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Excuse my absence, I was being kicked around like the football by life herself
this and also the only difference between fanfic writers and writers who sell their own original works as careers is that fanfics aren’t monetized. that’s all.
being a “professional” writer doesn’t mean your works are inherently better than fanfics. I’ve read so many fics that are more professionally written than some published books.
whether or not a piece of writing is monetized has nothing to do with its quality.
When I am king, we will valorize sanitation workers the way we currently valorize the military
So heroic posters showing trashmen battling allegorical monsters? I'm down.
Yeah but that's just the beginning. I also want Sanitation Worker Discounts at every business and blockbuster movie propaganda glorifying sanitation work. I want random people to salute garbage collectors and thank them for their service. I want drivers who get impatient with the recycling truck and honk at it and swerve around it to become social pariahs
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Knowledge transmission
The problem with AI comes from a problem in the idea of knowledge.
A lot of times people act like human knowledge is "discovered" or obtained, and after that it simply exists; it becomes an eternal, transcendent thing as part of "what we know" about the world.
For example, "we" "discovered" that microorganisms cause disease, and thereafter this became a part of "human knowledge."
The problem is, there was not a discrete event of discovery; long before microscopy was invented, some doctors (such as Ibn Sina aka Avicenna) in the Islamic Golden Age theorized that diseases were caused by tiny particles or organisms that could travel from person to person.
And indeed long after microorganisms were actually observed, people still didn't adhere to the belief that they could cause disease, and with each different illness the connection to a microorganism had to be established. And even today, some people don't believe that microorganisms cause illness.
Then again, the behaviors and methods for reducing the spread of illness, which were proven to be effective by observing microorganisms, didn't require the "knowledge" of microorganisms to develop. Behaviors such as quarantine, washing, and avoiding touching infected people or dead bodies, were followed centuries before it was possible to observe a germ.
As you can see, it's hard to say when "we" "Knew" or "did not know" the causes of illness and how to prevent them.
When someone followed the behaviors that prevented illness spread, they did not necessarily know why. When someone theorized that tiny particles caused illness, they did not necessarily have proof. When someone proved that a microorganism caused illness, they did not necessarily convince others. When the proof was written down, not everybody read it. When people read it, they did not necessarily follow the behaviors that prevented illness spread.
Someone in the year 1020 might "know" that when you get the plague, you have to quarantine, whereas someone in the year 2020 might not "know" that. How does that happen?
Knowledge does not just exist like an eternal spirit. It has to be learned, maintained, practiced, and transmitted.
The internet is full of information. But is the internet full of knowledge? No. A written work is a means of transmitting information, a pipe from one brain to another that information flows through. Only when a human learns information, does it become knowledge. Books, likewise, are pipes that information flows through. They don't actually "have" knowledge. If no one reads the book, the knowledge doesn't exist.
The internet is a vast repository of information. AI shoves it all into a blender and extrudes it into sentences that have form. But the information wasn't knowledge, it was just a device for transmitting the knowledge, and the extruded sentence-stuff produced by AI is even farther from being knowledge, because the transmission between brains has been interrupted and partially destroyed by the randomness inherent within the functioning of Large Language Models.
A library can contain all the secrets of the universe, but no one will "have" the knowledge unless they read the books. And by reading the books, I mean not just being able to comprehend the structure of language within the sentences, but actually learning. When you try to understand a concept and it is so hard that makes your head feel fuzzy, that's because learning is happening. Your brain is literally growing new connections and pathways.
Learning requires teaching. A way to look at knowledge transmission is through the idea of apprenticeship. A master teaching an apprentice is self-replicating: they contain knowledge, and they are shaping another person to contain the same knowledge, molding another brain into the same shape.
So, we can say that knowledge transmission happens when a knower self-replicates, causing another knower of the same knowledge to exist. But a knower can't self-replicate by splitting into two people. Instead, they have to somehow put their knowledge into another person from the outside. Language is a good way to do that.
Someone who writes down their knowledge is not self-replicating by writing it down. They have created a secondary object or tool to aid the self-replication process. Without brains, language would be nothing, there would be no such thing as symbols or meaning, language would not exist.
This means that information is completely worthless if it is not successful at replicating knowledge from one brain into another. Which means that the level of information we have stored in various repositories does not directly correlate with how much "we" "know." Written information can fail to become knowledge in various ways: people can just not read it, or the writing can be too hard to understand, or it can be forgotten once understood, or it can be discredited or seen as untrustworthy, or nowadays, with generative AI, it can be interrupted and distorted on its way to the learner.
Large language models can only be seen as "intelligent" if you think that language itself can be a "knower." I think it is clear that language, even though it transmits information, cannot know it.
This paragraph from Anne Helen Peterson's "Can't Even" is so horrifyingly familiar, I hate hate hate that the need to be doing something is so deeply entrenched in me.
I think that if I unsubscribe I should stop getting the emails
not sure if someone has said this because you've gotten so many messages, feel free to ignore
you keep saying part of what makes exercise aversive is physical pain/discomfort, like from getting sore. to be clear, you do not have to push yourself to the point of pain or even soreness to get something out of exercise. first step can be light stretches in bed, and if that hurts then you're either doing something wrong or you have some sort of medical condition (personally I have ehlers danlos syndrome, which makes doing everything hurt more than it should)
as a behavioral therapist, there are two approaches to doing something you don't want to do. either make it suck less, or make it more worth it (most effective would be a combination of both).
eg I don't like doing dishes and used to go weeks at a time without doing them. I realized using slightly cooler water, wearing gloves so I don't touch old food, and bringing a stool in so I don't have to stand take away most of what I hate. I can also buy food I love but have to cook so I have a better reward contingent on finishing the dishes so I have a pot to cook with.
if ABA therapy is available in your country and possible for you personally, I think that could seriously help, but even if not maybe reading about some of the strategies could be beneficial
if you actually read this, good luck and keep us updated if you're willing :) its pretty cool how many people are jumping to your ask box to try to help you i think
I think my biggest hurdle with exercise is lacking motivation to spend my own free time doing things that are boring, feel bad, and which I don't want to do, which don't deliver the results that everyone promises. If I could figure out how to do that, I will never have another problem in my life.
That's SO FUCKING VALID. The only way I fixed that motivation issue was finding exercise that felt fun to me, which is why my main form of exercise is swimming despite the fact that it's so much more hassle than doing some bodyweight exercises or yoga at home or something. I yearn to be in the water. It feels good. I was probably a seal in another life or something. I dunno. I don't push myself, I track as little as possible, and just get myself to the pool on a schedule and fuck around swimming laps until I feel done or until the time I have alloted to pool is up.
But anyway. My only advice here is don't make yourself do things you don't like. Find a way to move that you actively look forward to. Doesn't have to be super serious exercise. Can be fucking around in the pool, a dance party in your kitchen, a hike with your dog. It doesn't have to be punishment and you actively SHOULDN'T do it for any reason beyond some kinds of movement are fun and your body likes it.
I've been slacking on updating you folks on my productivity insanity lately, mostly because my back has been figuratively trying to kill me--but I am starting to recover from this particular flare up and have found a new PT and I have made some changes, so buckle up buttercup, there's productivity descriptions coming your way.
#my family does this thing#when we've majorly unfucked a room or done chore that we were putting off#or whatever. Any sort of household Improvement.#'Come brag on me.'#I means come look I cleaned/rearranged/did dishes/put away the laundry#and the scripted response is 'oh nice it looks SO much better in here now'#like my mom did this when we were kids.#'girls comr brag on the garage I finally organized it so I can get my car in there'#and we go and 'ooh' and 'aah' and tell her how nice it looked and how she did a good job#and we could have her 'come brag on' us for like doing the dishes or cleaning our rooms#I do it to my wife now too#it's a dialogue that means#'I did a chore and it feels like an Accomplishment even if it objectively wasn't a big thing. Please acknowledge this.'#and#'Wow you sure did do a thing. It has improved our material circumstance even if only in a small way. Thank you for doing it.'#like yeah scrubbing the pans is my Job and it's a Little Task but sometimes it feels like a Big Task#and it's nice to have an Accepted Script where I can just demand 'I have functioned as an independent adult praise me with great praise' - by @thepioden
INTERVIEW WITH THE VAMPIRE 2.8 | THE VAMPIRE LESTAT 3.3
I was listening to this song in my car this morning and had a fucking brain blast and had to make this as soon as I got home from work.
INTERVIEW WITH THE VAMPIRE 2.07 I THE VAMPIRE LESTAT 1.03
it is so stupid and evil that you cannot romance the spider
oh my god. oh my god, I just realized, I’m an author. I can just write a book where this is the love interest. holy shit.
ONE YEAR LATER! The Ignoble Invasion of Prince Proculo is available for pre-order worldwide (links below)
the story behind this book is actually more complicated than this. because first, I watched a video essay on isekai narratives where the guy claimed that generic protagonists work best because people want to project and achieve max escapism. and I thought, that's really stupid. so I wrote a first chapter about a body-stealing alien space slug who gets hit by a truck and isekaid mid-way through invading the Canadian parliament, because I thought that was the most specific and least relatable isekai protagonist possible.
and then I was like fuck, my publisher is going to want a romance from me. who would the slug even kiss?? so I tucked the chapter away for a few months, until I went to reblog this old post of mine about how Kar'niss should've been romanceable, AND REALIZED! THE SOLUTION TO MY PROBLEM! of course, the slug would kiss the spider, it all makes so much sense!
after that, the writing got a bit frenzied. and now it's available in Barnes and Noble
my teeth were perfectly designed to tear abd rend the soft white flesh of the gentle beast known as the mozzarella
I think the thing that has surprised me most about The Vampire Lestat is the fact that I'm starting to really feel for and appreciate Lestat as a character. I've been "Team Louis" since I initially read Interview with the Vampire in my teens. Lestat was just SO over the top and mean and seemingly good at everything that I just... wasn't that interested. But this season of TV has given me a different view of him. Especially with Episode 3, it's becoming clear to me that he's not great at making music, and is in fact pretty cringe. And he knows it ("No delusions here"). And cares. But keeps making music anyway because he loves it. He loves the music. So he keeps playing. It's the thing getting him through.
And I just, I don't know. It's so heartbreaking and weirdly inspirational and speaks to trying to create in this fucked up world when you're a little fucked up yourself. And just. I never expected Lestat as a character to hit this hard, but he does.
please god let chatgpt die out like nfts did. With a fast and graceless fall into irrelevancy
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This spell has a very low hit ratio, so we need a lot of us to do it.