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There's an unhealthy amount of yearning in me and I need to take it out on someone

#unfortunately I’m Filipino #we yearn like Gojo keeps his six eyes on #yearning #iykyk

OCD recovery is cosmically unfair because it's the only disorder i know of where the treatment is 'okay! now make yourself feel worse'

#ocd #imagine that incessantly replaying in your mind #before you know you’re on gemini or google ai retyping the same situation over again and it’s been two hours #and you still have work to do

animatedwhump

"I don't feel right."

Avatar: The Last Airbender | S02E17 | The Earth King

#me when after I talk about something vulnerable #this is why I mention lore rarely #not about yall but it’s more about the hangover I get afterwards #also just ask #iykyk #love you if you do

jaysosillyart

i had a thought

#since kh is relevant again it’s time bring back the best ship #kh #namine #riku #rikunami

gengario

reminder to drink water

INSANE FACE CARDS

I'm now getting TodoMomo Adult AU ideas now

#todomomo #the fact that Momo is in research itches the nerdy side of me #living the life that I wish I had

lotusbread

I got burnt out from trying to draw and render the muscles and abs of the adult Gaang so I did these as a fun way to help prevent getting an art block (*´･ω･)

#atla

ariamjan

I can’t stop replaying the moment he saved her so here’s a sketch inspired by it.

porcelain-requiem

😭😭🥰🥰

#two kids who were restricted or coddled by their parents #one got hugs from his mom and misses it everyday #the other never got hugs from her parents #yeah I’m sold #hc that zuko is the most huggy person outside aang because ursa gave bear hugs #atla #zutoph

ravioliet

god's weakest soldier is scrolling tumblr instead of being productive or participating in any of their hobbies

#fuck you dude #im munching on onion rings after a long week suck my brown dick

Putting this here because no one really checks my blog anymore, and I don’t want friends to check up on me or be upset that no one checked on me (what a conundrum)

Today is my dad’s fifth anniversary. Which means that I’ve been an adult orphan for five years. It’s pretty lonely ngl. In the years that passed less people have checked on me. You would think that for as long as he lived, my dad would have friends that would at least check to see how his only breathing heir is. Nope. The only ones that checked on me were my aunt (his sister), my grandma (his mother), and my cousin (my dad treated like a second son). Anyone else? No one.

It kinda puts things into perspective for me. If I went away tomorrow, how many people would grieve for me? How many people would try to keep me alive by the stories they tell of me? Or will I live on through the vlogs and photos I have online?

The worst part is that when my grandma goes, truthfully I’ll be the only one remembering him on this earth. Is it because the memory of him is too painful, or his impact on people isn’t enough to remember him by? Who knows.

Makes me think what even is the point of building bonds with people if they won’t even take a moment to remember you on the day you left this earth? Why even bother leaving a legacy behind?Why do anything?

Or maybe do everything and anything so you’re forced to be remembered. Be the loudest in the room. Laugh the loudest. Share your world online. Post that silly picture. Because the simple act of being is an act of rebellion in a world that has no meaning.

Ramble over