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Jeffery "Jeff the Killer" Woods fictive + IRL TREAT AS SOURCE + DO NOT REALITY CHECK Post-RQ XS Dark-C Apathetic Asshole

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GENERAL:

Name/s: Jeffery / Jeff

Pronouns:

1st P… I Eye 👁️

2nd P… You Yours

3rd P … He It Gore

Terms:

Masc … Man, Guy, Dude, Handsome, etc.

Non-Human … Thing, Creature, Terror, etc.

Do NOT use: Fem terms, neutral human terms, She/Her prns, or They/Them prns

WOKE 2020 TIKTOK:

Stances: Post-radqueer, Dark-C (not bc I’m pro-noncon [I’m not], I’m apathetic), Pro-CC (personal), Xenosatanist, Winterqueer, Pro-N.I.N/N.I.W.S, pro-endo, pro-kin, anti-noncon (personal)

IDs: PermaSource, TransGlasgowScars, TransPale, TransWhiteEyes, TransSerialKiller, TransTCCFamous, ApathyProne, IsolationProne, CisSchizophrenic, CisASPD, CisNPD, CisPlural, CisWhite, NullDoubles, PermaBruised, PermaBloodied, PermaJeffTheKiller, TrisCharacter, TrisSmoker, TrisStoner, TransAlcoholic, CisProxy, CisSlenderverse

Paras: Necro, NecroZoo, Erotophono, Guro, Emeto, AutoHybristo, Merintho, Odonto, Oplo, Sadist, Intox, Haemoto, Somno, Consang (also I’m MLM)

BOUNDARIES

DNI if:

you won’t treat me as my source

you’re a “double” (kins are fine)

you hate on people over stupid shit like identity

IWC if:

you’re an anti (antiship, anti-rq, anti-endo, etc.)

you think dark c or xs means (pro)rapist

you think winterqueer means racist

you assume things about people without knowing them and their side of things

you just wanna hit (can’t blame you, but i’m taken)

you’re Liu in any way (kin, IRL, fictive, etc.) (I love my brother but goddd am I awkward after everything that happened)

PLS INTERACT if:

you see me as my source entirely

you know and like my source

you’re also rq or adjacent

you’re a sourcemate

base account is @radicallyreckless

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everything feels better when you throw all ur progress away

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i think next chance i get im gonna carve up my face and totally ruin my life again

that seems like the direction to go

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google search how to deal with losing our exception bc his parents are evil manipulating bastards and i cant do anything abt it no glue no borax

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maybe i should start sourceposting

i dont think ive ever really done that on here ngl

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not that anybody gives a shit but i dont have serotonin syndrome nor was i have seizures, theyre non seizure tremors and tics from functional neurological disorder. apparently this means i have to go to therapy. which im already in. and im also not allowed to take my antipsychotic anymore bc my new psychiatrist (who decided he was my new psychiatrist while i was high off my ass on meds in the hospital) thinks i dont have “organic psychosis” and just have “undertreated anxiety” so he upped my antidepressant. cant wait to see how that goes. good news tho, physical therapy came by before i got discharged today, ive been provided a walker (mine forever) and wheelchair (a rental until they decide im better i guess??). that rocks since my leg has a constant tremor and yk. i cant walk.

everything is going great. dw, i know tumblr hates when blogs have real people running them, so i’ll try my best not to talk abt it much. i’ll go back to radqueer-posting now.

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i have a concept and i want opinions

magic school story

“OMG JEFF THATS SO BASIC HARRY POTTER RIPOFF BLAH BLAH BLAH” NNNO shut up and listen just hear me out

so theres different types of magic, all sourced from the universe herself but the universe is different beings in one being like a system or the holy trinity so the different types of magic come from the different aspects of the universe and the practitioners have fun names cuz they can

the ones i have developed so far are Stardancers, who use the magic of the stars (duh), Fortunecrafters, who use the magic of the future, Seamstitchers, who use the magic of the threads of reality, Potionsmiths, who use the magic of the waters, Dreamwalkers, who use the magic of the night, and Ringmasters, who use the magic of chaos

i have characters too! only got moodboards for them tho, not official designs

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one to add: lifebloods / deathbloods. basically, blood magic, but one side is more focused on the living while the other on the dead/dying

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oohh i love that, i’ll add it!! blood magic in general is such a kickass concept

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maybe if i destroyed myself again it wouldnt keep happening to me

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“im faking” *tries to stop and cant*

might be cooked guys

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lets play everyones favorite game — Am I Having A Medical Crisis Or Am I Just Faking It For Attention!!!

i think im having focal aware seizures but also maybe im not cuz maybe im faking it for attention

yk, the attention of the therapy group im not talking in… or of my dad who isnt in the room… yea totally

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i have a concept and i want opinions

magic school story

“OMG JEFF THATS SO BASIC HARRY POTTER RIPOFF BLAH BLAH BLAH” NNNO shut up and listen just hear me out

so theres different types of magic, all sourced from the universe herself but the universe is different beings in one being like a system or the holy trinity so the different types of magic come from the different aspects of the universe and the practitioners have fun names cuz they can

the ones i have developed so far are Stardancers, who use the magic of the stars (duh), Fortunecrafters, who use the magic of the future, Seamstitchers, who use the magic of the threads of reality, Potionsmiths, who use the magic of the waters, Dreamwalkers, who use the magic of the night, and Ringmasters, who use the magic of chaos

i have characters too! only got moodboards for them tho, not official designs

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Indora-Belle Brynncraft (she/fae), a Stardancer who wants to earn a scholarship to Starstruck University and study her craft far away from her rocky home life

Scarlett Dakota Rosemary (she/her), a Fortunecrafter who wants to improve her craft and work professionally in the Fortune field

Aubrey Phoenix Briggs (they/he), a Seamstitcher who wants to use his talent in his grandmother’s craft to help others and bring light into the world

Sylvester Ezikial Fox (he/him), a generational Potionsmith with a secret talent for Dreamwalking that his old money Potionsmith family would frown upon

Marsden Areli Vendetta (he/it), a Ringmaster who wants to hone his craft and gain power, he was raised in a Circus Ring (a group of Ringmaster practitioners) and knows that Ring magic isn’t as dangerous as everyone else thinks it is

[gotoradicalsleep]

i have a concept and i want opinions

magic school story

“OMG JEFF THATS SO BASIC HARRY POTTER RIPOFF BLAH BLAH BLAH” NNNO shut up and listen just hear me out

so theres different types of magic, all sourced from the universe herself but the universe is different beings in one being like a system or the holy trinity so the different types of magic come from the different aspects of the universe and the practitioners have fun names cuz they can

the ones i have developed so far are Stardancers, who use the magic of the stars (duh), Fortunecrafters, who use the magic of the future, Seamstitchers, who use the magic of the threads of reality, Potionsmiths, who use the magic of the waters, Dreamwalkers, who use the magic of the night, and Ringmasters, who use the magic of chaos

i have characters too! only got moodboards for them tho, not official designs

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i think i have seratonin syndrome uh oh

gonna ask a professionals opinion when i get onto my group therapy session thingy in a few minutes

everyone wish me luck in not dying

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asked someone if he saw me as a girl. he said no. i was joyous. he said he sees me as somewhere in between. ive been dysphoric for days. i gotta fix it i gotta cut my hair i gotta lower my voice i gotta FIX IT. being a binary trans guy with alternative style preferences in a world where alt guys typically break gender roles is NOT for the weak. i want my hair long in a surfer boy punk way, not in a bisexual woman way. i am constantly percieved as a bisexual woman, a lesbian, or a feminine nonbinary individual IM A GAY MAN??? i hate being they/them’d so much. probably more than i hate being she/her’d ngl. im binary. i hate being percieved as “somewhere in between” so much. i love my somewhere in between siblings but i dont want to be seen as one im not im a man what the hell does it take for me to be seen as a man.

secondary point, why is almost every ftm tag on here a kink tag?? im cool with kink yall know im cool with kink but wheres my sfw trans tags at. my existence isnt inherantly kinky. im not someones fetish for simply existing as myself.

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it was funny the first time he called me pinocchio (“wants to be a real boy,” ftm joke) but it gets old

now im explaining transition

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who let me be off my schizo meds for a week then start taking them again without starting at a lower dosage… i came off em the right way, why am i not coming back on them the right way??

on an unrelated note i wanna revamp our main blog

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church camp is going good, im hella tired and the ac in my cabin broke but i have a mini fan so its fine

got to shoot today! bb guns, but andre loved it