Odette's Inferno

Charlie's inferno, but its my name Odette (not real) possible RAMCOA DID sys Hello! Its me Odette I use He/Him Pronouns and im currently 14 years old! I am a questioning DID system, IF you come to fakeclaim you will be blocked, I WON'T BE ACCEPTING DMS UNLESS YOU'RE A CLOSE FRIEND. " we know it's magic! now that our gods are dead, what's there to fear? i'll be here to wipe away all of the tears " - It's magic by Stomach book DO NOT INTERACT IF YOU ARE ANY 'genic' BESIDES TRAUMAGENIC DNI ENDOS, WILLOS ETC ETC. INCLUDING TRANSHARMFULID ETC GET HELP...

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Friendly reminder that this blog has a dni for endos

That includes:

Pro endos

Neu endos

Mixed origin

Literally anything that is endo. Get off our blog.

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yes pinterest this is EXACTLY what i wanted <3

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everyday im terrified that i'll undergo RAMCOA or OEA again.. please my brain can't take anymore-

[mawofthemagnetar]

The problem with being low support needs is that people mentally autocorrect that to “no support needs” and then proceed to give you absolutely nothing and then get surprised when you implode after six months.

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i feel like i need to be miserable 24-7 but like my emotional amnesia and just general amnesia keeps me from remembering jackshit

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why are singlets(endos/willos) so desperate to be systems.

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SCP classes for alter roles. Our Level cards can be found here [x] and our SCP Department Flags can be found here [x]

Neutralized_Class: 

An alter who have gone dormant. It is involved with a state of inactivity. During this time the alter cannot front, be interacted with or found in the inner world.

Safe_Class: 

These alters can be welcoming or otherwise not an immediate danger to the system. These alters can front alone and are not harmful to their system or themselves. These can sometimes be Hosts, Co-Hosts, Caretakers or others who are more open to people outside the system.

Euclid_Class: 

These alters can be a little more protective or closed off to others. Usually these alters struggle or are uncomfortable fronting or interacting with strangers. These alters can also sometimes be young or otherwise not understand the world. 

Keter_Class: 

These alters are more dangerous to the system and outside world. Or those who don’t want the outside world to know about them. Many times these alters may need someone to co-front with them. These alters may also not want to front around strangers or people they do not trust.

Thaumiel_Class: 

These alters can fall under caretakers, gatekeepers, or handlers. They most often care for or handle other alters to keep them contained or prevent the system coming to harm. These alters almost or always front with alters they deem a danger or in need of care. 

Esoteric_Class: 

These alters rarely if ever front and are usually hidden from the rest of the system. This could be by choice or because the alter is in an area where other alters cannot interact with them. These alters can be mysterious, confusing, or have very little information known about them.

Apollyon_Class: 

These alters cannot enter front without being destructive, or harmful every time. Many of these hurt other alters, the body or the body’s friends, family and social connections. The harm they cause is most often intentional and planned out.

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trauma so bad my coping mechanisms have names and pronouns

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realest

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Parents when name-calling, terrorizing, threatning, hitting(EVEN LIGHT), screaming actually affect your mental health and childhood

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help me

i think im faking and its because i can hardly remember anything of my past much

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hi i saw what you asked in the ramcoa community and yes you’re valid in your experiences no matter when it happened

thank you so much <333 We really do appreciate you

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ye ye ye eye

No. No I cannot be mature, No I cannot act my age, Why? Because people all around me thought it was funny and entertaining to torture a baby who couldn't walk or even talk yet. yet people will still act like its my fault legit ive had people be like 'well just run away' have you ever heard of the police have you ever heard of trauma bonding have you ever heard that a literally fucking toddler cannot run away from their parents. highkey still blame myself but like,,,,at some point it gets to like a boiling point. - Odette

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vents

i remember being thirteen or whatever and i was like wanting to die but also not so i call the helpline, (this is the third time and i had a plan) obviously the police come, but my dad comes before because his fucking ass always has to do this shit and puts me in his car so when the police drive by they don't see anyone, so obviously THE POLICE DON"T COME, and my dad starts venting and getting angry at me about how this could affect his reputation and how the police would think they are mistreating me and take me away (they suck at their job so they wouldn't your a computer software engineer you know better dad) and then he asked me WHY, and i beign 13 and unable to name my emotions said 'i just am really really sad' and he said "WELL YOUR NOT SAD ENOUGH!!" well thanks for fueling my trauma and need to suffer more now look at me ?? this is kinda YOUR fault now is it? im so angry and sad and also like toxic postivity ive had teachers and friends and other adults be like 'its their first time living too!' THEY ARE FOURTY YEARS OLD they should KNOW better, they are not 12 they are not 14 they are a grown ass middle aged adult they may not know what they are doing but they should know better i frankly find it disgusting - angry guy part yes yes yes <3

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average interaction

"Whats you're trauma?" everything "everything? like? how do you remember that?" context clues "the fuck you mean by context clues" Old photos, Programming, System structure, how i'm still treated, i'm not dumb yknow.. "so you have no doubt your a system?" oh no i still think i'm faking ".." Ironic right.

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i still feel it

hands around my body. was it real god knows? I don't know i don't have many memorys