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Rae / 21 / Bisexual nerd

[lovelandfrogmansupporter]

I will never forgive Project Hail Mary for indoctrinating me into the cult of finding Ryan Gosling attractive. All my life I heard the word of how hot and desirable Ryan Gosling is. All my life I didn’t see it, denied it. All my life I had the assurance I was not prey to mass delusion. There just, wasn’t anything remarkable there. And then they just fucking throw some glasses and cardigans on this man and make him sad and cowardly and I fold. All I think about now is Ryan Gosling bouncing and crying on it. It being? Whatever have you. A rock dildo. Markiplier. Any penile like object this pathetic little man is in the vicinity of. I should be killed.

[rainstormyday]

[questinwitchface]

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[pups-nest]

🥰🥺 Holland March X Fem Reader 🥺🥰

He leaves you for Jackson Healy

[rae-not-rey]

PART TWO OF XO, TOM IS COMPLETE 🎉🎉🎉

just gotta run it by my beta reader and it'll be up on ao3 within the next day or two <3

(ao3 link)

[hawke-gosling]

I think i hate myself for the fact that i was planning on making this all day.

[witchysoda]

Long days on set 💞

[rae-not-rey]

i'm wanting to work on part two to XO, Tom after dinner tonight. here, have some more dialogue (oh yeah it's explicit btw)

*scatters dialogue like cheerios in a pond full of ducks*

"God, Ryland, I used to jerk off th-thinking about you."  Ryland lit up at the confession. The shock didn’t last long, though, because Tom found his composure and sat up on his knees. Leaning forward, he put his hands square on Ryland’s chest and dropped back down.  "Didn't help, though,” he continued. “Isn't the s-same." "You missed me? Missed how I fuck you?" "Mhmm." "Pathetic," he whispered under his breath. “What?” “You could have anyone you wanted, and here you are pining over me. That’s pathetic.”

my discord wanted me to make ryland meaner and i agreed wholeheartedly. enjoy!

(ao3 link)

[iusedtobecharming-deactivated20]

Do we have a franz kafka diary entry for july 1st, i want to know what he thinks!!!

[rehearsing]

happy too tired July everyone

[unowensorrow]

Jody being so obviously the only one for Colt that people shipped Tom Ryder with his twin Ryland Grace instead. Starstruck starting out as crack but is now the most popular crossover ship in phm after bloodymary, the fanworks rising.

[queer-here-and-in-fear]

i like how all the movie critiques are 90% "rocky comes off too innocent and it doesnt correctly get across that hes very smart" and its true. but saying that the movie fandom correctly intuited hes a bitch and a pervert anyway whos mentally ill and overwhelmingly possessive of this leaky space blob and that "bad bad bad" DEFINITELY means "FUCK FUCK FUCK"

[sonoftheria]

✴︎ BETRAYED STRAYS ✴︎

[rae-not-rey]

i'm working on dialogue for XO, Tom and giggling and kicking my feet

Tom gives his best apologetic look, but it falls short of sincere. “Sorry, sweetheart. It’s the truth.” “That’s assuming I even show up at your door.” Tom clasps his hands together as if in prayer, resting his chin on his thumb. “Ryland. Baby. I will be four stories up an elevator. Stairs, if you must. I will have the door unlocked.” “But why do you want me to come upstairs?” Tom breathes in and out through his nose, eyes closed. Leaning in, he says, “I want you to fuck me like you did in college. Please.” “Oh, now I understand. Thanks for the clarification.”

it's just banter for now, basically pure stream of consciousness dump. but i love them so much. ryland grace you are a little shit and i love you for it.

(ao3 link x)

[rae-not-rey]

Kiss and Tell (Tom Ryder x Ryland Grace)

A drunken escapade at a frat party Ryland should have never gone to alone comes back to haunt him, many years later. Colt is never going to let him live it down.

Rating: Explicit

Fandoms: Project Hail Mary, The Fall Guy

Characters: Ryland Grace, Tom Ryder, Colt Seavers

Additional Tags: Starstruck AU, Coltland AU, Ryland Grace and Colt Seavers are Twins, Drunk Sex, Tom Ryder is Down Bad, Tom Ryder acts like a wet cat, Hangover, and its consequences, coffee (not) date, Good Sibling Colt Seavers, Ryland Grace is a Mess, Groping, Biting, Tom Ryder Has A Praise Kink, Anal Sex, Meet-Ugly, Bisexual Ryland Grace, Unrequited Crush, Himbo Tom Ryder, College, and then after, no AI

https://archiveofourown.org/works/86576596

(more information under the cut <3)

i'm a little bit late to posting this buuuuut...

this is the first part of my XO, Tom AU!! i am so stupid excited to be working on this. i'm currently working on a part 2 but i don't have a timeline for when it'll be published. i have some oneshots for later down the line written, cause my adhd brain can't stick to a linear story to save my life.

i hope if you enjoy part 1 that you stick around for part 2 and beyond! i really love these two and their dynamic. they're so electric and fun for me to write.

[rae-not-rey]

oh my god how do i use tumblr

i am actually so clueless. for as much time as i spend on this website i really don't interact with the ui like. at ALL.

i am also not technologically savvy in any way. i just want to post my fanafics, man :,(

[hawke-gosling]

If i don't mention my love for a Ryan Gosling Character at least 20 times a day i will actually explode this is proven science

[nebulaoz]

tom ryder was most DEFINITELY a surfer boy and probably still is, youre telling me that caifornian himbo never surfed? youre lying to my face

also imagine grace seeing tom coming out of the water, surfboard in hand, golden curls in a messy wet bun.. he'd die on the spot

[rae-not-rey]

The Memory Hurts (But Does Me No Harm)

No Archive Warnings, Ryland Grace, Character Study, Animal Death (it's very brief), Light Angst

The Earth from a distance, see how it shines.

Dr. Ryland Grace was not great. He hoped with every fiber of his being that he was at least good enough.

ao3 link <3