I don't like feeling like this.
All... "Alive" n shit.

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I don't like feeling like this.
All... "Alive" n shit.
I'd like to return this gift of life, please.
Well all good things come to an end.
But at least there's no shortage in booze!! Aaaayyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy
If they gave me a PHQ9 right now, I'd fail.
Oh my fucking GOD
I can't even comprehend how much I fucking HATE myself. Words fail me Jesus Christ.
It's not even that I want to die as much as it's that I wish I never even existed in the first fucking place.
I feel this
Wow I’m such a joke as a human being.
"All these days have turned these months into a year. And I've been spending every second wishing I could disappear."
Mayday Parade, "I'd Rather Make Mistakes Than Nothing At All"
Deaaaar diary.
Hey. I realized today that I have definitely overstayed my welcome. In every aspect. Here's some context: the dude I'm crushing on is my brother's best friend, and it's his birthday tomorrow. My brother and I were invited over on Saturday to celebrate his birthday and when I told my brother I was invited too, he immediately asked me if it was a good idea, cuz when I get drunk I get real flirty and close to this boy. I was offended and kind of was like "he gets flirty with me too wtf? He's not the only one I flirt with when I'm drunk anyways? I don't plan to drink anyways cuz I gotta work on Sunday???" and my brother just like deflects everything and just repeats how he thinks I shouldn't go because I get flirty when I drink. So... Maybe I won't go after all. And then it made me feel bad about myself because I'm over here leeching my brother's friends from him, and I need to back off and go find my own friends. And how I need to like, stop hanging around and leeching and being a burden on everyone. I especially need to stop hanging out with this boy. I knew it from the start but now it just hurts cuz it's showing me how stupid I am. I can't even make my own friends. Idk. Maybe I'll just move back to my house and truly isolate myself. I can't make my own friends and I shouldnt bother my brother anymore. I can't wait for the day when I can just off myself. I don't like being alive and being constantly reminded how much of a fuck up I am.
“Losing your appetite because you’re sad is the worst feeling ever.”
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i am utterly disappointed in who i have become. i wanted to be someone better, someone important, someone beautiful. but instead i waste space, i waste time and i burden the people i love. this isnt the future i had in mind for myself and i know its too late. i’ll never get that future i dreamed of as a child.
Life has given me countless examples to show it’s never going to be okay. That I don’t deserve to be okay. Forget better, or good. And I think I deserve to opt out of such a life
I kinda wish that I didn't exist
Traumatized, miserable and permanently sad.
I can’t have hope anymore. It just breaks me. So no, don’t ask me to have hope. Nothing breaks one like false hope