summary: Being rejected from Metropolis University? Humbling. Your boyfriend of four years dumping you a year later thanks to his dead parents? Even worse. But when your friend tries to get you out of your dorm after two weeks spent bed-rotting and takes you to a photoshoot audition ā "Just to try something new!" ā you find yourself with a lot of attention you didn't want and a billionaire playboy on your tail.
pairing(s): bruce wayne x reader, (ex) clark kent x childhoodsweetheart!reader
word count: 21.7k (my longest fanfic yet)
warnings: inaccuracies regarding the position of the towns (used this map for reference) and college admissions, if you don't really understand why reader is beware of bruce then you might want to go and read a little sumsum about epstein island (my girl is right not to want anything to do with a billionaire), bruce is so not nonchalant, he's also kinda bi (OF COURSE HE IS HE'S A SLUT!!! AND OF COURSE IT'S WITH HARVEY), no trouple sorry, blood, one (1) gunshot as well as one (1) scott pilgrim reference, bruce and reader trauma bond over their weird exes, merry christmas/please don't call trope, suggestive maybe, swear words, angst and fluff, dick makes an apparition at the end (if there's anything I'm forgetting pls lmk)
author's note: credits to @lovingyoulovinme for the concept, taken from this post! bruce and clark can be imagined as any transposition of their characters, but honestly I tried my best not to think of david corenswet while writing this cuz I'd NEVERRRR let that man go. EVER. english isn't my first language so construcitve criticism is always welcome!!
dividers from @uzmacchiato! <3
Youāve known Clark Kent all your life.Ā
That happens when heās the only kid in a three-mile radius near the house you were raised in ā and that also happens when your mothers have been best friends for more than twenty years. There are pictures of him, barely one year old, sitting on the couch of your parentās living room while cooing at the pink bundle in your motherās arms ā you. From then on, itās unusual to see a photo of the two of you not together.Ā
Heās there when you start crawling, clapping his hands in encouragement, a picture showing him smushing his cheek against yours in triumph as you smile with the only two teeth you have. He holds you steady as you take your first steps, a bit wobbly himself, and you both fall into a fit of uncontrollable laughter as you crumble down to the floor. He teaches you his name as soon as you start talking, and when heās over to your farm you end up following him like a lost puppy, chanting ClarkClarkClarkClark! loud enough for your father to take a peek out of the living room to make sure youāre okay.Ā
Youāre four when you participate to your first dance recital, grinning wildly while wearing the pinkiest tutu your father could find at the only costume shop Smallville has, and when you get off stage after a choreography only the parents of the kids doing it could enjoy, you find a red-cheeked Clark holding a bouquet of flowers almost bigger than him. Your parents watch with knowing smiles as you squeal and topple him to the ground, smooshing your cheek against his.Ā
āYou shouldnāt have, Jon,ā your mother whispers to Pa Kent, āI know flowers are getting expensive these days.ā
He barely brushes her comment aside, āOh, shut it, woman, he wanted to. āSides, Eleonor from the flower shop already owed us a favour.ā he chuckles quietly, āWhy, you tellinā me it bothers you to see her so happy with her itty-bitty pink tutu and her bouquet?ā
By this point, both you and Clark are back on your feet, and youāre jumping around ā showing off your flowers to the friends youāve made in the dance class while dragging Clark along by the hand. The kid is as red as a tomato, shuffling his feet awkwardly as you hold the bouquet like itās an infant.Ā
Safe to say, you and Clark are thick as thieves growing up: itās rare to see him around without you and vice versa, aside from school hours ā and even then, youāre always together during breaks and such, and given that you take the same school bus and even get down at the same spot thereās never a day where the seat next to you or next to him is empty.Ā
Since the Kent farm and yours arenāt that far away youāre both often found wandering in the fields between your houses, sometimes even bringing your lunch lovingly wrapped in an embroidered cloth by your mum, who ā same as Ma Kent ā always packs not one but two meals; one for you, one for Clark. Of course, you both take advantage of the situation and always end up eating the whole feast without leaving a single crumb, only to then pass out for usually two or three hours after the ordeal on your little beaten up blanket.Ā
When everybody starts picking on him when he gets glasses ā horrendous, thick-lenses ones ā you just hold his hand while laying together on the hammock that hangs on two of the trees outside his farm, probably older than Pa Kent himself. āWho cares?ā you mumble over his muffled sobs, hugging his side tight. āThey all suck anyway. Besides, if they think the glasses look bad on you, maybe itās their eyes that need fixing.āĀ
Youāre nine when you first see him fly. Itās an accident ā he thought you were in town with your parents, but opted to stay home instead and went to the Kent farm for a surprise visit ā and he doesnāt talk to you for a week, too scared of confrontation. Things slide back in place as soon as Martha understands what happened and gives him a stern talk about friends and secrets; not even an hour later youāre aware of all his history ā the meteor shower of ten years ago actually being his space pod entering the atmosphere, him coming from another planet and having freaking superpowers.Ā
Youāve always known Clark was special ā always thought that he was one of a kind, a boy too gentle to be like everyone. You just didnāt know that special would have meant from another galaxy.Ā
Not a lot changes by the time you start going to middle and then high school ā Clarkās one of the few boys in town that growing up didnāt have a phase or permanently turned into a dickhead. The Kents raised him well, making sure he never disrespected anyone without a good reason to, and even then heās often too nice to act on it ā unless it involves someone other than him. If thereās someone whoās being given trouble at school, he always finds a way to help ā even if he himself isnāt really one of the popular kids either.Ā
Thatās what you like about Clark. The ability to look bigger than he is if needed to and a heart of gold that would make the nicest man on Earth look pale in comparison.Ā
Of course, itās not a surprise to anyone when you two start dating ā it was just a matter of time, clearly. The only visible change is the hand-holding and kissing; when you tell the Kents, as Martha squeals and jumps up to hug you, Jon just sits there with a confused look on his face while scratching his chin. āYou tellinā me you two werenāt together this whole time?āĀ
Those are definitely the best years of your life, you think one summer evening as you lay on the same battered blanket of ten years ago in the same tulip field with the same boy. Itās just that this time heās double the size and officially your boyfriend, who holds you tight against his chest while basking in the blazing sun.Ā
āWill you ever take me flying?ā you ask, eyes barely open ā just what you need to look at him, golden and smiling. He chuckles, āYouād like me to?ā
You nod enthusiastically. Youāve rarely ever gotten out of Smallville, aside from school trips and a couple of vacations with your parents, so itās safe to say that youāve never even gotten on a plane in your entire life, with the closest airport being in Metropolis. Clark, you guess, is the next best thing you have to a plane.Ā
āDunno, sweetheart,ā he presses a kiss to the crown of your hair, āIf Pa saw me fly with you, heād yell at me to get down and start a long lecture about being seen and the dangers of it. Maybe when theyāre out of town, mh?āĀ
You hum, almost half asleep, lulled by his hand gently caressing your back under your shirt and the warmth of the sun. āIāll hold you to that one.āĀ
But as the saying goes, all good things must come to an end ā and just two years after that conversation in the field you find yourself in Clarkās room, holding back your tears as you help him pack his things for college. You should be happy for him ā heās been accepted into the Journalism course, which has been his dream for years ā but you just canāt shake the thought of him being so far away in the big city while youāre still stuck here for another year.Ā
You like Smallville ā you love the farm, the animals and the constant fresh air ā but thereās basically nothing there aside from fields and the school. You and Clark have never been so far away from each other for so long ā you honestly donāt know how youāll manage without him around. Sure, you have other friends, but nobody could ever make up for his absence.Ā
And thatās why youāve been spending the last two weeks tied to his side ā helping him get ready for his move and packing old shirts and jeans. You almost burst out in tears when you see him sneaking an old picture of you in a tutu and a bouquet in one of the boxes.Ā
He notices you staringĀ ā of course he notices. Heās already noticed how on edge youāve seemed in these last few months, and if heās right the dam is about to break in a million pieces right in front of him.Ā
Clark gets up from his place on the floor, wiping his hands on his jeans, āEverything alright?ā
You look at himā really look at him. Your lips tremble, tears begin to form in your waterline and judging by the rapid beats of your heartbeat youāre about to have a complete breakdown. Finally, you whimper, āI donāt want you to go,āĀ
The dam breaks. You start ugly crying, full-on sobbing as Clark hugs you and holds you tight against his chest, āNoā I meanā I want you to go, itāsā itās a great opportunityā but I donāt want you to leave me here all aloneāā your sobs rattle against his chest and your words are barely understandable, but for someone with super empathy ā youāre sure thatās a real thing and an actual true power of his ā and super hearing itās pretty understandable.Ā
His eyes soften. āI wouldnāt leave you here if it was my choice,ā he murmurs, āIād take you with me in a heartbeat, but weāll have to start somewhere if we want to eventually move out of here together. In a year youāll finish high school, and until then Iāll still visit constantly.ā he smiles sweetly, āYou could come to visit me too. Did you know that they just finished building the railway connecting Midvale to Metropolis? How convenient is that?āĀ
His heart breaks even more when you donāt stop crying. His shirt is damp by now, and you are starting to hyperventilate ā sobs becoming more drawn and hoarse. āHey, hey,ā he takes your face in his hands, wiping away your tears with his thumbs, āweāll be okay, alright? Nothing will change. We havenāt been friends for seventeen years only for things to change because ofā what, a hundred miles of distance?ā he starts peppering your damp cheeks with kisses, managing to get a strained laugh out of you. āI didnāt come all the way here from another galaxy just to forget about you the second I move out of town.ā
Youāre back in the Kentās farm two days later to say goodbye to Clark along with some close friends of his, and you cry more than youād like to admit ā but for now it doesnāt matter, because heās still here and still able to wipe your tears with a gentle hand and dry the dampness on your cheeks with kisses. The real problems will arise when he wonāt be able to do that anymore ā and it happens soon after: he and Jon get on his truck and start driving towards Metropolis.
You stay seated on the Kentās porch until Clarkās truck isnāt visible anymore, and Martha gently puts a hand on your shoulder. āWant a slice of pie? Lemon blueberry tart, your favorite. I made it⦠well, I kind of knew this sadness was coming.ā she gives you a tight-lipped smile, teary herself. āIāll miss him too. But itās not the end of the world, is it? Itās just a new beginning. Besides, a couple of months and itāll be Christmas. And you know we always spend Christmas together, hun.āĀ
The next few months are spent between your studies for the admission tests for University and hours-long calls with Clark, whoās enthusiastically adapting to life in the big city as you try not to give away too much that youāre rightfully sulking back at home. Christmas is a nice break from your longing, and you barely spend any time apart from each other, but after that itās back to square one.Ā
Much to your displeasure, the calls start to become less and less long ā and you really donāt want to be the type of girlfriend that stalks her boyfriendās every step, but you really miss him, and itās hard staying in Smallville without him when youāve only known the town with him in it. Heās just starting to make new friends and getting to know the city, and you know that, but you wish you could be there with him instead of being stuck in the middle of nowhere.Ā
Spring break comes, and with it your train ticket from Midvale to Metropolis and your hunk of a boyfriend waiting for you at the arrival station. You nearly tackle him to the ground ā and that says something, because he played football in high school ā and kiss him fervently right here and there, not really caring about being in public. He takes your luggage like the real gentleman he is and tries not to laugh when you take his hand and start skipping like Heidi as he leads the way to his apartment.Ā
Itās definitely the shortest week of your existence ā you get to have a preview of the life youāll have with Clark in Metropolis, but not really the whole thing. You try to forget about how soon youāll have to be back home as he shows you around and introduces you to his friends, and try to ignore the fact that while youāve been wallowing in your own pity and having breakdowns weekly he seems to be just fine ā peachy, even. As you barely manage to adapt in an environment without him, heās thriving without you ā and you know itās not specifically because of your absence, but still. It drives you crazy, the way you seem to cling on him for everything as he manages to handle even the most complicated things alone.Ā
The week ends, and you go back home ā maybe itās for the best, you try to reason with yourself. Youāre not sure of how much you could go on without going crazy while seeing him being perfectly fine without you as youāre spending every day missing him, and youāre starting to doubt yourself. Maybe he just doesnāt need you as much as you need him, and that hurts, because youāve spent all your life by his side and donāt really know how to change that.
You still try to put up a brave face when talking to him on the phone, even though youāve been counting the days that remain until your graduation ā and thus Clarkās next visit ā and try to hide your anxiety about your college applications. Veterinary Science, youāve chosen ā pretty predictable for a farm girl who was raised around animals, really. Metropolis is your first choice, of course, but what you havenāt really told Clark are the other options ā Gotham University, Central City College, and countless others that you donāt really want to mention to him.Ā
Truth is, youāre not sure youāll be accepted into Met U, and even if you did ā youāre still not sure it would be the best option. Clark seems to be holding up the fort just perfectly without you ā and since youāve visited him in Metropolis, youāve had this horrendous itch that you just arenāt able to actually scratch. Would you be able to create the life heās having, alone? Are you melancholic just because youāre in Smallville, and to you Smallville has always meant Clark Kent? Would it be the same if you werenāt here but somewhere else, like Gotham?Ā
Graduation day comes and goes, and not even Clarkās presence is able to bring you out of the existential crisis you feel youāre living in ā because the thing is, you donāt really know how you would manage in a new city alone. Youāve never explored the idea because youāve always taken for granted that Clark wouldāve been there for you, but seeing the acceptance rate at Met U really gave you a reality check.Ā
You spend the day throwing mostly fake smiles at everyone that congratulates you and going back to frowning at your shoes once they notice Clark at your side, not able to ignore the pit thatās formed in your stomach at the thought of not being accepted at Metropolis University anymore. But why do you really want to go there, anyways? Because thereās Clark? As much as you love him, you donāt want to live your life tied to his side only to then discover you canāt actually function without him.Ā
And when, inevitably, the admission letters come back in, you try to act like you can keep it together ā like youāre not nearly combusting at the mere idea of opening them. Clark comes over in the evening and you open them together, hearts thumping and feet tapping nervously against the ground. The first one you open, of course, is from Met U.Ā
Dear miss, this is in regard to your application to the Veterinary Science program at Metropolis University, Delaware; we regret to inform you thatā¦Ā
You donāt even want to read the rest of the letter, immediately dropping it on the table and getting up from your seat to go take a breath of fresh air on the porch ā trying to avoid the inevitable nervous breakdown waiting for you if you dare to look into Clarkās eyes. You donāt want to see the disappointment in them ā you know heād never really blame you, but youāve been waiting for this moment for a whole year, and despite all your doubts you still wanted to be admitted. Itās, honestly, so humbling.Ā
Clark is smart enough to give you a couple of minutes to yourself, coming to sit beside you on the porch when heās sure you wonāt burst out crying as soon as he mentions the subject, wrapping an arm around your shoulders. āItās not the end of the world,ā he hushers, pressing a kiss to your temple, āyouāve been accepted to GCU, which is still closer to Metropolis than Smallville. Orā or Star City, too, even if thatās a bit farā whatever makes you happy, Iāll support that.āĀ
You sniffle, rubbing the palm of your hand on your face. āYou opened the other letters?āĀ
He chuckles quietly, āWouldnāt rob you of the experience. X-ray vision, remember?āĀ
A small, broken laugh escapes you. āOh, you and your outer-world powers.ā he shares the laugh with you, the air lightening for just a moment before it goes back to heavy. āIāve ruined everything, havenāt I?ā
He flinches. āYouā oh, sweetheart, no,ā you can tell that heās, for maybe the first time in his life, at a loss for words. āItās⦠itās just a mishap. They happen. Itās not your fault.āĀ
You hide your face in your knees and hug them tight against your chest. āI was already imagining us two happily living together in Metropolis.ā you're now imagining yourself not able to live alone without him and ending up all alone in the new city, whatever one itāll be.Ā
āAnd it will happen,ā he assures you, ājust, in⦠a couple of years. As soon as they let you transfer to Metropolis University.āĀ
Life goes on. You choose to pursue Gotham University, even if your parents are a little worried about the percentage of violent crimes there, and find a little apartment near campus in a complex thatās owned by the School Department and offered to the students for a modest price in one of the relatively safest areas in town. Clark helps you pack and even drives you all the way to Gotham when itās time for the semester to start, unloading all your things in his truck and carrying them up the stairs to your unit.Ā
That being said, your roommateās already there when you enter. āJenna,ā she introduces herself, enthusiastically shaking your hand as you let Clark do all the work in the background. Sheās got a shirt with the drawing of a bat on and looks already settled in. āHeard you werenāt from around here, so I got you a little welcome present!ā she passes you a glittery pink box with a bow on it, smiling excitedly.Ā
You blush, hesitantly accepting the gift, āOh, there was no needāāĀ
She brushes you off with an easy smile, āNonsense! Now, open it and tell me if you like it,ā sheās buzzing with joy, and Clark curiously joins your side while wiping inexistent sweat from his forehead. You cautiously untie the ribbon, then open the box to reveal the gift, āItās aā¦ā youāre trying your best not to seem rude, but youāre really confused. ā...A weirdly shaped bat?ā Clark tries, not unkindly.Ā
Your roommate doesnāt seem too disheartened by the inexistent recognition of her gift. āItās a Bat-taser!ā she says it like there could be no doubt ever about it. āTheyāre really popular these days. Trust me, youāll need it.ā a fucking taser. Shaped like a batā
Clark perks up, āOh, yeahā is it from the guy that goes around dressed like a bat?ā
Jenna claps like heās won the lottery. āBatman, yeah!āĀ
You frown, āIāve heard of him. Guys playing dress-up are getting really popular these days, arenāt they? Heard about a guy floating around in a horrendous green suit in Star City.ā you lower your voice, making sure only Clark can hear you, āYou sure he isnāt from your planet?āĀ
āI sure hope not,ā he whispers back, āwould really taint the whole mysterious thing about being from an unknown planet, you know?āĀ
Bat-taser aside, you find out pretty soon that Jennaās actually really cool. She was born and raised in Gotham, apparently, and lunged at the idea of moving into a safer area of the city when given the opportunity. āThings are actually crazy around here,ā she tells you as soon as Clark leaves ā thank God, because the last thing you want is a far-away worried boyfriend that shriekes in fear every time you have to go out. āGot even crazier when Batman started going around. Weāve got so many insane criminals that a whole islandās basically dedicated to them.āĀ
āYou mean Arkham,ā you recall, slouched on the couch beside her, āso the stories about the asylum are true?āĀ
āProbably even watered down,ā she muses, āthe cityās had more lockdowns than sunny days these last few years.āĀ
Well, isnāt that exciting. Something tells you that soon, youāll learn exactly why Bat-tasers are so popular these days.
You adjust to life in Gotham pretty well ā to be back home before the sun sets, to use all the locks on the door even if itās still just noon and never ever leave a single window open. You and Jenna have the disadvantage of the balcony ā a tiny little crane that looks onto the street below ā, disadvantage, you learn confusedly, because apparently Batman and his friends (aka the lunatics that he follows around in the city) often swing by those and either break the rails (in Batmanās case) or straight up break-in (in the lunatics' case).Ā
Adapting to Gotham is hard ā but still easier, you must say, than adapting to a Smallville without Clark. Itās a new city, after all, void of any memories and full of new things, and soon enough youāre too immersed into your studies and the new city to constantly miss your boyfriend's presence.Ā
Itās not that you donāt miss him ā you do ā itās just different than in Smallville. It doesnāt feel like something ā someone ā is constantly missing, and you have enough things on your mind to keep Clarkās absence out of your mind until mid to late evening, when usually one of you calls the other to talk about how things are going.Ā
Jenna helps, too ā you find yourself being more close to her than you could ever imagine. Itās more like having a sister rather than a roommate, really. She manages somehow to get you a job at the same animal clinic she works at, and you've discovered more things that people can do in the last few months in Gotham than in your eighteen years of life, and thatās probably where farm life has stunted you.Ā
She offers you your first cigarette ā not really a cigarette, she specifies, itās made out of natural herbs that should taste like strawberry or something like that ā and soon enough you purchase two ten-dollar fold-in chairs from Target just for the thrill of sitting in your little hazardy balcony while gossiping about the other students or one of her fifty family members.Ā
āAnd you?ā she asks during a Saturday night in October, spent happily freezing outside while bundled up in a blanket each, āI bet at least one interesting thing happened in your eighteen years spent in your little farm town.ā
You think about Clark flying and holding up cows and tractors like theyāre berries, āThe most interesting thing that can happen in Smallville is a particularly nice harvest. Even though I do recall that the milkmanās wife cheated on him with the mailman a couple of years ago.āĀ
For Christmas, obviously, you go back home. Jenna tells you that sheāll take care of the plants and make sure that nobody dares to break in, even if sheās back to her parents in Chinatown. Clark picks you up at the Metropolis' train station, greeting you with a tight hug and a loving kiss, and you make the two-hour drive to Smallville together, chatting quietly about how the last few months have been. Not surprisingly, even with the distance between you two shortening to eighty-seven miles rather than the hundred from Smallville, you havenāt really had the time to see each other.Ā
Somethingās going on with Clark. Youāre not really sure what it is, but the look in his eyes troubles you. He looks dazed, almost dull, and he isnāt anything like your usual loverboy Kent is.Ā
āHey,ā you whisper to him on Christmas Eve night, as everyone chatters happily while waiting for midnight to open the presents, āeverything alright?ā
āMh?ā he looks taken aback. āOh, yeah, Iām justā¦ā he sighs, slumping his head against your shoulder, ālost in my own thoughts, I think.āĀ
āWell, what about them?ā
His brows furrow. āNot sure yet.ā he looks up at you, pretty blue eyes shining under the dim light of the living room, āDo you ever think that my powers should be used for good?ā
You stay silent for a moment. āI think youāre too kind to use them in any way but for good. Why?ā
āI donāt mean āhelping my parents in the farmā good,ā he nuzzles his nose on your shoulder, leaving a faint kiss there. āI mean, like, āhelping citizens during a crisisā good.āĀ
You blink. āYouāve got a heart of gold, Clark Kent,ā you hush lovingly, pressing a kiss into his curls, ābut as much as I love that about you, I donāt think you should put that burden on your shoulders. If you could, youād help everyone, but that canāt really be possible. Thereāll always be an old lady you couldnāt help walking the street, or a girl you couldnāt save from a mugger.ā
His eyes are so soft that they might melt you too. āWhy are you telling me this?ā
You frown in the most gentle way possible. āBecause Iām worried that if you start being like Green Lantern orā or Batman, youāll never be able to come to terms with the people you werenāt able to help.ā
āI still could try to help,ā he argues without any spite.Ā
You study his face ā oh, your sweet, sweet boy⦠āJenna told me stories,ā you murmur, āabout Batman having to crawl back to his car, bloodied and barely alive, and sometimes even fainting in some God-forgotten alley ā saved only because of some good samaritans that helped him get back up on his feet. I⦠I know that you might feel like you have a mission, Clark, but you have to consider the downsides of it.ā you shake your head gently, āI donāt want you to be the man lying half-dead in a dark alley while I wonder why youāre so late to dinner.āĀ
Of course, none of you knows the true extent of Clarkās powers ā that happens when someone has to hide them for all of his life. When the winter break comes to an end, you go back to Gotham with Clark like always, but this time the car ride is silent. He drops you off at your apartment, carries your luggage up the stairs and kisses you goodbye like nothingās wrong ā like the air isnāt heavy with something.Ā
Your days go on like always ā you listen to your lessons, study, have a half-decent lunch with Jenna, listen to some more lessons, do your shift at the animal clinic and get back home before the sun goes down. The calls with Clark have slightly lessened, and youād like to think that the blame can be put on the shoulders of the exam season, which ā you are sure of it ā is kicking both of your asses. Everything continues just fine until April comes.Ā
Clark calls, which by now itās unusual because itās always you that calls him. āHello?ā Your reply comes after a few rings, because itās 10 a.m. on a Sunday and you sure as hell werenāt thinking about getting out of bed before it was time for lunch. Silence meets you on the other end. āI said, hello?ā
āHi,ā Clarkās voice is the tiniest squeal, a very unusual thing for him ā heās never insecure about something, and when he is, you talk it out like the responsible people youād like to think you are.Ā
You sigh softly on the phone, already fighting back sleep, āHi, baby,ā you yawn loudly, āwhatās up?āĀ
āI, umā¦ā he stutters for a bit, maybe unsure of where to start. āIām in town for a couple of commissions. Are you up for a coffee?āĀ
Well, if that doesnāt wake you up, you donāt know what would. āYouāre here? In Gotham?āĀ
āYeah.ā you do hear the ever persistent GCPD sirens screech on his end of the line.Ā
āNot that Iām mad about it, but why?āĀ
Another weird silence. āI told you, had a couple of commissions to run.ā
It confuses you ā what kind of job would Clark have to do in Gotham, and why didnāt he even tell you about it before coming here? ā but you just shrug it off, taking for granted that heāll explain everything about it when you see him. You get ready to meet him downtown quite happily, thinking about maybe a surprise, but nothing could really prepare you for whatās about to come.Ā
āI think we should break up.āĀ
The words ring in your ears. Youāve never pondered about the option of Clark and you breaking up ā honestly, youāve known him for so long that it just wasnāt even a thought in your head. Ever since you were little, youād dreamed of the day youād finally be able to marry Clark Kent and have the life youād always fantasized about with him.Ā
He doesnāt look so comfortable either. Itās your first time getting dumped, but itās also his first time dumping someone, you guess. āI just think itās not working anymore between us. That we may need some time to figure things out on our own.ā the shock must be written on your face, because he almost flinches. āDonāt look at me like that, please.ā
āA cappuccino, an espresso and a croissant,ā the waitress pretends not to listen as she brings you guys your order, but you saw her staring earlier. You shake your head in disbelief as soon as she leaves, pinching the bridge of your nose to try to make sense of anything thatās happening right now. āSo you mean to tell me that the commission you had to do in Gotham⦠was to break up with me?āĀ
He grimaces. āDonāt say it like that,āĀ
āHow else should I put it?ā you hiss, āClark, weāve been together for four years ā friends for all my existence even before that. Youāve been in my life since I can remember and you want to break up with me with the whole āI donāt think itās working anymoreā bullshit? No, my guy, youāll have to tell me a lot more than that. What is up with you?ā
He presses his lips together for a brief moment, āI managed to get my degree earlier than I expected,ā he almost stumbles over his words, āI⦠it was always my intention, but I didnāt think Iād actually manage to do so in such a brief period of time.āĀ
You blink. āYou never told me that.āĀ
āIā I never told anyone, actually.ā now heās actively avoiding your eyes while nervously playing with his fingers, āClark, itās not a thing you just casually avoid to mention. You turned a three to four year program into a year and a half course. Thatās a big thing. You shouldāve told meā I wouldāve done my best to support you.āĀ
His eyes are shiny, and itās not just because of the light hitting them in just the right way. āIām leaving.āĀ
You blink. āWhat?āĀ
He gives you a sad smile ā and that makes you shudder, because in your entire life youāve never ever seen Clark Kent smile like that. Itās honestly scary; heās made for happy smiles, not for sad half-crapped ones. āIām leaving,ā he repeats gently, āI want to find out more about my biological parents ā about my home planet. I think Iāve just found a way to do that, and I donāt know exactly for how long Iāll be gone.ā he blinks away the tears, āAnd I canāt leave if I know that Iāve left you behind waiting for me.āĀ
āHow long will you be gone?ā you almost donāt hear yourself asking ā itās like thatās not even your voice. You have no idea how you still havenāt started crying.Ā
His voice is almost as little as yours. āI donāt know. Iād like to think it could be just a few months, but⦠something tells me itāll be years.āĀ
Youāre not sure how you get back home, but you somehow do. Jenna is on the couch, eating ice cream for breakfast, and chirps happily when she sees you. āHey, I was getting worried! How did it go with Prince Charming?" you make it to your room before you throw yourself on the bed and start ugly crying uncontrollably.Ā
You donāt know life without Clark Kent. Youāve been inseparable since forever, and you always thought heād be one of the only constants in your life ā turns out, he had other plans. Yes, itās true that you wanted to experience life in the big city without him, but that doesnāt mean you wanted him completely out of your life ā you just wanted to see how well youād do. (Ditched for unknown and dead parents, by the way? That has to be a new low.)Ā
Jenna tries her best to boost your morale ā even buys you that one Ben & Jerryās cookie dough ice cream that she hates with passion but that you loveā but in the end, everything proves to be useless, and you end up going on with your life while trying to pretend that you have it all together.Ā
Class. Study. Lunch. Class. Work. Back at home. Repeat.Ā
Of course, you barely manage to keep it together. Every hour not spent doing the things you have to do is spent in bed contemplating your life and the exact moment where it got real shitty. Somewhere along the first week Ma Kent calls, probably alerted by your mother about the break up, but you really donāt have the heart nor the strength needed to respond to her call. Youāre relieved when she avoids calling a second time ā probably knowing that you need some space and that sheās not the first person youād want to hear after something like this ā because you donāt really know how you couldāve avoided to reply for a second time while watching her name grace the screen.Ā
Week two passes and things get even worse for you, so much so that you have to call in sick to work thanks to the sore throat that you find yourself with after crying uncontrollably for almost all night every night. You can tell Jennaās fed up, because even with all her strength, it seems as if she canāt help you at all.Ā
āYou know, I once broke up with an italian guy over distance,ā she tries to reason, sprawled on your bed as you lie face down as if dead ā you have yet to actually explain to her why you and Clark broke up, so sheās still thinking that it was because of all the miles separating you. āHe has yet to tell his motherā and itās been two years. She still sends me a whole box of Italian cheeses for every holiday.ā she suddenly perks up, āMaybe Iāll be graced with some of the famous Ma Kent pie one day. I hope she sends a piece for your birthday.ā
Your hiccup is muffled by the pillow. āRight, yeah, sorry. Not the best thing to say right now. You donāt need to mourn Ma Kentās pie too. Youāll do that once youāre ready.āĀ
āIāll never be ready to mourn Marthaās pie,ā you groan. You could get over Clark Kent, but not his mother's pies. Your ma's still friends with her, so you doubt that youāll never eat it again, but youāll have no reason to come over to the Kentās farm as much as you did before.Ā
Two days later, entering the third week post break up, Jenna has had enough ā and she barges into your room with a plan. āWeāre going out.ā
As always, your reply comes out muffled, āIon wanā to.āĀ
āI didnāt ask if you wanted to,ā she tears off the duvet from your body and takes a hold of your ankles, literally dragging you out of bed as you shriek, āI just said that we are going out!ā
She makes sure you dress up decently before dragging you out of the house and into her car, making sure the child lock is on ā wouldnāt want you to jump out of the vehicle as sheās driving ā before starting the engine. āI signed you up for an audition.ā
You look at her, frowning, pretty sure your ears have betrayed you and made you hear wrong. āIām sorry, what?ā
Her smile is so genuine that it would be hard to find the will to smack her. āI signed you up for an audition,ā she repeats without any sign of remorse, āyou know Flowers nā Kisses? The shop uptown? Theyāre looking for new models to renew the brand, make it younger. And you, my dear, with your little sad eyes and red cheeks from all the crying, will be perfect.ā
You stare at her, bewildered. āAre you well?ā
āWhat? Itās true that you look your best right after crying!āĀ
āAre you saying I should be sad more often?ā
āOf course not! Iām just saying that at least one good thing should come out of this situation ā besides, donāt look at me like that, you know youāre already sad all the time. I just think that we should take advantage of your puffy, irritated, cute face. Besides, itās just to try something new! Who knows, maybe youāll like the lights of the camera and having to pose and all the pretty dresses theyāll put you in.ā you highly doubt that, but you let it go in favour of your remaining sanity.
Thereās at least twenty other people at the audition when you arrive to the location ā and this is only the three PM slot, Jenna whispers to you conspiratorially ā and you raise an eyebrow when you see the other girls there, because theyāre gorgeous and youāre starting to wonder if there were any demands for this interview. āJenna, are you sure there arenāt any requirements for this kind of thing?āĀ
āOh, there were,ā she assures you, āI had to put a couple of your pictures in the form before they gave me a time for your audition. I tried to apply too, but they rejected me.ā she sighs dramatically, clinging to your arm, āBut if I canāt chase my dream of marrying a ninety-year-old multi-billionaire and living the rest of my life filthy rich, then you might as well follow up for me! And donāt forget about me when youāre going on vacation to Tenerife with your boyfriendās super expensive and huge yachtā¦āĀ
āYouāre sick,ā you mutter, completely fed up, āand not in the good sense. Iām sure thereās people in Arkham down on the worst levels that are much more reasonable than you.ā you sigh, feeling the by-now familiar punch to the gut that follows every single thought about him, āI donāt care about yachts. I wouldāve been just happy with a little apartment in Metropolis with Clark.ā
She groans dramatically, āOh, please! What was so great about this guy? Was he the genie of the lamp or something? Was he that good in bed?ā
You sniffle. āYouāre so cruel. He was my everything.ā
āHeās a guy! An average one, at best!āĀ
āYou take that backāā youāre about to strangle her because Clark Kent is definitely above the average male population but get conveniently stopped by the call of your name. Itās the PR manager, you assume, and he smiles kindly at you when Jenna takes your hand and raises it up like heās a teacher making a difficult question and youāre a student eager to reply. āPlease come with me, this way.āĀ
You find out his name is Roy and heās better at make up than you are ā you stare at his perfect eyeliner with envy as he leads you to a room with a camera set up and a table with other people quietly chatting. You already feel awkward just by standing there, and youād be lying if you said that you were ready for this thing, so you find yourself thinking about Jennaās dreams to force yourself to go on. Think about Tenerife and a yacht. Think about Tenerife and a yacht. Think aboutāĀ
āSo, miss,ā a redhead at the center of the table smiles at you, leaning her chin on her intertwined fingers, āare you ready to start?ā
You'd be lying if you said that you got out of there without feeling stupid. They made you walk into a straight line with music in the background, asked you to pose, took a few pictures and then just started asking questions about your life, saying something about wanting to know the personality of the candidates. You feel so relieved when you walk out that room that suddenly being single doesnāt look as bad as staying ten minutes more in that hell hole.Ā
Jenna doesnāt seem to be too worried about your relief about being out of there. āSo?ā she asks excitedly, āHow did it go?āĀ
āI doubt theyāll call back,ā you werenāt that terrible, but youāre sure that much more qualified people auditioned for this thing ā and even if they didnāt, youād seen at least fifteen girls that look like they could rock the style of Flowers nā Kisses way better than you, ābut if they do, Iām not replying. Please donāt make me do that again, like, ever. We donāt need an ancient husband to have a yacht, we can just steal one. Seems way more doable to me.āĀ
Except that they actually call back. And you hadnāt put into the equation the fact that while registering you for the audition, Jenna was smart enough to put her cellphone number in it instead of yours.Ā
āYou signed me up for another thing?ā
āI had to! They were happy about your audition and wanted to schedule the day for the shoot of the campaign!ā
āWhat campaignāā
āThe one for the summer collection! Aw, cāmon, theyāll pay you eight hundred something dollars and give you some free clothes tooāāĀ
You want to smash your forehead into the wall ā but then again, she wouldnāt let you do that, because your forehead is on your face and your face will be on an ad of some kind. āI wouldnāt risk having a restful sleep if I were you,ā you hiss, ābecause I think that one of these days Iāll become one of the many maniacs that help the violent crimes rate be so high, and rest assured that youāll be my first victim.āĀ
Jenna doesnāt seem to worry about that, and as it turns out sheās right to be ā because on the day pre-established you still make yourself presentable and head to the studios where the photoshootās supposed to be at 7 a.m. sharp like requested.Ā
The same PR guy you met at the audition greets you first with a smile and a hand shake, āRoy Chamler,ā he introduces himself ā you only notice you didnāt know his full name when he says it. You were so nervous at the audition that you barely introduced yourself, let alone asked the name of the other people there. āPR manager and guy in charge of the campaign. Is this your first time participating in something like this?ā
You cringe. āYeah, is it that obvious?āĀ
He shrugs, smiling at you. āIāve made it work with worse in my hands. You were chosen in the end, werenāt you?āĀ
The day starts with a worryingly high stack of paperwork in need to be signed. āYour contract,ā Roy explains, patting it, āthe rights for your image and copyright, parties involved, payment times, everything.ā
You frown, āIs it normal for employees to sign their contract on the first day of work?āĀ
Itās his time to cringe. āNo. Itās just that⦠the owner of the brand ā Mrs Livvie, she was at the audition ā is a very demanding woman. She called me a month ago about making the campaign and I have barely a week left to organize the rest. So, please, even if the conditions of this job are weird, please bear with me.āĀ
You sigh. āAlright. Where will the pictures of the shoot be exposed, exactly?āĀ
He cringes even more. āI⦠itās all in the contract. You know, before Mrs Livvie, it was her father who thought about the brand. Then it was passed down and she wanted to do a lot of things, but itās clear that she still doesnāt really know her way around. So, the thing is, it will depend on how much her and the other owners like the shoot.ā he tilts his head, āI wouldnāt say more than a couple of posters around town and maybe some internet ads, though.āĀ
You sign the contract while not trying to overthink too much about your face being splattered around the internet, and as soon as Roy gets his hands on the paperwork youāre dragged into a room that positively looks like a spa. A girl gets immediately around to work on your hair as another worries about your nails, and you have to admit that if submitting to this thing meant a free manicure and hairdo youād have gotten here even earlier than needed to. The make-up is the last thing on the list, right after the clothes, and then youāre ready for the shoot.
The whole ordeal lasts about five hours ā five grueling hours, during which you have to change outfit, make up and hairdo one time too many for the day to still be considered relaxing. You go back home with your hair still in the last slickback they gave you, mascara a little smudged from all the times you rubbed your eyes during the train ride, and a bag full of clothes to wear this summer. Roy tells you that the ads should be up somewhere between next week and the one after that, takes your actual phone number and promises to call you if any problem with the campaign emerges.Ā
Meanwhile, you're surprisingly starting to accept the fact that Clark dumped you and probably will never get back with you, that heās now who-knows-where doing who-knows-what with who-knows-who. Actually, youāre starting to get mad ā how dare he not tell you about his plans? For how long was he thinking about just disappearing? You were out there dreaming about a future with him and he justā
āYo,ā oh. Is your mental health that bad that now your dreams are angry about Clark, too? Because youāre in bed, itās been a little over a week since the shoot and Jenna is shaking you awake. āYo. You did not tell me the campaign was so serious.āĀ
Still groggy, you barely find the strength to raise your head from the pillow, āWhatcha mean?ā
āThe billboard,ā she hisses, āyou didnāt tell me they were going to put your pictures on a billboard.ā
That wakes you up instantly. āThey what?āĀ
Sure enough, thereās a big ass billboard with a picture of you in a strawberry shirt and a pair of low-rise jeans while subtly smiling at the camera from the side (under the brandās name and motto, of course) right in the middle of Union Square ā literally the most trafficked place in all of Gotham. Youāre about to slap yourself in the face because thereās simply no way they actually put a whole billboard of you when they said it was gonna be just a couple of ads online and maybe some posters around town. You suddenly fear what theyāll do with the pictures of you in that one blue tankini.
āDear God,ā you utter in disbelief.Ā
Jenna blinks. āIf it reassures you, you do look good. Itās the sad eyes, I think. They give you depth.āĀ
āI donāt think Iāll be able to show my face around ever again,ā youāre on the verge of tears, āhow will I manage to get around on campus again? No, Jenna, Iām finding a house in the Appalachians and hiding there for the rest of my lifeāāĀ
āBut you canāt! This is one picture and youāre really shining in itā why canāt you embrace this? Maybe itās a good thing! Do you know how much models makeāā
āJenna!ā you shriek, āMy photo is on a fucking billboard right in front of Wayne Tower! Canāt you understand I just want to bury myself in the ground and die?ā
āWell, maybe itāll make Bruce Wayne fall in love with you as heās forced to see your face every day.ā she jokes, āAnd then Iāll be able to get my vacation on a yachtāā
āWe are not going on vacation with Bruce Wayne,ā you hiss, āhave you seen one footage of him with any woman? God knows what he puts in their ā and his ā drink to act like that.ā
āI think of him as someone whoās actively drunk all the time without even drinking, and his company is surely not better than him.ā she shrugs, āBesides, heās not that older than you. You would be happier with him rather than with the ninety-year-old billionaire."
You blanch. āIāll be happy if they both leave me alone.āĀ
They will, unfortunately, not leave you alone, you find out soon. Because thanks to the spike in sales, not even two weeks after the ads are made public the management of Flowers nā Kisses organises a gala with all of its associates and investors, and you ā just like the other models who do runways and are the face of previous campaigns ā are contract-bound to participate, becauseā well. Your face is scattered all over the city while wearing their clothes ā it would be weird if you didnāt show up, no?Ā
And guess who is one of the biggest associates of Flowers nā Kisses? Exactly. Fucking Wayne Industries. Guess your dream of not becoming one of Bruce Wayneās victims as the latest coming model ā not that you would describe yourself as one, but you guess that his definition of model is much more wider than yours ā in Gotham may be a little more difficult to achieve, since if they could talk, he would probably try to have one-night stands with walls too.Ā
Roy calls again to arrange for you to get a dress, one from the newest collection that you hadnāt had the chance of trying out, and thankfully he doesnāt seem too mad about the last time you called him ā you had insulted him so much about the billboard that you almost discovered new curse words. āYou know, I got a few calls about you,ā he says, ecstatic, āpeople love you! Iāve got the list of a few other brands that would like a contract with youāā
You shut the idea before it gets a little too deep into his head. āNo. Bye, I have an exam to study for.āĀ
The eventās in some fancy, fancy rented mansionās ballroom ā incredible that they still have those, by the way ā and the timingās just right, because tomorrow morning you have a test, and youāre already mumbling names and descriptions under your breath before they even get you in that evening dress. And about the dressā itās dark blue, with little embroidered silver stars around your hips, tight where it needs to be and softer as it reaches your legs. They give you a pair of silver kitten heels to match the stars around the dress, and even if they do kill your feet a little, you have to admit that you look good.Ā
Getting out of the room where they dolled you up, you immediately notice another woman at the end of the hallway ā probably one of the other models of the brand, hopefully one more experienced than you. She seems to notice you too, and waves a hand up to catch your attention, āHey! You must be the new girl they told me about,āĀ
Sheās stunning, with chocolate skin and honey eyes and a dress that ā you guess ā is made to be worn right next to yours, because while your gown resembles the night, hers resembles the dawn, with an embroidered red sun on her waist. She offers you her hand, which you shake without any questions, āIām Kelly,ā she introduces herself, āRoy asked me to keep an eye out for you ā didnāt want you to feel lost. She knows these types of gatherings can be scary, and Iām happy to help a new recruit out.ā Kelly does look a bit older and experienced than you ā early thirties, at most, even if she does carry them well.Ā
āThank God,ā you canāt really hide your relief, āI was afraid I had to do all of this alone.āĀ
She giggles, āI remember being this scared too. Youāre doing it well, though, from what I have seen ā you came out perfect in the pictures, I really couldnāt believe it was your first shoot,āĀ
You feel your face get hotter at her words, āThanks,ā you manage to squeal out as she guides you into the ballroom, where the main event is held, āItās the sad eyes, I think.ā she adds. Youāre one more comment about your sad eyes apart from imploding. āI donāt tend to like these events, but usually the food is pretty nice, so thatās a plus. Iād avoid any drink already served if I were you, though,ā
Thankfully, you soon find out that you two were put at the same table ā great thing for you, because you really donāt want to socialize more than you actually need to. The other people around the table are mostly boring investors and owners of shares, who donāt seem interested in asking anything more than whatās expected in a common conversation ā your name, age, what do you do in life. One kind old lady asks you more about university and looks actually interested in hearing you repeat the subject of your exam tomorrow, until you are rudely interrupted by a voice calling out for you just as the dessert is being served.Ā
āOh, there she is!ā youāve only seen her once, but you do recognize Mrs Livvie from the audition ā you did not forget those striking red hair of hers. Beside her, your latest possible obstacle: in all his striking glory, Bruce Wayne. āThis is our latest golden girl, missā¦ā itās clear that she has forgotten your name, which you kindly suggest to her, āRight! A real sweetheart. Anyways, this is Kelly Thāā
āI know Kelly,ā he interrupts her, giving her and your ā hopefully ā latest friend a kind smile. āI remember her from the runway for the autumn collection.ā he turns his gaze to you, āIāve never met you, though, which is really a shame because youāre stunning. You know, the billboard with one of your photos is right in front of my office, which is the motivation to get on time around the office I just needed.ā well, if this isnāt your nightmare come true.Ā
āAs Iām sure youāre aware,ā Mrs Livvie looks at you, āthis is Mr Wayneāā
āPlease,ā he looks directly at you in a way that would normally have you swooning, but that from him just makes you quite worried. āJust Bruce will go.āĀ
You give him a tight-lipped smile, āSure.āĀ
āWeird that I have never seen you before,ā he continues, āusually models start young, but Iām happy that Nina found you ā youāre a real jewel, miss. May I ask why you ā or your parents ā never thought of putting you out there?āĀ
āWell, I never knew about this talent of mine until now.ā
He smiles, chuckling quietly, āWell, you donāt sound like youāre from around here, either, am I right?ā
You nod. āYessir ā Iām from Smallville, a little farm town a couple of hundreds of miles from here.ā you hope that being the daughter of farmers will scare off a playboy that is known to socialize with rich people. It doesnāt.Ā
āWell, if you ever need anything,ā he takes out a business card from his breast pocket with a pen and scribbles something on it, then gives it to you, āplease donāt hesitate to call me. Iām at your disposal.āĀ
You donāt reply, getting a weird look from all the people on the table before Mrs Livvie quickly brings his attention elsewhere ā hopefully away from you. Kelly looks at you, delighted, āWell, miss girl, that is the offer of a lifetime.āĀ
You snort, looking unamusedly at the private number scribbled on the card. āI doubt Iāll ever use it.ā
Summer break comes a lot faster than youād expected.Ā
Youāre not sure itās a good thing. You still havenāt exactly come to terms with what happened with Clark now almost three months ago and the thought of seeing your parentās farm draped with pictures of you and him from when you two were kids nauseates you. Besides, you just know that your mother talked to everyone who willing to listen about your newfound talent as a model, even if you only did one shoot. Itās also your first time doing the trip from Gotham to Smallville alone, and you opt to just use the train after seeing the whopping prices for a taxi.
Your father picks you up at the Midvale train station, teary eyed and with arms wide open to hug you. āMy baby,ā he says trembly, once you are in his arms āoh, it seems like itās been years since Christmas,āĀ
You laugh tearily. āOh, trust me, I know.āĀ
The car trip is filled with conversation and love. āOhā did your mother tell you we adopted a dog?ā
You perk up. āOh, did you, now?ā
Your father nods, āDunno what kind oā dog he is. All I know is heās yellow. We found him on the side of the road to the farmerās market a couplaā weeks ago and he wonāt leave your mother's side since then. We tried to ask around, see if he was someoneās dog ā nobody knew anything, so her resolve was just to take him home.ā he looks at you, cracking up with laughter. āYou wanna know what she called him?āĀ
You grin, loving to see your father so serene. āDo tell me.āĀ
āBatman!ā his laughter gets even louder, āBatman, you get it? Said, itās after the psycho that runs around in a Halloween costume and makes sure that my daughterās city doesnāt burn down. I really owe him. Have you ever even seen him, or is he just some kind of urban legend?ā
You crack up with laughter too, half from hearing him laugh so openly, half for the actual story, āNo, no,ā you wheeze, ānever seen him, but I do know people that have. I just donāt get out late enough for him to be running around yet, I fear.āĀ
Itās with relief that, once you enter the farm, you notice that all the pictures of you and Clark have either disappeared or been replaced. You know your motherās too much of a sentimentalist to get rid of them, so theyāre probably carefully hidden in some drawer ā but that doesnāt mean you donāt appreciate her gesture. She hugs you tightly and kisses you on both cheeks before calling out for the dog ā which you find out is a golden retriever ā to meet you.Ā
The next three weeks are spent helping your parents around the farm and bringing Batman ā or, as your mother calls him, Battie ā in the fields so that he can run as much as he likes. You gotta admit that you also do it to try to form new memories of the place ā because you simply canāt spend the rest of your life brooding as soon as you go back there to visit your parents.Ā
You avoid the old classmates to prevent any questions about Clark. You donāt visit the Kents. Youād like to, but honestly, you are ashamed ā ashamed because Martha had called back when you and Clark had just broken up, and yet you never called her back or replied. Or sent a message. Or a postcard. Did you really ghost a nice old lady? Because that has to be some kind of new low.
Itās your mom that tries to get you back to sanity. āMartha and Jon did nothing to you,ā she tells you, angered, when you refuse to take the muffins sheās just baked to their farm, āand you are going to say hi to them because theyāve always been nothing but nice to you!ā
Thatās how you end up at the porch of the Kentās farm, a tray of still steaming muffins in your hands as you anxiously wait for either of them to answer the door. You almost burst out in tears when itās Martha that greets you ā because, you have to admit, youāve missed them too. And as she invites you in and calls Jon down to say hi to you too, not mentioning that call you had completely ignored ā you thank the universe that at least you didnāt lose them too with Clark.Ā
You return to Gotham feeling shittier than ever, but, hey! At least you got some nice pie while you were in Smallville, since you canāt really say that you and Jenna cook real food when you have to eat. The Universityās not back open just yet, so you spend most of your days picking more shifts at work so that people that actually go on vacation can do it without any remorse or trouble.Ā
Youāre worrying about getting every animal at the clinic fed when the bell of the door rings out in the waiting room. āIāll be there in a minute!ā you call out, petting a cat and putting him back into his carrier as he meowles happily around the meat stick you just gave him ā a good enough treat in exchange to being neutered, you hope.Ā
You exit the backroom and go back to the front desk, āSo, how can I helpāā your eyebrows raise. āMr Wayne?āĀ
In all his glory, surely. Heās right in front of you, smiling, hair slicked back and sunglasses hanging from the neckline of his shirt. āI thought I asked you to call me Bruce,ā he says, not unkindly.Ā
You try not to grimace. The last thing you wanted for him was to find out where you worked. āYeah, sorry,ā you press your lips into a thin line, āhow can I help you?āĀ
āI was thinking about adopting a dog.ā this actually surprises you, because you didnāt think billionaires had the time for animals ā and even if they did find the time to get them a petsitter, youād taken for granted that they would buy the fancy breed ones. āI was thinking about getting a german shepherd, I told your friend Kelly at last weekās Prada runway and she suggested coming here since apparently this clinic collaborates with the local shelter.āĀ
āWe do,ā you nod, ātheyāre running out of space and we have a decent sized backyard for them to play in and some rooms for the animals to stay in.ā you open a drawer on the desk, taking out a folder with all the registered pets, āWe mostly have the injured ones that are recovering, but Iām not sure about german shepherds. I do think thereās a mixed one thoughā there!ā you stop at one of the pages and turn the folder for him to see the picture of a dog with brown fur and a star-shaped white patch on his forehead.Ā
āThis is Aceā heās a retired K-9, mixed german shepherd. Heās just two, but was shot during an inspection and has been limping ever since. Nobody in the police department could adopt him, so we took him in. Heās been doing well with the recovery and weāre trying to rehabilitate him to normal as to our best abilities.āĀ
He nods,Ā āLooks like a cute dog. Can I see him?ā
You show him the way to the backroom with all the strays, stopping at Aceās crate. He immediately raises his snout from his paws, tail wagging as he sees you, āWell, this is him,ā you sneak a hand between the rails to give him a pet, āone of the nicest dogs we have here ā if you want, you could take him on a walk today or when you want. Usually we ask for at least four outings before permitting the adoption ā to see if the owner and the pet are compatible, yāknow.āĀ
He nods, āSo, I can take him out today and then come back in the next few days to later on adopt him?āĀ
You lean your head, āIf everything goes well, yes.āĀ
āPerfectā Iād like to take him on a walk right away, then, if possible.ā
You get a collar for Ace and a leash for Bruce after getting the dog out of its crate, then put a couple of treats in a little paper bag with some toys. You attach the leash to Aceās collar and give it to his aspiring owner with the paper bag, āWait a moment, Iāll tell my coworker that Iām going out and then we can go,ā
Mr Wayne perks up, suddenly interested in something else rather than the dog, āYouāre coming with us?āĀ
You raise an eyebrow at him, āOf course. The outings before adoption are always supervised.āĀ
You come back after alerting your coworker that youāre going out, then exit the clinic with Bruce ā who's handling a definitely too excited Ace ā on tow. Itās weird seeing a blue Rolls Royce parked right in front of where you work, as usually the most expensive thing thatās parked there is a FedEx van. āThereās a dog park just around the corner ā we often bring customers there for supervised outings.āĀ
Bruce Wayne looks so out of place in such a funny way at the dog park that you barely manage to keep your laugh in; in his Armani tailored coat as Ace, finally without a leash in the dog fence at the park, looks thrilled to play with him, itās so obvious that heās never been in this kind of situation. āAre you sure heās still in rehab?ā he squeals, as the dog tackles him to the ground and licks his whole face clean. āHeāsā aargh!ā definitely in better shape than me!ā
Your laugh finally blesses his ears. āThat just means he likes you, Mr Wayne! Be nice to him, or heāll think youāre friendzoning him.āĀ
Ace is a good dog. Itās like heās got a sixth sense for bad people ā he never barks at kind customers, only at the rude ones, so you guess thatās kinda his talent. And since itās never betrayed you, you admit that maybe ā just maybe ā Bruce Wayne isnāt that bad of a person as you thought he would be.Ā
He comes back to the clinic for three days in a row, just what he needed to be able to adopt the retired K-9. He always suspiciously shows up during your shifts, with mysteriously not a single paparazzi on sight and always the same Rolls Royce. On the second day he got there with brand new toys ā some for Ace, some in donation for the other pets awaiting a loving owner ā and a new collar with a bone-shaped metal tag with a bold ACE engraved on it.
Saturdayās the last day of the supervised period, and just as the last three days, you find yourself leaning over the railing of the fence that limitates the unrestrained dog area, watching them play like theyāve known each other for years. Itās a rare connection to see forming with a guard dog ā they usually need time to adapt to new people, but apparently Ace didnāt. He took one look at Bruce and thought yeah, I want to munch on his atelier shoes for the rest of my life.Ā
āYou know, I think it really was love at first sight,ā you tell him as you walk back to the clinic.
Bruce looks at you like for a second he forgot you were talking about his dog. āYou really think so?ā
You laugh, āYeah, I mean, have you seen him? Heās wagging his tail like crazy and he met you three days ago. Itās like he knows youāre taking him home today.āĀ
His shoulders deflate a little as he understands that youāre talking about him and Ace. āYeah, well, Iām happy that heās happy.āĀ
āWhy do you want a dog, by the way?ā you realise just now that you hadnāt asked, having taken for granted that he just wanted one for show, but now itās clear that it isnāt.Ā
He shrugs, āTo keep me company. I guess I just want someone other than my butler greeting me at the door when I get home. Besides, I liked playing with him ā itās a win-win: I get to destress about work and he gets to play catch.ā he pets Aceās head as you reach the clinic, āDonāt you, boy?āĀ
You go behind the desk and immediately get to work, preparing the paperwork for the adoption, āSoā here, fill out this form and this one. Thereās a ten dollar fee on every adoption, but I guess it shouldnāt be a problem for you.ā
He chuckles. āI should have a fifty dollar bill in my wallet ā you can keep the change.ā he coughs a bit as he starts to fill out the paperwork, āYou know, I, uh⦠I didnāt come here just because I wanted a dog. I wanted to talk to you.ā
You square him up and down. āYeah. We talked the last three days.ā
āOh, no, I meanāā he looks honestly embarrassed, āI was⦠I was wondering why you didnāt call me back after the event.ā
You blink ā you had completely forgotten about the business card rotting in your bedside drawer with his private number written on it. You must be the first girl that doesnāt call him back after receiving such an opportunity. āWell, you told me to call if I needed anything, and I have yet to be in need of anything.āĀ
āIāā he sighs, āI was hoping Iād see you at the following Flowers nā Kisses event, but you werenāt there.āĀ
You raise an eyebrow in the politest way you can muster up. āYeah. It was a lunch on a Monday. I had an exam.ā you actually started ghosting Roy as soon as he started suggesting coming to events not included in your contract, but thatās a story for another time.Ā
It seems you arenāt really getting what heās trying to say, Bruce understands. He takes a deep breath, āWhat I meant to say is⦠that I was wondering if you wanted to grab a coffee one of these days.āĀ
You stare at him, bewildered, then point to yourself. āMe?āĀ
He looks even more bewildered than you. āā¦Yeah. Would⦠would you like that?ā
āI mean, I,ā you arenāt really understanding if heās interested you in a romantic sense ā which would be absolute bonkers, by the way ā or if the conversations of the last few days just made him want another friend. āSure. As⦠as friends, right?āĀ
He winces. āYeah, of course.ā heās losing count of how many awkward yeahs heās mumbling. Alfredās right; he, terrifyingly so, has a crush.Ā
āWouldnāt, like, paparazzi follow us?ā you really donāt want your face splattered all over the news again.Ā
āI honestly doubt it.ā he wouldnāt waste his little chance because of a couple of gossip-hungry journalists. āWhen I donāt want to be noticed I use my butlerās car, so that if anyone passes by they think itās him around rather than me, and the staff of the places I frequent can be very discreet.ā he looks down to Ace, āBesides, could you really say no to seeing this cute face again?āĀ
No, you couldnāt. You do raise an eyebrow, though, āYour butler⦠owns a Rolls Royce?āĀ
He nods like itās the most common thing in the world, āYeah, it was my gift for his fiftieth birthday.āĀ
And thatās how you end up having coffee with Bruce Wayne in some high-end uptown cafĆØ two days later. Then two days later after that. Then, someway, somehowā fucking everyday. And thank God that heās the one paying, because you doubt you can even afford one of the smallest macarons they have on the menu.Ā
You have to give it to the man ā heās trying really hard to be nice. Itās clear heās not good at courting ā not the kind that doesnāt let him bring a woman into his bed an hour after he met her, at least ā but heās doing that while also doing his best to respect your boundaries.Ā
āI donāt think itās really a great time for a new relationship as of now for me,ā you explain, a little embarrassed, over the first coffee you share. āI just got out of⦠one of the most important connections Iāll ever have in my entire life.āĀ
Bruce isnāt one to give up easily, and surely not on the first person heās actually interested in since years. Even if it will take decades ā and heāll be just as happy being just a friend during those ā he wonāt give up. Even if he has to be just a friend for all eternity ā you and your accent really did a number on him.Ā
Just as he promised, no articles come out about you two, even if a couple of curious waiters do ask if youāre that one girl from the billboard in Union Square ā much to Bruceās sincere delight, because itās probably the first time in his life that he gets overlooked in favour of his date. Whatās so special about your ads to overlook a billionaire, youāll never really understand.Ā
It goes on for months, and before you can really assimilate it, Itās November and itās been eight months since Clark broke up with you, seven since the terrific Flowers nā Kisses campaign and four since you started seeing (youāre not sure how to actually describe it, because youāre kinda warming up to him despite everything) Bruce.Ā
You cave in to Kellyās constant nagging, and finally accept her invitation to go out for dinner, just the two of you, to her favourite Thai restaurant down the street from her apartment ā even after almost a year in Gotham, youāre reluctant about going out at night, still a bit scared after Jennaās horror stories about her outings during the evening.Ā
Itās a fun night ā you chit chat about anything and everything and she makes sure youāre updated about the latest rumors going around in the modeling world (apparently, Linda Reynolds is pregnant, and the father is supposedly the son of the sixty-year-old CEO she should be marrying in a few months). You both laugh as a teenager from one of the other tables comes over and asks you if youāre the girl from that one Flowers n' Kisses photoshoot, and you almost forget about the dangers of going out at night as you exit the restaurant because ā cāmon, youāre with Kelly, her carās just a few feet away from you two and sheās Kelly, she just knows how to deal with things. That is, untilā
Thereās a man. Heās in front of you. He has a gun. You barely even register all that happens next.Ā
She pushes you behind her as he screams to give him all the valuables you have, gun trembling in his hands ā is he drunk or just a schizo? ā and just as she reaches for her purse ā to take out her wallet, she says as she feels around for her taser ā he panics and pulls the trigger.Ā
You donāt know when you start screaming, nor register your hands pressing on her bloody shoulder, nor the cashier from the Thai restaurant going out in the street after hearing the shot and calling the police. You barely feel Commissioner Gordonās hands around your shoulders as he gently pulls you away from Kelly and gets you to his car while two paramedics get a stretcher ready and lift her into the ambulance, nor notice when he pulls a blanket over your shoulders and a mug of hot chocolate into your hands at the police station. āYouāre trembling, kid.ā you think you started when the man took out the gun, but it could be when he shot Kelly. Youāre not sure.Ā
āCan I call anyone?āĀ
You snap out of your trance, looking at Commissioner Gordon with eyes that could only be described as haunted. āHuh?ā
He presses his lips into a thin line like heās been in this situation one too many times. āCan I call anyone?ā he asks again, not unkindly. āTo come and pick you up and stay with you for the night? It would be better for you not to be alone.āĀ
You blink. āIs Kelly okay?āĀ
Gordon sighs. āThe paramedics said she should recover without any trouble. You can go visit her tomorrow, if you want.ā he leans forward, putting a gentle hand on your shoulder, āCan I call someone for you?ā he asks for the third time.Ā
You sniff ā you hadnāt even realized youād been crying. You canāt call your parents ā you know theyād drop everything and come here, but you donāt want them to worry. Jennaās out of the city for a week, having gone to visit a cousin in Blüdhaven, and terrifyingly so the only person who comes into your mind is Clark Kentā wherever he is, he does know how to fly, and if he wanted to he could just zap here. You manage to scribble his number in the post-it that Gordon hands you, and then heās off to make the call ā only to return defeated ten minutes later.Ā
āIām sorry, nobodyās replying. Can I call someone else for you or would you like to try to make the call yourself?āĀ
You try to swallow the lump in your throat, āCan I try? With my phone?ā Clarkās never ignored your calls. And, sure, you havenāt heard from him in months, but you donāt think heād actively avoid you ā he has to know that you wouldnāt call unless it was strictly necessary. Besides, heās never turned you down in the time of need.Ā
Gordon nods, āSure. I think I left your bag in the car, though, so Iāll be right back,āĀ
He brings your purse, and as soon as your phoneās in your hands you press onto Clarkās number and try to reach him. The Commissioner leaves you in his office, probably to try to give you a bit of privacy, and youāre quite thankful heās not there to witness you start crying as Clark not only doesnāt reply to the first call, but also to the next five you make.Ā
āClark, I know that maybe you donāt want to hear from me but ā could you just please, take up the phone?ā you try not to sob as you leave what must be the third message in a row, āI wouldnāt call unless I really needed you andā and Iām trying my best not to sound hysteric but please, just pick up the fucking phone.āĀ
You try and try and try, but lo and behold, it always goes straight to voicemail. Gordon knocks on the door of his office, opening it hesitantly when you donāt reply, āIā itās been twenty minutes.āĀ
āI,ā you huff tearily, slamming your phone on your thigh, āhe just wonāt reply.āĀ
You donāt want to look Gordon in the eye, because even now you can feel the pity in this voice. āIs there anyone else you can call? If⦠if there isn't, I could have an agent escort you home,ā
āNo, Iāā you really donāt want to cry in front of him, even if your cheeks are already tear-streaked and your eyes are puffy, āI guess I could call someone else.āĀ
You hadnāt even thought about calling Bruce, having taken for granted that Clark would have replied and knowing about the late hour, but itās not like you have any other choice. Besides, he did say to call him if you ever needed anything. You dial his phone number and have to hold back a sob as he replies in two rings, voice hoarse, āHello?āĀ
āHi, um, Iā¦ā you stumble over the words, not managing to hold the tears at bay anymore as your voice breaks. āHi, Bruce, could youā¦ā a hiccup interrupts you.Ā
āHey,ā his voice is alarmed even if itās clear that he either just woke up or is hungover from the roughness of his voice, āis everything okay? Did something happen?āĀ
āIā¦ā your throat betrays you again as you let out an embarrassingly loud sob. You hear Bruceās worried questions on the other side of the line, but you arenāt really able to respond to any of his questions, and Commissioner Gordon holds his hand out for you in a way that says āIf you want, I can talk to him for you,ā. You donāt ask many questions and just pass him the phone.Ā
āHello, this is Commissioner Gordon from the GCPDā¦āĀ
Not even twenty minutes later Bruce rushes into the office, accompanied by Gordon, and holds you tight as you rise from your chair and crash into his arms. Youāve never hugged before, but that doesnāt really matter as of now, because heās rubbing your back and pressing his cheek on the top of your head and suddenly you feel safe. āI was so scared,ā
āItās okay,ā he whispers, and something on the back of your mind whispers that itās not fair to cry to him about your friend getting shot but surviving when he had to watch his parents die when he was just a kid, but he doesnāt say anything. He just holds you tighter, thanking Gordon and leading you to his ā his butlerās, technically, as itās still the blue Rolls Royce he came here with ā car. Well, if the media didnāt know you two were seeing each other before, now they probably know, because Gothamās cops are the most gossip hungry people in the city.Ā
He helps you get into the car as you sniffle, making sure your seatbelt is on before jumping on the driverās seat and going back to look at you. āAre you okay?ā
You nod. āHe shot Kelly on the shoulder. Looked crazy, like a schizo maniac on drugs.āĀ
He sighs, a bit disheartened, āI mean, does a schizo maniac need drugs to look crazy?ā
āI guess he doesnāt.ā a beat passes before he reaches over to your side, opening the glovebox and reaching for wet wipes ā the kind you use for babiesā butts. āHere,ā he murmurs softly, āyou might want to get the blood off your face.ā
You didnāt even know you had blood on your face. You look at the picture of the newborn on the wipes pack, puzzled, āIs there anything you might want to tell me?ā
He chuckles and starts the car. āI told you this was my butlerās car. He carries a pack of those anywhere.āĀ
You look at yourself in the sun visor mirror, acknowledging the fact that you look like absolute crap and definitely have splatters of blood as well as smudged make up all over your face. āSorry I made you come all the way here so late,ā you mumble, trying to wipe the now dried blood off of your face.Ā
āNonsense,ā he assures, āCommissioner Gordon said it would be best for you not to be alone tonight ā would that be okay for you?ā
You nod. āYeah, my placeās a bit cramped but I can sleep on the couch.ā
He frowns, āThatās not a problem, Iāll take it. You need a good nightās sleep. We could always go to the Manor if you want.ā
You shake your head, āI need a shower and to eat the leftover ice cream in my freezer.ā
Bruce smiles the tiniest bit. āOkay. Where to, then?āĀ
You wouldnāt say the apartmentās cluttered, but you werenāt expecting any guests over so itās a given that itās not tidy either ā if Bruce notices it, he doesnāt mention it, something youāre grateful for. Instead, he puts a hand on your shoulder, smiling softly, āYou should go take that shower. Donāt worry, Iāll be right here.āĀ
You take a good look at yourself in the mirror and almost start crying again. You had seen that you were covered in blood, but you also didnāt think it was so much blood ā the cardigan your poor mother had hand-stitched for you is awaiting a brilliant future in the trashbin, because thereās no way that the stain will ever wash out.Ā
The water is soothing, even if it takes you a good half-hour to scrub away all the dried blood from your hair and neck ā so much so that the skin is left red and sore. Itās your first time witnessing one of the violent crimes Gothamās so famous for, and you gotta say, itās even worse than you thought.Ā
You put on an old ratty sweater ā that after a year of living together neither you nor Jenna are too sure of who it belongs to anymore ā and a pair of cozy sweatpants that are definitely Jennaās, because you would never buy such a thing as yellow pants with the bat signal print on them.Ā
You exit the bathroom with your damp hair still wrapped in a towel, eyes barely managing to stay open thanks to the aftermath of the shock you had been in. You find Bruce sitting on the sofa, maybe a little too interested in the news broadcast playing on the TV. āAnd itās game over for Harvey Dent, also known as Two Face, who was arrested just yesterday by the GCPD thanks to an ambush coordinated by none other than Batmanā¦ā
āWasnāt Dent the district attorney?ā youād lie if you said you were informed about the latest coming criminals of Gotham City. āMan, in Smallville the craziest guy weāve had was Samuel Comell and thatās just because he ate nothing but corn. Weāve got clinical psychos guiding the law here.ā it actually wouldāve been Clark if anyone knew he was an alien, but you avoid talking about that. You aim for the refrigerator and take out the ice cream, bringing it and two spoons with you to the couch. āIce cream?ā
Bruce grimaces as he takes one of the spoons, āYou couldnāt be more right about madmen in Gotham, but Harvey wasnāt one of them until less than a year ago.āĀ
You raise an eyebrow at his soft tone. āYou knew him?ā
āWe grew up together.ā his face falters, āHe was my friendā still is.āĀ
You blink. āMan, the universe must be laughing really hard right now, because the boy I grew up with is also kinda weird.ā sure, not a mass-murderer type of weird, but a little weird still.Ā
He leans to take a spoonful of ice cream from the tub youāre holding, āWhat do you mean, kinda weird?āĀ
āOh, you canāt even imagine,ā you canāt even tell him ā you swore to Clark that you wouldnāt have told anyone his secret, and you donāt plan on breaking that promise now. āRemember the guy I told you I was trying to get over?ā
āIt was him?āĀ
āYeah,ā you try to laugh it off, āClark was⦠pretty much everything for me. Then he dumped me to, I donāt know, disappear to find himself or something like that.ā itās much more complicated than that, but you canāt just tell him that your ex-boyfriend is an alien ā heād freak.Ā
Bruceās eyes soften a bit. āWell, itās always more complicated than that, isnāt it?ā this time you canāt exactly handle your emotions well, and sputter as your eyes widen. Did he just read your mind? He laughs, āWhat? I know a thing or two about relationships. Well, about how they end, at least. You know, uhā¦ā he rubs the back of his neck, āI havenāt really said this to anyone, really, but me and Harvey⦠letās say we were more like you and your old friend rather than simple friends.āĀ
You squint, then force the ice cream tub in his hands. āHere. You probably need it more than me.āĀ
He stares at the tub. āItās been years. Iām sure you need it more than me.āĀ
āWell, my ex hasnāt just been arrested,ā your face drops, āfor what I know, at least.ā
Bruce raises an eyebrow at you. āHe really just disappeared?āĀ
You shrug. āCould be in Alaska right now and I wouldnāt know about it.āĀ
The night starts off easy. You finish the ice cream, then put away the towel you had around your hair and get a blanket because itās getting a bit chilly, then one thing leads to another and suddenly your cheek is resting on his shoulder as Criminal Minds is playing on the TV.Ā
āYou know,ā you mutter at some point, almost half-asleep and too cozy to muster an actual, coherent thought. āYou should be detestable. Youāre ugly rich, live in a mansion up on the hill and have a butler that has a car thatās probably worth more than my parentās farm.ā you poke his cheek as he turns his head to look at you properly, his arm going around your shoulder, āAnd instead, youāre nice ā and worst of all, relatable.ā you raise a hand to curl a lock of his hair around your finger, and he makes that face that men do when theyāre about to kiss you ā the blank stare that makes them look dumb in the head. āNow, one evil exās down. Do I have to defeat the other six or can we just get this over with?ā
His lips slosh over yours with unexplainable easiness, like theyāve wanted nothing but to do this their whole life, and maybe you should feel a little guilty about eating Bruce Wayneās face in your little beat-down couch, but you canāt find it in yourself to care. Itās the first time your mind finally manages to shut down ā to stop worrying about anything and everything, and think about just one thing: Bruce.Ā
Tomorrow, heāll worry about catching the guy that shot Kelly, he says to himself. Tonight, he worries about you and tries to make sure youāll be alright. And he does.Ā
You wake up the next morning with an absolute sight ā infamous Bruce Wayne, untouchable playboy and known for his one night stands, standing in your small ass kitchen in a pair of hot pink pajamas ā the only thing you had that vaguely fit him ā trying to cook pancakes. Key word: trying, because you werenāt woken up by the birdies singing outside of the window, but by the smell of burnt food. Badly burnt food.Ā
You come up from behind him, hugging his back, āHave you ever even made pancakes?ā
He purses his lips like a kid. āNo. What is so terrible about wanting to try?āĀ
You chuckle. āNothing, nothing,ā you tug him down to kiss his cheek, āI just think itās really funny of you to try to cook when youāve clearly had problems just with getting the stove on.āĀ
He rolls his eyes, āOkay, okay, I wasnāt that stunted.āĀ
He turns to take a good look at you ā and apparently, notices your pants just now. āWhatās with you and Batman?ā he asks, amused. You shrug, āMore like, whatās with Jenna and Batman. When I tell you sheās obsessed with him, dude. She keeps a med kit in the bathroom just in case he falls on our balcony and we have to stitch him up.ā
He shudders. āThat does sound a bit manic.āĀ
After a definitely too cheesy breakfast and quickly getting dressed, Bruce accompanies you to the hospital ā not before going to the flower shop, of course, to get the biggest bouquet youāve ever seen and a couple of Get well soon! balloons.Ā
āWhat?ā he asks. Youāre not saying anything, but still clearly judging him, āI thought Kelly was your friend. She has to enjoy the flowers, especially since theyāre from you.āĀ
āTechnically, theyāre from your wallet,ā you retort. He shrugs, āSame thing.āĀ
Kellyās still a bit pale, but happy to see you and Bruce. She gives you a look as you apologise for what happened, eyes teary as you remember that she got shot while protecting you. She swats a hand in your way, laugh full of not suggestion but knowledge ā absolute certainty. āHoney, if what you two needed to get it on with was me getting shot, Iāll get shot another hundred of times.ā she lowers her voice as your face burns red, āBesides, you might want to raise a little that scarf youāve got ā a hickeyās still showing. Just remember me when youāll go on vacation with his big-ass yacht.āĀ
What is it with your friends and yachts? You really need to make Jenna and Kelly meet ā just kidding, you take that back, the consequences of their team up for your psyche would be devastating.
Time passes quickly when youāve got one exam after another, and suddenly ā before you can actually register it ā itās December, you and Bruce have been together for a month and itās time for the Christmas holidays. While Jenna goes as soon as she can back to her parents in Chinatown, you, of course, need to go back to Smallville ā without Bruce, as itās still too early in the relationship to meet the parents. He doesnāt look too beaten up about it ā just before you told him you wanted to go visit your parents, he had suggested a skiing trip in the Alps in an all-paid-for resort. Poor him, having to go on an exclusive resort with all the comforts in the world all alone! How will he manage without you, you wonder? How will he thrive?Ā
(Just kidding, of course. Youāre pretty sure itāll take all of his restraint not to go back to his old playboy ways and try to seduce the first female that approaches him. Heāll be just fine.)
Thereās two trains for Metropolis on the 22nd of December: you plan to take the first one, the one that leaves Gothamās station at 8 a.m. sharp ā and so you tell Bruce, who unfortunately has a plane to catch and canāt give you a ride ā and of course, you just had to miss it. You wake up twenty minutes too late, and by the time youāre at the station the train has just left.Ā
You go back home to take a nap while waiting for it to be time for the 4 p.m. train, and wake up just two hours later with an emergency broadcast for all Gothamites going off on your phone ā God forbid you have a happy holiday in the arms of your loved ones, because the corridor that connects the prisonās main structure to Arkhamās left wing ā the one holding captive the major crazed maniacs ā has just blown up, and now years and years of captures and police operations have ended up in a massive breakout that will probably pulverize the city in a matter of two days. Youāve never been happier to not be a police officer than now.Ā
The downside is that the whole cityās on lockdown. Commissioner Gordon appears on TV, warning all citizens to remain home unless strictly necessary and inevitable. A quick call to your parents later youāre fuming about your own stupidity while laying on the couch, wondering why you didnāt just wake up earlier ā because now youāre condemned to a Christmas and probably New Years all alone, as all trains and planes are canceled to avoid the passengers turning into hostages or worse, victims.Ā
Later that night you receive a call from Bruce, voice unusually rough, who says that heās grateful that youāre already back at home in Smallville and not in Gotham because, if you hadnāt heard, a massive breakout happened. You really donāt want him to worry, so you lie and tell him that youāre relieved too that you took the 8 a.m. train ā that your parents say hi and hang up.Ā
The following days are weird. Thereās barely anyone but cops in the streets ā you wonder why ā and your only interactions with a human are the ones with Nelson, the guy that works at the 7/11 right beside your apartment, and you both try your best to ignore the shotgun heās keeping behind the counter as he scans your items and wishes you a happy Christmas.Ā
You spend Christmas Eve eating instant noodles and watching the old Harry Potter DVDs that Jenna left behind ā Ronās just been dragged into the Whomping Willow by Sirius when your phone starts ringing.Ā
You pause the movie and frown ā because youāve already heard both your parents and Jenna, who could be the only people calling at such an hour. It could also be Bruce, you guess, but you havenāt heard much from him considering the six hour difference between Gotham and wherever heās staying in the Switzerland Alps. Except when you take your phone, you see an unknown number on the screen.Ā
āHello?ā you reply tentatively ā you really donāt want to be blackmailed by the Penguin or one of his friends on Christmas Eve. No one responds to your hesitant greeting, so you try again, āHello? Is anyone there?ā
Youāre about to close the call when you hear it ā barely there, the whisper of your name by a voice you know too well. You put the phone back against your ear, eyes already twitching, āClark?āĀ
āHey,ā his voice is the tiniest youāve ever heard from him, āI, uh⦠wanted to know how you were holding up.ā
Your hand starts trembling ā if in anger or disbelief, youāre not sure. āYou know, youāve got some fucking audacity calling me now,ā you manage to keep your voice steady only by some weird miracle, āwhen just a month ago I called you about twenty times and cried in the voice messages begging for you to come and get me.āĀ
He doesnāt reply, but you can almost see him grimacing. āI⦠I got busy. Iām sorry about that.āĀ
You pinch the slope of your nose, āClark, I get it. You need to find yourself and all that butā but I needed you. Like, really needed you. Even if we broke up, I thought you wouldāve always been there for me.ā a grumble escapes from your throat, āI wouldāve always been there for you. But you werenāt there, even with your flying abilities and supersonic speed.āĀ
He sniffles. God, is he crying? āI just⦠I thought you wouldāve been able to handle it alone. I know youāre strong enough to.āĀ
āWell, if I call you at an ungodly hour an ungodly number of times then maybe Iām not able to handle it alone. Where are you, anyways?āĀ
You hear a shuffle on the other end, āSomewhere in the Arctic. Not sure I can exactly tell you where.ā
āYeah, Iām pretty sure your dead parents would be really offended if you did.ā
Ouch. That was a low blow. He says your name as if to try to calm you down, but you shake your head even if he canāt see you, āWhy exactly did you call, Clark?ā
āI told you, I wanted to see how you were doingāā
āPlease, we both know thatās just an excuse you invented right here and now. Why did you call me, Clark?ā
Silence meets you on the other end. āI⦠itās Christmas. Weāve never spent a Christmas apart.āĀ
You check the hour on your phone, and itās true ā it is Christmas. Has been for only a few minutes, but still. āSo what, Clark? Itās not like it was me who decided to break it off between us.ā
Another sniffle on his end. āI guess I⦠I just wanted to wish you a happy Christmas.āĀ
You sigh. āMerry Christmas, Clark. I loved you, and Iāll always love youā but Iām trying to get over you, and you need to understand that. I canāt do that if you call me just now after ghosting twenty of my calls and voicemails. Iām sure weāll find a balance in some years when you get back ā maybe even be friends again ā but please⦠donāt call.āĀ
You press the red END CALL button almost as soon as a crash comes from your balcony. You shriek and jump up from the couch, running from your purse and the Bat-taser ā finally, his moment to shine. Jennaās hard earned ten bucks will serve their purpose, maybe. You also eye the metal baseball bat sitting beside the entrance in case youāll need it, but choose against it in case your opponent is way too strong for you to kick him out.Ā
You try to peek outside and see nothing but darkness. So, you do the only thing you can think of: hold the Bat-taser in front of you like itās a gun, slowly open the door to the balcony and yell (probably sounding more shrill than youād intended to): āGoawayorIswearIāllcallthepolice!āĀ
A pained groan comes from the ground, āPlease donāt.āĀ
You have to hold onto all the self control you have not to shriek again, āBatman? Is that really you?ā
Another pained groan ā from the dim light, you notice him holding onto his side and trying to get back upā and also that he crashed one of Jennaās beloved flower pots while falling here. āThe one and only.āĀ
Now, Jenna had told you about him ending up on civilianās balconies, but you didnāt actually think he did it. You let the taser fall from your hand and rush to his side, helping him up and then inside the apartment. āWhat the hell, dude? You scared the shit out of me.āĀ
He slips from your grip pretty easily ā heās built like a tank, of course he does ā and maybe you should worry about getting him back up to his feet, but rather think about closing the balcony door behind you. āWell, my guy, I sure hope you havenāt dragged one of your nemesis right here in my poor little apartment ā because I might just lose it.ā
He just groans ā again. He must be a real sweet talker. āYou donāt happen to have something to stitch me up, do you?āĀ
And thatās how you end up hunched over Batmanās limp body on the tiles of your bathroom floor ā you had begged him to at least get there before the living roomās carpet was ruined without any means to salvage it ā with an All That You Need If Batman Crashes Through Your Window! medical kit ā a wonder that they make these and that Jenna paid a whopping thirty bucks to have it ā while watching the shortest video you found on Youtube teaching how to stitch an open wound. Because while youāre a vet student, you still havenāt exactly gotten to this part of the practice just yet.Ā
āItās scary that you havenāt even flinched since I started sewing your side close,ā you murmur ā the first thing you say to him after managing to get him laid down decently. You say it just to try to break the ice, feeling kinda pressured by the awkward silence. āSorry, man, Iāll have to cut your suit open again. Youāve got a nasty cut on your ribs.āĀ
āWhatās scary is that youāve got all these Batman themed things,ā he replies curtly. āThe Bat-taser? The Bat-signal pants? This⦠abomination of a medical kit? I didnāt even know they made those.āĀ
You wouldāve laughed loudly if you werenāt trying to make the stitches as even as possible. āThatās not on meā thatās on my roommate Jenna. Sheās a big fan of yours. Iāll need you to sign her limited edition iridescent Bat-popcorn-bucket before you go, by the way.ā
He blinks. āA Bat⦠what?ā
āBat-popcorn-bucket. Itās iridescent. It makes it look like youāre wearing a rainbow and she keeps it in a display box in her room just in case.āĀ
You take the scissors and cut away some more fabric, only to stop and squint at his abs. Now, donāt they look familiar⦠āSo, Batsy⦠how are you holding up in these fantastic days of freedom for all the Arkham prisoners?ā
He grunts ā does this man know how to start a phrase without an animalistic sound? āJust what I needed for Christmas.āĀ
You hum, scanning his abdomen as if to understand how to better close the rib wound while you try to understand if your mindās playing some trick on you or not. āIt was just so nice of them to ruin Christmas for everyone, wasnāt it?āĀ
You dab some hydrogen peroxide on the cut on his ribs, āDonāt you have someone to spend Christmas with, anyway?ā his response is kinda quipped, and if your suspicions are true, you might just know why ā after all, Bruce does think youāre in Smallville as of now. Who knows what heās thinking right now.Ā
You decide to test your theory. āOh, yeah. My boyfriendās in the bedroom, he was so tired from cooking all day that he just collapsed after dinner.ā
His entire body freezes, and as he tries to sit up, you get your answers. āI have to go,ā he mumbles hurriedly, āScarecrowās still out thereāā
You place a firm hand on his chest, smirking as you inch closer to his face. āHuh-huh,ā you tut, his eyebrows twisting in confusion, āwhere do you think youāre going, Bruce? I just started stitching this cut right here, and youāre not getting out of here unless you take a good nap.ā
He raises an eyebrow, āI donāt know what youāre talking aboutāā
āPlease,ā you push him back onto the floor, āI would recognise these abs anywhere. By the way, the only thing sleeping in the next room is Jennaās elderly hamster. Donāt worry, I wouldnāt even have the social skills needed to cheat on someone if I wanted to.ā
He sighs, then presses a hand to his forehead and decides to drop the act. āWhat gave me away?ā
āI told you,ā you tap his abdomen, āthose abs donāt lie. Besides, the way you reacted when I told you my boyfriend was in the bedroom sleeping? Whoof, you slipped right into my trap. Now, can I look into your baby blues or will I have to converse all night while looking at those ugly white lenses?ā
He rips off his cowl, rising to his elbowsĀ ā and there he is, your handsome, so-tired looking loverboy. āIām mad at you, by the way,ā he says while glaring in your direction, āyou told me you were in Smallville. I thought you were safe, and here you are ā do you know how many home invasions I had to stop just these last two days in this area?āĀ
You blanch. āIād prefer not to, thanks.ā but you also raise an eyebrow, because youāre not about to lose an argument to a guy that outed his real identity because of abs and jealousy, āYou told me you were in the Alps, by the way. In Switzerland. About⦠what, four-thousand miles away?āĀ
Bruce sighs, resigned. āI received word of the breakout just as I was flying above the Atlantic.āĀ
You tie the last stitch and cut the excess string, pressing a kiss on the wounded skin. āWell, I lost the 8 a.m. train but was too embarrassed about it to tell you. I guess weāre even.āĀ
You lean down to his level as he holds out an arm to brush your hair off your shoulder, āOh, sweetheart, weāre always even.ā his hand rests on the back of your neck as you two kiss hard, all spit and tongue ā so much so that you lose yourself in the moment and press your side a little too hard on his cuts.Ā
He jumps, yelping in pain as you stare bemused. āOh, so you do feel pain,āĀ
He raises an eyebrow, āWhatās that supposed to mean?āĀ
āThought you were some kind of robot programmed not to feel soreness for a second.āĀ
Bruce raises an eyebrow. āIām still mad at you. You couldāve gotten hurt.ā
āThank goodness then that the guy crashing on my balcony wasnāt one of the Jokerās henchmen, no?ā you frown, āBesides, why did you come here? For all you knew I wasnāt home.āĀ
āWell, missy, I wasnāt looking for you,ā you feign a gasp of disbelief, āI was hoping to find that horrendous medical kid you told me about.ā
You pinch his side ā one of the parts not wounded, at least. āYou were thinking about breaking in? What are you, a criminal?āĀ
He purses his lips. āI wouldāve forced the lock, but I would have repaired it before you got back.āĀ
āIs that how you spend your fortune?ā you murmur, defeated. āFighting bad guys in your free time? Thatās a pretty expensive hobby.ā you suddenly remember something you had said to Clark ā I donāt want you to be the man lying half-dead in a dark alley while I wonder why youāre so late to dinner. Would you look at that ā you ended up with the same guy you told your ex to please not be. Youāre not even too surprised about it ā because sometimes, it does feel like Bruce is faking being dumber than he actually is.Ā
You let him go as soon as the sun peeks out from the horizon with a kiss on the lips and the promise of coming back later in the day, to autograph Jennaās popcorn bucket, and while he later on keeps his promise, he makes sure to make you another Christmas gift other than the too-expensive necklace he already got you ā and somehow manages to get all the criminals back in their cells by the time New Yearās Eve comes around.Ā
The lockdown ends, but all means of transportation are still off-limits thanks to a few well-placed explosions that went off in the last few days. Thatās why youāre confused when Bruce tells you to pack a bag and come with him to the Archie Goodwill International Airport. āI mean, Bruce, we should be somewhere opening champagne bottles ā not in a completely deserted airport looking forā what exactly are we looking for?āĀ
He chuckles, going for one of the hangars present at the launch track, the number 18 plastered on it. āHave you ever flown on a helicopter?ā
You frown, āIāve never flown like, ever.ā you donāt have the heart to tell him that itās because your ex-boyfriend knew how to fly and youād always hoped he would be the first one to take you flying.Ā
He takes out a key and opens the sliding door of the hangar ā revealing, surprise surprise, a helicopter. āWell, get ready for your first flight, then.ā
Flying is much more scary than you wouldāve thought ā especially because you really donāt know if you should trust Bruce at the wheel. All you know is that youāre holding onto the armrest for your life, hoping that he actually got the licence for flying and didnāt randomly purchase it one day. āWhā where are we going?ā you ask him, trembling, not even managing to look down from the window.Ā
He sends you a look, āDonāt worry, I would never crash the helicopter with you in it. About the place where weāre going, howeverā itās a surprise.ā
Barely an hour up in the air later you look out the window to see the helicopter landing in a familiar ā too familiar ā field, with the grass cut weirdly low. āBruce, are weā?ā
āIn Smallville? Yeah, we are.ā
Your whole face lights up. āNo, you didnāt,ā you jump on him, kissing everywhere you can reach, āoh, Bruce, thank you, thank you, thank youā mwah! Youāre a real sweetheart, I donāt know how I ever managed to think that you were any less of a person than you areāāĀ
Needless to say, your parents are elated to see you ā they did know about Bruceās plan, hence why the grass was cut so short where you landed: they were his accomplices and made sure the soil was decent to land on. Youāre so happy when you take a bite out of your motherās pie that you could cry, and your boyfriend ā is he? You still havenāt really talked about labels and such ā looks not too far away from tears either.Ā
You spend at least two hours chatting away happily with your parents before Bruce coughs, taking his coat back from the hanger at the entrance. āWell, I think itās time for me to go.ā
Your mother raises an eyebrow, āOh, but you canāt go! Iāve just put the sweet potatoes in the ovenā besides, itās already dark out there, you seriously wouldnāt want to fly that thing in complete darkness!ā
Bruce looks at you, waiting for your approval ā well, it was you who said that spending the holidays together at your parentsā was a step a little too big for just a month-long relationship ā but you nod, smiling. āYou were the one who brought me here, Bruce. Cāmon, you gave Alfred the week offā surely you donāt want to be all alone during New Yearsā Eve?āĀ
He relents, āWell, if you say so,āĀ
Thatās how he ends up staying at your parentās house against all predictions ā and you wonāt forget the kiss he gives you when the clock strikes midnight for a long, long time, thatās for sure.Ā
You two spend one week at the farm and another one in the Alpsā resort Bruce had planned to spend Christmas in, spending your time either skiing ā tripping over the snow, in your case ā or, an activity you appreciate much more, cozied up in the jacuzzi of your private suite. Itās also during this vacation that your relationship gets leaked, but surprisingly ā apart from a call from an absolutely fuming Jenna (you had somehow managed to keep the relationship a secret from her) and one from a triumphant Kelly ā you take the new wave of publicity suspiciously well.Ā
Because for the first time in months, youāre truly happy.
Itās the summer of the year later when he appears again.Ā
Youāre on one of the Wayne's biggest yachts in Tenerife with Bruce, Kelly and Jenna ā just as the prophecies predicted!, the latter had shrieked when youād shared Bruceās invite with her ā sunbathing on the boatās deck as your friends play mermaids in the water when you notice an unusual silence from the upper deck.Ā
You get up from your sunbed, raising your sunglasses up to your hair as you look for your boyfriend. āBruce? Honey, is everything alright?āĀ
You find him seated on the plush couch of the lounge room, staring intently at the TV; you hug him from behind, leaving a kiss on his temple, āDid something happen in Gotham?ā
He takes the remote and raises the volume, turning to look at you with a puzzled face. āNot exactly in Gotham.ā
Looking up at the screen, you frown when you see the broadcaster. āDPN? Isnāt that the Daily Planet News channel?āĀ
āAnd things apparently just keep getting weirder in Metropolis, because after scarce apparitions and helping for some minor crimes the man that the citizens have lovingly dubbed as āSupermanā has just shown the public what heās really capable of by preventing a building from falling onto the passers-by after an explosion cut the structure in halfā¦ā
Your heart skips a beat, and suddenly you begin to wonder what you must have done wrong in your life to end up not only with a vigilante boyfriend, but also a vigilante ex-boyfriend. You have to hold back not to slap your forehead in disbelief ā really, Clark, and the glasses should be your mask? Itās the stupidest disguise youāve ever seen, and you have no idea how no one connected Clark Kent ā just starting his career as a reporter in the Daily Planet ā and Superman ā just starting his career as⦠you donāt know what heās trying to be.Ā
You seem to have a magnet for too good-hearted guys, apparently. Bruce presses a kiss on your cheek, āIāll worry about it when we get back. Donāt think too much about it, okay?ā
Youāre not ready to tell him your ex-boyfriend is the guy saving old ladies from having to carry their groceries alone ā that would be a conversation for almost six months later, when the Justice League is formed ā so you just smile at him and pretend to your best abilities that you donāt know anything.
The first time you see Clark Kent again after that morning at the cafĆØ is five years after the start of his crusade as Superman.Ā
Heās one of the six reporters who were granted permission to be inside of Wayne Manor during the engagement party, briefly interviewing anyone he can talk to and taking notes of everything he thinks valuable on his little notepad.Ā
You? Youāre the one whoās getting engaged.Ā
Youāre wearing a silky white dress that fits you like a glove as you stand next to Bruce, talking to some WE associates, Dick patiently waiting for the conversation to end as he stays glued to your side, hugging your waist and pressing his cheek into your hip as you gently run your hands through his hair. Clark is expecting a one-of-a-kind rock on your ring finger, but is instead surprised with a simple white pearl adorned with two smaller ones on its sides ā he did hear something about Bruce proposing with his motherās ring, now that he thinks about it.Ā
Loisā gone off to interview Lucius Fox when you notice him standing awkwardly to the side, scrambling with his notebook and looking around. You excuse yourself from the conversation, giving a little smile to Bruce, nudging Dick with a hand on his shoulder. āDo you want to come and meet an old friend of mine, bubba?ā he nods, eager to please, and lets your waist go in favour of your hand.Ā
You approach Clark with the confidence of someone who doesnāt hold any grudges when they should. āHi, Clark,ā you greet him like you two are old friends that meet again ā and even if you technically are, youāre also so much more than that. You hold out your hand ā again, like you were just good old friends catching up ā and he has to force himself to shake it instead of tackling you into a hug. āHave you seen my parents? Iām sure theyāll be happy to see youā itās been a while.āĀ
You nudge Dick from behind you, gently holding him by the shoulders in front of you, āDick, this is Clark, the old friend I was telling you about. Clark, this is Dick, my son.āĀ
As the child holds out a hand and excitedly says āHullo!ā, Clark tries not to think about how weird it is that heās still trying to figure out his life while you just have a whole ass kid ā adopted, but still. Itās clear how much you have taken into the role of mother. āHi, Dick,ā he says as kindly as possible, not really believing that the Robin who beats up criminals during the night beside the fearsome Batman is the same kid who hides behind his mother during formal events.Ā
Said kid raises his eyebrows in curiosity, looking up at you, āWhat kind of friends are you, anyways?ā he asks, knowing all too well about your distaste for reporters and journalists alike.Ā
āThe kind that goes way back,ā you reply easily with a chuckle, āme and Clark grew up together, bubba.āĀ Ā
āOooh,ā he ushers, ādoes that mean you also know nana and gramps?ā
Guessing that heās talking about your parents, Clark chuckles a bit before nodding, āThat I do, champ.āĀ
āArenāt they the coolest people you know?ā Dick rambles excitedly, ālast time gramps took me a ride on his tractor and it was so fun! Besides, they have this dogāā he turns to look at you, āBatmanās here, isnāt he?ā
Clarkās eyebrows shoot up to his airline. He knew the kid was talkative, but he didnāt think he would be able to out Bruce like that. You laugh, āYeah, I think I saw him earlier somewhere in the garden with Ace. Itās a miracle the both of them still have their tuxedo collars.ā you then look at your old flame, a playful smirk on your face, āDonāt worry, Batmanās my parents' golden retriever.āĀ
āOoh,ā he sighs in relief, āfor a moment there I wondered why Gothamās most famous vigilante was playing with Bruce Wayneās dog, and how exactly to phrase it in my article,ā a terribly awkward silence follows.Ā
You shift your gaze to Dick, āHey, Dickie, why donāt youāā
āHello! Good evening!ā a man with blazing red hair and a whole lot of freckles on his face runs up to the two of you, nudging Clark with an elbow as if clearly saying, please please pleaseeeee introduce me. Heās one of the reporters, you notice, with the press pass and a Canon slung over his neck. He kinda looks like a kid in a candy shop ā eyes shining with excitement and almost jumping up and down on his feet.Ā
Clark sighs, āThis is Jimmy Olsen, one of my coworkers from the Daily Planet,āĀ
The guy grins and holds out his hand, āPleased to meet you, maāam,ā his fingers are a bit sweaty, āIām a great fan.ā
You have to bite the inside of your cheek to avoid bursting out in laughter, āOh, Iām flattered,ā
āMay I take a picture of the two of you?ā itās clear it was what he had wanted to ask since he saw you and Dick talking to Clark. You look at your son, and he grins up at you with glee. You smile, āOf course,ā
You lower yourself a bit and cross your arms over his chest while pressing your chin to the top of his head, smiling widely ā and you donāt doubt that heās smiling with all heās got too, hands holding your forearms, showing the window his last canine that fell out left. Jimmy snaps a little more than one pictures, but gets interrupted by a voice from behind you, āI hope you arenāt hogging the missus too much, boys,āĀ
Itās Bruce ā of course it is, heās been staring since you got out of that conversation twenty minutes ago ā and he slings an arm around your waist as you rise from your position. Jimmy sits up straighter like his drill sergeant just entered the room ā youāre surprised he doesnāt do the salute. āSir,ā he starts, āit is an honorāā
āClark,ā Bruce casually shakes the manās hand, to his coworkerās utter disbelief. Technically, Clark Kent and Bruce Wayne donāt know each other, but itās another story for Batman and Superman. āA pleasure to meet you ā this pretty girl right here told me a lot of stories about the two of you growing up together."
Jimmyās mouth falls open. His gaze turns to his coworker with an accusation that could only be described as treacherous. Clark smiles awkwardly, āYeah, wellāā
āYouāre a photographer, arenāt you?ā the Brucie Wayne persona isnāt trained to hold his attention on just one person at once, so he immediately switches his charming smile to Jimmy, āWhy donāt you take a few photos of us? Weāre a real nice picture to see,ā he draws you closer to him by the waist, āEspecially my soon-to-be wife.āĀ
Jimmy doesnāt let him repeat that, snappingĀ a couple ā more like a dozen ā of pictures of Bruce holding you close to him while his other hand is as occupied as yours, sitting on Dickās shoulder as he stands between the two of you, grinning ear to ear.Ā
āSo, Clark,ā you start when Jimmy stops snapping pictures, eyeing the other reporter from the Daily Planet ā was it Lane? ā from the other side of the room, āis that your girlfriend? You two looked pretty close earlier.āĀ
Itās meant to be a friendly remark, said with nothing but a happy tone, but Clark almost chokes on his saliva. āOh, I meanāā
You raise an eyebrow, āPlease,ā you laugh out, āDonāt tell me sheās just a friend, because Iād be nearly as devastated as she would.ā
He huffs with a little smile. āIām⦠working on it.āĀ
You smirk. āThatās a good thing. Bruce here has got something for you that could help in your romantic quest.ā you nudge your fianceĆØ with your elbow as Dick snickers, āDonāt you, honey?ā
He grumbles, looking with a frown at Clark ā itās not that their relationship isnāt good, itās just that⦠he wasnāt really the happiest with your decision. āI do, actually,ā he takes out an envelope and passes it to Clark with gritted teeth. āIām⦠delighted⦠to invite you to our wedding.ā
āAs a friend, and with the possibility to bring a plus one,ā you add, hand squeezing Bruceās bicep, ānot as pressā there wonāt be any, by the way.ā you roll your eyes towards your boyfriend, āHeāll insist on making you sign an NDA, but Iām sure that you wouldnāt write anything about it nonetheless.āĀ
He blushes deep red, āOh, no, no, I would neverāā
āClark.ā you giggle as you interrupt him, āIt was a joke. Nobodyās going to make you sign an NDA,ā
āYet,ā Bruce grumbles.Ā
You ignore him. āIt was a joke between friends,ā you arenāt implying anything in your words ā youāre sincere. After all these years, thatās what you see Clark as, and it would be sad not having him or his family at the wedding. Youāve already sent the invites to the Kents: only Clark was missing.Ā
You hold your hand out to him, hopeful. āWe are friends, arenāt we?āĀ
I loved you, and Iāll always love youā but Iām trying to get over you, and you need to understand that. I canāt do that if you call me just now after ghosting twenty of my calls and voicemails. Iām sure weāll find a balance in some years when you get back ā maybe even be friends again ā but please⦠donāt call.
He takes your hand and shakes it with a soft smile. āFriends.ā
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Smut and fluff with marvel rivals iron fist (lin Lie) x fem superhero reader, please and thank you ā¤ļø
I uh... went a lil crazy on this one LOL
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Iron Fist x Fem!Superhero!Reader
Description: What better way to recover after a grueling fight with Chīyóu's demon army than a dip in a hot spring?
Warnings/Disclaimers: SMUT (18+ only, Minors DNI!!!!), brief combat, cursing, vaginal sex, standing sex, sex in a hot spring, reader has a moment of self-consciousness, lots of fluff and comfort, super lovey-dovey
A/N: Fun fact about me: I took Mandarin as a second language starting in middle school. I don't remember much of it (though I can ask you if there's a bathroom somewhere or when your birthday is), but it was really fun going back and recognizing things like words or grammar. I was basically the Chinese equivalent of a weeb in my younger years so this was a major throwback LOL
Word Count: 4.7k
Relationships between superheroes was⦠not something most would recommend. Passionate at best, and tumultuous and unpredictable at worst. You might go for weeks, months, without seeing one another, and it was a death sentence to allow that gnawing worry over the otherās safety to take hold of you.
Itās why you were so eager to be sent on a mission in YĆŗnnĆ”n ShÄng. It was Iron Fistās mission, to be fair, but your ability to fly would help give him the extra edge he needed, so he was quick to request your assistance. You spot him as you soar over the bustling tourist city of KÅ«nmĆng, crouched on top of the spire of a lone temple. Itās quieter here, with the sound of chirping insects and wind ruffling the leaves of bamboo stalks the only things to pierce the relative silence of the night.
āThere you are, wĒ de yuĆØliĆ ng,ā he greets you as you come to hover by his side. Your heart flutters and you blush at the nickname heās given you. My moon.Ā
āYou know I will always come when you need me, Iron Fist.ā It almost pains you to call him by his hero name, but you knew just as well as any superhero that it was always better to be safe in public even if you seem to be alone.
He smiles gratefully, taking your hand in his and giving it a gentle squeeze. āI know. Doesnāt change how happy it always makes me to see you, though.ā
You flash him a brilliant smile in turn. āPerhaps we could take advantage of the scenery once our mission is over?ā you suggest, batting your eyelashes at him and giving him pleading eyes.
He snorts a playful laugh at your display before tugging your floating form towards him for a quick kiss. āLetās see how things go first. Iād hate to get you all excited for a hike only to have to carry you the whole way,ā he teases with a cocky grin before brushing his nose against yours affectionately. You stick your tongue out at him in response and blow him a raspberry, which he quickly pulls back to avoid as he wipes the spray of spittle from his face. āHey! Iām only kidding!ā he protests with a jovial laugh.
With your hands on your hips, you cock your head to one side and quirk a brow. āIf anyoneās gonna end up being carried, it would be you, you know. I can fly, after all.ā
His laughter dies down, and he regards you with the softest hint of concern in his eyes before they flicker down to watch as he wrings his wrists together. āWell, letās make sure it doesnāt come to that at all, okay?ā His gaze meets yours once more, and you can see the worry that crinkles between his brows. āIād rather not see you get hurt at all.ā
Your expression softens, and you place a comforting hand on one of his broad shoulders. āI know, wĒ de lòng.ā The gentleness of your voice soothes him, and a smile tugs at the corner of his lips. My dragon.
āYour pronunciation has gotten better,ā he compliments before reaching out and caressing your cheek.
āI had a pretty good teacher,ā you respond with a cheeky smile that heās quick to mirror.
Your tender moment is broken by a monstrous roar in the distance followed by devastating crashes and screams. Both of you snap your heads towards the source of the sound. Whatever it was, it was big.Ā
āWhat did you say we were fighting again!?ā you exclaim even as you whip behind him and hook your arms around him, lifting you both into the air. Shockwaves nearly throw you off course as this monster continues its rampage, but itās nothing you havenāt dealt with before. You inhale deeply before propelling the two of you like an arrow straight through the wind currents that dare to fight your trajectory.
āDemons,ā he responds, his voice straining to be heard over the roaring winds. āBut it looks like ChÄ«yóu isn't playing around this time.ā
āDoes he ever?ā you groan.
Closing in on your target, you can really see just how ugly this thing is. Gigantic, vaguely humanoid, with decaying skin stretched taut across its emaciated skeleton, it roars into the air before pummeling its scythe-like arms into the ground below. It doesn't seem to care about the smaller demons that flock beneath it, destroying foe and ally alike.
āHow did it get to be so massive!?ā you shout in disbelief. You'd been unfortunate enough to see ChÄ«yóu's army in the past, but they usually looked more like the infantry below.
āDonāt know, don't care. At least, not until I pummel this thing into the earth!ā he replies confidently. āTake care of the small fry, would you? I've got the big one.ā
You know better than to protest. He is the stronger out of both of you, and your airborne agility would give you enough of an edge to dodge any stray swings from the big guy while you take care of your foes.
āOkay. I trust you⦠but come back safe,ā you urge before soaring up high enough to launch him at his target. He climbs up the demon's large frame with ease, running up his torso before laying into him with blow after blow straight to the face. You canāt help but smirk as you hear it cry out in pain even as you propel yourself back down towards your smaller enemies.
āAlright⦠who wants to go firstā¦?ā you taunt as energy crackles in your palms.
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Not surprisingly, you're done with your fight long before Iron Fist has finished his. You desperately want to help, but you weren't unscathed, panting heavily as you hover nearby. It had taken more out of you than you'd expected; they were far more coordinated than they should have been. Thankfully, your injuries were limited. You were simply exhausted, forced to use your power beyond your normal limits to keep up with each and every demon that launched and swiped at you.Ā
Iron Fist seemed to be doing fine. It was simply a very tough fight, but it was one he was slowly winning. You felt the energy pulsating off of him as he summoned the blade shards from his fists, and the demon cried out in agony as his punches grew faster, deadlier. It wouldn't be much longer now. Suddenly you hear a loud and sickening crack!, and slowly, stumbling, the demon lets out a final, guttural groan before plummeting to the earth. Iron Fist wears a triumphant grin, and you begin to fly towards him to catch him before he joins the demon's descent.
He lands into you with an āoof!ā as you steady him, hugging him tightly with your arms wrapped around his chest. āSee? Not a problem at a--!ā
But your victory is interrupted by the sudden shockwave caused by the demon's body collapsing to the ground. You're too exhausted to react in time, and it sends both of you hurtling through the air as you let out a startled cry. The force of it knocks you miles away, holding on tight to one another and spinning towards an unknown destination. You begin spiraling towards the ground, trying and failing desperately to stop your momentum, and panic rises in your chest.
āY/N!? We're gonna crash!ā
āI know!ā you snap back. āI'm trying!ā
You're pretty sure your life is beginning to flash before your eyes as the rocky mountainside gets closer and closer. Frantically, you pour all of your willpower into the energy pooled within you, using whatever you have left and centering it so it coalesces at the soles of your boots. Itās just enough to generate a bit of friction, and finally you find yourself slowing before touching down safely on the ground.
Wide-eyed and shaky, you nearly collapse before Iron Fist catches you and helps you stay upright. Even under his mask you can see the way his brow creases with worry.
āTh-that was⦠that was close,ā you stammer out. āS-sorry.ā
Seemingly a little less disoriented, he chuckles. Once heās sure you can stand on your own, he cradles your face in his hands, and those brown eyes gaze warmly into your own. āHey, weāre alive. Thatās what matters.ā
A trembling titter passes through your teeth, and you shut your eyes and lean into his touch. After a long sigh, you nod. In the silence that follows, a soft, distant trickling sound catches your ear, and your eyelids flutter open to find its source. LiĆØ hears it as well, and a knowing smile draws upon his lips.
āSo, about that sightseeing you wanted to doā¦ā he begins, and you give him a curious look. Heās up to something, but you have no idea what it could be.
āI donāt think Iām in any state to be sightseeing right now--ā
He puts a finger to your lips and you hush immediately, feeling your cheeks warm in response. His hands fall from your face before he suddenly scoops you up into his arms, bringing a startled yelp from you before he begins bounding down the mountain.
āH-hey! What are you--!?ā
But as he carries you over the rounded stones and lush foliage towards the base of the mountain, that trickling sound grows louder, and you gasp as the leaves part to reveal a hot spring bathed in the light of the full moon. Even at its edge you can feel the humid warmth of the steam seeping into your weary body.
āEver bathed in a hot spring before?ā he hums, and you donāt miss the way his eyes trail down your body as he holds you.
āNo, I canāt say I have,ā you respond honestly, feeling a heat born from something other than the nearby steam.
He lowers you to the ground gently before taking a few steps forward with his back facing you. His fingers get to work unwrapping the yellow bandages coiled around his arms, letting them flutter down like ribbons onto the stone beneath you. Next, he unties his mask, discarding it in a similar fashion, and then you hear the clinking of his belts before the thud of leather hits the ground.
āLiĆØā¦?ā you whisper, not trusting your voice fully as he continues to undress before you. He merely turns his head towards you and smirks, and with a rustling of fabric he stands shirtless before you. Moonlight glistens and illuminates his defined muscles, rippling with every movement he makes, and your breath catches in your throat.
āPeople donāt typically bathe with their clothes on,ā he teases, making it sound like the most obvious explanation in the world for him stripping so sensually in front of you. When you still donāt seem to make any sort of move, he turns to face you. The two of you had never⦠well, youāve never even seen him shirtless like this before. You try not to let your gaze linger overlong at his broad chest or travel down too low to see the V of his hip bones disappear beneath his trousers--
The pad of his index finger finds your chin and lifts your head to look at him. āMy eyes are up here, yuĆØliĆ ng,ā he chides with a snicker. Though, his own eyes find themselves flickering down to your lips.
āYouāre so unfair,ā you accuse with a breathy laugh.
āSays the one still fully clothed,ā he retorts with a purr as his arm wraps around your waist.
You brace a hand against his bare chest, reveling in the warmth of his skin as your tongue wets your bottom lip. āI didnāt realize it was a race,ā you tease. Self-consciousness floods your thoughts at the realization of what was happening, and unwittingly your fingers tense against him. Concern softens his expression, and the hand at your chin caresses your cheek.
āY/Nā¦?ā He smiles tenderly. āAre you nervous?ā
Your eyes flicker back up to his. āIāve just⦠you and I, weāve neverā¦ā Unable to find the words, your voice trails off, fading into the sounds of the bubbling spring. āWhat if Iām notā¦?ā
āNot what?ā he inquires, searching your eyes for the answer you seem unable to give him. The hand at your waist rubs soothing circles into the small of your back.
It grows more difficult to maintain eye contact, so you find yourself staring instead at where your fingers rest upon his skin. āNot⦠not good enough? Pretty enough? I donāt knowā¦ā
āWĒ de yuĆØliĆ ngā¦ā he murmurs softly, shaking his head and embracing you into an almost smothering hug. āZĆ i wĒ xÄ«nzhÅng nĒ shƬ rĆŗcĒ mÄilƬ. NĒ hÄn wĆ”nmÄi.ā His breath whispers against your hair as he buries his nose into it. Your Chinese is limited, but you donāt have to understand much of it to know what heās trying to tell you. Beautiful. Perfect. It wrenches at your heart. Youāre misty-eyed when he pulls away, resting his hands on your shoulders. āBut if youāre not ready--ā
You silence him with your lips on his, wrapping your arms around his neck. His hands slide down your sides and rest at your hips, and strong fingers grip you tightly. When you pull away, he regards you with hooded eyes and parted lips.
āI⦠Iām ready,ā you breathe out. āBut⦠do you mind turning around while I undress?ā
LiĆØ chuckles but nods wordlessly, pressing a sweet and tender kiss to your forehead. He turns back towards the hot springs, shimmying out of his boots and pants and giving you a tantalizing glimpse of his toned ass before he disappears beneath the spring's waters.
You take a deep breath before divesting yourself of your superhero suit, fumbling a bit with the buckles and zippers. Your hands are trembling with nerves when you hook your thumbs into your panties and drag them down your thighs. If only you could see LiĆØ's face; his skin is flushed, and his eyes are squeezed shut to help him resist the temptation to sneak a peek at you. He's just better at masking his nerves than you are.
Steeling your resolve, you exhale shakily. āOkay, I⦠you can turn around now.ā
The water sloshes with how quickly he moves, and despite the humidity of the hot springs, he grows parched at the sight of you. Your arms and hands drape demurely over your breasts and between your legs, and you look away shyly under the intensity of his stare. The moonlight bathes your skin in its silvery splendor, and the trees behind you seem to almost bend around you and frame you perfectly in their lush foliage.Ā
āWowā¦ā he breathes quietly, at a loss for any other words. He steps towards you, making his way to shallower waters as his chest and hips reemerge in a cascade of water droplets, seemingly unperturbed by his own nudity. His cheeks turn a deep pink as he drinks you in. āNĒ hÄn wĆ”nmÄi.ā You are perfect. He brings his hands up to cradle your face and stare deeply into your eyes. They're warm, wet from the spring, and the feeling is oddly grounding while droplets trickle down your cheeks. Slowly, your arms fall to your sides. You bat your eyelashes at him with the tiniest of smiles.Ā
āYou're one to talk,ā you tease, your gaze flickering back down as your fingertip traces along his collarbone and follows the contours of his pectoral muscles.
The ego boost brings a cheeky grin to his lips, but he doesn't indulge it further. Instead, he brings your faces closer together and kisses you deeply, hungrily, groaning when his hands begin to wander. They tangle in your hair, wrap tightly around your back, grip at your waist⦠he's determined to feel every inch of you, and quickly the fire within you urges you to do the same to him. A surprised squeak sounds in your throat when he grabs your ass, kneading the plush of your skin in his palm.
āLiĆØ!ā you gasp as his lips press at the corner of your mouth, then your jaw, and finally nipping and sucking at the column of your neck. He lifts you by your rear, earning a giggle from you before you wrap your legs around him, and walks you back into the water to envelop you both in its steamy embrace. His arousal rests hard and hot against your stomach, and desire replaces any remaining reservations you had. All you could think about now was him, of his skin on yours, his lips hot and wet on your neck, his broad shoulders beneath your fingertips.Ā
With the water to help support your weight, he holds you against him with one hand as the other trails back over your ribcage, resting beneath your breast before cupping it and squeezing gently. Breathy moans slip from your lips and grow louder as he leans down and takes the stiff peak into his mouth. His tongue flicks up and down over the sensitive bud.
āYes, ohā¦ā
He hums against your skin, gazing up at your face with blown pupils. Every expression, every melody you sing because of him, is intoxicating.
āMm⦠how did I get so lucky?ā he muses while pressing tender kisses in the valley of your breasts. āTo have such a beautiful, strong woman in my arms, singing me her praisesā¦ā He adjusts his hold on you, sliding you down just a bit and bringing you face to face again. The water laps soothingly against your bare skin. Your eyes flutter closed when the backs of his fingers brush gingerly along your cheekbone.
āI hear being the Immortal Iron Fist helps one's chances,ā you giggle, and he scoffs in mock offense. Your smile widens and you press your forehead to his. āBut being LiĆØ, my dragon, myā¦ā You choke on your words for a moment, but only a moment.
āMy loveā¦āĀ
You feel your face heat up at your own words, but they were words long coming. ā... that's all it takes. All I've ever wanted.ā
āYuĆØliĆ ng,ā he exhales sharply, the term of endearment a reverent hiss upon his lips. Those same lips crash upon yours once more, and your arms wrap eagerly about his neck. His brow furrows, and between kisses he whispers those sweet words. āWĒ Ć i nĒ.ā
You grip the black hair at the nape of his neck tightly, but not nearly so tight as the hold this man has over your pounding heart. Your mouth slants over his, kissing him deeper, delving your tongue between the seam of his lips. He meets your efforts eagerly, curving over you as your back arches and your chest presses against him. One hand finds the small of your back to draw you impossibly closer. When he pulls away from your devouring kiss, you're both panting for air.Ā
āLet me make love to you,ā he begs breathlessly. His nose nudges yours affectionately and his brow creases. āPlease.ā
Never in a million years would you say no to that. You kiss him tenderly before nodding softly. āI want you, LiĆØ. All of you.ā
He groans and rolls his hips, his evident desire sliding along your heat and drawing a gasp from your lips. You were no virgin, but he was thick, and your mind was long gone with fantasies of how he would feel inside of you. Not that you would have to wait long for those fantasies to become reality, of course; he peppers your face and neck with kisses while he continues to grind against you. His hand reaches down for a handful of your ass, guiding your hips as you join him in the search for that delicious friction. The hot spring water only makes your movements easier, and on more than one occasion he nearly slips right in. When the bulbous head presses up against your clit, you whimper and your thighs tremble, and you can feel yourself growing wetter even without the spring's help.
āFuck,ā he curses under his breath. He holds you still, and you brace your hands on his shoulders while he begins deliberately guiding the head of his cock up and down your slit. Your hot, slickened folds are too inviting to resist, and slowly, torturously and slowly, he sinks the tip into your heat. You steady your breathing and force yourself to relax the tension in your body at the sudden intrusion. His hips rock into yours, finding it hard to breathe himself as he stretches you out inch by inch.
āLiĆØ, oh gods--ā you hiss before your jaw goes slack with a moan. Heās sheathed himself in you completely, and you've never felt quite so full. He stills inside you instantly as worry etches his features.
āAre⦠are you okay?ā he stammers out, tenderly cupping your cheek. Itās obviously difficult for him to keep himself from rutting into you like a wild animal, and you feel his cock twitch impatiently while your walls clench around him.
āI-Iām fine,ā you breathe out. āYou're just, um⦠shit⦠you're so bigā¦ā
His concern fades instantly and is replaced with a cocky grin much more becoming of his handsome face. A groan of approval growls in his throat and heās grinding into you again, the water splashing gently with the movement, angling his cock back and forth with shallow thrusts.
āIs that soā¦?ā he muses coyly. His thumb traces your bottom lip. āI hope that wonāt be an issue.ā
You keen as every move he makes leaves his cock dragging languidly back and forth against that perfect spot. āN-no, I--ā
He interrupts you by taking your lip between his teeth and tugging on it softly. A staggered breath whispers from you.
āGood,ā he purrs. He sucks on your bottom lip before darting his tongue out, inviting you to part your lips and let him in. A devouring groan hums and vibrates from him into the kiss. Your tongues dance sensually, feverishly, and he starts thrusting into you with renewed vigor. Shutting your eyes tight, you tangle your fingers in his short black hair, and your high pitched whimpers pour into the kiss.
It's easy to forget the battle you had fought not even an hour ago. It certainly doesn't feel like he was fighting for his life against a demon twenty times his size. His seemingly endless stamina ripples through bulging muscles to help him piston in and out of you. His movements favor precision over speed, deliberately drawing back and making sure you feel every inch before he slams back into you.
You're so lost in pleasure, but when he pulls away and stares into your eyes your breath hitches in your throat. There's so much adoration in those brown eyes, so much love and affection reserved for you and you alone. Your hands draw back to cup his face gingerly while he bounces you up and down.
āLiĆØā¦ā you breathe softly. He turns his head and presses a kiss to your palm.
Half-lidded eyes blink slowly, lovingly at you. āYou feel perfect,ā he praises.Ā
āMmā¦ā you moan with a dreamy smile, āMore, LiĆØ, please.ā
A low chuckle rumbles in his chest. āCan you hover in the water?ā
You blink curiously at him. āI⦠yes, of course, but--ā
āJust do it, trust me,ā he states with a coy smirk.Ā
Your hands fall from his face to rest at your sides, and it takes a surprising amount of concentration to summon the energy to fly, even if you're just hovering in place. Whether it's due to exhaustion from the earlier battle or simply that he's fucking you so well⦠it's hard to say. After a few moments, he feels your weight lifting from his firm hold. His thrusts pause, and he huffs out a laugh when you whine at the loss of stimulation.Ā
āKeep your legs up like that. Hold onto my shoulders if you need to. Otherwise,ā he pauses, cocking his head to the side and flashing you a cheeky smile, ā...just remember that you asked for this, yuĆØliĆ ng.ā
You barely have time to ponder what he means by that before both of his hands grip you by the waist and his hips slam into yours. A soundless scream leaves your jaw agape as he pours every bit of his strength into his thrusts. Despite the roughness of it, you can feel the way your cunt squeezes him tighter, sucking him in every time his cock drags back out. Skin slaps against skin, and it takes every last bit of concentration and willpower you have to keep yourself aloft. The hot spring's waters splash and spray about with the frantic pace he sets, disturbing the peace of the night with the cacophonous symphony of your lovemaking.Ā
Now that he doesn't have to hold you up himself, one hand rests on your stomach as his thumb seeks out your clit. A shock of pleasure courses through your body that leaves your toes curling. Aided by your slick and the warm water, the digit glides effortlessly in circles, and soon he's timing it perfectly with every deep thrust of his length. You find your voice again even if all you can muster are broken moans.Ā
āF-f-hah-uh-ugh-uck!ā you babble, each stammer coinciding with the hammering of his cock deep within you. It chisels away at all sense, leaving you raw and vulnerable but hotter and hotter. It burns and licks as the fires of pleasure spark brighter and more intense. Nails dig into his shoulders to keep you from wobbling mid-air.
His tone tells you all you need to know even if you don't recognize all the words. The low, possessive growl in his voice leaves you a whimpering mess, and you feel yourself creeping closer and closer to the precipice.
āLiĆØ, oh, f-fuck--!ā you gasp. āRight there, yes!ā
An airy chortle hums in his chest between grunts. āNĒ zhÄnmÄi.ā He takes your breast in his palm before tweaking the bud between his fingertips, and he leans in to kiss and suck at your neck. The sensations overwhelm you as your moans and whimpers grow higher and higher in pitch. His movements are messy, more instinctive than deliberate, as he gets closer to his own release.
āYes, yes, oh, yes--!ā
He canāt help himself from biting down at the sensitive spot heās discovered at the crook of your neck, and it has you seeing stars. You send him into a frenzy with your sweet song, a siren calling him and begging him to ravage you utterly and completely. And gods, does it feel better than anything youāve ever felt. Your body feels like itās floating even beyond the literal sense of your powers, cresting higher and higher and--
āCum for me, yuĆØliĆ ng.ā His voice is right there at your ear, a low, seductive growl, and the cord within you finally snaps.
āLiĆØ!ā you scream, your body convulsing in a mind-shattering orgasm. His thrusts falter as he feels you clamp down and flutter around his cock. A broken groan cracks in his throat and he doubles his efforts, pistoning into you relentlessly as you cry and babble out moans from the overstimulation.
āF⦠Fuck, Y/N, I--shit!ā He quickly pulls out of you before taking himself in hand, cursing and exhaling guttural moans as he strokes himself feverishly beneath the waterās surface. He maintains eye contact with you the entire time, drinking in your half-lidded expression. With a final string of huffs and grunts he cums with a cry of your name, emptying himself into the spring. His forehead falls against yours, out of breath, pulling you into his arms as the two of you come down from your high.
You slump back down into the water and allow yourself the comfort of his embrace. He starts pressing slow, lazy kisses to your lips, your cheeks, the tip of your nose, drawing giggles from you that bring a goofy smile to his face. The peace of the night returns, and the only sounds around you are the bubbling of the spring and the soft, chirping chorus of insects and amphibians about. Your heart feels full, warm, and your eyes find his as you gaze at him reverently.
āI love you,ā you whisper.
His doe eyes soften before he gives you a deeper, more insistent kiss. āI love you too.ā
EVERY UNIVERSE ā viltrumite! mark grayson x reader
INVINCIBLE MASTERLIST
WARNINGS: character death, death in childbirth, grief, delusion, kidnapping, obsession, forced role play, forced marriage, talks of having children, oral sex (fem receiving), sexual assault
MINORS DNI
Mark had fought wars. Conquered planets. Crushed civilizations beneath his fists.
But none of that had ever made his heart pound like this.
He knelt beside the bed, his fingers tightly interlocked with hers as she screamed through another contraction. His free hand pushed damp hair from her forehead, his chest aching at the sight of her tears, the strain in her face.
āYouāre doing amazing,ā he whispered, his voice barely steady. āJust a little more, okay?ā
She didnāt answer, only squeezed his hand tighter. Hard enough that, if he were human, she might have broken something. But he wasnāt. And he wished more than anything that he could take her pain, bear it for her.
Another screamāthen the sound of a babyās first cry split the air.
Markās breath hitched.
The doctors moved quickly, cleaning the infant, wrapping him in soft cloth before carefully placing him in Markās arms. His son. His beautiful son.
His heart swelled, his chest so full he thought it might burst. He turned immediately, eager to share this moment with her. But then he saw her. Too still. Too pale. His smile faded. āY/N?ā
She blinked slowly, exhaustion weighing heavy on her. But then, she gave him the smallest, softest smile. āRemember,ā she whispered, her voice barely above a breath, āIāll love you in every universe.ā
The monitors shrieked.
āHer heart rateās dropping!ā
āWeāre losing her!ā
āNoāno, no, noāā Mark clutched her hand tighter, desperate, pleading. āStay with me. Stay with me, please.ā
Her fingers, so warm, so full of life just moments ago, slowly went limp. Mark watched helplessly as the light faded from her eyes. As her breath hitched, then stopped. A sound tore from his throat. A broken, wounded thing.
The doctors moved around him, shouting, working. But he already knew. She was gone. His love. His heart. His one weakness. Gone. The baby in his arms whimpered softly, unaware.
Mark barely breathed as he pressed his forehead to hers, his grip on her hand unrelenting, as if he could keep her here by sheer will alone. He had conquered galaxies. But he couldnāt save her. And something inside him shattered.
The nights were always the hardest. Mark sat in the dimly lit nursery, cradling his son against his chest. The baby had finally fallen asleep, his tiny fingers curled into the fabric of Markās shirt, his breath warm and steady.
Mark exhaled, pressing a soft kiss to his sonās forehead. āYou look like her,ā he whispered.
It had been months. Months of waking up to an empty bed. Months of staring at the space beside him, hopingāprayingāthat maybe it had all been a nightmare. That sheād be there, smiling at him, telling him he was just being dramatic. But she wasnāt. She never would be. A knock at the window broke his thoughts.
Mark turned, already knowing who it was before he even saw him. Nolan. His father hovered just outside, arms crossed, expression unreadable. Mark sighed, carefully laying his son in his crib before stepping onto the balcony.
The cold night air bit at his skin, but he barely felt it. Nolan wasted no time. āYou canāt keep doing this.ā Mark stiffened. āDoing what?ā
āWasting away here,ā his father said, gesturing toward the nursery. āI know youāre grieving. But youāre still Viltrumite. You have responsibilities.ā Markās jaw clenched. āMy responsibility is to my son.ā
āYour responsibility is to your empire,ā Nolan corrected. āEarth is filled with beautiful women, Mark. You could find someone new. Move on.ā
Move on?
Markās hands curled into fists, his rage simmering beneath the surface. His fatherās words shouldnāt have surprised him, but they did. āThere is no moving on,ā Mark said coldly.
Nolan shook his head, sighing like he was dealing with a stubborn child. āOne of your duties is to repopulate the Viltrum Empire. You know that.ā Markās stomach turned.
His father made it sound so⦠mechanical. Like love didnāt matter. Like she didnāt matter. Mark took a step forward, voice dangerously low. āGet out.ā Nolan studied him for a long moment before nodding. āYou canāt run from your duty forever.ā
And with that, he was gone. Mark stood there for a long time, staring into the empty sky before finally going back inside.
His son stirred slightly as Mark sat beside the crib, brushing soft curls from his tiny face. Mark exhaled shakily, leaning down to press a kiss to his sonās forehead.
āI would never replace your mother,ā he whispered. āShe was one of a kind.ā His voice broke on the last word, but he didnāt care. Because it was the truth.
The blood wouldnāt wash off. Mark stood in the ruins of another battlefield, his breathing ragged, his hands trembling at his sides. The bodies of fallen rebels littered the ground, their broken forms barely recognizable.
They had fought back. Resisted his rule. They were gone now. It was becoming easier.
The rage came quicker, burned hotter. The grief never leftāit only morphed into something sharper, something ruthless. A blade he wielded without hesitation.
He used to be better than this. But she had made him better. And now she was gone.
āSir?ā A Viltrumite soldier approached cautiously, as if sensing the storm beneath his skin. āThe planet is secure.ā
Mark didnāt answer at first. He flexed his fingers, still slick with blood, before finally nodding. āGood.ā That was it. No mercy. No remorse. Just another victory. Another hollow, meaningless victory.
āø»
He barely slept. When he did, it was worse.
The nightmares were relentless. He saw her faceāsmiling, laughing, whispering his nameāonly to watch it twist in pain, her body growing cold in his arms again and again.
Mark would wake up gasping, drenched in sweat, reaching for herāonly to find the bed empty.
Always empty. His son was the only thing keeping him tethered.
The boy was growing fast, his motherās eyes staring up at him with innocent curiosity. But Mark could see it, the way the nannies and caretakers whispered, the way the guards stiffened when he passed.
They were afraid. Of him. And maybe they should be. He wasnāt the same man anymore. He was a weapon with nothing left to lose. And without her, he was slipping. Falling. And soon, he knew, there wouldnāt be anything left to save.
Mark sat alone in his war room, staring at the holographic projections of his conquered territories. Planets bent to his will. Armies at his command. An empire expanding without resistance.
And yet, none of it mattered. It was all meaningless. His fingers tapped against the table, his mind drifting, drowning in memories he couldnāt escapeāuntil a voice interrupted.
āWell, well. You look even worse than I expected.ā
Markās eyes snapped up. Angstrom Levy stood before him, his usual smug expression in place. The air around him crackled with residual energy from whatever dimension he had just stepped through.
Markās body tensed immediately. āYou have five seconds to tell me why youāre here before I rip your head off.ā Angstrom merely chuckled, unbothered. āI wouldnāt be so hasty. I have something you want.ā
Markās glare darkened. āThereās nothing you could offer me.ā
Angstromās smile widened. āOh, I think there is.ā
He stepped closer, lowering his voice to a conspiratorial whisper. āWhat if I told you⦠you could have her back?ā
Markās breath caught. His heartācold and empty for so longālurched violently in his chest.
Angstromās grin grew at his reaction. āThereās a universe out there where sheās alive. Whole. Untouched by tragedy. You could see her again, hold her again.ā
Markās jaw clenched. āā¦Whatās the catch?ā
Angstrom tilted his head, feigning innocence. āThat universeāitās a problem for me. I need it gone. And you⦠well, youāve never had an issue destroying things, have you?ā
Mark didnāt hesitate. āIāll do it.ā The words left him almost too fast, his desperation barely contained. Angstrom chuckled. āNo second thoughts? No moral dilemma?ā
Markās hands curled into fists. āI donāt care what happens to that universe. I donāt care about anything except her.ā
Angstrom nodded approvingly. āThen we have a deal.ā He reached out a hand, and without hesitation, Mark took it. A deal with the devil. A promise of salvation. And the only thing standing between him and his wifeāwas the destruction of an entire world.
Mark stood over his sonās crib, watching as the small child blinked up at him with wide, curious eyes. For a moment, just a moment, the weight of what he was about to do pressed against his chest. He reached down, brushing soft curls from the boyās forehead, memorizing every detailāhis tiny hands, his motherās nose, the way he reached for his father without hesitation.
Innocent. Oblivious. Mark exhaled sharply. He couldnāt waver now. āIāll be back,ā he whispered, voice firm. āAnd Iāll bring your mother with me.ā
The child let out a small babble, reaching up. Mark allowed himself a single moment of hesitation before pressing a kiss to his sonās forehead.
Then he stepped back, handing him off to the waiting caretaker. The woman held the child close, but her eyes were nervous, wary. She should be.
Mark turned without another word, his cape billowing behind him as he left the nursery. Angstrom was waiting, a smug expression on his face. āTouching.ā
Mark didnāt acknowledge the comment. He didnāt care what Angstrom thought. All that mattered was the portal crackling before him, swirling with unstable energy. A gateway to another world.
A world where she was alive. Without hesitation, without fear, Mark flew forward. And as the portal swallowed him whole, only one thought consumed him. Finding her.
The sky burned.
Buildings crumbled beneath his fists, entire cities reduced to nothing but dust and ruin. Screams echoed through the streets, but Mark barely heard them.
He moved like a force of natureāunstoppable, unrelenting. This world didnāt matter. These people didnāt matter. Only she did.
Somewhere in this universe, she was alive, breathing, unaware that he was tearing apart her world just to reach her.
Angstrom had delivered on his promise. The coordinates, the exact places where she might be. But Mark wasnāt going to waste time searching quietly.
He would burn this entire planet to the ground if it meant finding her faster.
A heroāa version of someone he might have once called an allyāflew at him, fists glowing with energy. Mark caught his arm mid-strike, crushing bone with barely any effort before throwing the man through a collapsing skyscraper.
A woman in a high-tech suit fired at him, shouting something about surrender.
Mark punched clean through her chest, barely sparing her a glance as her body hit the ground. None of it mattered. None of them mattered.
He flew through the smoke-choked air, eyes scanning the ruins below. The scent of fire and blood filled his lungs.
Thenāhe saw her. Or rather, a version of her. Standing in the middle of a shattered street, staring at him with wide, terrified eyes. Markās heart pounded.
He landed hard enough to crack the pavement, stepping forward, fists still bloodied, eyes wild. Her lips parted, confusion flickering across her face. āā¦Mark?ā
A broken breath left him. It was her. It was really her. For the first time in years, his heart felt like it was beating again.
His muscles loosened, his breath shaky as he took another step forward, reaching outā But she took a step back. And the look in her eyes wasnāt love. It was fear. Markās fingers twitched. His mind screamed at him that it didnāt matter, that she would understand, that she would see soon enough that he was doing this for her.
A tremor ran through the ground as another explosion shook the city. Smoke curled in the air between them. Mark clenched his jaw.
No matter what she thought nowāno matter how much she resistedāhe had already decided. He had come too far. She wasnāt going to slip away from him again. She took another step back.
Markās stomach twisted. He could hear her heartbeat, the sharp, uneven rhythm of it. Not with love, not with reliefā With fear. āNo,ā he said, almost pleading. He took a step forward, closing the space she was so desperately trying to create between them. āItās me.ā
She didnāt move. Didnāt speak. Her eyes darted to the bodies, the fire, the shattered remains of her city.
He followed her gaze, and for the first time, he saw what she saw. Not a lover. Not a husband. A monster. Mark swallowed hard. āI did this for you.ā She flinched.
His hands clenched into fists. This wasnāt how it was supposed to go. She was supposed to run to him, throw her arms around him, tell him sheād been waiting. That sheād missed him as much as he missed her.
Instead, she was trembling.
āStay away from me,ā she whispered.
Mark froze.
She didnāt mean that. She couldnāt.
Not her.
Not after everything he had doneāeverything he sacrificedājust to see her again.
The ground trembled as another explosion rocked the city. Her gaze flickered to the destruction, then back to him. And she ran. Mark stood there for half a second, stunned, before instinct kicked in. It didnāt matter. She could run. He was faster.
Before she could take three steps, he was on her, an iron grip closing around her wrist. He barely registered her gasp of fear as he spun her toward him, crushing her against his chest.
āLet me go!ā she screamed, thrashing, but he didnāt. He couldnāt.
He buried his face in her hair, inhaling deeply, his entire body trembling.
āI lost you once,ā he murmured. āIām not losing you again.ā
She shoved at his chest, panic lacing her every movement. āYouāre not my Markāā
His grip tightened.
āThis universe tried to take you from me,ā he said, his voice dangerously calm. āI wonāt let it.ā
She whimpered, twisting in his grasp, her struggles growing weaker against his impossible strength.
He pressed his lips to her temple. āNo matter what happens,ā he whispered, āyouāre coming home with me.ā
She was so still in his arms.
Mark barely heard the others as he landed in front of the houseāDebbieās house. Or at least, the version that existed in this universe. His mother wasnāt here, not really. None of these people mattered.
But she did.
Her unconscious body was warm against his chest, her face relaxed in a way he hadnāt seen in years. He held her just a little closer.
The other Marks were already gathered, watching him with varying expressions. Some amused, some indifferent.
āWhy the hell did you bring her?ā One of them, sporting a yellow and black suit, frowned. Mark didnāt even look up. āShe was part of my deal.ā
Mohawk! Mark scoffed, smirking. āLook at this guyāso pussy whipped he traveled across dimensions!ā
A few of them chuckled, but he didnāt react. Viltrumite Mark growing annoyed with the Mohawk variant, spoke. āWhere is Angstrom?ā
The others shrugged, murmuring amongst themselves. Then, as if on cue, a green portal cracked open before them.
Viltrumite! Mark barely paid attention to the conversation that followed. He knew the drillāAngstrom would send them all home, back to their respective worlds, back to the wars and chaos and bloodshed that defined them.
But for once, Mark wasnāt thinking about any of that. His attention remained on the woman in his arms, his fingers absently brushing against her back. Heād spent so long fighting, so long clawing his way through blood and ash, just for this moment.
For her.
The portals to their dimensions flickered to life. The others began stepping through, disappearing one by one.
Mark adjusted his grip on her, cradling her closer as he moved toward his own portal.
And thenāhe was home. His warships still filled the sky. His empire still stood, unshaken. The weight of responsibility loomed overhead, but none of it felt as heavy anymore. Not now. Not with her back in his arms.
He gazed down at her peaceful face, brushing a stray strand of hair from her cheek. āWelcome home, my beloved,ā he whispered.
She stirred in his arms. Mark felt it instantlyāthe faint movement, the shift in her breathing. His grip on her tightened instinctively. She was waking up. Good. He wanted her to see.
Mark flew straight to the palace, the grand structure carved into the remains of a conquered world. It loomed over the city, a symbol of power and absolute rule. His soldiers bowed as he passed, their gazes flickering to the unconscious woman in his arms, but none dared to question him.
Inside, the halls were cold and vast, built for a king, not a man. The walls were adorned with war banners, artifacts of his victories. He had everythingāan empire, an army, a legacy that stretched across the stars.
And now, he had her.
He entered his private chambers, stepping past the balcony that overlooked the city. With careful hands, he laid her down on the large, ornate bed, adjusting her so she rested comfortably against the soft fabric.
Mark sat beside her, watching, waiting. A soft sound escaped her lips. Then, slowly, her eyelashes fluttered, and her breathing hitched. She was awake.
Her eyes met his, and for a brief second, there was nothing but confusionāuntil it all came rushing back. The invasion. The destruction. Him. Her body tensed, her breathing sharp and uneven. Mark reached out, brushing his fingers against her cheek. She flinched. His expression darkened. āDonāt look at me like that,ā he murmured.
She shoved at his chest, scrambling backward. āWhat did you do?ā Her voice trembled, her gaze darting around the unfamiliar room, realization sinking in. āWhere am I?ā Mark caught her wrist before she could move any further. He pulled her close, forcing her to face him.
āYouāre home,ā he said simply.
Her breath hitched. āNoāno, this isnātāā Mark shushed her, pressing his forehead against hers. āI know itās overwhelming,ā he whispered. āBut youāll see. This is where you belong.ā
She trembled in his grasp. āYou killed all those peopleāā
āI had to.ā His voice was firm, resolute. āI did it for you.ā
Tears welled in her eyes, but Mark only held her closer, his thumb tracing gentle circles against her wrist. āYouāll understand soon enough,ā he murmured. He wouldnāt let her go. Not this time.
Mark sat on the throne, fingers drumming idly against the armrest, his gaze locked on her.
She sat on the edge of the massive bed, stiff and silent, her hands gripping the sheets as if they were the only thing grounding her. She hadnāt spoken since heād told her she was home. She was still processing. That was fine. She had time.
The heavy doors creaked open. Mark didnāt look away from her as his father stepped into the room, his presence as commanding as ever. Nolan was one of the few people who could enter without permission, but even he hesitated at the sight before him.
Mark finally turned, watching as his fatherās eyes landed on her. Nolan stilled. His brows furrowed. He took a slow step forward, then another, his expression unreadable.
āI donāt know how you managed to do thatā¦ā Nolan muttered, eyes flickering between Mark and the woman sitting frozen on the bed. Then, to Markās satisfaction, his fatherās lips curled into something almost approving. āā¦But good job, son.ā
Markās chest swelled at the praise. Nolan looked at her again, studying her faceāthe same face that belonged to a woman who had died years ago. He exhaled, shaking his head slightly.
āInteresting.ā His gaze turned to Mark. āAnd she remembers you?ā
āShe will,ā Mark said simply. She let out a shaky breath, looking between the two Viltrumites towering over her. āYouāyou canāt just keep me hereāā
Nolan huffed a quiet laugh. āSheās feisty.ā Mark smirked. āShe was always like that.ā
Nolan clapped a hand on his sonās shoulder. āSheāll learn. Just like the rest.ā Mark nodded. He already knew that. She would understand. In time, sheād accept her place. She had to.
She shivered under his touch. Markās hands lingered, tracing the curves of her waist as he helped her adjust the fabric of the Viltrumite clothing. The white and gray fit her perfectly, the gold accents catching the dim light of the room. It was a queenās attireāhis queen. He slid his palms over her arms, up to her shoulders, pressing a slow, deliberate kiss against the curve of her neck.
āI missed you,ā he murmured, his lips brushing against her skin.
She tensed but didnāt pull away. He took that as progress. His fingers interlaced with hers, his grip firm yet careful. āCome,ā he said, leading her toward the door. āItās time you met your son.ā She halted mid-step.
Mark turned, watching the shock ripple across her face. Her son. A sharp breath left her lips. āYouāre lying.ā Markās expression softenedājust slightly. āI wouldnāt lie to you.ā
She stared at him, searching for deception, for some cruel trick. But there was none. Slowly, cautiously, she allowed him to lead her forward.
As they walked through the towering halls of the palace, her hand still in his, she realized there was no escaping this. No waking up from whatever nightmare she had been pulled into. Because this wasnāt a nightmare to him. To Markāthis was a dream fulfilled.
Her breath caught in her throat.
The nursery was warm, quiet, bathed in soft golden light. And thereānestled in the cribāwas him. Her baby boy.
She froze in the doorway, unable to move, unable to breathe. He was so small, so perfect. He had her nose, her eyes, tiny fingers curling in excitement as he saw her. Thenāhe babbled, reaching out. Her legs felt weak.
āHe recognizes you,ā Mark murmured, his voice thick with satisfaction. His hand found her waist, warm and possessive, gently pushing her forward. āHis mother.ā Tears welled in her eyes.
She wanted to run to him, to scoop him up, to hold him close and never let go. But fear held her in place. This wasnāt her world. Wasnāt her baby. And yetāwhen he let out a tiny whimper, his arms still reachingāher body moved before her mind could stop it.
She stepped forward, hesitantly, and carefully lifted him into her arms. He cooed, tiny hands grabbing at her clothes, his warmth pressing against her chest.
A sob threatened to escape her lips. Markās arms wrapped around her from behind, his chin resting on her shoulder as he watched the scene unfold. āSee?ā he whispered, his breath warm against her ear. āThis is where you belong.ā
Days passed in a blur. She barely spoke. Barely slept.
Her sonāMarkās sonānever left her arms for long. Every time she tried to distance herself, the child would fuss and cry, his tiny hands gripping onto her as if he knew, deep down, that she wasnāt supposed to leave. And Mark⦠Mark was always there. Watching. Guiding. Touching.
His hands were never far, resting on her back when she carried their son through the halls, brushing against her waist when he led her to meals, tilting her chin up when he demanded her attention.
He never forced her, never raised his voice. But his presence was suffocating. And yetāshe couldnāt bring herself to fight him. Not when he looked at her like that. Like she was his entire world.
Not when their sonāher sonāclung to her, trusting, innocent, unaware of the war raging in her heart.
The palace was beautiful, grand and open, yet it felt like a cage. She could roam wherever she wanted, but there were always eyes on her. Viltrumite soldiers nodded as she passed, but there was no mistaking their purpose. They were guards. Watchers.
Mark didnāt treat her like a prisoner. But she was one. And the worst part? The longer she stayed, the more the thought of leaving terrified her.
Dinner was quiet. It always was.
Mark sat across from her at the long, polished table, their son nestled in her lap, babbling happily as he played with a small golden trinket. She barely touched her food, only picking at it while Mark ate with a steady, satisfied ease.
Then, casuallyālike it was the most natural thing in the worldāhe said it. āWe should have more children.ā Her hands froze. More? Her breath hitched, her chest tightening as she processed his words.
She hadnāt even had one childānot really. Not in this life. This wasnāt her son, not the way Mark believed. And yet, he spoke as if she had been his wife all along, as if nothing had changed.
Like she hadnāt changed. She swallowed hard, her fingers curling around the fabric of her dress. His wifeās dress. The realization hit her like a blow. The way he dressed her, in fine silks and intricate embroideryāhis wifeās clothes. The way he touched her, lingering, reverentāas if she had always been his.
The way he guided her, suggested how she should wear her hair, what jewelry suited her bestāthe way his wife had worn it. He was trying to replace her. Noānot replace. To bring her back. Her lips parted, her throat dry. Mark watched her expectantly, his gaze warm, unwavering.
āY/N?ā His voice was soft, affectionate, like they were having an ordinary conversation between husband and wife. āWhat do you think?ā She forced herself to breathe.
Her sonānot hers, not reallyāgiggled in her lap, blissfully unaware of the tension thickening in the air. Her pulse pounded in her ears. What did she think? She thought she was drowning. She couldnāt answer.
Her throat tightened as she stared at him, at the quiet expectation in his eyes. He meant it. Every word. More children. A future. A life she had never lived, but one he had already decided belonged to her.
Her fingers trembled against the fabric of her dress. Markās hand reached across the table, covering hers, grounding, steady.
āYouāre quiet,ā he murmured, tilting his head slightly. āIs something wrong?ā Everything. Everything was wrong. But she couldnāt say that.
Not when his grip was so gentle, yet so firm. Not when his thumb traced slow circles against her skin, comforting, possessive. Not when theirāhisāson looked up at her with bright, adoring eyes, completely unaware of the storm raging inside her.
She swallowed hard. āI just⦠wasnāt expecting that.ā
Mark chuckled, leaning back in his seat. āI know itās a lot to consider.ā His gaze softened, his fingers still trailing against hers. āBut weāve lost enough time already.ā
Her stomach twisted. Lost time. To him, she had always been his wife. His love. The mother of his child.
And now, he wanted more. More memories that werenāt hers. More children she had never carried. More years stolen from a life she had never lived. Her silence stretched too long. Markās smile faltered, just slightly. His fingers tightened, just barely.
āā¦Y/N?ā His voice was still soft, but there was something else now. A quiet warning. She forced herself to meet his gaze. Lying to him would be dangerous. But the truthāher truthāwasnāt an option.
So she did the only thing she could. She nodded. Mark exhaled, his smile returning in full force, his grip on her hand loosening just enough to feel like reassurance.
āI knew youād understand,ā he murmured. She forced herself to smile back. And inside, she screamed.
She lay in bed, stiff as a board, her body refusing to relax even as Markās arms encircled her.
The weight of his presence was suffocating, his warmth pressing against her side. She kept her breathing steady, eyes fixed on the ceiling, trying to will herself into some form of calm.
But Mark noticed. Of course, he did.
He shifted, rolling on top of her in one fluid motion. The air in her lungs stilled.
His bare chest pressed against her, his warmth inescapable. He was only wearing his pants, his body solid and strong, caging her in beneath him.
His fingers traced the line of her jaw, his touch feather-light, almost tender.
āI was broken without you,ā he murmured.
She sucked in a breath as his lips brushed against her neck, slow and lingering, his hot breath fanning over her skin.
āIām so glad to have you back.ā His voice was full of raw emotion, of something aching.She squeezed her eyes shut. This wasnāt right.
She wasnāt who he thought she was. But he believed it. With every touch, every kiss, every word, he believed it. And if she told him the truthā Would he even listen?
She shouldnāt feel this way. Her body shouldnāt be trembling beneath his touch, her breath shouldnāt be coming out in soft, uneven gasps. She shouldnāt want this.
Markās hands roamed her skin with slow, deliberate purpose, his lips dragging over her neck, her collarbone, lower. Every touch was practiced, familiar, like he had done this a thousand times before. Because he had. Justānot with her. Not really. But her body didnāt know the difference. Her body responded to him as if it did.
His fingers found the sensitive spots she didnāt even realize she had, his touch coaxing heat from her skin, his mouth whispering promises against her throatāmine, always mine, never leaving me again.
She bit her lip hard enough to draw blood, trying to hold back the traitorous sounds building in her chest. She hated him. She hated him.
He was a monster. He stole her from her life, tore her from her world, forced her into a role that was never meant to be hers. He was selfish, obsessive, violent.
But his hands were gentle. His voice was soft. His lips worshiped her as if she was something precious, something irreplaceable. And the worst part? Some part of her liked it.
Guilt twisted in her stomach, hot and suffocating, but it wasnāt enough to stop the shudder that racked her body as his fingers slid lower, as his voice murmured praises against her skin, as he played her like he had done this a thousand times before. Like he knew her.
Like she had always belonged to him. Her mind screamed at her to fight, to push him away, to remind herself who he really was. But her body betrayed her. And Mark knew it.
āPleaseā she begged, her hands shaking as she holds onto his shoulders. He kissed her mouth silencing her weak protests, she couldnāt even fight back. He pulled up her nightgown pulling down her panties. He tossed them aside, pulling her night gown over her head, he kisses down her chest, to her stomach, and finally to rest in between her legs. He moves her legs on his shoulders as he licks up her slit, using her fingers to open her folds, inserting two and thrusting. She quickly grew wet at his actions, her body acting on instinct, as he sucked on her clit, circling around the sensitive bud. Her legs clenched on his head but he paid no mind.
Continuing to eat her out like a starving man. She threw her head back, moaning helplessly. She wasnāt a virgin, nor was inexperienced in oral sex in any meansā yet all her past relationships never made her feel this good.
Her breath hitched as his fingers worked her apart, his touch agonizingly slow, purposeful. Every stroke, every brush of his lips against her skin, was meant to unravel her. And it was. Her body responded before her mind could fight it, hips shifting, breath catching, a soft, humiliating whimper slipping past her lips.
Her nails dug into the sheets, and she pulled his face closer to her warmth, she felt him smile against her. She squirmed and panted, āwaitā Iām gonnaā she cut herself off with a moan, and he added another finger, her walls stretched around him. She whimpered, feeling herself get close. He didnāt stop, if anything he worked harder. And soon she came, he licked her up, slupping up her juices. As he pulled away from her pussy, thin strings of cum connected his face. He just wiped it with his hand.
Mark chuckled against her throat, low and pleased. āSee?ā he murmured, dragging his tongue along her pulse. āYour body remembers me.ā She clenched her fists, shame burning through her even as heat pooled in her core. No. No, it doesnāt. This wasnāt hers to remember.
But the way he touched herālike he knew her inside and outāmade her question everything. This was how he touched her. His wife. The woman he had lost. The woman she wasnāt. Her mind screamed at her to shove him away, to fight, to remind himāremind herselfāthat this wasnāt real.
But her body betrayed her. Mark lifted his head, watching her with heavy-lidded eyes, drinking in her trembling form. His fingers teased, coaxing more from her, more reactions she didnāt want to give, more proof that he had already won.
She felt her resolve slipping, her body giving in, her mind clouded by pleasure and something far, far worseāacceptance. He leaned in, capturing her lips in a deep, claiming kiss. āYou were made for me,ā he whispered against her mouth. And God help herāsome part of her believed it.
Mark held her close, his arms wrapped around her as if he were afraid she might vanish if he let go. His grip was firm but not suffocating, his warmth engulfing her, steady and unyielding.
Her breath was slow, steady against his chest, her body slack in sleep. He brushed a hand over her hair, his lips pressing a soft kiss to the crown of her head. Good. She was adjusting.
It had been difficult at first. She had been quiet, withdrawn, hesitantābut now? Now she was soft in his arms, pliant beneath his touch. She was his again. Mark closed his eyes, inhaling deeply, satisfaction settling in his chest. Things were finally falling into place. She had fought itāhe had expected her toābut she was coming back to him.
She was coming back to herself. He just had to be patient. She loved him once. She would love him again. He would make sure of it.
What he didnāt knowāwhat he couldnāt seeāwas the war raging beneath the surface. Because she wasnāt asleep. Not really. She lay still, eyes shut, body curled against his, pretending, forcing herself to stay limp in his hold.
Because if she moved, she would break. She hated him. She had hated him from the moment he took her, from the moment he looked at her with that kind of love, from the moment he touched her and convinced her body to betray her.
But nowānow she didnāt just hate him. She hated herself. For letting this happen. For not fighting harder.
For letting herself feel anything other than disgust when he kissed her, when he touched her, when he made her his. For that one, fleeting moment where she almostāalmostāwanted it. Tears burned behind her eyelids, but she refused to let them fall.
Not here. Not where he could feel them, where he could comfort her, where he could twist her pain into something else. So she lay still. Silent. Hating him. Hating herself. And worst of allāhating the part of her that was terrified of the day she stopped hating it.
Invincible Variants x Female! Reader x Original Invincible
I don't know how to describe this lol
CW: Slight freakiness?
WC: 3,1k
"This is complete bullshit." You spat, gritting your teeth as you tugged at the tight metal collar that the assholes from the G.D.A had forcibly attached to you. It was blinking a green hue, and each time you went to go and grasp at it with the intention of ripping it apart, it would change to red, sending shockwaves of electricity that hurt like hell.
Putting your arms to your side, you raised a brow at the complete destruction that surrounded you. Blood splatter, broken buildings, and pieces of human remains that laid around only served to fuel your bad mood. Screams of civilians could be heard from the distance and instead of worry and concern flooding your senses, it was only annoyance.
You had been captured and locked away after another fight with Invincibleāand you couldn't believe you had been a fool to have been caught off guard. That stupid superhero, Invincible, got into your head and messed with you.
Each time you thought back to the moment back in that cell, a bitter taste flooded your mouth, and you couldn't help but bite your tongue.
"There's no way you've always been like... this." His voiceāGod, every time he would confront you he'd use this aggravating soft tone as if he was talking to a scared catācalled out to you, trying to reason with you.
"The fuck you know about that, pretty boy?" You scoffed, "How many times are you going to give me these pep talks? This is a fight, not a book club."
"How ever long it takes. You don't hurt people."
"Tell that to the people I sent to the hospital."
"FineāI misspokeāyou don't kill people. Even then, you're different from the other villains." He stepped towards you, pushing past the debris that you caused. "It's not too late to turn a new leaf. Change your ways."
"What makes you so confident in that, hm? Did you take one psychology course and suddenly you know exactly what I'm thinking?" You cackled, an amused smile gracing your lips.
"Maybe." He couldn't help but chuckle, shaking his head. "But we've fought long enough for me to know that you pull your punches. You drag out the fight just a few minutes more..." Invincible hesitated, something at the edge of his tongue that he wanted to say.
He cleared his throat, changing his mind. "... and I think you do that 'cause you like the company I give you. And I like giving it to you."
Your breath hitched, a small squeal itching at the back of your throat as you took a step back. What on Earth was he saying? "The fuck you getting at?" You snarled, but the stutter of your words were as clear as day. "I'm going to kill you for this sappy shit your saying."
Invincible's lips quirked into a smug grin, tilting his head to the right just slightly. "I don't think you will. I also think we can be... good friends, you know."
... Friends? Is he delusional?
Invincible eyes flickered behind his goggles, and his shoulders stiffened as he saw an agent had snuck up behind you while he was talking to you--a gun in hand. "Wait, fuck, look out!" He screamed.
You immediately tense, turning on your heel to see what was behind you. Though it was too late, the gun set off and a painful electric bolt stabbed into you. Your body immediately went limp, falling to the ground as you were being subjected to millions of bolts running through your body relentlessly.
"What the hell! I had all this under control, why did you do that?" You could hear Invincible's voice screech out, and a quick whoosh sound approached you. The superhero crouched next to you, cradling your head as he watched you spazz out uncontrollably.
This little shit is acting like he didn't plan this from the beginning. Caught you off guard with that fake friendship shit and have a goon take you out from behind? You should've fucking known.
"Fuck! Your going to be okay, I'm, I'm so sorry." He sounded so apologetic as he continued to cradle your head as if you were a delicate flower. Invincible then shifted his eyes to the G.D.A agent who had shot at you, glaring daggers. "How do I make this stop! Tell me!"
The pain and how tired your body quickly got overwhelmed you, your vision turning black as Invincibe's shouts faded into the distance.
You couldn't believe you fell for theāughāfriendship talk. You should've known he was just saying that crap to distract you, but with that superhero it was confusing!
Every other super would immediately get straight to business, throwing punches or whatever special power they had when they came on scene and see the absolute destruction you caused. Putting the safety of civilians above 'talking it out.'
Yet with Invincible it was the opposite; he seemed more concerned about you than the wreckage and terror you spread.
Destroying downtown with a maniac laugh escaping your throat? He'd just sigh and shake his head, calling out to you as if he had just caught you in an embarrassing act.
Throwing a civilian in the air at full speed? Oh, Invincible will just catch the dude and go, "Come on, (Y/N)!" In a playful way as if you had gone a little too far with playing around.
"Weirdo." You shivered as you recalled his weird behavior. The next time you see him, you will for sure kill Invincibleāor erm, the Invincible of this dimension? You've been dragged out of your cell and been briefed about some evil alternate Invincibles wreaking havoc all over the world. They needed every available resource they got out there to fend off the evil variants.
Well, at least you can practice the best way to kill your Invincible with the knock offs.
You jumped in the air, pushing yourself high so that you could see down below. Squinting, you scanned the area. The destruction stretched for miles, blaring cars and screams filled the air. You saw injured civilians using each other as support as they tried to run to safety.
You averted your gazeāall those governments assholes told you is to fight off variants, not save lives.
"No! Please! Aarrghh!" You heard a blood curling scream screech up ahead and you tilted your head in curiosity as you made your way towards it. Jumping off the destroyed structures like a frog jumping off lily pads.
Peering down, you saw a tall figure standing before a freshly dead body. The skull crushed and the brain spilled out slightly from the cracks. You raised a brow, an unimpressed look on your face as you observed the supposed variant.
He had no mask, his face was fully visible and the mohawk haircut out in full display. His suit was torn on the shoulder, dust sticking to the costume. He had a large shit eating grin on his face, a visible smile line accompanying it.
Is that what Invincible actually looks like without the mask? Huh, I guess he is actually a pretty boy.
Clicking your tongue, you put a hand on your hip as you watched Mohawk Invincible cackle to himself as he turned his head, his back facing you. A sly smirk creeps at the edge of your lips, your eyes dilating like a cat watching its prey unaware of what is behind them.
Without a second to hesitate, you leapt off the structure you were on, raising a fist. Clenching it tightly, you landed a solid hit on the upper part of his backāsending him flying to brick wall. "Score!" You whistled, his legs up the air as his head shoved into a patch of dirt.
Cracking your shoulder, you slowly began to approach Mohawk Invincible, "Those G.D.A suckers kept me in their basement for way too long, my body is all tense. Happy to be out, but sucks I got a shock collar on me." You hummed, talking to yourself as you used the back of your foot to leap from the floorāsending yourself flying to the variant.
"Wā"
You sent a harsh kick, sending him flying once more. Though this time, Mohawk Invincible caught himself, digging his hand into the ground. Whipping his head up, he swatted at the dirt dust that accumulated in the air from his body being dragged.
A tight fist met his jaw, sending his head backwards. Clenching his teeth, he whirled his head back, extending his arms and harshly tackling the person who had just attacked him. The variant put his whole-body weight on you and he was quick to grip a hand on your neck, squeezing as his eyes darting to your face as he raised his free hand to beat the hell out whoever ambushed him.
His eyes were angry, but it quickly faded as the dust settled and he saw who was under him. His clenched fist softened, blinking as there was no doubt in his mind that he was staring at this world's (Y/N). You looked the same, your perfect hair sprawled and the color of your eyes he used to stare lovingly staring daggers at him
"Oh shit, (Y/N)?" The variant called out, the solid grip grasping on your neck loosening. Your eyebrows furrowed, a knot in your stomach twisting as the same exact tone the variant was using sounded exactly the same as your Invincible's.
"That's me." You hissed, watching as his gaze flickered to the collar that was on your neck. With him distracted, you took the opportunity to land a hit on Mohawkāhis weight lifting. You rolled both of you over, and you connected your hands to his throat, pushing it down.
"How do you know that name?" You questioned. No one should know your real name.
"FuāFuckā(Y/N)," He choked out, staring up at you with something you couldn't recognize. Your Invincible always wore goggles so you never had to look into his eyes. You wondered if he had this look whenever he looked at you, and you grimaced as that made you uncomfortable.
The look wasn't hatred, anger, or fear. It was... some form of desperation. Not desperate to live, but desperate for something else. Or someone else.
"It'sāIt's you. Shit, it'sāit's really you." He heaved out, his hands grasping at your arms. He was holding them, not making an effort to tear them away. Hell, he was actually using his thumb to caress you instead of pulling you away.
He sat his neck up, bringing it closer to the chokehold you had on him, looking up at you with half lidded eyes. Your hands that were perfectly molded to touch him, the familiar weight of your body on top of himāFuuckk, he even got a small whiff of your scent.
He wasn't expecting to find this world's (Y/N) so soon. He held hope that this world's (Y/N) was still alive, planning to go looking for you after he wrecked some shit, but instead you found him.
He didn't expect you to jump him like this with this incredible strength. Are you a super in this dimension? God, right now he doesn't care, this is pretty fucking hot.
Mohawk slid his hands to your waist, squeezing the familiar curve that he used to grab so much. You were sitting on his stomach, but if you just moved your sweet ass a little lower you'd be at a perfect spot. He could just nudge you a few inches downā
You gasped, quickly pulling your hands from squeezing his throat as jumped backwards away from the man. The ghost touch of where his hands used to be on your body lingered, and you shivered as you scowled.
"What kind of perverted freak are you?" You growled, taking a defensive stance.
The variant merely coughed, cackles escaping his throat as he stood up from the ground. He brushed a hand over to his throat, his neck feeling empty without your hands squeezing them.
"What's wrong, babe? Figured your Mark liked being choked with how comfortable you were doing it with me." He laughed, his arms outstretched. "Can't blame a guy for enjoying a sample. You knowāI'm kind of itching for another one, round 2?"
You looked at him like he was crazy. "Who the hell is Mark?"
"Your boyfriend, duh."
"I don't have a boyfriend."
"He doesn't bag you?āAh whatever, friend or something." He rolled his eyes, bringing a finger to rub the inside of his ear.
You continued to stare at him like he was crazy. "I don't know anyone with that name." You hissed, irritated at this odd situation. The fact that he called you babe was driving you further up the wall of irritation.
That seemed to surprise him, his eyes wide. Every single variant had some sort of relationship with you, it was either dating or one-sided love. "Your a super then, right? You gotta know Invincible." He raised a brow, trying to gauge what the hell this universe's Mark was up to for you to not know his civilian identity.
You snorted. "Super? Don't fucking play with me. I'm not fighting you out of a 'heroic duty, I didn't have a choice,'" you rolled your eyes, tugging at the collar that was still beeping around your neck. "But Invincible? Yeah, I know that pretty boy, he's the reason I got thrown into G.D.A's little dungeon and have this zappy collar on me."
Not a super. Huh.
That left him a little dumbfounded, hell, your whole attitude left him dumbfounded. Not that he didn't like it, but more so it was so different. You were soft in his dimension and all the other dimensions according to the other variants about the stories they'd share about you, so this was certainly not what he was expecting.
"... You were captured by the G.D.A? You're not a good guy? Wow. Thatās new."
You groaned; you were done hearing the nonsense this Invincible variant was spitting at you. It made you confused and annoyed. Not answering his question, you lunged forward.
He blocked your attacks, dodging your leg kicks and jabs. "So, youāre naughty? I'm getting excited." He jested, biting his lips as his eyes bore into you. God, is he going to talk the entire time? "You're going to definitely like me then. Iām naughty myself, especially in bed.ā
"Shut the fuck up.ā
āFine, we can continue this foreplay. Fun!ā
āYouāre more annoying than my Invincible.ā You took a step back as you watched Mohawk Invincible lunge towards you with full speed. You steadied yourself, preparing to lunge towards him as well before a blur of black intercepted.
You dug your feet into the ground, whipping your hand around to see that another variant was here. They wore the same blue and black palette that the Mohawk variant wore, but their face was fully covered by a black mask.
"Ya dick!" Mohawk screeched, pushing off the fully masked variant. "I'm in the middle of something here, go somewhere else!"
The fully masked variant merely slapped the other variant's face to the ground, standing up hurriedly to look at you. He had heard the commotion, and your recognizable voice made his ears perk up.
It's been so long since he heard you speak, heard you breathe. His body started moving before his mind could process that you were alive in this universe.
"(Y/N)..." He breathed out, feeling his whole body go light as he took a step towards you. "YourāYour alive in this universe. Alive and healthy..." His eyes trailed to your figure, and you tensed. "... and strong. That's good."
"What am I supposed to be? Dead?"
"In my universe you died. You were sick." His voice broke, taking more steps towards you. This masked Invincible seemed different from the one with the Mohawk. Sad, but still held that same desperation. "I've missed you; I've missed momāboth of you were my world."
"What is with this sentimental bullshit?" You cut him off, shaking your head. You felt like you were intruding in some sort of sad romcom scene that wasn't supposed to be directed at you. This was really killing your appetite to kill Invincible. "Did we know each other?"
'I' knew that pervert and now this guy too.
He flinched, seemingly hurt from the fact that you didn't know how deep your two's relationship was. "Yeah, in my dimension we knew a lot of each otherā"
"āWell I'm not whatever lame ass version you think I am." You cut him off. You eyes darted to the two variants, wondering what to do next. If it was just, you and Mohawk, you could've had the shot to kill him. But two of them? Maybe it's best to sneak off. It'll be even worse if more Invincibles showed up.
Worse in a fighting aspect as well as worse in... whatever you call this strange phenomenon that was happening with these variants. Some alternate versions of you apparently had relations with these mentally unwell men, and you didn't want to find out how many more Invincibles had the googly eyes for you.
"That's okay. As soon as we find mom you can get to know me, and I can get to know more of you when we go home."
"Hey! I found her first, I get dibs, dipshit!" Mohawk sprang to action, his face contorting at the assumption that the masked asshole would be the one to take you home. He jabbed finger into the masked variant, shaking his head. "Go cry to your mommy! I was here first, fair and square."
"Don't talk to her as if she's an object!"
"Waaa! Waaa! That's what you sound like!"
You sweat dropped at the scene, they were acting like two children fighting over a toy. Though it worked great in your favor to escape from this situation. Turning on your heel, you were ready to make a break for it.
"You're both immature." A cold voice called out. You looked up, seeing two Invincibles hovering in the air.
One adorned the signature colors of Omniman, a red cape attached to his shoulders, while the other was wearing a white uniform. The Omni-Invincible had his arms crossed as he looked down, his head tilted at you.
"Let me guess, you two know āmeā too?"
"Yes." They both answered. The red one looked over to the two variants that were squabbling with each other a few seconds before, but the white one kept his eyes on you. Unmoving.
I'm getting out of here.
You jumped into the air, bolting through the sky. Though you could hear something whirling a few feet behind you. Guess you weren't going to escape so easily.
Maayybee Iāll do a part 2 since I didnāt get to write Sinister Mark and barely did interactions of Omni Mark and Viltrum Mark šš hope you like this blurb thing? Sorry I donāt know the terminology HAHSHA
I know we all eat up how fucked in the head all the variants are and how shitty/toxic they treat you while still loving you (each in their own weird way) but what if just every single variant treated you in the nicest most loving way possible.
Like youāre the ONLY one who gets gentle touches and kind words. Yeah, some Marks are more gruff and cold than others but thereās literally only love on that mfās face when he looks at you
Theyāre all obvs still crazy as hell and would do literally anything for you and to have you but theyāre not gonna be unnecessarily cruel or mean (to you!!)
Theyāre all doing their thing of destroying and killing and RUN to you the second they find you. the switch is immediate itās scary theyāre like needy cats who hate competition bc well. How could they NOT fight over you?? While theyāre causing mayhem and basically playing keep away with you, theyāre all talking about their own versions of you and keeping you safe from each other.
Legit screaming at each other only to just look at you and start saying the most sappy bullshit
They never hold you too tight!! Never too forceful!! No threats towards you ever!! Just a lot of sad puppy dog looks if they try and be affectionate and you swerve that shit lol
Wonāt stop them from kidnapping you tho LMAOO they just love you so much <3 theyāre gonna be controlling at most unfortunately!!
Idk if this makes sense Iām high and just thinking about every Mark being nice to me bc I love them
Tbh this is all over the place and took me so long to get out skjfksjfjdk sorry in advance
need poly couple Eve/Mark/Reader so fucking bad I feel like it has so much potential FUCK
So like, maybe youāre childhood best friends with either Mark or Eve going to the same school and everything but to make this more coherent weāll go with Mark
Growing up as next door neighbors and developing a huge crush on this loser when youāre both in middle school. When you realize whatās happening, you do everything you can to stamp it down and act like nothing changed. Mark is so entirely oblivious itās genuinely painful!!
this continues for years with no sign from Mark that he reciprocates so you just resign yourself to being the supportive girl best friend whoās there for him no matter what. cheering him on for amber and all!! then you meet Eve!!
You encounter her randomly in school and become fast friends and really close. You donāt know anything about her other identity or powers but itās not like that gets in the way. You enjoy having a close female friend for once. Sheās just so easy to talk to and so helpful and nice and so pretty to look at also she smells so good and you canāt stop staring at her- FUUUUCK. You catch these gay ass thoughts while probs staring at her in class looking stupid and smitten. Id also like to think you donāt talk about Mark with her unless youāre just ranting about him doing stupid shit. You donāt want to fester on Mark not liking you back and you want to force yourself to move on and have fun with your only girl friend. Eve has NO idea youāre in love with him. anyway !!
just like your feelings with Mark, you ignore these too! especially since youāre unaware if sheās even into girls :( you thankfully have a lot of experience in hiding your feelings so Eve is none the wiser. I feel like the only person to know you even have any crushes at all is William, but heās a ride or die bro heās got you he aināt snitching but also he is going to die from how stupid the three of you are
anyway!! back to mark :)
Youāre there for him throughout all the good and the bad that keeps happening to him, even when you start to see less and less of him with his newfound responsibilities. Eve is still around but still somewhat barely. Thatās when you notice Eve and Mark start interacting in school!! mainly when youāre not around, only because Eve and him are talking about superhero stuff and she hasnāt revealed who she is to you yet. Youāre a little put off and hurt by it bc the second you approach the two of them they start acting weird. You do your best to ignore it bc as far as youāre aware, Marks into Amber and itās not illegal for your two friends to be friends haha this doesnāt bother you at all to be left out nope oh shit they broke up?? Uhhhhh
This doesnāt mean he forgets about you seeing as how youāre the first person he goes to once he starts dating Eve. This is also how you found out about her hero identity bc Markās so excited to talk about it. He ofc realizes after he gets done gushing to you about her and freaks out, but youāre just. Staring. Absolutely world rocked rn. Finding out two of your closest friends (that you have a MASSIVE thing for) are together, just about does you in. Markās found someone who you know is one of the most beautiful and wonderful women you have ever met. Eve is with the most perfect and sweet handsome guy who youāve known your entire life and you know for a fact heās amazing. They have so much in common you will never relate to and clearly understand each other on a level your normal civilian self cant. Theyāre perfect together, is what logic tells you so how could you NOT be happy for them? It kills you inside but maybe this is what was always meant to happen. You could never stand beside these two in a way that matters.
You start pulling back from interacting with the two of them, just heartbroken and miserable but feeling so selfish for these feelings. You feel like a horrible person and start kinda avoiding the two of them. Helps that theyāre already SO busy they donāt notice. You donāt blame them, theyāre literally superheroes. Ofc theyāre gonna have more important things to deal with right?
Mark and Eve do actually start to notice !! Thereās a very big you shaped hole missing and it doesnāt click for them until they see you again but not under the best circumstances.
Idk what exactly but thereās some kinda massive attack that happens and youāre caught in the crossfire. itās BAD. Iām not sure if maybe they save you during this attack or if they find out what happened later and seeing you so hurt and vulnerable as they stand beside your hospital bed or as youāre being held in their arms after rescuing you, something shifts. They still donāt understand it exactly but they realize youāre their best friend and they havenāt been exactly the best friends back. So obvs they have to fix this
They start to see you more often after this incident and youāre stuck in the mindset that itās a pity thing. To make sure youāre safe and donāt need saving. Mark and Eve just missed their bestie :( and now theyāre being so clingy??? Your heart canāt take it.
I think maybe Eve realizes she feels differently about you first bc sheās more self aware and only brings it up after seeing Mark interact with you. She clearly sees him act the way he has towards her to YOU. Mark is in denial at first but once Eve points it out to him he canāt stop thinking about it. Heās so stupid!!! Heās super apologetic to Eve and like rambling until she shuts him up like āMark, itās fine. Honestly feelinā the same. ā they both have a long and healthy conversation about it !! Final result is wanting to include you in the relationship but they donāt know if you feel the same or even want to be in a poly relationship. so obvs they gotta figure that out !!
Mark and Eve start flirting heavy!! Well. As well as Mark can bc we know that man is awkward asf but itās so cute and endearing <333 Theyāre being hella clingy, always wanting to talk to you and hang out. In uniform and out tbh. More free with physical touch, practically hanging off of you at some points. Theyāre often bringing you little gifts from wherever theyāve just traveled to or taking you on little flights. Mindlessly compliment you, Mark fumbling with his words awkwardly and Eve just being suave as fuck. They are being so blatantly obvious and yet !! You have no idea !!!
Youāre actually going insane. You donāt understand why theyāre acting the way they are and think theyāre either messing with you or just see nothing wrong with what theyāre doing. Maybe they know you like them and are just teasing your poor self. Itās hurting you and confusing you bc youāre trying so hard to move on from them but theyāre just everywhere all the time !!! You complain to William about it and he tries conveying this shit to Eve and Mark but theyāre kinda dumb about you tbh.
One day, youāre hanging out with the two of them and idk the context but Eve hugs you with a kiss on the cheek and Mark swoops in for a group hug, talking about how much he loves āhis girlsā. They do this so naturally and without hesitation you finally snap and burst into tears, shoving them off of you. You yell at the both of them about how cruel theyāre being and to just stop teasing you like this. Youāre a mess, telling them off for obvs knowing how much you like them and theyāre just making fun of you. Youāre sobbing as you tell them itās so painful to love the two of them when they donāt love you and their friendship with you is making it harder for you to stop. Youāre just dumping years of pent up longing on them now. How youāve felt, how itās been to be their third wheel or on the sidelines for so long. I love you both so much but every time you touch me like this I die a little inside every time. Iām so happy for you two and your relationship but I canāt do this anymore. ā
At the end of your confession, Mark and Eve are like. Bug eyed staring at you bc oh. William might have been right š (never fuckin question William guys cmon)
Their silence and the looks on their faces make you realize what you just did and immediately you panic. You turn to run away bc oh god you fucked up now they know and they hate you and think youāre insane and a weirdo and youāve ruined your friendship with both of them and-
Your erratic thoughts stop the second you feel a hand on your wrist and suddenly youāre being smothered into Markās embrace and Eveās hand is on your shoulder, both of them staring at you with the most tender and loving expression.
Youāre alarmed and want to push them away but Markās āThank godā breathed into your hair as he hugs you close stops you. He ofc takes a step back to face you properly but doesnāt go too far nor does he stop touching you.
Eve is the one to explain how they both feel about you and what made them realize they had both felt this way for a long time, they were just too stupid to realize. They apologize to you, not knowing you had felt that way for so long and wishing they knew sooner. You start crying again as they explain and they think this is you rejecting them, thinking THEYRE the weird ones for both of them liking you and wanting to include you in the relationship.
These fears vanish the second you throw yourself into them, crying and so so happy. Telling them you love them and giggling as they sandwich you in a hug, pressing kisses all over your face and saying the same back.
Your insecurities ofc cause you to step back at times and ask them how could they love you when youāre justā¦. Regular ole you.
āWe love you, because youāre you. ā Youāre their best friend, their family, their lover. Youāre there for them at the end of a hard grueling day. Youāre there when they just want to be the ones taken care of, when theyāre stressed or depressed and need something soft and sweet to remind them being a hero isnāt all their lives amount to. Youāre their sense of normal and peace. With you, theyāre just Mark and Eve and itās perfect :)
MINORS + AGELESS BLOGS DNI. More marriage with Viltrum Mark ty for liking the last one, I wrote this wit a headache
CW: not proof-read, forced marriage, fem reader, dub-con, straight piv, partially clothed, I don't know shit about the garter tradition, some dirty talk idk, Mark is way too horny about getting married
It was odd. The wedding had so many 'earth' traditions carried out. Mark slipping a ring on your finger and watching you do the same, bringing a Viltrumite of a high position to declare you married, kissing you tenderly like he didn't take away everything from you for his selfish desire, he did it under the impression that it'd please you, all it did was make you miss home.
You dreaded the bedroom the most as he carried you back, the silver white of his clothes duller than the pure white that hugged your body; the one he requested. There was no use clawing or fighting him like you did during the first few weeks on this planet, he was stronger and as much as you hated to admit he was right; there's nowhere to go on Viltrum or the galaxy.
You were snapped out of the despaired haze as Mark impatiently dropped you on the bed, propping yourself up on your elbows as he wrapped his strong arms around your thighs, sitting on his knees with all his decorum gone, he panted. "I've been waiting for this." lifting your legs as the garter came into view, the dress spilling and compiling at your waist.
"Earther men have some sort of custom related to this," he started, looking between you and that flimsy piece of fabric that clamped around the meat of your thigh, gaze sharp and hungry. "The groom removes this from his bride, right?"
You noted how he paused, as if waiting for you to answer, you glanced away uncomfortably. "... It's mainly a... 'western' tradition."
"But an Earther one, right?" He seemed too eager to listen to objections, lips running over your thigh, a trembled sigh coating your skin as if he couldn't believe this was happening, you resisted the urge to squirm. "Let me have you." He mumbled.
His teeth clamped onto the cloth, ensuring he had a firm grip as he tugged it down, painfully slowly. Sharp eyes looking up at you to drink up your emotions; embarrassment? Love? Fear? Mark convinced himself it was all the same with you.
After removing it, he spat the garment aside, so abruptly it made you jump, "Lay back." He demanded quietly as he climbed into the lavish bed, mattress sinking under his weight.
His hands quickly trailed over your body, lips hurriedly coming down to meet yours in a yearning kiss, feeling you, drinking you in. "My bride... my beautiful bride.." he mumbled to himself between kisses, parting his lips to deepen the kiss further as he practically moaned into your mouth.
Your hands came up under the assumption that he'd try to remove the dress before he swatted one hand away impatiently. "No. Keep it on." He almost growled as he tugged your thighs closer, his hard length pressing against you beneath the fabric. "I want to fuck you in this dress."
There was something about touching you and kissing you as you were dolled up for him that drove him insane. Was it the outfit? The clothes? The fact that it's your wedding night? He didn't care.
He undid his robes, Viltrum clothes coming undone as he tugged his waistband down enough, grunting as his cock sprang free, throbbing and ready to finally consummate. "Look what you do to me.." his hand tugged up your wedding dress impatiently, your face reddened at the harsh gesture, grasping his wrist. "Mark..!"
"Oh, relax... I'm your husband now." Mark's hands clutched the waistband of your panties, tugging them off normally would require him to move, so his fists clenched around the fabric as he easily shredded it to pieces, eliciting a shocked noise from you. "What're you doing..?! You could've moved!"
"Not even a thousand men could move me right now." He shot back, eyeing you with such a hungry look it made you embarrassed to be seen by him, his gaze remained on you as he threw aside the flimsy fabric.
"My formalwear and your dress stay." He panted, shuffling closer and caging you between his arms. "This is our first night together... as husband and wife." His lips stretched to a smile, it sounded like he was narrating this to himself out of pure ecstasy.
"S-slow, pleaseā slowā" your lips parted in shock feeling the head of his cock slowly rub and push against you, his eyes squinting but never closing as he committed every detail of your face's changes to memory, inch by delicious inch.
"My cute wife..." he practically moaned, hips pressing against you harshly as he bottomed out. "Mmmmh.. I love you.. say it back to me.."
You couldn't speak, not when his hips immediately picked up a rhythm, his dick forcing a moan out of you with every thrust, nestling deeper and deeper with every 'plap!' That resounded. "Say it backā mmh, fuck.. say you love me.."
Sweat coated your body quickly, the dress making you even more heated as it was trapped underneath. "L-love... you..!" You barely strung the words together, your moans and noises resounding faster than you could speak.
Plap! Plap! Plap! The sweat pooling under your dress, The throb of his cock, his moaning flooding your senses, his height and size consuming you as he leaned over you, you could barely focus on anything as your jaw hung slack moaning aimlessly.
"Yeah? You love me?" He sounded like a kid in a candy shop, he always got like this when you showed a smidge of affection. "Of courseā mmh, of course you would.. I'm your husband after all... hah..."
His hands pushed your palms open, jamming his fingers between yours as his hips pistoned into you, pussy struggling to accommodate his crushing speed, overwhelming you mentally and physically. "I'll make sure you're full of my cum, it's what my cute wife deserves, isn't it?" He punctuated his point with a harsh buck of his hips.
"You'll be the happiest woman in the entire fucking galaxy, fuck..!" Mark hissed, the discomfort of sweat piling onto his skin was nothing compared to the pleasure of your cunt sucking him in. "I love you, I love you... fuck, I love you...!"
He took advantage of your open mouth to kiss you sloppily, his tongue filling your mouth easily as he swallowed your moans. It was disgusting and debauched, just how he liked you.
"Hah, 'm gonna cum.." he groaned between kisses, moving his hips fasterā curse his Viltrumite stamina. "You're close, aren't you? I can feel you tightening." He grinned at your cock-dumb expression, trying to ground yourself in reality through the pounding in your womb, the shameful sloppy slapping echoing from your hips taunting you.
"Cum for me, cum on your husband's cock." He demanded over your moans, holding his own against you, though it wasn't long before you were sent over the edge, stilling and shaking as your orgasm practically shook you at your core, your tightening cunt catching him off-guard.
"D-don't do that youā Nnh..!!" Mark gritted his teeth as his cock finally, finally, filled you. he desperately slammed his hips down one final time to ensure no drop would escape you unless it was because he filled you too much, his loud groaning shadowing your moans as he tightened his hold over your hands, hot load spilling and spilling.
The full feeling in your cunt, your husband panting over you as he slumped into your breasts, hugging you closely like an emotional support plushie, it would have been sweet had he not still been nestled inside you. "G-Give me... 5 minutes... and we'll go again.."
You gasped as you sat up a bit to look down at him, alarmed. "A-again..?!"
He looked at you with such a tired but smug expression, hair tousled more so than usual now as he laughed. "I'm not like those puny earthling men, it's our wedding night, I plan to make the most of it..."
having so many thoughts on poly eve/reader/mark but theyāre so all over the place I canāt post that shit without gettin my shit together if im laughed at Iāll die
So glad everyone has come to the collective conclusion that Mark is a munch no matter whatever reality it is that boy FEASTS !!!! (ofc some better than others)
can see him being so into it he does it in the morning, maybe he wants to wake you up and give him someā¦.. attention ;) and this is the best wake up he can think of. or itās a nice and quiet morning in and you just wake up to him lazily eating you out bc heās clearly hungry and āeating breakfastā
randomly throughout the day if heās not working ofc and he gets in a mood while spending time with you or just starts thinking about you bro is on you immediately!! apologizing as he goes down bc he just canāt help himself and you taste so good and he loves you so much and he gets soooo into it
Can totally see him grinding himself into whatever hes laying on or heās got one hand on himself but he can and will give you his full undivided attention to make it so good for you dw heās really good at multi-tasking
he wants you for breakfast, lunch, AND dinner bby nothin is stopping that man
Mark has a long and horrible day where heās just exhausted and comes home to you, the love of his life, just doing somethin hella domestic and you turn to see him come in looking battered as hell and ofc you rush over to check on him and take care of him and heās so overwhelmed with his love for you at that moment the only thing he can think of to take the ache of stress off his back is to go down on his beautiful and amazing s/o until sheās incoherent and sobbing in pleasure
Mark has also totally come home maybe super keyed up or pissed off and pounces on you the second he sees you. just gets aggressive and sloppy and itās wet and messy. only time heās rough with you is if heās feeling like this or you ask for it. but bro is goin FERAL over you and heās gripping your thighs so hard and speaking literal FILTH as he practically makes out with your cunt. he acts like a man starved until heās done then itās back to being usual goofy and chill Mark whoās ready to have an actual conversation with you LOL. sometimes you just gotta let the man eat till heās ready ya know ??
he also definitely uses it as a method to relax you. maybe youāre the one hella stressed out or canāt sleep, thoughts erratic and all over the place so Mark takes it upon himself to eat you out until youāre boneless on the sheets. head empty with the only thoughts being of him. heās pretty gentle and slow when doing it like this, more focused on making you feel good and you enjoy yourself. massaging at your thighs and whispering praise, you donāt last long at all.
def takes what he has ever watched in porn and tries it out with you btw <3
his fav sex position is also 69 btw no I will not be told otherwise š«¶ (unless itās the one position where he can watch himself go in and out of you bc itās so hot LOL)
notes: first actually long fic for this fandom, and its giving a slow start. don't worry! it gets better from here. also idk how I feel about this style of writing, it feels off. idk.
warnings: MINORS DNI.
words :3.3k
You don't know how it happened, or how much time passed when the first scream ripped through the air and the first bloody body collided with your frantic driving on the express lane outta town. After all, it was just supposed to be like any other day, with you spending your time at work during a slow hour; organizing and reorganizing dresses for what felt like the nth time that hour just so you looked productive. Pop music filtered slowly through the store's speakers and you hummed to the few lines you knew of Chappel Roan's new hit song. The two customers milling around the clearance section chatted to another one of your coworkers across the store, and your manager was at the cash register, scrolling through logs of ordered clothing items to make sure they were in stock in the store's catalogs.
It was a boring day. A lunch break was the motivation for you to continue mindlessly nitpicking at full clothing racks when the first explosion shook the very building. The music stuttered glitching just to accompany the flickering overhead flourescent lights. Then another explosion follows soon after, a deep heavy boom that sinks into the soles of your shoes and rockets up your spinal cord to shake your back molars. Your mouth wants to open, to ask the obvious ' What the fuck was that?" out loud like every stereotypical blonde that questions the bloody scream they heard in the middle of the night in every 90's horror movie. But the chorus of screams and chaos answers your inner thoughts instead. Screams of fleeing citizens running away from whatever danger caused the very ground to shake, and smoke to plume into clouds upwards.
"Stay back, " your manager barks to you and three other women who cower together in a small huddle. She walks towards the still rattling glass doors of the store. A shared fear decorates your faces as you all watch with bated breath; the two sets of wide doors swing open, and your manager steps out into the chaotic mass of running bodies that swarm past her.
Horror paints her face when she sees the source of the destruction. Her head is tilted backward and jaw slack, her amber eyes the size of marbles, she's rooted to the spot. You're surprised she's not knocked off her small feet with every push and shove she endures.
"Oh my god." Your ears strain, eyes focused on the way her mouth moves over each syllable with a slow, shocked pace. You're not blessed with reading lips, but you'd like to think that adrenaline fuels your brain enough to make out the word 'Invincible' before the ground shakes again.
This time, the destruction targets your building particularly. One second you're standing and the next, you're knocked on your ass washed away in a wave of shattered glass and minuscule pieces of asphalt and rubble that spray into your vicinity. The outside world, once muffled by plexiglass, screams with sirens, and people running for their lives berate your ringing eardrums. Your front doors are destroyed and buried under brick-and-mortar rubble. Severed limbs stick out this way and at odd angles from the tight crevices of drywall and insulation. The dust makes your eyes water, and you choke on a scream that squeezes your throat something fierce. You like to think you're not consumed by the panic and the trauma of watching your manager and several others get crushed to death in a matter of seconds because Mark has gone off the deep end.
"Come on!" Your coworker's words bark at you. Suddenly she's at your side, in your shocked haze, she managed to be the functioning one out of the rest of your group. Her hands grab onto your forearm and yank all your dead weight to your feet. "We need to leave! I don't want to die here!" Her free hand holds onto the sobbing customer, the other woman accompanying her is missing. Surely buried under the rubble that caved in one corner of the dress store, maybe she was one of the hands that was reaching out from the concrete bloody mess. The thought makes you want to stop and vomit, your stomach curdles with how much stress and adrenaline swarms through your body in nauseating waves.
You follow her, not like you had a choice, she's pulling your trio towards the back of the store and the emergency exit. Her breaths are ragged and half-sputtering between prayers to some god she believes in that your only exit isn't blocked off either. "Stay here, I need to get the keys in the office." Your coworker says, dropping both of your hands. Her face is an ashy pale gray when she turns to give both you and the other woman a once over, checking to see if you're all in one piece and able-bodied enough to book it once she gets the door open. You must look just like her, the expression of unrestrained fear and cement particles dusting your face. Small streaks of blood trickle down your temples and nose bridge, thanks to the shards of plexiglass that rained over you in the third explosion.
You nod, swallowing down acidic bile that bubbles at the back of your throat. Your eyes linger on her small back when she makes a mad dash to the small back office down the hall. When she disappears from your line of sight, your phone vibrates in your pocket. It makes you jump right out of your ashen grey skin. The woman beside you startles as well, her hand clutching at her heart. "Sorry," you manage to whisper, while your hands scramble to the right back pocket of your jeans to dig out your phone. The now cracked touch screen illuminates too brightly, shining a picture of you and Mark Grayson posed in a goofy pose. Your fingers poised in a 'peace' sign, while the male was peeking out from behind your shoulder with his two pointer fingers raised above either side of your head. Your twin smiles look so carefree in the saved contact picture you have of him.
Your thumb taps on the green answer button, and you raise the phone to your ear. Mark's out-of-breath panting sends chills down your spine in some sickly worrisome way. Your name barks through the speaker of the phone, the continuous screams make it almost hard to hear him. "Mark? Mark, what's going on? " You don't even question why the hell he's calling in the first place, isn't he the supposed one murdering and tearing down the city? Isn't that why the people screaming his superhero name saw him wreak havoc?
"No time! Please tell me you're safe. ." a pause, his ragged inhale makes your heart squeeze in time with your clammy palm gripping the phone tighter to your ear. "Please."
"I'm fine." You copy his pause, brows wrinkle in thought. You know you're lying, you're not fine. You're dazed and confused, shaking in your sleek shoes. Your legs are unsteady and becoming more and more unstable, the comedown from adrenaline is going to be a fickle bitch that'll do you in if whatever happening outside doesn't kill you first.
"I'm still at work, I'm waiting for the door to get unlocked as fast as it can be."
Even through the grey background noise on the other side of the line, Mark's sigh crackles through the call. You could picture his shoulders just dropping the tiniest inch in relief, that a loved one of his hadn't been hurt or god forbid, even slaughtered mercilessly in the devastation that had been going on. "You need to get out of here." His voice urges, tensely.
"Mark-"
"I'm serious!" His tone jumps, he's barking. Halfway yelling, and you flinch. The woman at your side reacts by recoiling, both of your nerves bouncing off one another like electrons bouncing off the walls of an atom. "You need to get the fuck out of here, find a car-- any car. Don't even think about hiding, you need to drive as far as you can outta here. You hear me?"
You swallow dryly, fingers squeezing tighter. Blood rushes in your ears, you know you can't argue. There's no way to get information outta him now, not when his words are clipped, whatever is happening outside is far more important and drastic than arguing with his girlfriend who's too stubborn to flee for her life without asking stupid questions. You're smarter than that, and he knows it. He's lost far too many things, and gone through too many traumatizing situations than to waste time and not save the people he loves. Your eyes close briefly, counting to three in your whirling hellscape of a mind. You nod like he can even see you. You can sense it's different now. This isn't some closed-off fight between Nolan and his son that trying to stand up to him and not ' ready the Earth' for the viltrumites to come. This is far more scarier, it's drastic and life-shattering. "What about you? People are screaming Invincible is causing this."
"Don't worry about me." Mark says, his tone more gentle than before, "Just run, I can handle them and if anything happens to me? Just know I love you, okay?"
Your breath hitches. You hate how that sounds; you hate the confession on his lips. It sounds more like a goodbye than him admitting his affection for you like he does every day so casually. It feels heavier on your heart, it rattles your bones, and the tidal wave of curdling bile in your stomach roars into a tsunami. You need to vomit. You need to yell at Mark and tell him to not talk like that. You want to tell him that whatever is happening outside can be handled by the two of you together, even if you don't have any powers. Yet, before you can even voice any of those options over the phone, the call ends with a sharp click. You don't know tears are dotting your waterline till you blink so rapidly that a few salty drops cut trails down your ashy cheeks. Gray water stains the front of your shirt, and your phone lowers from your ear. Your grip is loose on the device.
"Got them!" Your coworker calls out, jogging back to you and the other woman; the jangling keys clenched tight in her fist. You don't know if it adds to the hurt your heart is already holding onto when she doesn't acknowledge the distraught on your face. She's more focused on jamming one of the silver keys in the keyhole and twisting it to the right, the satisfying click and rough opening of the door rings in your muffled ears.
The woman shoves past the two of you without hesitation, making a break for it as fast as her forty-five-year-old bones can carry her. She won't make it far, she barely would last surviving running around the bend of the building before the crowd of citizens tramples her half to death in their need to live another minute longer. Any man for themself is a fickle bitch. Your head turns to your coworker as you follow suit, breaking into a jog. She's already following behind, her pace a lot faster. "Stay safe." You call to her when she breezes past. Her silhouette disappears when she blends into the waves of people, fighting against the current so she can get to some sort of safety before she gets crushed to death herself. Her kindness, her stupid jokes, and her natural leadership are all you're going to have to remember her by; if you live long enough to even see her again.
You run a different path, following the makeshift alleyway that's half crumpled down and now smaller in size, your shoes threaten to trip on jutting-out stone and rebar when you traverse too fast. Your heart thuds faster in your chest, brain running a million miles an hour on how to keep yourself from running further and further away from the manic crowds. Alley water splashes at your ankles, sinks into your shoes, and makes your socks stick to your soles. You cringe inwardly, pumping your legs harder till you too start to run. The small alley breaks out into wide open space, and sunlight and smokey skies greet your frazzled complexion. Crashed cars and abandoned vehicles greet you immediately, some are still smoking and burning. Hot oil and melted rubber don't do anything to quell the queasiness you've been fighting this entire day, but there's no stopping now.
Now, you have to leave. No matter who Invincible knock-off is causing this; they'll be busy fighting off Mark and his team. You run along the cracked sidewalk, eyes sweeping over the conditions of the vehicles.
The lessening of people crying for help is eery, the whole city should be shouting from the tops of their lungs. It's like everyone got wiped out in a matter of seconds, or on a lighter note, they're all hiding and being as quiet as possible so they don't die next. You expected to see clogged highways and people running along the highways seeking freedom, instead, there are only deserted streets and cars tipped over on their sides that you brush past in your search for a ride.
Finally, you spot a buggy. A cute little Volkswagon with dents decorating its doors, and still running. Its engine is the loudest thing in the pin-drop silence, even compared to your sneakers pounding on the pavement. You know it's stupid to take the bait, that some conveniently placed car is here while you were in the middle of your search. You like to think you're better than the dumb female lead of a horror movie, that falls for every trick and ploy the killer lays out for her; but you're desperate. You need to fulfill Mark's wish, that you get the fuck out here and run as far as you can. The leather seat squeaks under your weight when you throw yourself inside the car and shut the door behind you. The car's radio crackles with dead static over its speakers, it sends chills up your spine and only adds to the apocalyptic atmosphere your once-busy city has been subjected to.
You're a walking target. The last survivor of your bug colony that trying to outrun the burning magnifying glass held above your head by some sadistic fucking toddler. The realistic side of things is, that you won't live to see the outskirts of the city before the Invincible knockoff crushes you and your car into smithereens. It'll be quick and painless, but you would hate to be another headstone in a graveyard that your family and Mark would have to visit. That's if they can separate your body from twisted metal and leather. With bated breath, you shift the car from park into drive and slam your foot down onto the gas. Clammy hands clench the wheel when you speed down the streets. You weren't prepped to see the mass destruction that greets you with every twist and turn you made. Bodies littered the streets, some in one piece, others most likely ripped into multiple pieces and scattered over the road and sidewalks. Collapsed buildings and homes make you swerve and splash puddles of oil and blood on the car's exterior. Your tires have run over a body part or more not to crash; the squish of flesh being flattened unnaturally is unmistakable in your ears.
"This is so fucked." You whisper under the roar of your pounding heartbeat. The city limit sign seems to grow closer and closer to you once you hit the wide-open highway. The drive through the rest of the city was thankfully quick, and you still were alive and unharmed. It's a miracle.
Your hope swells and stirs in the pit of your stomach like acid-covered butterflies, you're going to make it. You're going to make it! The delirious bubble of laughter peels from your parched throat, you can't help it. However, that laughter dies just as fast as it came. Just when you were going to pass that beloved city limit sign that seems just in arms reach now, your car hits the dark blue blur that launches itself in front of you. Your foot doesn't react quickly enough to hit the brake, but somehow you're violently stopped. Your chest hits the steering wheel, forehead threatening to follow suit if it wasn't for the seatbelt yanking you back just in time to save you from a concussion.
"Well, and who do we have here?" A male voice speaks out, way too calm for your own disorientated liking. "Hey pretty girl, didn't know if I'd see you again."
Again?!
You blink quickly, as a hand rubs at your bruising chest. In front of you, is . . Invincible. His color scheme is the same, black and blue, but he looks different. His ears stick out, and his hair is hidden away by his suit. His smile which you thought was charming and shy, is replaced with a sick stretched look. He bares all of his white teeth at you like a predator intimidating its prey. In your heart you know this isn't your Mark, it can't be. Not with the way he doesn't move a single centimeter of his body, he doesn't even look like he's breathing. The man is so quiet like he's waiting for you to freak out or scream, yet you disappoint him when you don't do either option. Boring, all you do is stare at him. Jaw slightly slacked, brain whirring a million microseconds a minute. His smile, however, doesn't waver. No, not at all; of course his pretty girl has always been smarter than any bimbo bitch that cried out when he flew through their bodies and ripped them to shreds in his hands.
It's what he loves- - no, it's what he was obsessed over back in his world. It was a shame you didn't last long in his care, and now it's like a higher being is rewarding him for his hard work here in your world to plant you in front of him so suddenly. He's glad the others didn't get to you first, who knows who he would have had to kill off his variants to get to you. He rounds to the side of the car so smoothly, your eyes watching his every step. A hand smacks down on the roof of the car, adding to the multitude of dents to its being. His other hand grips the handle of the driver's side door and pulls it off as easily as peeling off a sticker from its page.
He bends at the waist, his face invading your space far too close to your liking. He can smell the waves of fear and the new spike of adrenaline leaking from every pore of your body. Your natural scent mixed in is an addicting concoction that he never seemed to get enough of, you smell the same. You look just like the one in his home world. He hit the jackpot. You flinch at his movements, leaning far back in your car seat.
"Who are you?" Fuck you sound just like her. Your voice exhales so quietly, warmed breath fanning over the lower part of his face. Delicious.
The Invincible doesn't respond, doesn't even emote as much as that smile you start to grow unnerved of. It's unnatural, just like this entire day. Just like you don't know what the fuck even happened to get you to where you are now, staring in the face of a clone of your beloved Invincible.
god I have not been able to stop thinking about this since @0bticeo brought it up but like. Knight!Mark would go so hard
be it a medieval setting or like. HEAR ME OUT!!! Mainstream mark or one of his variant selves (im seeing viltrumite) get forced to deal with alien-princess!reader for a mission to generate goodwill or a part of the plan to take control of her planet
The best way to do that is by getting close to the reader regardless and I can see two different versions of her in this scenario. (im ignoring other lore rn)
Thereās the genuinely kind and sweet reader with no concept of boundaries who is too nice for her own good and all I can see is whichever of the variants (again mainly viltrumite Mark in mind) having to save readerās dumbass as theyāre basically pretending to be the equivalent of a knight for her and poor reader is in TEARS and clings to Mark just overall super physically clingy and affectionate. id like to think this is probably the first time some of the Marks have had any kind of gentle and loving touch and interpret it in their own way and either become pathetic little puppies who just want YOUR love and affection or decide youāre now basically a chew toy for them to do whatever they want with and making you cry gives them the hardest boner ever. you stay with Mark no matter what and Iād also like to think this some of the most attention youāve ever received in your life despite being a princess and you cling to it, even if it is Mark just bullying you.
Mainstream mark would get a different scenario but the above could work too as I know damn well Mark would fold for the sweet and nice reader but
I also see mainstream Mark as someone who gets pathetic for strong/dominant/mean women, so his alien-Princess!reader would be exactly that. he has to go to her planet to help with something or for a peace thing whatever but reader is is put under his care and vice versa. she hates it! she hates every second of it!! takes out her frustration on Mark and at first Mark is really put off and they do NOT get along at all but Mark is also in awe over how pretty she is and how sheās so stubborn and headstrong and!! Maybe youāre kinder to your people than you are to anyone of the same rank as you!! He sees that and loves it!! and maybe he watches you save yourself instead of him saving you and as you stand there in the aftermath of whatever fight just transpired, looking wrecked while standing above the bodies of those who tried to fuck with you, Mark has literally never felt more attracted to anyone ever it physically HURTS. youāre glaring at him and bitch him out for being late and how you had to save yourself and you slowly lose steam bc heās just. staring at you. absolutely smitten. and itās making you nervous???? bc wtf shouldnāt he be snapping back at you?? but heās just nodding along, agreeing with whatever you say with the softest look in his eyes itās actually pathetic and adorable. he stops being so antagonistic back to you after this and you slowly realize how much you love him and something something rest is history !!!!
I honestly canāt think of much else to add here (will think more about medieval shit later) I probs have other thoughts but they gettin a bit too convoluted so this can be interpreted however LOL
OH ???? MY GOD????? HOW COULD YOU KEEP THIS TO THE TAGS IM ACTUALLY HOWLING !!!!!!! I need this man CARNALLY!!! The arranged marriage is such a good fucking idea TOO UGHH the potential angst!!! the horrible things the other marks will do !!! im on my knees rn
ok but what if the Variants had their own version of childhood best friend reader where they DID meet and fall in love (somehow bc we freaky like that) except in every reality besides mainstream you:
Die to Nolan/ Get mercy killed/Eaten bc u know cannibalism and love metaphor or u die before he can do that/ get a terminal illness/ overall just something horrible happens and ur gone and itās BC OF THAT the variants go āfuck it we ballā cuckoo bananas then after going to mainstream marks world are like āwtf u get to have her but alive???? naw thatās not fair ā and just basically itās a free for all or with their collective crazy caveman brain they decide some sort sharing custody agreement LMFAO
OR LIKE ANOTHER SCENARIO WHERE U
still fall in love with mark in every reality but mainstream Mark is the only one where he pushes u away for ur own safety and wonāt tell u the reason why (if heās just not told u about his powers) or if he decides to be like fake mean and nasty and pulls a āyouāre just a distraction and make me weakā *cut to him flying away sobbing like a baby bc he didnāt wanna do it but felt like he had to* so u hate him and love him but also hate him so much and now all these variants are pulling up and mainstream mark realizes heās FUCKED when all these other assholes are obsessed and hellbent on finding u bc why would they not love u to their fullest ability?? theyāre too selfish for that so queue funny/horrible interactions with all of them bc youāre still so mad and pissed at mark but also so in love with him itās insane
Same scenario but kinda different: letās say like u had ur own powers and could actually go toe to toe with mark and that shit he pulls pisses u off BAD bc u can take care of urself!! like mark gets u angry enough to attack him/make u hate him bc heās such a martyr ofc and u fuck him up!! u both never interact again in any positive form and idk if he still gets with eve here but thereās def still pinning on his end for u anyway ofc the variants invade and reader gets sent out to deal with them while mark is MIA and maybe the variantsā reader was weak/powerless in every reality except the mainstream one so this is like. hard drugs for these crazy marks who are like āoh my god youāre so hot please beat meā u know?? and ofc u do bc u hate mark here and take out ur aggression on them
but Iād like to think (for added drama) ur superhero costume involves a mask to hide your identity and since ur were weak/dead in their realities, as these variants are fighting u they have no idea who u are and are not going easy or pulling punches and are being just awful but u know!! one sends ur mask flying or breaks it somehow and suddenly everything comes to a dead stop and whichever one ur fighting will freeze in disbelief bc wtf this is the loml??? the last person they expected ?? and sheās so strong?? and even more amazing than they remembered ??? u however will not give an actual shit and continue beating their variant asses as they all immediately change their attitude when fighting u and itās just a LOT of flirting/ snarky compliments/ actually mark being gross and horny on main but this obvs sets u off and they realize mainstream mark never ended up with u and u in fact HATE him as they witness u literally crush one of themselves and well obvs they see themselves as better to the mainstream mark so theyāre like āok we can work with this :)ā and blah blah blah run a train on u, kidnap u, lotta hate sex, whatever
and for the mainstream mark (to those that love him including myself): the above scenario ends with him trying over and over to save u and finally some epic and dramatic love confession with lots of yelling and then yāall fight together and have ur cute wholesome reunion and then fuck like crazy LMAOOO
god I have not been able to stop thinking about this since @0bticeo brought it up but like. Knight!Mark would go so hard
be it a medieval setting or like. HEAR ME OUT!!! Mainstream mark or one of his variant selves (im seeing viltrumite) get forced to deal with alien-princess!reader for a mission to generate goodwill or a part of the plan to take control of her planet
The best way to do that is by getting close to the reader regardless and I can see two different versions of her in this scenario. (im ignoring other lore rn)
Thereās the genuinely kind and sweet reader with no concept of boundaries who is too nice for her own good and all I can see is whichever of the variants (again mainly viltrumite Mark in mind) having to save readerās dumbass as theyāre basically pretending to be the equivalent of a knight for her and poor reader is in TEARS and clings to Mark just overall super physically clingy and affectionate. id like to think this is probably the first time some of the Marks have had any kind of gentle and loving touch and interpret it in their own way and either become pathetic little puppies who just want YOUR love and affection or decide youāre now basically a chew toy for them to do whatever they want with and making you cry gives them the hardest boner ever. you stay with Mark no matter what and Iād also like to think this some of the most attention youāve ever received in your life despite being a princess and you cling to it, even if it is Mark just bullying you.
Mainstream mark would get a different scenario but the above could work too as I know damn well Mark would fold for the sweet and nice reader but
I also see mainstream Mark as someone who gets pathetic for strong/dominant/mean women, so his alien-Princess!reader would be exactly that. he has to go to her planet to help with something or for a peace thing whatever but reader is is put under his care and vice versa. she hates it! she hates every second of it!! takes out her frustration on Mark and at first Mark is really put off and they do NOT get along at all but Mark is also in awe over how pretty she is and how sheās so stubborn and headstrong and!! Maybe youāre kinder to your people than you are to anyone of the same rank as you!! He sees that and loves it!! and maybe he watches you save yourself instead of him saving you and as you stand there in the aftermath of whatever fight just transpired, looking wrecked while standing above the bodies of those who tried to fuck with you, Mark has literally never felt more attracted to anyone ever it physically HURTS. youāre glaring at him and bitch him out for being late and how you had to save yourself and you slowly lose steam bc heās just. staring at you. absolutely smitten. and itās making you nervous???? bc wtf shouldnāt he be snapping back at you?? but heās just nodding along, agreeing with whatever you say with the softest look in his eyes itās actually pathetic and adorable. he stops being so antagonistic back to you after this and you slowly realize how much you love him and something something rest is history !!!!
I honestly canāt think of much else to add here (will think more about medieval shit later) I probs have other thoughts but they gettin a bit too convoluted so this can be interpreted however LOL
mark grayson | love me like an innocent (and hold me tight)
summary: viltrumites are war-borne. the only love mark grayson has ever known is the crushing weight of his father's fist. you remedy that.
tw. viltrum!mark, mild blood and gore (it's the invincible show, c'mon), *gasp* hand holding, forehead kisses, reader playing with mark's hair. diabetes inducing amounts of fluff, mark being touch starvedTM. reference to this post.
in another universe, mark grayson is kind, softened by the tender touch of his mother. they call him invincible and his name means hope. thereās something like a boyish lilt to his grin.Ā
the mark grayson you know pulled you out of the rubble he buried you in, bloodied hand tight around your neck, and left you choking on his ultimatum. follow him or die.
and you were tired of cecilās no-nonsense, find-a-way-to-beat-these-fuckers stare. tired of playing hero for a bunch of ungrateful scumbags, of ceaselessly bloodying your hands. crime is the many-headed hydra. it will never die. you will.Ā
you took markās hand and buried yourself in his arms. earth burned.Ā
the flames have settled, the only remaining source of heat being markās body, slotted against yours. markus sebastian grayson, clad in the cold colours of viltrum, white and gray molding him into a perfect picture of stoicism. you think of marble. glacial. haughty.Ā
heās been⦠hovering, lately. lingering just out of the corner of your eyes, when the only thing you can catch a glimpse of is the lithe silhouette of him, all sharp angles and cold, eyes colder than the winter soil when frost bites and crops wither. you wonder if he trusts you. if heās watching you, waiting for the inevitable slip up.Ā
(you hear the viltrumite talk among themselves. they are not kind - their kin never is. general kreggās words are cutting. you were once earthās best defender, with the weight of the sun bearing on your shoulders, liquid fire coursing through your veins. supernova, he mocks. do you really think of yourself as one of us?)
so here you are, on a viltrumite ship, arms crossed as you face the vastness of space. itās cold, the void of it nipping at your skin despite your powers. you let out a heavy sigh.Ā
earth orbits before you. you hope itās worth it, its desolation. the slaughter of the weak. you remember cecilās gaze as you towered over the pentagon, clad in viltrumite colours. the fear. the betrayal. the knowledge that whatever failsafe he planned against you, to keep you contained, was not enough. the smell of his burnt flesh didnāt make your stomach churn.
a noise. a door sliding open, then shut. viltrumites abhor walking. there are no footsteps to recognise people by here. but there is only one person who comes and goes by the stark room they call your quarters.Ā
he comes to you with bloodied hands and heavy silence, the weight of it blanketing your shoulders. you do not know if you hate him for what heās made you do.Ā
(you remember the regent emperor thragg standing before you and asking to prove yourself to the empire. you remember mark suggesting you lay waste on the pentagon, voice detached. you remember burning the GDA to the ground. self immolation at its peak.)
you see him, his reflection next to you, blood splattering his uniform, his cheeks, his hair. he does not speak. stands a mere few inches away from you. heās warm, you think, you know, you feel. warm enough that you wonder why he burns, what is burning him.Ā
hesitantly, you brush your fingers against his. he stiffens, shoulders tensing in the prelude to viltrumite ultraviolence. you freeze, make a move to pull away. his fingers curl around yours, wrap tight and pull.Ā
your breath hitches, head resting on the angel wing of his collarbone, one youāve traced the contours of one desperate, desperate night three months ago. you, mark, and so much grief you wanted to drown in it. you had never felt that cold in your life. mark had pulled you close, mouth feverish on yours, thumb smearing blood away from the corner of your lip. youād melted.Ā
youāve learned, then, panting and breathless in the wreckage left of the pentagon, hellfire burning, that viltrumites fuck like they fight. it wasnāt soft, the way mark took you and made you his own, it never was. you donāt think youād want it any other way. you remember the way he looked at you when you cupped his cheek, the way he flinched when your skin touched his own, impossibly soft. heās never known anything but his fatherās fist.
three months later, and youāre a betrayer to your kin, lone human in a viltrumite ship. and one of their strongest warriors has his hands resting on your hips, thumbs brushing hesitantly over the thick material over your uniform, seeking, seeking. you do not understand why heās drinking you in like heās been starving for it, like he can only breathe when youāre around. why now? something like a low, broken little noise echoes in your ear. your eyes widen.
āmark? whatās wrong?ā
you turn to face him, hand coming up to cradle his cheek. his breath hitches. you watch as he leans into your touch, the sharp angle of his cheek pressing against your palm. it feels like something is clicking. you meet his gaze. gone is the glacier edge to his eyes. theyāre soft. infinitely soft, gazing at you as though youāre holding the universe in the palm of your hand. your heart skips a beat. then another.
something like a soft blush dusts his cheekbones, and you watch, bewildered, as he nuzzles your hand, a stray lock of hair brushing your knuckles.Ā
āmark?ā you breathe.Ā
he glances away, fingers curling around your wrist. a shuddering breath escapes him, warm on your pulse. he feels it, the way your blood jumps under your skin, fluttering softly under his fingertips. you push away his hair from his face, comb the thick dark locks behind his ear. itās gotten bloody again.
another soft noise.
ākeep- keep doing that.ā
āwhat?ā
he nuzzles your hand, grip on your hip growing impossibly tighter.
ātouching my hair,ā he whispers, burying his face in the crook of your neck, blood and gore and viscera now clinging to you both.
you tut a little and gently push him away, eyeing the mess heās made. blood drips down from his trembling fists to the floor, drip drip dripping red. your fingers lace with his.
āletās get us cleaned up, yeah?ā
blood drips down the shower. lately, it feels as though the only colours youāve known are white, grey and red. so much red. too much red-Ā
markās hand cups your cheek. trembling. hesitant. like he doesnāt know what heās doing. he doesnāt, you realise. not with the way viltrumites are, war-bent, destruction-borne. heās trying. for you. your heart swells in your chest and you smile at him.
āhey.ā
his lips curl in a rare smile, chasing the touch of your hands as they busy themselves in his hair, gently massaging his scalp. heās practically purring under your touch, leaning down to give you better access.
āhey.ā
you brush his split knuckles, the bruises blooming over his ribs, the deep gash above his adonis belt, already healing, reduced to a faint, pink line. he doesnāt flinch. only pulls you closer, chin on top of your head. you have to push him away to avoid getting soapy water in your eyes.
āwho was the unlucky guy?ā
āspawn.ā
one of earthās strongest. one of your colleagues. one of your frien-Ā
you sigh. inhale, exhale, until the only things that exist are you, mark, and the scalding stream of water trickling down on your skin. until mark pulls you out of the shower and lays you down in bed, barely dry, his head resting on your chest.
youāve betrayed everything and everyone the moment your heart started beating for him. but here, with the way his lips curl into a half-smile, with the way he trails soft patterns over the small scar on your hip bone, your guilt eases.
ācan you⦠can you play with my hair?ā he whispers, burrowing himself in your chest.
you think he wants to crawl in it. make himself at home between your ribs, nestle against your heart and rest his weary head on it.
āyeah.ā
in another universe, mark grayson is born soft and cradled by his motherās warmth. in this universe, debbie grayson is dead, and all the love he ever knew was violence. heās all sharp edges and cold gazes and bloodied fists, more weapon than human.Ā
yet, in the quiet of your room, he softens against you, guard lowered enough to let you press your lips to the crown of his hair.Ā
ālet me love you,ā you murmur.
he looks up at you, chin on your chest, eyes softer than youāve ever seen them.
ārotten, useless work.ā
you press your lips to his.
ānot to me.ā
(taking the liberty to tag a few ppl, as you guys seemed interested by poor lil mew mew viltrum mark: @gaiasmight @linkwho1 )