mustard girl

☠️💖💵🐉💣

[rainiedayze]

i got a kitten for my birthday this month.

Bao 🥟

[rainiedayze]

Django Unchained

wow

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Van Helsing, 2004 Director: Stephen Sommers

[recaption]

[patricide1885]

Why are bugs so obsessed with looking like plants be yourself

[deathwarlock]

A bird wrote this

[thecollectibles]

LUSH Series - Gouache by Madeleine Bellwoar

[rainiedayze]

I don’t understand why you lie to me, you get so defensive and I’m not suppose to take that as a confirmation?

you neglect me sexually and romantically, jerk off to porn and then get mad with me when I even hint at being upset.

why is it MY fault that you do suspicions things and then it’s not hard for me to put together the pieces; you’re making me crave being wanted.

when do I get to stop waiting on you to want me and get my satisfaction elsewhere? because you are clearly not learning and I’m certainly not a teacher.

[rainiedayze]

Mental Break

the overwhelming need to be sexualized and used, the craving of wanting to be desired; life without your pleasure is meaningless and I am useless unless I can give it to you.

i can’t say this is unfamiliar, i lost this uphill battle many years ago before i even knew there was a war; betrayed by the people who held the most power.

so the hurt isn’t new, the needing to be needed isn’t new either; I just want to be enough, I want to feel what it’s like to be enough.

that’s all, I’ll do anything, I’ll be anything you want just please say I’m enough.

please let me be enough for you..

ill do whatever you want....

[dogteeeth]

[cherubpuke]

yes i'm hypersexual. yes i'm sex repulsed. we exist.

[rainiedayze]

Monday Therapy Day

I don’t feel like this session is going to be very productive... don’t have much to discuss.

[hi-josephinemarch]

a quote i read somewhere

[myfairynuffstuff]

Antonio Tonelli (b.1934) - The Big Comet. 2004. Acrylic on canvas.

[newendy]

[skull-heads]

In too Deep. 

[rainiedayze]

I’m desperately trying to get my medicine for my PTSD and anxiety but I can’t afford all of it. It’s $145 and I only need $50 I have the rest. It’s a lot I know but I really need this, I have nothing else to help me. My PTSD is acting up and I’ve already self harmed because of a flash back.. I’m desperate to get this medication. This is my cashapp which I can use at Walgreens to get my medicine: $fatphoxgoodes

[morganharpernichols]

You did not see this year turning out this way, and the plans that seemed steady have fallen out of place, but even here, even now, you have not fallen from grace; this glorious unmerited favor that shows up everyday, reminding you: you are Loved…even while you feel this way. And it is okay to say, “this is hard.” It is okay if things are not the same. It is okay if there are feelings that are strong, but they are confusing and too hard to name. For more than you were made to sort through all of this, you were made to trust and let go. You were made to go through every stage it takes to learn, to heal, to grow. — Morgan Harper Nichols