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Sleepy Tea #herbaltea #heartcup #tasty
Life's too short for shit tea, people who won't make time for you and those "too busy" to enjoy the simple, little things. Life, love, friendship, family and work aren't always easy or convenient but the best of all those things come when everyone makes an effort. Nothing shows how much you care than making time for someone. If they don't have the respect to make you decent cup of tea then don't ask them to make time for you for the bigger things... #whatsitallforthen #maketimenotexcuses #notoshittea #loveisntalwaysconvenient #theTeaVsLoveParadox
I am not coping today
The mask is not fixed. My eyes are not bright. My smile is just a bit forced and my laugh a little false.
For years now I’ve had the policy that people who sit on the fence can stay on it. I don’t need them. A great rapper once said, “if you don’t know, now you know.” If you don’t know which side of the fence you should be on and you really need to sit and deliberate then I don’t need you on mine.
It took a loooong time to get to that stance. A lot of heartache. A lot of summoning of courage and pride because some of the fence dwellers were people I couldn’t believe were sat there. People I thought would be on my side without question. I was wrong about them. But I was right to make my choice.
You may sit there are think that I’m wrong to feel like that. Please don’t misunderstand me. I understand that situations are very rarely black and white. That people are entitled to sit on fences if they do wish and to give an ultimatum is unfair and seldom works out well for the one posing it anyway.
That’s my point though, really isn’t it? If you feel that strongly about something that you would want to try and force someone’s hand and compromise your own ethics and principles then it’s time to look at it from a different perspective.
That’s what I did. I didn’t need to ask them to choose. I didn’t need the hurt that their indecisiveness was causing me. I didn’t need to make them feel uncomfortable and stuck in the middle. I needed to free everyone from the situation and walk away myself because I did not need people who would not choose me in my life in the first place, I certainly didn’t need to fight for them to stay.
What I didn’t understand was my partner not feeling this sense of injustice, this passionate shunning of disinterest and loyalty from family and friends. I had not thought that he may not feel that way.
I have been happy in my choice and he in his and we have gone on with our lives. Except that For those years I have always held a disquieted feeling about a few of those fence dwellers.
Today it turned out I was right. To be a fence dwellers is to be duplicitous. To be a fence dwellers you are unwilling to stand up for what and whom you believe in, regardless or the ramifications.
It made me so angry to know that I was right. I wanted to be wrong. I wanted to have been unreasonable and petty. I can’t say it gave me satisfaction - no it didn’t. It made me relieved that I was right but then all of the anger and disappointment from that time came back and made me resent the people I’d walked away from all over again. It ruined my peace all over again.
Even worse, it is continuing to do so because I do not know a way of sharing the news. Not because it will make a difference to him necessarily, but because I believe it should. I cannot be reasonable about this and that is unfair. I cannot sit on the fence about people who sit on fences!
Please help!
☮️❤️ So looking forward to a workshop with @hotpodyogamargate and @yogawithamie today! #positivevibesonly #mypractice #determinedtoimprove #zen #breathe #yoga #hotpodyoga
You are valid, no matter what.
Source @poems-and-word via @boys-are-stupid
Just going to leave this here. Everyone needs a reminder sometimes #yourespecial
Never doubt that I am not a Phoenix, as I have risen from the ashes of every tragedy and come back even stronger. Never doubt that I am not a sunflower, as even when it’s dark, I always turn to the sun. Never doubt that I am not a mermaid, as I am always full of dreams and adventure. Never doubt that I am not a goddess, as I command respect with one look. I should be both revered and feared. Never doubt that I am the closest thing that you will ever see to magic
Excerpt from a book I’ll never write (via sunflowerletters) Shared from @sunflowerletters This is just lovely. Don't let anyone extinguish your light by making you doubt your worth.
Shared from @poems-and-word - how true this is... extremely character building.
I feel heavy and bruised. I wish I could actually formulate an explanation that could help you understand, but I can't. You see, it's my soul that's struggling. It wasn't until I was unexpectedly and uncontrollably sobbing in yoga yesterday that I was forced to see how poorly I am right now. Humiliated but unable to stop, I fought against the wracking sobs escaping a body I couldn't even recognise. I hate attention. This was attracting so much of it and ruining other people's practices. I thought I was doing so-so. "computer says no." This evening is darkness, duvet and dog cuddles. I adulted earlier - I held it together although I was noticeably off-point. Making silly mistakes and unable to over-compensate. Drained and off my food. I have no motivation. There is housework to do, ironing to be done but I just need to sleep. Not have a bath. Not go to the gym or stretch. Certainly not talk to anyone. Sleep. The dark thoughts are being vicious and consuming. The night sweats are debilitating and sinister...how can I be that stressed even in my sleep? I probably should cry but nothing will come out. I should probably talk but I can't find the words. Sleep. Night, night little fighter. Hopefully tomorrow will be brighter.