I wait for the day when I won't be the copier friend. I wait for the day I won't be a stalker. I tried to make myself fat like Carlos and ended up vomiting from eating too much. (Recently, the Carlos thing was recently) I tried to make myself like Karah (my ex) by ⭐ving myself and talking too much and I just ended up looking like a fool in public. She has ADHD and back then I didn't know copying a neurodivergent person like that was wrong. I was inside of a cave. A literal cave. It was an educational tour of a cave, and I looked like an idiot trying to talk as much as the tour guide did, but I know that's what my beloved at the time would've done.















