Red.

Mental illness init. (Dni if ur in recovery)

[redsrunning777]

Yall i fainted in the street cuz of my fast officially embarassed beyond belief 💀💀

[redsrunning777]

Anybody wanna try with me?

[user452523]

thinspo that has so much power on me rn

seriously it motivates me so much to continue like this (it also makes me want to jump off a bridge lol)

[s3x-andpills]

me and every crush i've ever had always end up having the same compatibility as my ed and my weekly alcohol intake

that shit does not go hand in hand

[redsrunning777]

So im back again, i did really well for a while people were telling me i looked like a skeleton i was in the low 50s very near my gw of 45kg. But then out of nowhere i couldnt stop eating, i mean badddly couldn’t stop. Like if i went an hour without food id feel hungry. And now im back up in the high 50s. I deleted tumblr for a while because it had stopped motivating me but im back and its actually been great, ive gotten some great tips and seen some great thinspo. I have redownloaded my fasting app, reestablished my meal plan (i dont eat between 00:00-19:00 and dinner can only be soup or a sandwich) and im also planning to get back into working out (starting today). I started a new school in a different county so most days i had no time to work out, id leave the house at 7am and i wouldnt be back home from anywhere between 7-11pm and then it was homework shower sleep. But hopefully i can get back on my shit and sort it all out. Wish me luck xx

[user452523]

juste some of my fav thinspo :

[delta-for-change]

straight up. I’m so fucking tired of being fat. I’ve been wanting to be skinny for so fucking long, and yet I’m still just as pathetic as I was 5yrs ago. 

[redsrunning777]

real

[fuc-off]

[runawayvagabond]

Me: Eats like a normal person for a week.

Me: This is detrimental why do I keep binging, I’m faking my eating disorder.

[grimeybones]

Cant wait to have this

[pr-3-ttyk-1-tty]

anyone else go through periods of like... normalness and then suddenly things get dramatically worse for a few weeks and then go back to normal-ish? it makes me feel rlly invalidated and like im faking this whole thing smh

[redsrunning777]

Will go through months of convinced im gonna die because im doing so terrible becoming a literal walking corpse and then one day i wake up and am randomly fine its so strange

[losing2anaagain]

Me: diet culture is toxic

Also me: *starves myself*

[0calcoffeeshop]

my brain goes from “it’s getting bad again:/“ to “it’s getting bad again🥳” within seconds i-

[redsrunning777]

THIS

[sowhatimded]

[she-whodreams]

Me after every meal ever

[redsrunning777]

*binges an hour later*

[gothalbinorat]

this user has an ED but supports and encourages recovery

[redsrunning777]

Defo didnt disappead