meine Online-Höhle

A place for my visual thoughts on my life, sexuality, health, relationships and behaviors.

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[drac0line1nn1t]

Wade: *whispering seductively to Logan* I know exactly which buttons to push in bed

-8 hours later-

*Wade hitting snooze on the alarm for the 12th time*

Logan: Wade get up, we have work

Wade: *pulling the sheets over his head* Nooooooooo *hits snooze again*

[incorrect-poolverine-quotes]

Wade: I am an expert at identifying birds.

Logan: Okay, what about those ones flying over there?

Wade: Yeah, they're all birds.

[yoditopascal]

Stop because this is unironically the best pic of Logan I’ve ever saved 10/10 my top fave mans is so pissed and confused and Wade just said the stupidest shit he’s ever heard in his life 😭 imma use this in my fic somehow

[logansbaby-deactivated20250113]

i wanna bite and lick all over him, someone sedate me!

[nooshka-arts]

need this movie..

[lilacandladybugs]

my friend told me that her boyfriend got her a super cool rock while they were on vacation together and you would not BELIEVE my disappointment when i realized she was talking about her engagement ring

[shrumpo]

"why are people who do cool things always so weird"

i have a startling truth to keep from you... about the relationship between cool and weird

[vivianseda]

Thank you @neurodivergent_lou

[autistic-af]

Apparently some people couldn't access the Neurodivergent Insights website on a recent post, so here's the graphs for those interested.

Neurodivergent Insights

[wheelie-sick]

these are great charts but I wanted to correct some of the info on the schizophrenia vs autism chart. it lists repetitive behavior and echolalia as traits that don't appear in schizophrenia but this isn't true, both of those are schizophrenia symptoms. specifically, they're catatonic schizophrenia symptoms (but they can appear in other subtypes too)

(also op I know you didn't make them and are just sharing them but I felt like it's important to put this information out there)

[socialmaya]

[wilwheaton]

[loser-kaz]

destigmatize having a body/body parts that look “gross”

destigmatize having a reoccurring rash that you can’t control

destigmatize “strange looking” veins

destigmatize “gross” scarring

destigmatize having bodies that are broken and express that

destigmatize being disabled and having “atypical” physical manifestations of said disability

disabled bodies are beautiful

[upsetgazette]

Apparently, some people have quiet brains that aren't completely lost in thought at any given moment? Wild.

[autistic-af]

There's just one major thing that I don't think is acknowledged enough about late diagnosed autistics/ADHD (and probably other neurodivergences):

The floor drops away from under you when you're diagnosed as an adult.

You've spent years perfecting coping mechanisms, setting masks perfectly in place, practicing socialising, forcing things that made you uncomfortable or confused (for reasons you couldn't comprehend).

Then you get the diagnosis and... That's it. No one tells you what to do. How to cope, how to survive.

All you know is that you've spent your life hurting yourself. Your mental health is shot, you're most likely depressed, anxious, burntout...

And you never had to do that. It didn't have to be that way.

I'm not saying I wished I was diagnosed as a child. I don't. That would have a whole other bag of problems.

I just wish there was more in place for us. I wish we weren't abandoned by the medical community at 18.

[mav-exe]

1000% me

[verypissedoffdee]

Me: I can't be autistic. Having ADHD is enough!

Also me:

- known to be extremely shy and introverted in the beginning but becoming a full on monster once familiar

- if I like a movie, I watch it 10 times over and then research every single thing about it. Then watch it 50 times more. Buy merch, make sketches, watch video essays, review videos, reaction videos and then info dump about it any chance given (or not given)

- starts rocking involuntarily when immersed into something. Happy dances and stimming every so often.

- can't remember a person I've shared a class with for years on end. But show a random screenshot from a movie I watched a decade ago and I can visualise the scene, name the movie, actors and the plot immediately. (sometimes even if I haven't watched the movie)

- says something literal that has people laughing and stands there chuckling awkwardly not knowing what they found so funny

- gots to step on a fallen leaf. Crunchier the better!

- forgets to drink water for an entire day. Even when the bottle is right there but JUST outside my field of vision

- gets overwhelmed by social interactions and runs from it but cries about being lonely

- gets awkward when even a family member or a close friend hugs me.

- has built an extensive vocabulary but gets nervous while talking, sometime stopping mid sentence and just leaving the conversation altogether.

- collects shoes, clothes, key chains, action figures, movies, photographs, etc.

- gots to pluck a leaf everytime I pass a low hanging branch of a tree

- repeats a phrase from a movie or TV show in normal conversation...without even realising it.

- has a LOT of sensory issues.

- so much trauma and info dumping in conversations with a potential new friend. Like just STOP!

- extremely naive and trusting, has a strong sense of justice and takes rule following to new heights

- couldn't talk to guys. Still find it difficult and avoid it.

- contemplating whether or not to share this post......