ray's love notes: hello everyone!! this is my first time ever writing for tumblr other than a matter a fact anyplace :) which means its also the first time I'm writing smut, I am open to literally any feedback on my writing and keep in mind English is not my first language!! and I hope you enjoy my obsession with this man as well ^^ (ps this is not proof read since I wrote this in two hours)
warnings ❤︎ : smut (MINORS DNI!!), kinda mean max, mentions of alcohol, non protected sex (stay safe and put that rubber on!), f receiving oral, p in v..etc
4:30 am..
You didn't remember how exactly you got here…outside your ex's penthouse, you just knew you were emotionally drained and needed your mind turned off
You knew you didnt exactly look your best right now..
A hoodie over a flimsy dress with a broken heel in hand didn't exactly scream sexy..neither did your smudged up makeup
But you had to see him
Him…your max..
You two had been broken up for a year because of maxs job, after all he was a world champion driving formula 1s equivalent to a tractor so it was no surprise he was very happy coming home after every race
He never yelled at you or anything god no! But it eventually got to him…the ego..the press…and eventually the distancing. The shift was immediate, the max who used to come home just for a cuddle was gone..the max who would softly press kisses into that sweet curve of your shoulder ...that max that would whisper dutch to your ear when he knew you were close..
“Kom op...je kunt toch wel wat meer aan, hè?”
eventually the pressure got to him and that all stopped…the break up was imminent
But here you were again
You couldn't tell what was louder the nocks on the door from your knuckles or the beating of your heart against your ribs
You found out when the door opened
Definitely your heart.
“y/n…?” and just like that you saw him again…and something came crashing. Max was standing at the door, sweatpants low and a scruffed up shirt, by his hair you could tell hed been laying in bed before this…worse than helmet hair..you remember telling him once
Max obviously looked confused but eventually signed
“Come here…come on i cant let you wait outside looking like that…come on..”
You take off the other heel before entering and max is already taking them from you, he's not expecting to speak…you look like you've been through enough already
He doesn't look mad or discussed like you'd anticipated him to be either
Just tired
..and concerned
You watch him disappear into the bathroom for a secound before he comes back with a wet cloth “get on the counter…dont look at me like that you know what counter” and you did.. The one you'd sit on as you watched him make eggs..and burn them
Max got tired of watching you just stand there feeling sorry for yourself so he picked you up and set you down on the counter “..never listen do you..” he murmurs, he softly brushes the cloth over your cheeks to take off all that smudged makeup “no need for all this anyway” you heard him grumble “4 am out of anytime you choose 4am to come??” another unanswered grumble
And when he finished he tossed the cloth out and looked at you
“Are you gonna explain yourself or is it normal for my ex girlfriends to show up at my door step in the middle of the night now?”
He crosses his hands
Suddenly when it was your turn to talk your voice felt you've never even heard of water
“I- i donno how i got here really”
“Thats not really reassuring y/n.”
“I donno! One second i was at the club-”
He laughs cruelly
“Oh great so your drunk?”
You shoot him a look
“Drunk? What no! Max i just- i dont know why i came i just- ive been stressed! And the girls wanted to take me out a little or something-? And i just needed to clear my mind!-”
Your rambling was cut off by max coming closer
“So you missed me?”
“No!”
“Oh really so if i offered to clear that pretty mind of yours you'd say no?”
You pause and flush red…god no you'd never decline that but..what if he was just making fun?! What if he was teasing-
You thoughts were yet again cut off by his hand on your thigh
“You think too much baby..”
You couldn't help it…his name just-
“Max…”
-slipped..
And thats all he needed
He softly put you down from the counter and ran a hand in your hair just…observing your face….you can see how much his features had softened
“Mm..i meant what i said about all that makeup..tsk tsk..Lieverd…jij luistert nooit naar orders, hè?”
You melt to his touch..you feel guilty for it but you cant help it
“...i did miss you..”
“Good girl..dat is een begin om de waarheid te vertellen.”
He leans in and just brushes you lip, when he gets a whimper from that he finally gives in and kisses you…and ohh god your knees almost give out
You don't even notice that he's guiding you away to his room until you break the kiss from the fall to the bed
Maxs hands travel up to your hoodie softly slipping it off to reveal the dress that had a wine stain mark on it “..messy..” you hear him whisper “yet another thing you dont need..” he tugs at the strap letting it snap down on your skin
Max took off your clothes in a slow lazily way that both killed you and made you wetter at the look of him
When you were finally naked layed out for him he only removed his shirt before palming one breast teasing your nipple in between two of his fingers
“Used to have this body memorized…lets see if muscle memory kicks in yet..”
He lets his fingers slip down to your folds
“..hmp..easy…you where always easy why am i surprised..”
You hear his cruel laugh
“Okay come on, buck those hips up a little..”
His hands knead your thighs as he pulls them apart and presses a biting kiss on your inner thigh you couldn't help a small “ah!-” in surprise, but all that was silenced by his tongue…ohh his sweet tongue…he slowly licked up to the small bud of nerves and circled his, he took his time with you
Meanwhile his fingers where doing the work of prepping you…one finger…two…three…four-
“Max! I- i cant do more! God i just- need you!!”
You cry out and you finally see him feel bad
“Fine…fine ill give you what you need”
He lets his leaking dick free and slaps it onto your folds with a groan
“Just like that…just lay that pretty head down i got it”
His tip teased your entrance before filling you by getting thrusted in
“max!-”
You let out a loud moan
“Yeah yeah baby i got you just relax..”
Even his voice was thick and sooner or later he started to move in a satisfying rhythm
He layed on you as he thrusted in and held your leg up to get better access, you heard him whisper…
“This pussy missed me didnt it..?”
“Bet you've just been waiting for an excuse to come back home..”
“Ik voel precies hoeveel je dit gemist hebt…”
And just like that your back arched into him and you let out a huge moan rolling your eyes back
Max came not a long time after you
“Ah- y/n- tight- ahhh yeah just like that…”
He milked himself deep inside you before pulling out to watch his cum pool out your pussy
“Ill never get over this sight..”
He leand back down and kissed your temple…he could tell he over did it and you where excused
“Perfect..want me to get another cloth to clean you up baby…? Then a nice nap in our bed how about that?”
He murmurs as he peppers your skin with apologetic kisses
You where too lazily too reply..honetly too fucked out of your mind..
“Mm..yeah..”
He smiles at your response and gives you one last peck on your lips before he gets up
A little later when you were all clean, Max tucked you into his arms and kissed your forehead “i dreamed about the day you'd come back to me…” you smiled softly against his arm “maybe i dont have to leave…yk after all this..”
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