Changing despair

Kakashi Hatake. Jōnin. The healer. The fool. Indie; Post chapter 244

[valiantmaster]

outofHP:

Hi everyone!! I know I haven’t been very active today; but that’s because I’ve been applying for scholarships for hours straight and will probably be doing the same tomorrow! Right now I have only been offered a loan of US $5,000. Which seems like a lot but it really isn’t and my parents are refusing to help me pay for anything. I’m applying for jobs as well, but if you guys could help me out it would mean a lot.

It’s really easy too! Basically all you do is click this link here and register to sponsor me so that I have a higher chance of winning this scholarship! If anyone would be willing to get this post some attention to that would mean a butt ton.

[raikoukatta-blog]

[kushimaki]

A gentle smile blossomed on her frontage with the fact that an expression somewhat amazed crossed the young gray-haired boy’s face when she mentioned the gift. "He’s very proud of you." announced “It’s a simple gift, but still he wants to deliver as soon as possible. I came here to help Obito to seek his material training, you know, he’s always losting his stuff." the redhead explained her absence in the village itself. “I ended up finding you!" her slender fingers curled in the boy’s hair, patting it while her beam was wider now.

"Come on Kakashi, what’s this face? Don’t you like presents?" Kushina had great sympathy for all Minato’s student. And Kakashi was extremely polite, what used to make the young woman admire him, yet in her mind, he needed to having more fun, in the end he was still a kid.

[raikoukatta-blog]

     Blankly would the youth stare, his own ebony hues matching gaze with that of the dame's until a slight shrug had occurred from his being. Oddly was it the mention of one of his two teammates that had snapped his mentality back into complete reality; his expression remaining solemn despite words of teasing eager to part from his lips.

"Obito--? Tch, you'd think he'd be 'elite' by now if you're training him."

     True would his words spew in the surrounding atmosphere; further mention of Minato-sensei only causing thought of Obito to float into a nonexistent fraction of his cranial. Of course would he greatly appreciate a gift from Minato-sensei...such thought of a gift from him would surely be one of great use--yet, excitement made not a single effort to course through his veins at the thought. Merely would he gesture a nod in her direction, expression remaining more or less solemn. 

[amitydulcet-deactivated20131113]

       "—It’s not helping him, it’s hurting him."

[raikoukatta-blog]

"How?"

[sharingan]

[tempestbladeachrive]

       Outsider? Che, as if she was an outside. Please, if this kid didn’t know who she was, or what her job was. Then, he had another thing coming to him. Temari didn’t have a soft spot for kids, really she wished that she didn’t have to see them or talk to him. The little idiots irritated her beyond belief. With all of their questions that they asked and how they didn’t know anything, and even how they always seemed to get in the way of everything. Despite thinking that they knew what to do, how to do it and who to help. 

       Temari really didn’t want to watch her back and the a bunch of other people’s backs either.

       "Look, kid. Just get out of my way and I’ll be on my way, and out of your way. Happy? I won’t be in your way anymore." Impatient.. Impatient.. Oh so impatient, really she wanted to get to the Leaf, hand in her papers, rest and then have Shikamaru follow her around like a lost puppy. Really, she didn’t need him to but she didn’t seem to mind.

       "Tch, move it, now."

[raikoukatta-blog]

Nope.

          Not happening.

     On her way? On her way where? Queries flooded through the youth's mind as he was determined to bring himself to the bottom of such a scenario. Though...it wasn't exactly new for shinobi from neighboring villages to come visiting the leaf; perhaps it was the silverette's own wary nature that had caused him to act on such actions. After all--this individual wasn't particularly kind--nor was he, but that wasn't even evident in his thought process--and she gave off not a single vibe of comfort towards the male. Thus would he act on instinct, a kunai drawn lithely and brought to his side before shifting heels to block her way.

"Why are you here?"

          Again.

     He had redirected the conversation, not an ounce of will revealing that he had planned to give up so easily on his path of discovering just who this was and why she was within distance of his originating village.

[artificialdefect-blog]

[ + 1 ]

raikoukatta 

[artificialdefect-blog]

❦ —The other was unmistakable, an outfit he had’t seen in many years still as fresh in memory as it was presented before him— the entire frame, everything down to those cold gray eyes were unnervingly familiar. Staring for a few long moments, he remained completely silent before speaking up, voice unmistakably familiar but also worn from the passage of time. “Kakashi?"

[raikoukatta-blog]

     Unexpected spewing of fairy familiar vocals would bring about uncertainty throughout the youth's entire being until turning to face such origins. Uchiha? Members of an 'elite' clan was common among the village; yet...the individual before him was rather--uncommon, to say the least. With a sigh and a tilt of his crown would the youth inch closer towards the male; a grunt rather than words parting from his exterior. Though, it wasn't as if he didn't want to speak--it was rather words directed towards such an individual were undiscovered.

[orange--goggles]

Irritation of a degree that could only be achieved when Kakashi was within proximity would then surge through him, causing teeth to grin against one another as he averted his gaze. While he would be content to simply continue disagreeing with the other male, he did indeed recognize the importance behind the other’s beloved rules and regulations; he just didn’t agree with some of them. Jutting out his bottom lip, the shinobi remained silent for a few more moments before speaking.

     ”     …. Not everything revolves around the rules, Kakashi."

[raikoukatta-blog]

     A sigh would part from the silverette's exterior, lightly tanned lids descended before ebony hues whilst a single palm ascended to rub lightly against his forehead. Words spewed--the wrong words. Genuine had the Uchiha's stupidity proven time and time again...but had he truly believed such ignorance since falling victim from his mentality? No...he wouldn't allow his mind to linger on the subject one second longer, a stern expression plastered upon his crown before shifting it slightly further from the male's view.

"You should consider rethinking that--for your own sake."

[raikoukatta-blog]

(✿づ◠‿◠)づ Pass this to 15 of your favorite blogs to let them know that you love them

outofrules;

     just sits here and cries

[raikoukatta-blog]

(✿づ◠‿◠)づ Pass this to 15 of your favorite blogs to let them know that you love them

outofrules;

     scREECH BUT Y

[raikoukatta-blog]

Sneaks up from behind and rests chin on top of Kakashi's head. "Heya there shorty."

     Almost instantly would a sigh part from the youth's exterior, an expression of irritation evident by mere instinct yet not a single attempt to dismiss such actions coming to surface.

"--What are you doing?"

[valiantmaster]

"Man…what a waste of time!"

outofHP;

     HELLOOO, so quick update on the next couple of days! I have a non-voluntarily two day orientation I have to attend for the university I’m going to be attending—I’m not looking forward to it at all, I have to wake up at 5AM just to get there on time and probably won’t even be home til about 8PM. Anyhow, since I probably won’t be able to get on much these next two days I will be completing drafts then adding them to a queue! So, like when I attended that con a few weeks back, if you see something posted—it’s more than likely because of my queue rather then myself posting it. I know a few people have mentioned wanting to start a thread, so I’ll get to each of you over these next few days!

     I’ll probably be on skype mobile during the slower portions of the orientation, but if anyone can’t stand to be without me /winkuwinku—I’ll pass along my number so that we can text. 8I

[raikoukatta-blog]

"--Overslept."

[raikoukatta-blog]

What doesn't kill you, makes you stronger

[amitydulcet-deactivated20131113]

       Slender digits would caress the smooth fabric of the male’s torso for a moment before she would nuzzle her visage into his shoulder. Attempting to be more comforting to not only herself, but for Kakashi. Even if he had been cold and non showy about his emotions, Rin could tell that he was feeling the same pain that she was. And it hurt her more to have one of her friends — one of her closest comrades to be feeling something like this. She cared for Kakashi and wanted him happy, she wanted him to smile and to show some sort of happy expressionism. 

       Somehow she was failing at that.  

       "Let’s sit and rest for a few moments, okay?" She assured her partner, along with assuring herself, while unlatching her arms from his torso. Using this motion to take a step to the side and then around his form. Waiting a moment before reaching both her hands up to ruffle his hair affectionately for a moment before moving them to place them on his cheeks.

       Patting his cheeks, she would move her hand down to his chest. Using her now extended pointer finger to point right over the boy’s heart. Lip quivering as she done so, "He’ll always be with us. Right here. In our hearts, Kakashi. We will live for him and do all the things he wanted." With that, she couldn’t help herself with the soft sniffling and the watery eyes that would occur from her own words. 

[raikoukatta-blog]

     Blank would he attempt to make his expression appear, an attempt less than futile though each passing second would prove it difficult to let up with such lies. Years had he contained his emotions, fought back tears, devoted his life to the shinobi way--all for nothing, would he convince himself. He could feel his very mind and soul breaking with each step taken, muscles weak as he merely followed behind the dame despite his status as captain. Certain would it stand that he had already changed a majority of his morals; he was nothing more than scum in prior situations...worse than that. A last minute decision to stand by Obito would change him, such an individual once insignificant in his life now a deceased best friend.

     Unexpectedly would lithe palms reach to make contact with his own figure, a surprise at most yet he would not attempt a tear away from the dame. This was true friendship--no longer would the two stand as mere comrades or teammates. A sigh would pass his exterior, a lack of emotion displayed as nearly each emotion twisted and squirmed within his being. A bottle with a cap forcefully remaining shut, such a cap making every and last attempt to pop free of its hold and release the bottle's continents. Her movements would come off as unusual at best, contrasting hues trailing her digit before words crashed again tympanums.

"--Rin..."

     Wary would he stand as tears began streaming downward from the dame, uncertainty coursing within his veins and he stood shrouded in confusion. Shit...Obito was better at this stuff than he was--heh...Obito was better at something than the silverette. Nonetheless would he act on such thoughts, lightly tanned lids descended tightly before optics as he moved upon what assumptions lead to be Obito's instinct. Thus would actions result in the silverette embracing the dame, his own figure shaking at the movement unfamiliar yet best fit for his vow to live out the future for both he and the Uchiha.

[leaena--album-deactivated201404]

People seemed to assume that lately; that she was new to the area. The heiress couldn’t help but wonder why. “I-I’ve lived here all my life," came her response.

[raikoukatta-blog]

     The Hyuga Clan...it was not much of a surprise to the youth that such a dame would come to be unnoticed by himself--it was merely the fact standing that she belonged to such a clan that made his ignorance or her puzzling.

"Guess I wasn't paying as much attention to the village as I thought I was."

[amitydulcet-deactivated20131113]

       Sigh. "It’s not how you treat friends."

[raikoukatta-blog]

"--Just trying to help him out is all."

[raikoukatta-blog]

Ｃｏｍｅ ｈｅｌｌ ｏｒ ｈｉｇｈ ｗａｔｅｒ．

[senkoh]

Kakashi didn’t answer his question and was probably not going to. He had an awkward relationship with the white-haired boy, not really approaching him at a young age because of Sakumo. And Kushina. Kushina babied the boy way too much but it was understandable after his mother was stripped from him. Now that Sakumo was gone as well, Kakashi became more distant.

Kakashi wasn’t going to budge. Maybe Minato can coax him to come along with him. He couldn’t just leave the kid alone during a storm. Fact was, the pouring rain began to run down faster, making the young man to move closer to the tree. He really did hate getting his clothes wet. It was his only set of clean ones to be more exact.

Minato nodded, “Ah. I think it’s best to go home. I really don’t like being in the rain," his breath was seen, revealing how cold it was, “and I doubt you like it either." Kakashi wasn’t looking at him and Minato was uncertain if the kid was ignoring him or just admiring the gloomy sky. It was hard to tell seeing he had a straight face for everything.

If they leave anytime soon, Minato could use Hiraishin to move faster towards the village. He has tried it with Sakumo and yes, it was tiresome to carry another body but it was well worth it.

[raikoukatta-blog]

       Damp would the emerald blades beneath his soles become; gradual as it was, the amount of rain pouring unto the two youths soaking both the terrain and themselves. Genuine would the fact stand that he would much rather prefer to take leave of a place he would once refer to as sanctuary--return to the home he had and rid himself of dampening clothing. Perhaps leaving with the blonde wasn't such a bad idea...after all, he certainty wasn't as irritating as many other inhabitants of the village; that added onto the fact that he wasn't a half baked shinobi, either. With the straightening of his figure would he turn heel to better face the male, crown cocked slightly before giving a light nod in agreement.

"Got any ideas? Or are you expecting a walk in the park?"

     The query lingered among the gloomy atmosphere, a flash of lightning striking down in fair distance. A formidable foe, perhaps. Though difficult may it prove to navigate through the worsening weather conditions--a bad omen, maybe.