I throw up, and I catch a key.
What a B-E-A-utiful thing. I know what it opens but I don’t know how it opens me.
To discover I open my heart of hearts and I find the truth.
I tried to play with them but they said no. I tried to be one of them, and again they said no.
So now I sit on lake superior’s shores never thinking of being anywhere else before. My pink and blue bracelet yelling at me in two ways, but I’m not listening. Clearly I’m looking at the sunset and I don’t want to be bothered because my soul is smiling.
The light from the sunset hits my eyes,
but I never once thought how much distance the beams undertook in such little time.
I know this is real; that one day I will walk down this road,
but right now my brain of brains tells me no.
Tells me to stop and crush the roses before the sweet smell becomes normal. And I walk out of my bedroom heading to church one morning in a sunflower seed dress and cute sandals.
Tells me that after 40g’s, family and friends, and a life time of commitment you can’t regret.
So after following the light back to its home with my mind I shut the door and lock it.
But see I made a set foward. Myself and I picked another fight with he and him. After this time; after this adventure I decided to keep the key. Maybe I won’t use it for awhile, but I really do need patience for her, and I want to get her home, so I will have to wait.
So I now swallow it once again, until the future me throws up.