caramelle queendom

Bienvenue au domaine de la reine!~ I am a constellation of metaphors. Oh, sometimes I bleed rainbows. I'm a cat, unicorn and mermaid in one.

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When our eyes met, I felt that I was growing pale. A curious sensation of terror came over me. I knew that I had come face to face with some one whose mere personality was so fascinating that, if I allowed it to do so, it would absorb my whole nature, my whole soul, my very art itself. I did not want any external influence in my life.

Oscar Wilde (The Picture of Dorian Gray)

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Counting the days that turn to weeks and to months...

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It sucks to know that you never meant as much as you think you did, that you're disposable.

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Please don't get tired of me.

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I never want anything enough. That's why I do not deserve them, and that includes you.

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In my mind, I’ve countlessly knelt in front of you, begging for the love you could never give. But I won’t ever truly do it.

For myself

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I won't break it, I promise.

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Maswerte na ako na andito ka pa rin sa buhay ko. Maswerte ako na magkaibigan pa rin tayo. Maswerte ako dahil nakilala kita. Maswerte ako dahil hindi matatawaran ang tatag ng pagkakaibigan natin na kahit nahulog ako sayo, kinaya kong umahon at harapin ang katotohanan. Kinaya ko. Nasaktan ako at naghilom. Salamat at sinuportahan mo ang desisyon ko. Gusto kong manatili tayong ganito, magkaibigan, kung saan alam nating pareho tayong may masasandalan at walang magkakasakitan.

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I can't change the fact that I already lost you. If my mind says otherwise, it will always find an evidence on the next second. I could only alter the reality through my eyes but never through yours. This is when realizations set in; I held on too much to that hope in the word hopeless.

Not-Yet-Midnight Thoughts

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I wanted to replace her in his life. I wished for it. Turns out, you can never replace a person for they will forever be in the memory. If not, they will still play a part in someone's timeline, and we can never turn back time. I guess I shouldn't have wanted to replace her. I should have wished to be significant part of life instead and not just some girl who confessed and got rejected and pretended to have moved on.

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I saw you. I saw you with her. It hurt, it definitely did. It still hurts to know I wasn't enough. It hurts to be reminded that no matter what I said or felt, you still wouldn't have chosen me. It hurts to recall the memory of rejection. It hurts, it still does, but nothing compared to the pain life had already given me. I saw you. I saw you with her. It hurts, but not as much anymore.

Conflict

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However I convinced my mind that we are not meant to be is beyond me. I guess I am just too tired of being miserable that I can now actually avoid dwelling in the sorrowful fantasy called you and me.

Fantasyland aka Miseryland

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<i>Putangina.</i> Akala ko okay na ako, mahal pa rin pala kita.

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You are a universe; not mine to keep but only mine to admire.

I should probably move on.