things are getting better

ventblog + possibly nice things too

[recovering-pessimist-here]

it sucks because even if they were awful to you, they left a permanent hole in your heart and you still miss them

[recovering-pessimist-here]

hey guys, since this post still resonates with people I just want to say you're all so strong. I also want to share that in the two years since I made this post I found new friends, got new heartbreaks, tried new things, met the love of my life and moved in with them.

I don't miss the person I did when I wrote this, and the bitterness and anger aren't buried deep if I go looking for them. But this hole wasn't permanent. I just needed the right people and healing to help me see my way through. I wish you the same.

[killxbunnyyy]

Hey sorry if I’m kinda weird I was supposed to be dead by now

[recovering-pessimist-here]

*exists* ohhhhh, now I remember. THIS is why I was supposed to kill myself years ago

[threedollarsdotcom]

you cant get anywhere by bottling it up. when youre around people who really do care, you have to let yourself open up or no one will ever know. you deserve better than praying for scraps be genuine or die

[fairycosmos]

sooo annoying that my parents didn't provide emotional support growing up now it's a whole fucking thing

[istillwishforyouateleveneleven]

web weave finds that made me want to claw my eyes out

[maliusaidh]

[caspercryptid]

The really unfortunate thing about mental health progress is that sometimes you realize you've made it in the form of "wow, I haven't felt this bad in a fucking while"

[andpierres]

you should have seen me a couple of years ago!

[sanguine-scales]

i think something a lot of people don't get is that years of mocking your child, even in jest, does in fact tend to get under their skin

[sanguine-scales]

a decade or two of even light verbal harassment is very much accentuated when it's an authority figure you are in every meaningful way subservient to

[dogpuppy]

[kosmogrl]

[thedankmemes]

[crazysodomite]

[erratic-meowmeow]

[tomhoppusdelonge]

sorry for the mixed signals I don’t know what I want or what I’m doing mostly

[abyssata]

Today, suddenly, I reached an absurd but unerring conclusion. In a moment of enlightenment, I realized that I'm nobody, absolutely nobody.

[persianmom-deactivated20260602]

hate that I was understanding when I should’ve just been a cunt