Raindrops

|Mnchrm| INFJ |Blck&Wht|

[raindrops94]

Me and you, the night we embrace;

Everything fell into place.

Love like this, it's beyond outer space.

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She was seventy nine then,

When I think everything's going to be okay

Or so I thought.

I was eleven then,

When I thought the world was unfair

For breaking a child's heart.

She was seventy nine then,

I was eleven,

When I first learned and forced to understand,

What death can do.

I was eleven then,

When I thought the world was unfair.

I am twenty six now,

When I finally knew the world was always unfair.

I was eleven then,

She was seventy nine,

When her world became up there,

While mine has fallen apart.

I was eleven then,

Hurting, for losing you Inay.

I am twenty six now,

Still feeling that pain, for losing you Inay.

Fifteen years..

Of still trying to live without you.

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I love you,

and every bit of you.

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This is my darkness.

Not yours.

This is my darkness

I don't want you to see

This is my darkness

I'm afraid you might unlove me

For this, my darkness..

[raindrops94]

The best gift I ever got is you,

and your love.

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The world we live in,

The people we live with,

We just couldn’t be ourselves.

Our feelings, this love;

In this part of the world, this love;

it may be homeless.

But as long as

we’re in each others’ arms,

we are home, my love, we are.

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I am not perfect. I couldn't say I am, because I never was. But I love you so much. That, I can say. That, I can feel.

—Raindrops, That I Can

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Calm with me, Love.

—Raindrops, Calm

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I always misses you my love.

—Raindrops, Missing

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There will be a lot of hard days. Really, a lot. But love, I wouldn’t give up on us. There’s a reason for those days. There’s a reason for not giving up —and love, that is loving you.

—Raindrops, Hard Days

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I don’t mind Mondays, if I’m waking up beside you.

—Raindrops, Mondays

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I love you. I always do. I love you even when you couldn’t bring to like yourself.

—Raindrops, Even When

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The thing is, it hurts. Sometimes it really does. But then we already know it wouldn’t always be easy. We already know it takes two to tango. We already know that love isn’t just enough. It should be, but we know it isn’t. There are a lot of things involved. As a matter of fact, almost every thing is involved.

The most important thing is, you love. You love, and that’s what makes everything worth it. You love, and then you do things; be it sacrifice, be it fun, be it sweet, be it small or grand gestures. You love, and then everything else follow.

You love, and then you embrace the pain that comes with it. Because only then, you’ll know.. that it is real.

—Raindrops, Love Then Is Real

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“I guess sometimes it’s easier to think the world wants you to suffer than to believe it’s got your back.”

—Mack, Agents of SHIELD

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I get calm with the warmness of your breath. I get comfort with the gentleness of your touch. I get lost with the wildness of your kisses.

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Your laughter became my music, even your high-pitched voice. Your hugs became my comfort zone. Your arms became my sleeping pills.

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And you,

—you became my home.