ReineWanderer

there's more to life than being like this 🤙

[worthless-misery]

Fuck, I hate existing.

[khannnnnnnnnn]

I don’t want to recover. I just want it to stop.

[weighted-hearts]

Every day is literally the same. I wake up and go through the motions, but my minds not there. I just want to feel something, but I also dont because that might be more dangerous.

[can-i-give-up-now-please]

It's the same old story

Day in day out

Either I self destruct

Or the emotional pain destroys me anyway

At least I'm in control of my self destruction

27.02.2020

[timotaychalamet]

[reinewanderer]

[reinewanderer]

[reinewanderer]

Met you in 2015, been there with you in 2016, been happy with you in 2017 and 2018, has struggled in and part ways in 2019 but here we are, learning and growing in 2020. HAPPY 4TH ANNIVERSARY BEB 🥺💙 It's been 4 years but I can still remember the first time that I saw you. Love was never meant to be easy but at least we managed to hold on. Our relationship may not be perfect but at least we know it's real. I can't promise anything but to love you as much as I can and to give you anything as much as I can offer. We may broke each other a little too deep but know that I don't regret anything in our relationship. I will and always treasure each moments with you.

I may not be okay nor am sure to a lot of things but I am sure of one thing, you will be forever my constant and will be forever in my heart. Thank you for understanding me for I knew that I've changed and I have been through a lot. I can't seem to be okay for now but please don't blame yourself if at times I feel so distant and sad. Please know that I am trying my best for you and for myself. So hang in there for I will find myself and be happy again without worries. I also knew that there are still a lot of things that you need to fix on yourself so please do remembere that I am always be here to support and wait for you until you are fully okay. Thank you for all of the memories. I wouldn't mind spending the rest of my life with you. Sorry if there are times that I can't understand you but know that I still love you even of those times. Sorry for those hurtful words that I have said. I may be easily annoyed now or easily get hurt by words but I will always find a way to make you understand me more.

Every year with you will always be treasured inside my heart. This year, I wish nothing but a peace of mind for the both of us and even a little touch of happiness inside our hearts. I wish nothing but to stay alive and overcome every challenges with you. I guess we deserve that much.

Happy Anniversary and I love you, I really do💙💙

[juansendizon]

Here are my poetry collections about depression, healing, and self-love.   

“Confessions of a Wallflower”

https://www.amazon.com/dp/1542396859 💙

“I Am The Architect of My Own Destruction”

https://www.amazon.com/dp/1721578641 💙

Relax.

Breathe.

Stay warm inside a blanket with a cup of tea.

I hope these words will find a way to touch your heart.

[introvertedguys]

People can be so quiet about their pain that you forget they're even hurting.

[wnq-writers]

“I will always find peace in rain and adventure in reading.”

— Viola CN

[reinewanderer]

100% yess

[we-are-going-to-hell]

I’m always here if you need to talk 💜

[reinewanderer]

huyyyy ayoko na umiyak 😭

[svdcore]

[basementghostli]

I’m not crazy, you’re the one that’s crazy!

[reinewanderer]

ang complicated mo loraine 😭

[abnormall]

[nong-mintra]

Not being able to sleep is lethal. But sleeping with your mind constantly running is driving me insane.

[reinewanderer]

hoyy patulugin nyoko!!!!

[imjustascaredlilgirl]

[drinkwatah]

za tsag ni irlee bayrtai

[reinewanderer]

Gold Cobalt Sodium

[nostalgiaishere]

[never-gonna-fall-for-modernlove]

Yo. This is such a bad pattern I can almost feel myself getting back into. I need something, I know I am the only one who can give it to myself but God damn it’s hard when you are your only support. You need a really strong will. And sometimes, a person just gets tired.

[reinewanderer]

malala nako gago

[iammorethanaflower]

Throwback for today 💖

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