This is basically how several of my nights start and end. From start to end, the wholes process is very much engaging. While the photos are being taken; just sitting back (or lying down) looking up at the night sky, understanding your own eyes as they accommodate. Wondering about why us, wondering about how us, wondering about how myself!! I have figured, I don't want to be a photographer, it seems good as a hobby, but that is it. It seems, once I dive into understanding the intricacies (thereby making them simplistic for me), or having something for myself as to it call my own, be it photograph of some beautiful thing. There's hardly any pause during the process. While it isn't bad or wrong to do it, it good to know all the technicalities that go into make a photograph look certain way, but the awe of it has become mechanised, this why I don't want to become a photographer. Is this just about photography!? I don't think so. Are we still using the tricks that helped us survive in the wild back then?!! Could be. (I could be wrong, maybe it too soon to jump to any conclusion or perhaps there is a certain fine line I am crossing, a missing link I haven't seen. And with time that may change.) . . ...Somewhere something was creeping up within me.. where have I seen this happen!!?... All my life (2 decades, not much), in most people around me. I feel good in realising that it is okay to not take that photo of something rare, it okay to let go of something that I feel the urge to contain. https://www.instagram.com/p/CCOVItujcEI/?igshid=17ad6i7cg0ee1