#tw delusions

[themostdelusionalgirl]

Stop overwhelming things. Not everything has to be an analysis.

[reekinator]

Maybe Soli manipulated me from the start. He wanted to play it off that he was the easily manipulated one. It would make sense. Tricking me into believing that me, him and Ash all share a prophecy and need to work together to defeat the illuminati or wtv. (Since I was abused by someone rich)

Clever, so I don't lash out at him when he calls me worthless.

I'm not scared of his goofy ass though I'm bigger than him and could beat him up lol he's just a mentally ill guy were both just mentally ill guys

[gxrefxtish]

decided to draw out some of my delusions or thoughts

i hate how delusions are stigmatized are something evil or bad, but people can so easily joke about how "delulu" they are and downplay how serious it is, I don't even know what's real or not and its genuinely debilitating

[limitlesslimbo]

Anyone else experience 'spikes' in delusions. Not like psychosis I don't think, but, something adjacent maybe? I usually have these beliefs, though I don't really think about it unless prompted by something most of the time. Just kinda knowledge I have. But, sometimes, I'd have these huge spikes in how much those beliefs show up. It pretty much takes over my life when it happens, it becomes all I talk about or think about with few exceptions. But I don't have hallucinations or anything. It can last from literally half a day, up to multiple months. I'm really confused about what this is, and possibly what causes it.

Some extra info, my first experience of this I can remember is 13 years old, dont remember how long exactly it lasted but it was at least a month or two.

[graciezyippeez]

i recently realised i dont have hallucinations (i did once but thats not related) i have delusions of hallucinations.

my brain tells me theres something in front of me and supplies me with an image of whats "in front of me" but i dont actually see it, if that makes any sense.

edit: forgot to add this is only for visual "hallucinations" i do have auditory and touch based hallucinations

[ashesinurcigarettebox]

“my crush looked at me for one picosecond im so delusional” no the fuck you are not. you are not delusional stop misusing terms oh my god. tell me have you ever locked yourself in the bathroom because you thought you’d be killed if you left. have you ever strategized on how to protect yourself from “the aliens that assimilated your loved ones”? have you ever had delusions, psychosis, etc? no? then shut the fuck up and stop misusing terms for MENTALLY ILL people

[ashesinurcigarettebox]

i love the song rot for clout because its how i feel as the main character of the book,, hopefully the editor cuts out all the bad parts is this a bad part i wonder

[ashesinurcigarettebox]

being delusional is crazy because like. wdym i believe my loved ones have been taken over somewhat by potentially alien parasites (still debating on the otherworldly front with my headmates) and the only way to combat this is with the help of my buddy guardian. who may or may not be a hallucination. fuck i sound crazy but what if im onto something. what if. its like 25% a delusion the rest is real. i can still live a normal life 7 because guardian helps me so thank god for him