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Gentle Care

Taking care of them...

"Hey, it's okay. Show me?"

"What did they do to you?"

"Don't cry - I've got you."

"That's okay - get it all out."

"Deep breath, I have you."

"Sh, sh, I'm going to patch you up."

"I've got a bandage for you."

"This is going to sting, but we have to clean this."

"Oh - okay - we're hugging about this, okay."

"It'll all feel better in the morning."

"I can't believe someone would do this to you..."

"I'm going to protect you."

"Get some rest. I'm not going anywhere."

"You're safe now."

"I'm just going to wipe your face."

"When's the last time you cried like this?"

"There's nothing wrong with you, I promise."

"One day, you'll be okay. For now? It's okay to hurt."

"You want a hug?"

"I've got a blanket for you."

"Nice and cosy..."

"It's okay if you fall asleep."

"Just get some rest. You need it."

"Hey, I made you food."

"I know it's easy to forget to eat when you feel like this."

"You don't need to feel guilty."

"It wasn't your fault."

"Do you want a hot chocolate?"

"There's nothing better than a toasted marshmallow."

"Just hold onto me. There we go."

Lately I've been thinking:

- Working is killing me.

- I'm too afraid to drive my car.

- My fiancé and I never leave the apartment.

When I should have been thinking:

- I'm earning my own money for the first time.

- I now own a car under my name.

- My fiancé and I finally live together.

Even when I think I'm losing, I'm actually leaving.

#personal shit #going higher #it always gets better

squidbulborb

Boisterous Bachelor, married to 3 different women, is forced to adopt grown crybaby turned baby again! More at eleven.

You should read Once More, With Feeling by tiny_peach (a.k.a @kuwajima)... NOW‼️‼️

kuwajima

I am OBSESSED with this omg!!! You captured the vibe of the fic perfectly!!!

sweetreichel

Uzui plotting the death of his fake child, while lovingly feeding such fake child. As told in Once More, With Feeling by the amazing @kuwajima. Five stars, totally recommend.

wingsofhcpe

people complaining that the apothecary diaries reddit is full of jinmao fans... it's a romance anime. jinmao is the central romantic pairing. jinshi and maomao are the protagonists. this is like going to a marvel reddit and then complaining when you see the residents mostly talking about superheroes. like... yeah?? that's kind of the Thing of the media this reddit is about???

"but I don't like the ship/jinshi" THEN WHY ARE YOU WATCHING THIS SHOW???

I just read Piece By Piece on AO3 (here's the link: https://archiveofourown.org/works/47073673 ) which is the best Kimetsu No Yaiba fic I have ever read and I need more fics where Zenitsu is Tengen's son, so PLEASE GIVE ME SOME RECOMMENDATIONS!!!!!

#kimetsu no yaiba #zenitsu agatsuma #tengen uzui

Okay but nobody talks about the URGE to have kids. Like, you KNOW you shouldn't have kids yet because of financial reasons, you KNOW you and your partner have things to do before you're ready for that step, yet you still WANT kids from the BOTTOM of your heart and EVERY TIME you see a video of a baby online you get ghr U R G E to poke holes through all of your condoms. I just C A N T anymore

#for the record my partner also wants kids #it's not that deep i won't actually poke holes into the condoms it's okay chill out don't come @ me #personal shit

No but as someone who used to write fanfics but stopped due to LIFE (*shudder*), I've been looking EVERYWHERE for Jinmao fanfics and I can't find any... So I might as well write one!

#jinshi #maomao #the apothecary diaries #jinmao #fanfic

neo--queen--serenity

It’s incredibly important to me that the anime decided to include this scene that wasn’t in the manga. In the manga, Maomao does pass out in Jinshi’s lap after saving him from what was obviously an assassination attempt.

HOWEVER, the manga cuts off at this point, keeping strictly in Maomao’s perspective, and cuts straight to when she regains consciousness in bed after being treated for her injuries. The manga doesn’t show how she got back. They SAY how, and she briefly mentions, “wow that must have been embarrassing; he carried me back,” but we don’t SEE it. We don’t get to feel the true impact of what that means. But the anime DID show us, and holy shit.

They SHOW us how taboo this is. They show Jinshi carrying her out of the temple, after a public attempt on his life.

They show us the shock and horror on Lakan’s face as Jinshi silently walks past him. Horror at the state his daughter is in, horror at another man—a man with a status he could never dare to question—staking such a public claim over his child, horror at the fact that he could never have this level of closeness with her (as Maomao would never allow it).

Everyone hides their gazes, as is their custom when someone of his rank passes by, but the air is different this time. Jinshi is furious, he’s terrified, and he could not give a single shit about how inappropriate it looks to these palace officials.

The shot that slowly follows her trail of blood—even though it’s a small detail—that in particular leaves such a intense impression of how poignant this is for him.

Maomao talked about this scene in the manga like it was nothing to her. She did what she set out to do: she saved the person who was targeted by the attack. She didn’t even know the target would be someone she knew. But she has no idea that this happened afterwards as a result of her bravery. To her, it likely wasn’t even an act of bravery at all. She acted on impulse; she did what she knew was the right thing to do.

The anime didn’t need to include this, because the manga didn’t show it. But damn, I’m so glad they did.