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I write stuff. But I made another blog for that since this became my ultimate random blog where I follow everyone. From Alternative Rock Music to Musical to Kpop to Anything+Design to everything Entertainment to Photography to Anime. To everything we can pretty much learn from.

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I was scheduling my suicide and I just realized that my client's project just started.

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dear tumblr,

I've been crying every day and every night for the past 3 months. As much as I am thankful that I am able to spend time with my dad as he works at home, I still long for the day that my mom and dad would reconcile and we would have 1 home. That amidst the heartache, amidst the weight of the hurt they have given each other. Their new found love for God would be deeply rooted and they would find each other again.

someone once told me to stop hoping cause greater the disappointment would be. And how tragic to know that my hope would be in vain. But I'm still hoping. I'm still praying to my God who can do the impossible.

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Maddy’s question and Maddy’s Honesty

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A child’s wisdom. Particularly Maddy’s.

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[soolagna-meow]

the most patient ppl I know are :

1. The ones that still wait for Ai Yazawa to complete NANA

2. The ones waiting for a Hana Kimi anime, made to completion, gay uncle doctors and all

[flamingdiva]

Found some forgotten memes I made awhile ago then decided to make new ones…

[atutsie]

meme (2) for renkyoko

[whatever-you-write]

If we wait until we’re ready, we’ll be waiting for the rest of our lives

-Lemony Snicket

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[nevver]

Welcome to the Dollhouse, Ted Lott (because)

[131moon]

“I didn’t want you to become an adult who can’t feel those things. Use your imagination. Be responsible for your own words and actions. Hold your ground before making a decision and make sure whether that’s the right answer or not. Although everyone knows about it, they still don’t do it! I want you tell the importance of thinking.”

[pajamaslam-deactivated20190101]

the switch from ‘a girl worth fighting for’ to coming upon the decimated village in mulan is THE MOST kick-in-the-teeth mood change IN ALL OF CINEMA

[furikomaru-deactivated20190920]

That scene shift did more for our generation’s understanding of the horror of war in ten seconds than Game of Thrones did in eight seasons, and it did it without showing us a single dead body. 

[genresavvygentleman]

OKAY BUT HOLD ON THOUGH.

I’ve spent the past… five? Let’s say five - the past five years analyzing the structure of Disney Musicals as part of the process to write my own/a parody of them, and the thing is that all the modern ones have roughly the same number of songs - except Mulan.

Mulan has about half, because after AGWFF ends with that unresolved final phrase, there are no more songs until the end credits, which isn’t even sung in-universe.

Mulan wasn’t even the REALM of fucking around - when they arrive at that village, when the true horrors of war are brought into the story, not only does it interrupt THAT song, it breaks the entire fucking mold - the movie’s damn genre changes; it is no longer a musical.

And the Huns represent this from the start - Jafar and Hades are notable for not having proper villain songs, but Jafar does get his Prince Ali refrain and Hades and his plan get sung ABOUT by the muses. No scene with the Huns has any singing, they are mentioned once in song (the second line of Man, natch), and they of all Disney Villains are probably the most serious - no jokes, no witty asides, no sassy delivery of dry humor. The Huns are an invading army who plan to straight up kill a fuckton of people, including children, and AGWFF’s sudden end is the moment when our happy go lucky MUSICAL protagonists finally come in contact with them and their work directly - and it breaks them. Because shit like the Huns cannot exist in happy go lucky musical world. They just exist in our world. The real world. And you can’t sing your problems away here.

The end of A Girl Worth Fighting For is a brilliant use of metanarrative sensibilities to convey a message. It is utterly perfect.

[truelight8]

Daaaamn, Tony. That’s fucking deep, my guy

[genresavvygentleman]

I didn’t spend two years and thousands of dollars on a Master’s Degree in literature to NOT over analyze every text I engage with.

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I thought I feel better but I'm not okay.

me, myself, and I

[silent-insanities]

Away but never gone.

You

[onlinecounsellingcollege]

“When there’s a fresh wound in your heart, keep it open until it heals. Air it out. Understand it. Dive into it. Be fierce enough to become it. If you ignore it, it won’t be able to breath. If you ignore it, it will merely deepen, spread, and resurface later, wanting to release. And when later happens, it will hurt even more; because when later happens, you won’t know what you’re bleeding for … Remain open to feel free.”

— Victoria Erickson