Bookworm

Introvert collector of thoughts.

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Freedom always has a cost that you have to be willing to pay if you want to be free. That cost is a home, a family, love, success, money or a place that is given in exchange for the freedom to choose something else. Absolute freedom has an absolute cost.

✨ Happy new year, reader. ✨

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“Someday death will take us to another star.”

—Vincent van Gogh.

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¿POR QUÉ SE LE GRITA A UNA PERSONA CUÁNDO SE ESTÁ ENOJADO?

Cuando dos personas están enojadas, sus corazones se alejan mucho. Para cubrir esa distancia deben gritar, para poder escucharse. Mientras más enojados estén, más fuerte tendrán que gritar para escucharse uno a otro a través de esa gran distancia.

¿QUE SUCEDE CUANDO DOS PERSONAS SE ENAMORAN?

Ellos no se gritan sino que se hablan suavemente

¿POR QUÉ?

Sus corazones están muy cerca. La distancia entre ellos es muy pequeña.

CUANDO SE ENAMORAN AÚN MÁS, ¿QUÉ SUCEDE?

No hablan, sólo susurran y se vuelven aún más cerca en su amor. Finalmente no necesitan siquiera susurrar, sólo se miran y eso es todo.

Cuando discutan no dejen que sus corazones se alejen, no digan palabras que los distancien más, puede llegar un día en que la distancia sea tanta que no encuentren más el camino de regreso

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WHY DO WE YELL AT A PERSON WHEN WE ARE ANGRY?

When two people are angry, their hearts go far apart. To cover that distance they must shout, to be able to hear each other. The angrier they are, the louder they will have to shout to hear each other across that great distance.

WHAT HAPPENS WHEN TWO PEOPLE FALL IN LOVE?

They do not yell at each other but speak softly.

WHY?

Their hearts are very close. The distance between them is very small.

WHEN THEY FALL EVEN MORE IN LOVE, WHAT HAPPENS?

They don't talk, they just whisper and they grow even closer in their love. Finally they don't even need to whisper, they just look at each other and that's it.

When you argue, do not let your hearts go away, do not say words that distance you more, there may come a day when the distance is so much that you will no longer find your way back.

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I know that it is difficult to let go something, especially what has already let go of us, but it is more difficult to live tied to what is not ours.

If I am going to break for something, that something be me, that if I am going to cling to something, that something clings to me and that if I am going to dare for something, that something take risks for me.

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✨Una estrella de veinte masas solares quema su combustible generando elementos pesados como el hierro... Dada su inestabilidad explota como una supernova esparciendo una cantidad de hierro equivalente a varias masas solares. Actualmente, ese hierro está en mi hemoglobina oxidándose para que yo respire. El mismo hierro que salio de una supernova masiva está dentro de mi cuerpo haciendo que yo esté vivo.✨

💫☄️🔭🚀🛰️

Siendo sincero, la idea de un dios se me queda pequeña ante todo eso.

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A star with twenty solar masses burns its fuel generating heavy elements such as iron ... Given its instability, it explodes like a supernova, spreading an amount of iron equivalent to several solar masses. Currently, that iron is in my hemoglobin oxidizing for me to breathe. The same iron that came out of a massive supernova is inside my body making me alive.

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To be honest, the idea of a god is too small for me in the face of all that.

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I want to give you a smile that fills your heart with light, I want to give you a hug and with it, all my love.

I want you to look me in the eyes and in them you also look at yourself; Mom, you are so important to me that the world sometimes is you and me.

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“I celebrate and sing to myself. And what I say about myself now, I say about you, because what I have you have, and every atom of my body is yours too.”

—Walt Whitman.

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BLUE LOVE

They say that in ancient times blue was not considered a color, it was perhaps the last of the tones discovered by humans. Probably because there are hardly any small things in nature with that color, and those that today we consider blue, such as the sky or the sea, were too huge and full of nuances to be summarized in one.

Therefore, if one day the idea of loving me occurs to you, please do it in that color.

I promise not to take years to find out.

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I'm afraid of see you again and maybe you can see in my eyes that I haven't forgotten you yet

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“When I used to read fairy tales, I fancied that kind of thing never happened, and now here I am in the middle of one!”

Alice in wonderland.

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I'll describe the way i feel: weeping wounds that never heal...

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Character or personality does not come in a birthday or Christmas gift, character does not come from the bad things that happen to you, but from the way you overcome the shit that happens to you and spit back in life's face.

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I said that life was a joke, not that the joke was funny.

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My love does not depend on your actions. My love is mine and I funnel it wherever the fuck I want. I am responsible for what I feel. It has cost me enough to tame this rough bull that I carry by heart, enough childhood heartbreak and atomic breaks has taken me to learn that I can love.

Power. A super power.

Mine, and nobody else's.

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I delegate my responsibilities to you because I don't want to, I don't want to take over them.

You didn't teach me anything; What's more, you haven't taught me to do anything but you do demand that I do it.

What do you want me to do? I do not know i do not know; You don't know either!

I suppose your craving for "recognition" wishes it that way; and I understand it. Well, rather: I pity you.

I pity the fact that you do not allow me to convince you that we are nothing!

That we are something more or less the same as an absence.

Yes! I speak to you: that is, to myself, to you, to my "other self" ... How long will we understand? I ask you and I pluralize… give me an answer, here and now!

(There is no answer, it does not exist, you will never answer it and here we are both; together, always hating each other, adding damn absences!).