Recovering Princess

Becoming the girl my childhood self would have trusted to help her 🩷🎀 Healing through Christ to create a better, happier, version of myself ✝️

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Welcome to my princess diary !!

I’m an 18yo trying to heal my inner child through Christ and age regression. This blog doesn’t fall into any specific category but some things you might find posts about are:

~ Plushies, Scooby Doo, other cartoons, 2000s/2010s nostalgia, collecting kids toys, collecting kids books, how much I love my boyfriend… And more but these are some of the main topics

WARNING: This account will include posts about p0rn addiction (recovery), being an ex adult content creator and heartbreak recovery

This blog is NOT strictly age regression content. It is about my healing journey and age regression just happens to be a part of that. If you are not comfortable following me while I post about my mental health: Don’t follow me.

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Incase anyone is interested I’ve been setting up some playlists on YouTube of kids movies/shows I’ve come across.

Random movies

Christmas movies

Halloween movies

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Summer-ween!!! ☀️🎃

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Went to the hospital today (I’m okay dw) but at least I got a new stuffie friend so it was worth it :)

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“Relapse is part of recovery.” I’m aware. But that’s not gonna make me feel like any less of a failure for it. Especially when it’s not even something physical so I still feel like it’s a “fake addiction” even though I’m more than aware psychological effects can be just as bad as physical ones.

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Going to a thrift store tomorrow to see if I can find cute stuff from shows/movies I watched as a kid since my interests while regressed are largely rooted in nostalgia:)

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Took a bath with my duckies :)

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How I feel after I get a notification from my bf/cg 🩷🩷🩷

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Piff appreciation post 🍼🐇🎀🧸🩷🫧

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I quit being an adult content creator only a few days ago. And honestly I don’t know what to do now. Because I was doing it because it’s the only way I can make money in my current living situation. My mom literally will not let me get a job. And doing that kind of stuff was ruining me mentally but so is staying with my family and none of the people who it’s literally their job to help have helped. I really just don’t know what to do anymore. I feel trapped here and I probably am. I’m never getting out of here.

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Found this lil friend in a drawer yesterday. She’s now being nicely cared for and loved like she always should’ve been 🩷

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Nostalgia will be the death of me.

I want it to be 2013.

I don’t want to pretend I’m still a child.

I want to be a child.

I want to be a child with a loving family.

I want to be a child that’s genuinely happy.

I want to be a child that knows nothing about death.

I want it to be 2013 again but under different circumstances.

I want everything to be exactly as it was in 2013 except how I was treated by those who claimed to love me most.

I want the excitement on Christmas.

I want the excitement on my birthday.

I want my biggest worry to be what to wear on the first day of first grade, or what toys to take to the park.

I want everything surrounding me to be the same. The same toys, stores that have been redone since then haven’t been, my room never changed.

I want it to be 2013. I want to be 6/7.

Regression is a great coping mechanism. But there will never be a point where I wouldn’t prefer to actually relive my childhood as it happened, except with a happier home life. (And preferably without all the years of bullying but mainly the family thing).

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work of heart bear 🎨

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I need carrying around a stuffed animal friend to be normalized

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