Today is TDOR. Every Day is TDOR.

Don't call me "bro", "dude", "sir", etc. I am not a man. And sweetest in the Gale is heard, And sore must be the storm, That could abash the little Bird That kept so many warm. Call me Hope or Regicide. Þei/þem/þeir || she/her/hers || it/its 27, as evidenced by my URL. Queer as in fuck the cops, bi/pan as in whatever pisses you off most. Assigned Cringe At Birth. Mutuals fucked: 1

[regicide1997]

Just reinstalled Tumblr. Might make a new account, though. The name Regicide doesn't really fit me anymore; I'm still an anarchist, and still in favor of killing kings, but Regicide refers to the person I was before October 23rd, 2022. Þei were too scared to come out of the closet, and þei died in a griefburst when þeir fp died. My name is Hope, as in the Thing with Feathers, and it has been ever since I came out at that TDOR eulogy.

I'll be creating my new account soon, and I'll share that account here once I've done that.

[hope-the-feathered]

Hi, it's me! New blog, long overdue.

[theartistrans]

My fiance and I (already struggling to keep our phones on) are both going to be going through major surgery sometime in the future, which is a huge deal for a few reasons. The surgeries themselves are both gender affirming and will address serious long-suffered health issues. But we have such severe allergies that hospitals generally cannot feed us full meals without killing us. (ask me more about this, I would love an opportunity to scream about it)

In the past, a week in this hospital has cost us $300 for both of us to get food we can actually prepare and eat in a hospital room. We are looking at some insane upcoming costs, even if our insurance covers everything directly related to the surgery, because it absolutely won't cover the food costs.

oh, and I'm going through a cancer scare, waiting on a biopsy. Just totally separate from all this, so yknow. Sort of bracing for things to get worse.

Anything helps with this. I made art and you can buy pieces at my kofi If you'd like to help directly, I have a gfm and my payment links are as follows. Dm for proof or details.

PP--$C--V

[theartistrans]

At the time of this being posted, we have recieved $30 to go towards this. These surgeries will be both gender affirming and medically life-changing for us. We deeply appreciate any help preparing us to take care of eachother through all of this.

[theartistrans]

Happy pride, yall. I know this has a lot of notes, but I just got prescribed a med insurance won't cover, and this everything we've got from this just barely coveres is. We really need help with medical/related costs right now.

[transgendz]

@beserkerjewel @hope-the-feathered @cfo-of-antifa @vaspider @kyra45-helping-others @daloy-politsey @yekkes @wormthe

[hope-the-feathered]

Hey, my wife broke up with me last week in a huge argument, my roommate and I are both looking into moving (to separate new locations), and we could use a bit of money to help keep things afloat while we figure everything out.

CashApp & Venmo: regicide1997

Chime: $hope-the-feathered

Pay Hope Gerst using PayPal.Me

Go to paypal.me/hopedanielgerst and type in the amount. Since it’s PayPal, it's easy and secure. Don’t have a PayPal account? No worries.

[hope-the-feathered]

[hope-the-feathered]

Happy TDOV, pls send me money, especially if you're cis.

[hope-the-feathered]

[hope-the-feathered]

So for a two-bedroom apartment, it needs $1164. 🙃

[hope-the-feathered]

Former roommate has found a solution. It found a place for $800/month.

I've gotten my mid-monthly reparations from my dad (for having previously disowned me, it's a long story), so I should be fine for now. That said, my job doesn't pay me over the summer (yay for academia!), so if anyone wants to help out to make sure I stay above water in a few months, that is very much appreciated.

Very thankful to everyone who's helped out so far.

[hope-the-feathered]

Very scared about upcoming months

[hope-the-feathered]

I'm so fucking exhausted.

Kaleigh and I are on better terms now, but I'm no longer living with her. We were planning on renewing the lease at the place she's living (where I used to live with her), but this throws a serious wrench in that idea.

Kaleigh needs a new place to live by June 30th.

I'm so scared for her

[heartpdf]

happy pride 😢💕🫶🏽 im a Black nonbinary lesbian artist in recovery for some p severe trauma, please donate if you can so i can afford soup to take my meds on a regular basis while i get a lot of painful dental surgery and go through physical therapy c4$h4pp v3nm0 p4yp4l k0fi

[heartpdf]

goal is soup, please help if you can my friend’s cat just threw up and we have to take her to the vet, still havent gotten to eat

[heartpdf]

still on the bus to the vet er, havent got to eat, even $1 will help <3

[heartpdf]

and i have more dental surgery at 9am 😭 genuinely feeling unwell

[heartpdf]

we just got here and they said its $190 just for his cat to be examined!! they are also a Black nonbinary lesbian please please please if you can help please do i do not know what to do but i can ask for help

[heartpdf]

just got home, his cant couldnt be seen bcs neither of us passed the credit check and couldnt pay out of pocket enough even combined for her to be seen. my friend has work tomorrow so ill have to try to take her somewhere to be seen after my dental surgery, please consider sharing even $1. i still havent got to eat. grateful for any help bcs truthfully im overwhelmed

[heartpdf]

gm <3 have dental surgery and then i have to take her to the vet, please help if you can <3

[theartistrans]

My fiance and I (already struggling to keep our phones on) are both going to be going through major surgery sometime in the future, which is a huge deal for a few reasons. The surgeries themselves are both gender affirming and will address serious long-suffered health issues. But we have such severe allergies that hospitals generally cannot feed us full meals without killing us. (ask me more about this, I would love an opportunity to scream about it)

In the past, a week in this hospital has cost us $300 for both of us to get food we can actually prepare and eat in a hospital room. We are looking at some insane upcoming costs, even if our insurance covers everything directly related to the surgery, because it absolutely won't cover the food costs.

oh, and I'm going through a cancer scare, waiting on a biopsy. Just totally separate from all this, so yknow. Sort of bracing for things to get worse.

Anything helps with this. I made art and you can buy pieces at my kofi If you'd like to help directly, I have a gfm and my payment links are as follows. Dm for proof or details.

PP--$C--V

[theartistrans]

At the time of this being posted, we have recieved $30 to go towards this. These surgeries will be both gender affirming and medically life-changing for us. We deeply appreciate any help preparing us to take care of eachother through all of this.

[theartistrans]

Happy pride, yall. I know this has a lot of notes, but I just got prescribed a med insurance won't cover, and this everything we've got from this just barely coveres is. We really need help with medical/related costs right now.

[transgendz]

@beserkerjewel @hope-the-feathered @cfo-of-antifa @vaspider @kyra45-helping-others @daloy-politsey @yekkes @wormthe

[hope-the-feathered]

Hey, my wife broke up with me last week in a huge argument, my roommate and I are both looking into moving (to separate new locations), and we could use a bit of money to help keep things afloat while we figure everything out.

CashApp & Venmo: regicide1997

Chime: $hope-the-feathered

Pay Hope Gerst using PayPal.Me

Go to paypal.me/hopedanielgerst and type in the amount. Since it’s PayPal, it's easy and secure. Don’t have a PayPal account? No worries.

[hope-the-feathered]

[hope-the-feathered]

Happy TDOV, pls send me money, especially if you're cis.

[hope-the-feathered]

[hope-the-feathered]

So for a two-bedroom apartment, it needs $1164. 🙃

[hope-the-feathered]

Former roommate has found a solution. It found a place for $800/month.

I've gotten my mid-monthly reparations from my dad (for having previously disowned me, it's a long story), so I should be fine for now. That said, my job doesn't pay me over the summer (yay for academia!), so if anyone wants to help out to make sure I stay above water in a few months, that is very much appreciated.

Very thankful to everyone who's helped out so far.

[hope-the-feathered]

Very scared about upcoming months

[hope-the-feathered]

I'm so fucking exhausted.

Kaleigh and I are on better terms now, but I'm no longer living with her. We were planning on renewing the lease at the place she's living (where I used to live with her), but this throws a serious wrench in that idea.

Kaleigh needs a new place to live by June 30th.

I'm so scared for her

[heartpdf]

happy pride 😢💕🫶🏽 im a Black nonbinary lesbian artist in recovery for some p severe trauma, please donate if you can so i can afford soup to take my meds on a regular basis while i get a lot of painful dental surgery and go through physical therapy c4$h4pp v3nm0 p4yp4l k0fi

[heartpdf]

goal is soup, please help if you can my friend’s cat just threw up and we have to take her to the vet, still havent gotten to eat

[heartpdf]

still on the bus to the vet er, havent got to eat, even $1 will help <3

[heartpdf]

and i have more dental surgery at 9am 😭 genuinely feeling unwell

[heartpdf]

we just got here and they said its $190 just for his cat to be examined!! they are also a Black nonbinary lesbian please please please if you can help please do i do not know what to do but i can ask for help

[heartpdf]

just got home, his cant couldnt be seen bcs neither of us passed the credit check and couldnt pay out of pocket enough even combined for her to be seen. my friend has work tomorrow so ill have to try to take her somewhere to be seen after my dental surgery, please consider sharing even $1. i still havent got to eat. grateful for any help bcs truthfully im overwhelmed

[heartpdf]

gm <3 have dental surgery and then i have to take her to the vet, please help if you can <3

[kusali]

Guess who doesn't exist?

So my bank kindly unburdened themselves by closing my accounts after not receiving identity paperwork they claimed they didn't need - I called after a scary letter they told me to disregard then they closed my accounts for not responding to the letter 🤡

On top of that, I'm still in the process of getting all my identity documents. I have been able to do some over the last I guess year, like my tax stuff, birth cert and a proof of age card, but I haven't renewed my driver's/learners because that requires sitting a test

But! Opening a new bank account requires a driver's or a passport. Australia has the most expensive passports in the world! Several hundred dollars! The drivers would be much cheaper

Chris has also been impacted because he's with the same idiot bank, except he just ignored the letter and lost access (not that following up helped me anyway so perhaps it wouldn't have made a difference)

So because of all this, his pay in 4s on the PayPal have bounced and he's got a negative PayPal balance of some $700. That sucks because PayPal is the only money app either of us has access to until we get our new bank accounts

So TLDR I am working very hard to get my life together for me and my kids as you all know (that's why I'm online less) and I'm waiting to hear on my apprenticeship application but we could really use some help to get over this bump. The amazing help we received last year has gotten us through til now but I need an income now and this happened at the worst possible time

So I'm just trying to fix the negative balance on the PayPal and bring it back to zero so we can use it again

Anything at all helps!

Ko-fi: /FakeJuly

PayPal: [email protected]

0/700 AUD

[blogwoofs]

Please urgently save a Minneapolis trans couple after police brutality

We had a wellness check go wrong and the police were called. My girlfriend was detained for being trans. There was a lot of bad stuff that happened and the crisis workers lied to get us hurt

I dont have my meds, we dont have food. I am begging for help, we have nothing and the police took safety away from us.

Please help us survive

450/575

c*shapp: $frogiess

v*mno: @ finchfrog

https://www.paypal.me/skyve

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[blogwoofs]

we still really need help

[hope-the-feathered]

Hey, I need a little bit of help riding out the rest of this month.

CashApp: $regicide1997

Chime: $hope-the-feathered

Venmo: @/regicide1997

PayPal: @/hopedanielgerst

Pay me on Cash App

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[hope-the-feathered]

Hey, I need a little bit of help riding out the rest of this month.

CashApp: $regicide1997

Chime: $hope-the-feathered

Venmo: @/regicide1997

PayPal: @/hopedanielgerst

Pay me on Cash App

Instantly exchange money for free on Cash App

[hope-the-feathered]

Hey, I need a little bit of help riding out the rest of this month.

CashApp: $regicide1997

Chime: $hope-the-feathered

Venmo: @/regicide1997

PayPal: @/hopedanielgerst

Pay me on Cash App

Instantly exchange money for free on Cash App

[hope-the-feathered]

Hey, I need a little bit of help riding out the rest of this month.

CashApp: $regicide1997

Chime: $hope-the-feathered

Venmo: @/regicide1997

PayPal: @/hopedanielgerst

Pay me on Cash App

Instantly exchange money for free on Cash App

[hope-the-feathered]

Hey, I need a little bit of help riding out the rest of this month.

CashApp: $regicide1997

Chime: $hope-the-feathered

Venmo: @/regicide1997

PayPal: @/hopedanielgerst

Pay me on Cash App

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[hope-the-feathered]

Hey, I need a little bit of help riding out the rest of this month.

CashApp: $regicide1997

Chime: $hope-the-feathered

Venmo: @/regicide1997

PayPal: @/hopedanielgerst

Pay me on Cash App

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[hope-the-feathered]

Hey, I need a little bit of help riding out the rest of this month.

CashApp: $regicide1997

Chime: $hope-the-feathered

Venmo: @/regicide1997

PayPal: @/hopedanielgerst

Pay me on Cash App

Instantly exchange money for free on Cash App

[hope-the-feathered]

Hey, I need a little bit of help riding out the rest of this month.

CashApp: $regicide1997

Chime: $hope-the-feathered

Venmo: @/regicide1997

PayPal: @/hopedanielgerst

Pay me on Cash App

Instantly exchange money for free on Cash App