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Andddddd here’s to starting over!

12/17/2024

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ONE YEAR CLEAN AND SERENE BABYYYY

07/07/2023 I SURRENDERED

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Therapeutic NA Arts & Crafts.

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NINE MONTHS CLEAN AND SERENE!!!

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I have been feeling very lonely. The person I’ve been in a relationship with for the past four years is still in active addiction. I feel myself falling out of love with them and that hurts. I miss having my best friend. I miss talking to someone everyday; sharing my life with someone. Today I saw someone buy right in front of me, someone I know. He walked over to me and starting talking to me and I jokingly told him not to get to close to me or I might rob him. I was able to drive away, but since then I’ve been obsessing over it. I see it as an opportunity to use and I’m scared. An opportunity to not feel alone and not have to face any fears or responsibilities.

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01/07/2024

SIX MONTHS CLEAN AND SERENE!!!

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You are worthy of the time it takes to do things that heal your heart. - Morgan Harper Nichols

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My God

My clean time

My family

My network of people who are not using

My health

My home

The food provided for me

Hope, Faith, Humility

The NA program

Healing

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Four Months Clean

11/07 is 4 whole months I've been clean of all substances (except nicotine and caffeine.)

I have allowed myself to ask for help. I've given myself a break. I've taken my recovery one day at a time. I am doing well considering where I have come from. For once I want to be alive.

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Drug Dreams

Last night I couldn't sleep. Ended up knocking out around 3am. And then when I did fall asleep I had very vivid using dreams. Back on the street. Except there were like herds of people and everyone was using. And my kid was going to school right in the middle of it and I'd see him outside and panic. I was so afraid of touching anything. And I'd see people I knew throughout my life hooked on shit just falling apart on the street everyone looked like shit. It was scary. I can't remember if I actually used but I wanted to. Like everyone was outside packed using around me. It was really scary and an awful feeling.

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