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⛅ ➜ Somehow, it wasn’t so bad talking to this person, Midori found it was almost as if they were kindred souls in a way– despute the other’s older age. Or perhaps they were actually younger than they seemed? It was hard to tell really, when the smile they offered him along with the sweet treat shifted the other’s features with a more youthful glow than Midori anticipated.
“Thank you,” he smiled back taking the sweet from him, and promptly unwrapping said confection and popping it straight into his mouth. The artificial strawberry flavoring spread slowly as he listened, a simple pleasant feeling as he sat there. There was no dread in the younger one’s chest, no usual heaviness that accompanied most social interactions. It was simply a good atmosphere, and there was nothing in particular that prevent him from answering. Midori didn’t know what it was about this chance meeting, but he felt he could answer, truthfully, honestly, without any worries.
“At first… I didn’t like it. It was… a chore for me, something I had to do because I was forced into it. And… I always made excuses to try and get out of it– from practices to performances, anything really. You see,” The teen paused a bit, taking time to formulate his words, “it’s not like I had any actual talent for performing, being an idol. I just had the face for it”
Continuing Midori added, “But, my unit members –my friends, my comrades,– they looked past that. They stood by me… watched me, encouraged me, pushed me… So, I think… I think now, I can like it. Because they’re here… I can perform.”
“Comrades, huh? You make it sound like you were all fighting a war together. I didn’t know the enertainment industry had become so vicious, or perhaps that’s just more of that youthful passion.” Kiku said, but he was only teasing. Even if his words sounded a bit strict, his eyes closed, and with his small smirk he looked more kitsune than man for a moment there.
“I agree with you though, my closest friend, or should I say my comrade was a born performer unlike me. I always practiced while he went out flirting with women and drinking, but no matter how perfect I practiced a piece, I was far more absorbed in his Rakugo than my own.”
Ah, this was a bit dangerous though. He did not want to discourage the young one in front of him simply by relating his own troubles of the past. If you read his story from beginning to end, it might seem depressing, as if all of his efforts were worthless. Only hardcore Yakumo fans could become enthralled with a tragic life like his.
“Oh but, it’s not like I envied him or anything in fact. It was having him around that motivated me. The two of us wanted to perform together, just like you and your friends did. What you are lacking in yourself, you can always find in others.” Was he a good old man now that he was giving advice?














