Luna

Just a Tumblr girl. Don't really know what I'm doing, but I will try some stuff and see what happens. Mid 20's. Fan of game series like Rhythm Heaven, Pikmin, and Ty. I have been also poorly editing images lately.

[r4cs0]

Late but surely

[tormentedpenguin86]

[randomyounglady]

Dear lord. The fan above the toilet drips when the person above me flushes their toilet. The landlords know, but need to go into their apartment to work on it and they aren't letting them in.

I'm having a hard time getting up more generally as well, so I've had to just pull my towel off the rack and cover myself with it until the dripping stops. They're now on flush number 3. There hasn't been enough time between them to have the dripping slow too much. It's been nearly 50 minutes of dripping. I have a hard enough time getting up as it is; I can't risk slipping again.

[randomyounglady]

I was just barely able to sneak out. They flushed a fourth time just as I left the bathroom. I got lucky.

[randomyounglady]

I showered an hour earlier to change the time up in case I just lined up bad with their schedule, but it's happening again! They flushed right after I got out of the shower. I don't want to keep doing this.

[randomyounglady]

Dear lord. The fan above the toilet drips when the person above me flushes their toilet. The landlords know, but need to go into their apartment to work on it and they aren't letting them in.

I'm having a hard time getting up more generally as well, so I've had to just pull my towel off the rack and cover myself with it until the dripping stops. They're now on flush number 3. There hasn't been enough time between them to have the dripping slow too much. It's been nearly 50 minutes of dripping. I have a hard enough time getting up as it is; I can't risk slipping again.

[randomyounglady]

I was just barely able to sneak out. They flushed a fourth time just as I left the bathroom. I got lucky.

[randomyounglady]

Dear lord. The fan above the toilet drips when the person above me flushes their toilet. The landlords know, but need to go into their apartment to work on it and they aren't letting them in.

I'm having a hard time getting up more generally as well, so I've had to just pull my towel off the rack and cover myself with it until the dripping stops. They're now on flush number 3. There hasn't been enough time between them to have the dripping slow too much. It's been nearly 50 minutes of dripping. I have a hard enough time getting up as it is; I can't risk slipping again.

[randomyounglady]

> Tries to Google something about keeping a window open

> Google shows only results related to Windows or webpage windows

> Add glass to the search so that Google knows I'm asking about real life glass windows

> "Missing: glass"

[sonichedgeblog]

Hydrocity Zone, Act 2 ‘Sonic 3’ SEGA Mega Drive Support us on Patreon

[randomyounglady]

[randomyounglady]

Today I saw a clearly spent syringe/needle that the person left behind in a little sandwich bag. It's more plastic, yes, but it'll be a whole lot safer for the people who will be cleaning it up. Good for them, honestly.

[shaftking]

fuck stephen universe its an ugly ass show for ugly ass people and the creator is a pedo who has a fetish for nOnBinArY people

I know that’s you lily orchard

[randomyounglady]

Jeez. This is not how you handle not liking a show. I didn't like Steven Universe personally, but that doesn't mean I should go after everyone who did.

[shubbabang]

[dark-wizard-guy-fieri]

context (via @mellorocket)

[chimthecappy]

doubly funny that I saw a compilation of all the corporate accounts like "aw thanks elmo, we're doing well" meanwhile all the flesh and blood real human people are extremely not okay

[artistefish]

Okay but Elmo had actually the best and sweetest response to all this trauma dumping:

And then all the other Sesame Street character accounts joined in:

And now I’m thinking maybe we’re gonna be okay… 💗

(Comment compilation from this Twitter)

[aqueerkettleofish]

I kinda feel for the poor person running Elmo's Twitter.

"So, boss... I may have messed up."

"What did you do, Ray?"

"Well, I made a post for Elmo saying 'Hi, how's everybody doing?'"

"I mean, that's kind of what we pay you for."

"Yeah, but.... <sigh> it turns out pretty much everyone is hanging on by a thread, badly enough that they needed to tell Elmo."

"Oh."

"God help me, boss, I think Elmo needs to be there for them."

"Get the others."

[shu-of-the-wind]

this is the energy that jim henson would be proud of.

[anna-neko]

and important addition

Source: instagram

[randomyounglady]

Having a nice chat with Bert over tea actually sounds like a good time. He could tell me more about the Sesame Street pigeons and I could tell him about how the ravens are up here.

[its-only-the-rain]

Have you ever wondered how someone meets Santa? Well, you need to follow a very specific ritual to summon him.

[the-nwah-embassy]

Do you have any idea how long I’ve had this queued? Any idea? A year. A fucking year. I don’t even use my queue ever. Ever. This is the only thing I’ve EVER queued. I’ve had this queued for a year so I don’t forget it.

[nerevar-shid-and-fard]

everything about this video is perfect. the voice acting, the cookies, the milk, the cave, the chickens singing the imperial march for some reason, the way the sound of the fires starting lines up with the haunting song of the chickens, the way santa teleports right in front of the player at the last second. it’s all so surreal

[randomyounglady]

On the topic of The Amazing Digital Circus, I need to talk about how amazing Kinger is as a PTSD representative, specifically relating to my own experience with PTSD-related memory loss. A lot of people I see try to connect it to his age, but I have to disagree.

I personally have extensive memory loss related to my PTSD. My brain throws out so much so quickly that I risk even losing some of the good times. I have to look at some of the pictures of my semester in Japan to remember it. On the other side of the coin, I have to look through things I wrote following the worst experiences I had under my parents' roof just so I dont risk losing the severity of it. While I know that their influence was terrible and even hearing my mother's voice when I wasnt prepared for it sent me into a paranoid spiral, sometimes the chronic pain (which, mind you, is also a manifestation of PTSD and anxiety) is enough to make me consider going back to them just to not put so much stress into the little work I can do. If I forget, I risk making everything worse.

Kinger is great because he shows how these sorts of mental relations can stay even if the direct memories don't. While sometimes it's a fight to remember for one reason or another, other times these memories (be they important or not) can show themselves in these sorts of lower level connections. Kinger may not remember all the events leading to his abstraction, but he can remember the last moment with his abstracted wife when darkness is involved, actively calming him down. I can remember the few quiet moments in my parents' house watching Majora's Mask videos in the kitchen after everyone was asleep by eating those microwaved taquitos, despite how rare they were.

It isn't a problem of age. It's a problem of PTSD. While PTSD is usually linked to remembering everything no matter how painful, the opposite problem also exists. Memories are eaten like a black hole unless you force them to stay. This is where Kinger sits in my mind. While age can also exasperate this, the lack of aging in the circus makes me think it isn't the aging making him seem spaced out and crazy to the other circus members. It's the PTSD eating all the memories. At least, that's my thoughts on it.

[randomyounglady]

I think Gangle represents autistic masking and not bipolar depression and it all comes down to the Episode 4 scene with her and Pomni near the trash cans.

You see, Gangle was able to take off the plastic comedy mask and show herself to be sad and annoyed despite the mask. She then could put it back on and keep the happy facade, but she was still clearly having those same feelings deep down despite the comedy mask making her seem fine. There is changing emotions on a dime, yes, but there is a level of control there.

When I was having a paranoid streak earlier this month, I couldn't change it or even do a good job seeming like I wasn't in that state. I may have gotten good at masking real feelings when I was a pharmacy tech, but this sort of paranoid spiral just could not be masked well and took hours of effort to even get psyched up enough to hold that.

Gangle, on the other hand, is shown to hold a good masked state when the comedy mask is on. Other feelings start to peek through in episode 4, yes, but looking at her in episodes 1-3 (and the baseball scene in 4) shows that it is the comedy mask that puts her in a better state and the act of removing it (usually seen as being broken in the earlier episodes) is what changes those emotions.

This shows a level of control that feels like too much of a stretch for me to label as bipolar. I won't be mad at anyone for wanting to put the label on her and relate to her in that way, but my experience with paranoid anxiety cycles and the lack of control I feel during them just makes her level of control seem impossible to me when trying to analyze her under such a framework. The level of control when looking from an autistic masking mindset, however, feels a lot more realistic in my eyes.

[outofcontextdiscord]

[redravenblogs]

Idk I think it's pretty accurate

[randomyounglady]

That last guy quickly ages to become the BFG. The 3 minutes of silence is the rapid aging, and the old man noises is BFG.

[randomyounglady]

Imagine this:

A horror game where the only buildings are the house to go into and Jerry's Bait Shop. That way, if they know the place, they know what they're in for.

[randomyounglady]

[randomyounglady]