

2 years on hrt

2.3 years on hrt

2 and a half years on hormones 

[blurchur]

Its been a while since I’ve done an update so here it goes

At this point I am 3 years into my Hormone Replacement Therapy. I’m thriving. 

These pictures were taken days apart and I am 3 and a half years into my medical transition (The picture on the right was also posted by Instagram on all their major social media handles attached with an interview I did with them for International Women’s Month)

During this time I was 4 years into HRT. Clearly living for it.

I am currently 4 and a half years into HRT, 5 years into socially transitioning, 6 years into when i first came out to my community around me and I’m loving life more than I ever thought I would. 

[blurchur]

Lil mini update!! It’s my 5 years on hormones and I think that’s quite the milestone to be proud of so here’s some pics since the last update.

Can’t wait to see how the next 5 years go!

[queens-be-like]

I’m proud seeing how much confidence she got, she’s beautiful, she’s brave and most important she deserves to be happy.

[trulytarl]

I’ve seen this post a million times and every time I see it my brain short circuits and stops functioning for a moment because of how gorgeous she is

[insatiably-red]

[metamorphosisofmeg]

[quitetheaviddreamer]

I just want someone to love me as deeply as I love them.

[quitetheaviddreamer]

haven’t been this suicidal in a long time.

[beggars-opera]

Everyone reblog this as much as possible over the next two weeks for good luck

[nourrice]

tbh I am ugly but I’m also gorgeous it’s very complex

[justbadpuns]

When Peter Pan punches, they Neverland..

[gosh]

“I think literature is best when it’s voicing what we would prefer not to talk about.”

— Rick Moody (via coral)

[kinardstits]

[I regret nada]

[quitetheaviddreamer]

made a depression blog so yay. everything is just so fucked right now and I needed a better outlet.

[quitetheaviddreamer]

I want to cut myself. I want to hurt myself. I can’t sleep anymore. I cry constantly. I lost my favorite cat. I’m losing my job. I have no guarantee that I’ll be getting the one job I want. Nothing is guaranteed in my life right now. I haven’t been this low in forever. I’m so miserable and I’m all alone. I’ve never felt so alone.

[quitetheaviddreamer]

I haven’t been this suicidal in a long time.

[quitetheaviddreamer]

friends? I don’t have those 🧐