*/ 𝙍𝙀𝘾𝙊𝙉𝙎𝙏𝙍𝙐𝘾𝙏.

[rcnstruct]

#RECNSTRUCT. an independent , mutually exclusive , low activity multi featuring canon and original characters from mar.vel , bal.dur's g.ate 3 , and arca.ne: l.eague of leg.ends. beloved by pat , they/them , 25+. a study in : the various faces of grief , grey morality , and self-preservation.

current muse focus : jay.ce talis , mama sonia. ⁽ ¹ ⁾ CAR.RD. ⁽ ² ⁾ PROMPTS. ⁽ ³ ⁾ PROMO.

blog roll : @wnterslder , b.ucky b.arnes , low activity.

[kwistowee]

"Drown you. Drop you off a tall pl… I don't know. W-What do they do to heretics?"

1.01 | THE HEDGE KNIGHT A KNIGHT OF THE SEVEN KINGDOMS

[arcanegifs]

ARCANE LEAGUE OF LEGENDS: 2x08 - “Killing is a Cycle”

[niopham]

Viktor was slow to raise his head, a noncommittal sound rumbling in his throat.

❝ mm... ❞,he gives a small shrug, unsure of what he wanted.

For most of his life he had to be self reliant, even on days where his head felt full of cotton and his hip felt like it was being ripped from the socket. He had no one else to rely on but himself, and old habits die hard.

He was already mourning the warmth of Jayce's touch though ...

[rcnstruct]

and he loved viktor even in days like this — they didn't always need words to come to an understanding. supposed it came from the tireless work that came with hextech. plenty of late nights, early mornings, and reading each other's rhythm. jayce was more aware now than ever of the academy's lack of accommodation, so he'll meet viktor where he's at, wherever he's at.

jayce throws a glance to the lab couch tucked away between the shelves lined with books, blue blanket folded neatly on one arm. came to good use plenty of times before. “ it's a rough week. ten minutes, “ though he can't promise that he won't snooze for a little longer than that ... jayce runs his thumb up viktor's shoulder once more. the backs of his fingers don't quite reach his hair, as if waiting for a little sign to continue, or to stop. despite being the only two in the lab, jayce's voice lowers a notch, just loud enough above the hum and clicks of machinery. “ think we met our benchmarks for the week. gates recalibrated to the output the council's asking for, finished lab logs ... ten minutes. “

[niopham]

Viktor only bent down to grab a book he dropped, his hip and back were yelling at him for it. He barely has a reaction.

He's got brain fog for days.

[rcnstruct]

his mama used to make him tea for days like these — a bitter mix of herbs, to which jayce adds a couple teaspoons of sugar that's left. jayce's head cants slightly, eyes glancing over the schematics and tools laid out on the desk. he leaves the mug on an empty spot. warmed by the mug, his hand brushes over viktor's shoulder.

“ i'm a little tired today ... i might. rest a little bit. pick up after lunch. “ a twitch of his lips to an uneven smile. “ want to join me? “

[rcnstruct]

i love the idea of st. rangere falling silent for a moment , her chin tucked down , eyes fluttering and saying something that comes to her. doesn't match her own speech patterns or cadences , doesn't have to make sense , just a statement spoken plainly !!!!! it's a jester's privilege , to speak a harsh truth of the kings and rulers above her without being punished.

the visual of her holding her belled hat clutched to her chest , bare hands curling over the worn and softened fabric. her head canted to the side , lips parted , eyes half-lidded. and then she returns , a practiced smile returning to her countenance , eyes crinkled , cheeks pink. “ what an odd thing to say , isn't it ! “ even if only the feeling of what they had spoken had remained.

[candyflossmemes]

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[arcanegifs]

ARCANE LEAGUE OF LEGENDS: 2x09 - “The Dirt Under Your Nails.”

[bak3rs]

˚₊‧꒰ა 🎄🎅🏼 ❄️ ໒꒱ ‧₊˚ -> IT WAS ALMOST .. noon and ellie still hadn't changed out of her pajamas ( or even really gotten out of bed ). there was just something so exhausting about setting up christmas decorations. her little bakery looked amazing - but ellie needed at least three to five business days to recover from practically twelve hours of festive celebration. it wasn't even december yet. so when gavin showed up at her apartment door - concerned , but not really , that she hadn't made her weekly rounds to the precinct that day - she told him. ❝ i am declaring today a pajama and do absolutely nothing day. yesterday was exhausting. ❞ moving away from her front door - she left it open so that he could follow her inside.

˚₊‧꒰ა 🎄🎅🏼 ❄️ ໒꒱ ‧₊˚ -> @rcnstruct ☃️ liked ❝ for a starter. ❞

[rcnstruct]

the detective sidesteps his way her apartment before arms cross , his brows knit into a deep furrow. his hair is mussed from what little sleep he had the night before , finishing up his day's reports before finding his way back to her. he always had some excuse to see her , didn't he ?? he gives an exasperated little huff through his nose.

“ thanksgiving barely had time to pass through leftovers and you've thrown a christmas grenade on the place — how — “ he gestures up to the decor that touches most of her apartment with frightening detail. “ — how'd you even buy all'a this when you moved like , what , a couple months ago ? crazy work. “ a hand runs through short brown hair. “ i could'a helped , melbourne , ... or at least sent the tin-can. “

[rcnstruct]

it's the idea of viktor actually pausing his work , to eat with both hands as a reminder to slow down just a little bit. there are too many thoughts that occupy his mind , driven by his passion for knowledge , to create better , and driven by the idea that he doesn't have enough time to really put his entire life into his work. his lungs betray him , his bones ache , eyes tire. there are the times , where he chooses to close his notebooks , sets down his pens , his mind doesn't reel with chasing threading ideas together. the pads of his fingers applying pressure to below his eyes , down the side of his nose. to remove himself from his schematics and proposals and ideas and endless revisions is a conscious effort. maybe he'll watch the sun dance and flicker across his spot in the lab while he eats , fingers threading together as a means to try and stay in the moment. soak up the sunlight kissing his cheek.

[poohsources]

🐝  *  ―  𝑳𝑶𝑽𝑬 𝑨𝑵𝑫 𝑫𝑬𝑬𝑷𝑺𝑷𝑨𝑪𝑬 𝑺𝑬𝑵𝑻𝑬𝑵𝑪𝑬 𝑺𝑻𝑨𝑹𝑻𝑬𝑹𝑺.

❛  if anyone asks, tell them i won't let you leave me.  ❜ ❛  you're allowed to get injured, but you're not allowed to hide it from me.  ❜ ❛  i mean, i would've seen right through you regardless, it serves no purpose pretending in front of me.  ❜ ❛  of course, i'm alive. who else would take care of you?  ❜ ❛  you can sleep now, i'm here. i'll always be here.  ❜ ❛  tell me when you are in danger ... tell me when you are hurt. don't worry about bothering me.  ❜ ❛  i won't leave, i'll stay with you until tomorrow. both in your dreams and in reality.  ❜ ❛  you are the one who guides me in my dreams, so i can find you again.  ❜ ❛  i will not let tragedy repeat itself.  ❜ ❛  i'm sleepy, let's get this over with.  ❜ ❛  promise me you won't cry anymore.  ❜ ❛  you alone are enough.  ❜ ❛  did you always get what you wanted when you waited?  ❜ ❛  i don't have a type. i only have ... a person who captivates me.  ❜ ❛  everything is spiraling out of control, how can you pretend you're not affected?  ❜ ❛  maybe it's because ... i love you a little more than you realize.  ❜ ❛  if you were an art piece, then whoever created you must have loved you dearly.  ❜ ❛  what if i told you i was always like this?  ❜ ❛  there is nothing more powerful than relying on yourself to get your act together. believe in yourself.  ❜ ❛  you should know very well that i adore you. there is no love purer than mine.  ❜ ❛  i won't lose. i have someone i must protect.  ❜ ❛  i can see what i look like in your eyes. can you see yourself in my eyes, too?  ❜ ❛  if life were a photo album, then i wish every page had a picture of you in it.  ❜ ❛  you don't need to be perfect, you just need to be yourself. that's more than enough for me.  ❜ ❛  i never thought i'd find peace in someone else, but here you are.  ❜ ❛  i don't mind being seen as a weirdo with you.  ❜ ❛  when you first held my hand that day for the first time, i knew i'd never get away.  ❜ ❛  want some help? yes? no? maybe so?  ❜ ❛  so even if i can't reach you, i'm somewhere close to you ... waiting for you to come back.  ❜ ❛  time can't heal everything, nor can someone simply forget the pain. however, people can become accustomed to sorrow.  ❜ ❛  not everyone is born with the privilege of being a normal person.  ❜ ❛  real life doesn't always have happy endings. however ... with you here, my story won't end in tragedy.  ❜ ❛  if i had know we would be separated for years after that day, i would have made more happy memories with you.  ❜ ❛  i need you. i have never denied that. it's just ... it's not the kind of need that you think it is.  ❜ ❛  if i'm able to see you sunday, i'll start getting excited thursday.  ❜ ❛  another new demand of yours? i'm all ears.  ❜ ❛  thank you for being my stress relief.  ❜ ❛  if you keep looking at me like that, i won't show you any mercy.  ❜ ❛  i'm not someone who takes advantage of others. but there are times when ... i can't help myself.  ❜ ❛  i don't mind spending the whole night with you.  ❜

[melmedarda]

Waist. Shoulders. ⸻ JAYCE TALIS, Arcane

[rcnstruct-a]

𝐄𝐃𝐈𝐓 𝟎𝟏 : “ 𝐌𝐘 𝐍𝐀𝐌𝐄 𝐈𝐒 𝐁𝐔𝐂𝐊𝐘. “ ↳ mutuals only may reblog.

[rcnstruct]

excuse me while i type out visuals and character studies for my muses in the meantime because car.rd makes me lose my mind 😭

[ohisms]

✱˚｡⋆ ↪ 𝐏𝐋𝐄𝐀𝐒𝐄, 𝐏𝐋𝐄𝐀𝐒𝐄, 𝐏𝐋𝐄𝐀𝐒𝐄 .    (  a collection of  dialogue prompts centered around saying "please".   feel free to modify phrasing as desired.  )

please just be honest with me.

oh, please explain how this is my fault.

please don't look at me like that.

please, let's not do this here.

for once, could you please stop pretending?

please just kiss me, i can't stand it.

please don't walk away from this.

all you have to do is say please.

please, i dare you to try and stop me.

please don't tell anyone i said that.

i said please, so technically you have to say yes.

please tell me you brought snacks.

please don't take this the wrong way.

please, i've waited so long to hear you say it.

i said i'm fine, please just drop it.

please don't lie just to make me feel better.

please don't judge me for what i'm about to do.

please just let me help you.

if you love me, say it. please.

just stay here with me all day. pleaase?

please don't ruin this for me.

please just leave me out of it.

tell me you love me ... please.

can you please slow down?

please tell me there's still a chance.

can you please just get some sleep?

please, i don't want to lose you again.

i'm not asking– i'm begging you. please.

please don't make fun of me.

i want you to leave. please leave right now.

please, it's nothing.

i don't like to beg, but... please.

pleaase? i promise it'll be fun.

tell me it's a lie. please.

come on, please? just this once?

please don't jump to assumptions.

please, [ name ], just stay here.

you promised ... please.

please. i need you to trust me.

please don't go.

i know i don't deserve it, but please forgive me.

please, let me fix this.

did i hear a 'please' in there somewhere?

please. one more minute, that's all i'm asking.

oh please, as if you've never done it.

don't ask me to choose. please.

please don't tell them where i am.

saying 'please' over and over won't change my mind.

please? ... pretty please?

please don't make me beg.

please tell me i'm wrong.

can you please give me a hand with this?

[rcnstruct]

"You need to stop drinking so much coffee." ~for Peter

the corners of pete's lips draw into a smile as the heels of his hand dig into tired eyes. the yawn pulled from him is a little exaggerated before he collapses his weight over his side of the sofa. his words are pitched low , gruff , sleepless , still pleased to see her : “ i'm , uh , ‘m tryna do that ... “

he eyes the half-finished mug of instant coffee he'd hastily made. far from steaming hot anymore , it's been sitting there for at least an hour before mj had swung by. with a small huff , he runs his fingers through his hair and sits up a little straighter. “ hey @watsonjackpot , want me t'make you a cup ...? “

[ unprompted messages <3 ]

[rcnstruct]

“Correct me if I’m wrong, but 4 texts a day is complete madness.” - Spider-Pete

she's got his full attention from the first few words ( eyes flickered over to the woman , brows raised ) though there's no doubt that he has decided that this is the next hill he'll have to die on just for the bit. pete's voice drops low as his head tilts the side closer to yeliza , raspy in a sort of cartoonish way : “ wrong. “

before she could have a chance at a rebuttal , pete continues , phone in hand. “ four texts , one day , so reasonable ! “ he shifts in his seat — an old couch he'd picked up off of facebook marketplace two summers ago. “ don't waste a text saying ‘hi‘ or somethin‘ ——— people should really go back to writin‘ , i ‘unno , letters ‘n shit. “ he waves phone by the corner. “ two , three paragraphs ... like , back-to-front letter kinda length — you know what i mean ? “

“ and that's only one text right there , @spybiote . “

[ unprompted messages <3 ]