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@seaastaar:

“If… you’re asking me to marry you, I don’t think I’m ready for that yet. But I do want to be with you. I can’t see myself without you… And I want you to be Violet’s dad. She already called you daddy the other day.” Isla giggle a bit, her tears still slowly coming from her eyes, but she doesn’t care. She touches Reco’s face gently, thumbing over his cheek. She’s so happy in this moment. She grins and says again, “I love you, Reco… It feels good to say. I don’t feel so heavy anymore.”

“That’s awesome… I hope this feeling lasts a while…” Reco kisses her deeply then nuzzles their heads together. “I’ll propose again when you’re ready… For now, let’s just live in the moment. And maybe… celebrate…?” He eyes her a bit. “If you want…”

@seaastaar:

“I was just thinking… about everything that’s happened to me… And how lucky I am that you’ve been taking care for me since Violet was born… I don’t know what I would have done alone.” Her eyes start to well with hot tears as emotions well in her chest. She’s been through so much, and she just prays that this is the end. “I want you to stay with me… forever… Violet needs you, too. We both love you.”

“I’m surprised she loves me… Since I’m not really her… y'know… dad.” Reco turns down the volume on the TV and wipes Isla’s eyes dry. “But… um… I think I’d like to be…” Reco gets a little flustered and looks away. “She’s an amazing kid and I want to be by your side and watch her grow and then grow old with you… No one else.”

@seaastaar:

“No… I just…” She pauses, still thinking as she rubs her thumb over his hand. She keeps staring like she’s in a trance, until she finally pulls herself out of it and looks up into Reco’s eyes. “I just.. wanted… to tell you I love you. I know you’ve been waiting a long time for me to say that…” She smiles a bit, feeling an overwhelming sadness, but also… peace. Being with Reco is so peaceful.

“Oh, Isla…” Reco’s heart skips. She’s right, he has been waiting a long time. He thought he’d never earn her love again, but… Pulling her down on him, he wraps his arms around her and says, “I would have waited life times for you to say that… I’m patient… Is… everything okay, though? What brought this on…”

seaastaar

Isla and Reco are sitting together comfortably on the couch, watching a movie quietly like they usually do after Violet goes to sleep. She’s growing up so fast, but at least now she sleeps most of the way through the night.

Isla nuzzles her head against Reco’s side affectionately, not really paying attention to the TV as she thinks about where her life has come to. There was a time when she thought she’d marry Reco. Then, she thought she’d be with Fru forever… Things have been a little too pleasant for a little too long now. She’s never happy for this long without something horrible happening.

She looks down to Reco’s hand, playing with it gently and wrapping her fingers around his. “Reco…” she says softly.

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"Yes?" Reco looks down at her, then at their hands. He grins soft, loving how intimate they are now. It's amazing how far they've come. "Need me to get anything?"

@dominicstricks:

“You’re really sorry? How sorry?” He steps aside to let Reco walk inside. There’s an ominous feel to the air, like if Reco knew what was good for him he’d stay away. “Sorry enough to come all the way back here when you knew how pissed I was. Am.” He shuts the door a little too hard behind Reco, making it slam, and walks around him, keeping Reco feeling trapped between the taller man and the wall.

Reco backs up, sliding down the wall, making Dom look even more intimidating. He has a feeling he should run, but his body won’t cooperate. Meeting Dom’s hard gaze, he chokes back a fearful whine and says, “I’m that sorry, yes… I didn’t mean to trouble you… What are you going to do to me…?”

@dominicstricks:

Raising an eyebrow at the text, Dom heads to the front door and opens it to see Reco standing there. “This is probably the first time you’ve seen me with my clothes on. Disappointed?” He crosses his arms and looks down on Reco, still irritated from the morning’s events. “What do you have to say for yourself?”

“U m…” Having never looked like this in front of someone before, Reco goes shy. He folds his arms awkwardly and faces away a little. “I… Um… I’m sorry for earlier… I don’t know what came over me…”

@freddyfrappula:

“There are… other ways to get rid of a child. I don’t think it’s the best decision to drop out of school to pursue a career as a musician… Not that you can’t be very successful as a musician, but I think an education is important. None of this is your fault or responsibility.”

“I can’t do it. I can’t, Freddy… I just…” Gavin slips off the bed and starts filtering through his school work and art. “Can you guys please leave… I need time to think things over. I don’t even know what to say to my mom… She’ll cry…”

@freddyfrappula:

“Honey…” Freddy says sympathetically, petting Gavin’s gross hair with a frown. He’s not used to feeling genuine sympathy and concern for people anymore, he got over that hundreds of years ago. “You know I’d do anything to make this better for you. I know you don’t want me to hurt her… no matter how much I’d like to… but I could make her forget you. Make her believe she wants to give the baby up… Anything.”

“No… N-no, don’t. You have no idea how hard it is growing up not knowing your dad… It’s so painful… I can’t put another kid through that.” He crawls closers to Freddy, leaning on his cold body. “I think I need to drop out of school so I can focus on my current career… This kid needs a future…”

@freddyfrappula:

“No,” Freddy says simply. “If you won’t come to me, then I’ll come to you.” He leans down to kiss Gavin through the blanket, gently. “You can’t hide from your anxieties and fears forever. Would you at least eat the snacks I brought you?”

Gavin shakes his head, feeling another wave of tears hit his eyes. He breathes heavy and mutters, “I c-… Fre-Freddy, sh-she’s pregnant.” He reclines further on the bed, practically hurting himself against the wall. Letting Freddy see his tortured face, Gavin eyes plead to him with need.

@freddyfrappula:

[txt] I could make him go to class, but I don’t want to have to use those kinds of powers on either of you.

Freddy comes through the window moments later and sits gracefully next to Gavin on the bed.

“Sit up and give me a kiss, Doll.”

Chase reclines peacefully to his phone, sitting close to Freddy and Gavin still.

Gavin curls the blanket closer to himself, hiding away from Freddy. His eyes are so dry, yet tears still manage to fall every now and then, making them sting. He sniffles a little and mutters, “Can you both leave…”

@freddyfrappula:

[txt] I do miss my sweet Gavin. :(

[txt] I’ll be over quickly with his favourite snack and a cute movie, so at least if he won’t leave bed, we can be with him.

[txt] The windows open so you can just fly in.

[txt] I don’t know why he’s being like this, though… He’s missed two exams already. He needs to come back to class or else he’ll be kicked out…

Chase cracks his knuckles, readying himself to lift the ladder. He props it against the roof's ledge, making sure it's right by Gavin's window. Throwing on his backpack, he climbs the ladder and quietly slides the window open. He sneaks by Gavin's bed, sitting on it as he pulls out his phone. Chase shakes Gavin a few times, but the drummer refuses to get up. So he texts Freddy: [txt] This kid has been sulking for almost a week now. I think you should come over and help me get him up. He's refusing to do anything but lay here. I had to break into his fucking room again. @freddyfrappula

@berkeleybaby: Cody sits up and does his best to help Owen out of the bed. Once he’s free, he gives Owen a kiss on the cheek and says, “When we come home later, lets have sex with just the two of us… When was the last time we did that?” "No idea... but I like the sound of that. I miss being myself sometimes." He hops off the bed and holds his hand out to Cody. "C'mon."

@berkeleybaby:

“I don’t know. Don’t do anything a serious boyfriend wouldn’t do.” He tilts his head back, letting Owen kiss all the skin of his neck. “You’re going to make me hard… And hungry. If you still want to go out, we should go. Our dinner dates can consist of me feeding on you in different bodies.”

“Oh man, I love body hoping. Though sometimes the people feel gross.” He shivers from the memories of being in people like that and falters a little and sinks into the bed. “Well fuck. Help me up and we’ll go.”

@berkeleybaby: Cody doesn’t say anything at first, just looking at Owen and trying to figure out how to take this. Is it serious or not, he doesn’t want to end up crushed again like the first time he realized Owen didn’t want him. He’s gotten so used to the idea of being nobody’s number one that he doesn’t even know why Owen would change his mind. Finally, in a way that sounds like he’s brushing the whole thing off, he says, “Fine, if you want it to be real then don’t fuck Danny anymore. Or Dommie.” He lays back on the bed, looking up at the ceiling now instead of Owen or his phone. “I’m still not sure I believe it though.” "Done. Any more rules for us?" Owen crawls over Cody and starts covering him in lipstick. "You'll see soon enough that I'm serious as fuck about this."

@berkeleybaby:

“Am I the only one who remembers the conversation about how you’re just using me to get Danny back?” He furrows his brows a bit and turns to look at Owen straight. “Don’t tell me you like me after you spent the last few weeks fucking him or fucking in him, I don’t appreciate being led on.”

“I just wanted to have the experience of owning a decent sized dick. I’m wasn’t exactly keen on going straight to strangers. Friends with benefits exist and his benefit happened to be the willingness to lend his body.” Owen bites his lip awkwardly. “I don’t know if that cane out the way I wanted, but regardless. I do like you and I’d like this relationship to be real.”

@berkeleybaby:

“Fuck,” Cody says, frowning at his screen. “I almost his three million. How dare you.” He’s not actually mad, he has a literal eternity to play the game, but he acts like it anyway. He leans his head back to look upside down at Owen and says, “Since when do you only want to one-on-one?”

“Since like forever ago. We’ve been dating since like August. If I didn’t like you, I would have left by now, dummy.” Owen licks Cody’s cold nose and macks his lips like the boy tasted delicious. “Ah yes, my favourite flavour. Now take a break from the game for a bit.”

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