My Life & I

L. // a Dreamer // Curious // I am lost between the reflection of two mirrors.

[thoughtkick]

“She didn’t need to be saved. She needed to be found and appreciated for exactly who she was.”

— j. iron word

[atinycupofpositivitea]

From now on, whenever you have to face challenges and hardships, remember that:

It is hard.

But you can do hard things.

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[race-toward-dreams]

I tend to be a smiley and positive person with a lot of enthusiasm, but when that is met with sourness, my flame is killed. I become sour like a lime.

[race-toward-dreams]

Another volatile day

No, it's not about investing lol

My mood is good today, feeling quite motivated. Maybe because I finished a difficult project I was working on.

Todays goals:

-eat well -workout -work -study -read self development books -watch the SMM course -study german and russian

[race-toward-dreams]

Ups and downs

It's incredible.

I'm my lowest, last year, I felt the most powerful woman in the world.

In a stable moment, where I have everything I need and I'm doing so much, I feel like shit.

I'm grateful.

[race-toward-dreams]

To be or not to be

I've been quite in touch with reality the past couple of years, in general not reading any novels, not fantasising about idols etc...

Recently I read a Fantasy novel and some attractive idols and got lost in my imagination.

It's hard to choose what to keep on doing, because at the end of the day the fantasy is not real and you're disappointed, and maybe you start getting addicted to fantasising like it's a drug.

But also my reality now, compared, is so incredibly boring.

I'm grateful for my family, for my life and my cat. But I want adventure, love, to feel like a princess.

[race-toward-dreams]

Found some old messages

Wow I was an intense person as a teenager. I didn't even realise until now: I was literally throwing my love to people in buckets and wagging my tail like a puppy waiting to be given attention and loved back.

I mean it's cute but I have to admit I was a bit too much.

Lol.

I miss being so innocent though.

[happyheidi]

(via)

[etherea1ity]

sometimes do you ever just want to

[ghvstxii]

Yuuui Nanao

[race-toward-dreams]

We love pink

[race-toward-dreams]

1. The man

A man as good looking as Jay Park, Kai Xu and Christian Yu.

A man as nice and caring and willing to spoil me as you see in those Chinese dramas.

A man that cares about family and loved ones, like my family members do.

A man that is able to take care of the house, and fix what is broken, like the men in my family.

A man that listens, and not only hears. Those I still have to meet.

A man that values quality time, feelings and communication over sex.

A man that apologizes and understands when he hurts me.

A man that will care for me as much, if not more, that I do for him.

A man that wants to provide, like traditional men do.

A man that is always on my side, even if I’m wrong.

A man that can dress, like Scandinavians or Koreans do.

A man that’s not afraid of being silly, and will laugh with me.

A man that will come rushing to me if I am sick.

A man that will hold me anytime I cry, even if I cry often.

A man that likes adventures, and is willing to try new things with me.

A man that appreciates and sees the care I give him, and feels like he’s the luckiest man in the world.

[race-toward-dreams]

It is with joy that I realize I’ve been living in a daydream this whole time.

[femslut-hypno-boy]

Lets be real guys, our actual kink is attention

[race-toward-dreams]

When I am sick I just want mom.

[gulistan-blog]

㋡🥀

Amazing view..

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