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ok enjoy my sad boy shit. bye

when I'm gone, I hope you look back at my silence and realize that it was the answer to a question you never thought to ask.

if you had to read each note I could write, would you understand then?

if you had to comprehend every single word I could scribble onto those pages, would try to understand?

if you had to choose between a corpse to clean up, or the child you rear now, which would it be?

it's a simple question, one so simple I already know the answer.

I don't think you realize that I know the answer.

as I'm force fed your flawed logic each day, I sometimes imagine what it would be like to fall still.

fall cold. thoughtless. lifeless.

but the image of you telling my corpse that it's lazy and to get off it's ass reminds me that nothing I do will ever amount to anything.

and I will always,

always,

be your lazy, irresponsible child.

the cries of a child begging to be loved buries itself deep into the walls of which surround me

the sound haunts me

my dreams, my thoughts, my ability to sleep peacefully

because those wails sometimes find themselves clawing out of the drywall

reaching out

and pulling me in with them

and while some find solace in their friends, family, and loved ones

I remain alone.

translucent, almost.

you have to search to find me

but I do not wish to be found

my yearning to fill in the gaps between life and death that constrict me ever so seems to become more and more important to me each day that passes.

the inconsolable aching within me expands exponentially as my desire to live shrinks as if it were frozen

I remain still as I feel the hole inside of me grow larger

it rips me apart and feeds me the crumbs

ok bye guys. add me on snap if u wanna talk

#snap in the more section of my pinned #ᶻ 𝗓 𐰁 📻 l o s t .. 𓏵 ‎

cameron domasky is literally me and he's also my boyfriend #parasocial #hhhhnnnngngggfhhhh

420dere

sorry but wtf . do we as a community actually find ts funny . do yall find this to be a cute joke .

as if the racism in this community wasnt already thinly veiled and barely acknowledged , now we're straight up making "asians eat dogs / cats" jokes . like i dont have to explain why this is fucked right ?? i dont have to explain to a community full of "radically inclusive" creatures why "chinese people eat dogs" is racist and foul do i .

yall are fucking embarrassing . get ur shit together holy fuck. like oh my lord. i shouldve blocked all the notes before i blocked the op of this post cuz if u tgink ts is even remotely funny youre a piece of shit and i hope you know that . yall make me ashamed to be radq sometimes.

#ᶻ 𝗓 𐰁 🍃 w a n d e r i n g .. 𓏵

hi everymap DM ME PLEADE

theradicalking

Lmao my playlist mentioned

"problematic playlist" and then its just radqueer and proship.

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HAPPY PRIDE TO EVERY RADQUEER!!! MAKE SURE TO BE AS RAD AS POSSIBLE THIS MONTH. #QUEERMAXXING

aut0psie

pondering 🤔 I feel like radqueer beliefs are actually WAYYY more common and repressed in society than people want to admit.

remember how everyone used to be super para purists and think liking feet was devilish? on twt it's now somewhat mainstream to have a foot or piss fetish, and suddenly hundreds of thousands of "normies" are okay to admit it. isn't it funny how SO many people came around to actually admit they have paras too once it was no longer a judgemental space?

yk how many "normies" I see who WISH they were na'vi from avatar so bad, a species that is based around indigenous polynesian culture? when it's transindigenous they're aggressively against it because that's the popular opinion, but when it's under an "acceptable" format the most unradical of people admit that they have that want.

idk it's just something funny I observe. tons of my "normie" irls or people on my ig feed or twt homepage have said things to me before that I'm certain radqueers voice on tumblr literally all the time. society really is just repressing it and pretending they don't feel that way so that they get accepted more. if everything was accepting I'm CERTAIN so so many more people would admit to have paras or transIDs and being radinclus.

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