I'm just a girl that loves kingdom hearts and and animation and gaming and drawing i dream of one day becoming a animator so please like my posts don't hate on people π also here is my tiktok if you want to follow https://www.tiktok.com/@renee7571?_t=8mBv0ybdQJ4&_r=1
It has been such a long time and the reason why is I haven't really had any inspiration to draw or really post anything so what I decided to do was I decided to go through my old drawings and have a little fun I used chatgbt to help bring these outfits to life
And basically what these outfits are they are if Kairi landed in the world of Sofia the first
The outfit on the right is the outfit you would normally get
The second outfit is like her second form
And I love these outfits so much they are so cute especially the one on the left I love the way that dress looks on her
Anyway that's all I wanted to share thank you so much for taking time out of your day to look at this and I will probably be posting more outfits
And as always until next time!
And the drawings on the bottom are the artwork they are from
So basically this drawing is set I'ma say about three months after the events of KH3 and MOM - (Kingdom hearts 3 and Melody of memories)
Kairi has been training in the land of departure for those three months
And she has formed a pretty good bond with all of them in her time there
She really looks up to aqua as her mentor and aqua becomes a second mother/big sister to kairi she pushes kairi to be the best she can be but is also very firm when she finds her pushing herself too hard she's also very encouraging to her and praises her when she does well along with giving her advice about her confidence issues
She also has good relationship with ventus with them up sometimes staying up late on days when they are not training just talking until sunrises or having cooking disasters in the kitchen or playing pranks on terra he becomes another brother to kairi similar to axel/lea when she would find herself feeling sad or lonely Ven would always be there ready to make laugh and helped her forget whatever was bothering her earlier that day
And last but certainly not least Terra who this drawing has in it her and terra kinda had a bit of a rocky start when they first met with him looking so much like the xahanort from her memories she wasn't cruel to him by all means but kinda avoided him and was little nervous around him and also didn't really make a effort to get to know him like she did Ven
But as time went by terra noticed this and eventually with encouragment from Aqua and Ven sat down with kairi with just the two of them and had a heart to heart with her on what happened and why she acts the way she does around him, she explains to him that it's not really him but it's more so of who he reminds her of how every time she would look at him she would see xahanort all over kidnapping her and sending away from her home as it was being destroyed, along with other trauma associated with xanort (and also probably murdered her grandmother right in front of her but it's not really confirmed tho so take this with a grain of salt)
As she explains this terra's eyes get really glossy and when she finally gets done speaking, terra with tears in his eyes gives kairi a wholehearted apology for everything that happened to her and all the pain he caused her (even though terra had no control over his heart anymore at that point) and that he would spend everyday trying to make things right with her, (even though somewhere deep down inside he feels as though nothing will)
And Kairi being the sweetheart she is she looks in his eyes and sees the sincerity in his apology and that he was no longer the man haunting in her memories but also a victim of xahanort just as she was and that she forgives him for everything the two share a hug
And afterwards Terra becomes a older brother to kairi in way, on nights when she can't sleep he's always there with a cup of hot chocolate and a soft blanket ready to listen if she wants to talk about it or if not he just stays with her until she's able to fall back asleep or if she starts feels like she's not doing enough he's always quick to reassure her that she's doing great, he also loves to pretend that hes angry about whatever prank her and ven did to him just to get a laugh out of her, he becomes her anchor in after everything.
So that you are all caught up on everything now to the story of this drawing:
Kairi had not had a easy week she has been having a really hard time mastering spellweaver she found herself really getting frustrated with herself for not mastering it she when she should've she would almost have it then she would just fizzle out
Aqua would feel kairi getting frustrated and in return would tell her they'll try again tomorrow and then they move on to something else this goes on for a week until kairi snaps at aqua telling her she doesn't wanna move on to something else she wants to keep going until she gets it right
Aqua also feeling frustrated with kairi snaps back at her telling her she's not gonna master it because she's not ready and she's too inexperienced to master it and that they need to move on to something more on her level
This makes the two go back and forth until eventually aqua dismisses her for the day this causes kairi to storm off and lock herself in her room for the whole rest of the day
Terra and Ven and even Aqua at some point knock on door through out the day trying to coax her to come out and talk to them and eat but she refuses or just flat out ignores them they eventually give up and gives her her space
Later on that evening she falls asleep but she doesn't stay asleep long as she a awful anxiety filled nightmare and after tossing and turning for about thirty minutes
She decides to goes to her usual coping mechanism when she doesn't wanna bother terra which is the training grounds she usually goes there and get her anger out until she feel exhausted enough to go to sleep
So she puts her boots on and her cardigan to protect from the cool air and makes her way to the training ground unbeknownst to her terra quietly follows her
Once she reaches the grounds she makes her way to the training dummy and she attacks this poor training dummy with full force releasing a weeks or longer worth anger and frustration on it
Eventually her arms get sore enough and the tightness in her chest loosens just a little just enough for it to feel easier to breathe and so she stops
Once she does she hears a warm familiar voice behind "a little late to be training" terra says as he was sitting on a bench located on the grounds
Kairi said irritation clear in her tone and her face as she looks at him "isn't that what I'm here for?"
Terra doesn't get angry at her instead he looks at her with that soft understanding "it is," he says keeping the same gentle tone he always had "but not like this"
Kairi doesn't say anything she just she swallows the words threatening to spill out
When she doesn't respond he continues "what your doing, I've been where you are," he leans forward ever slightly keeping eye contact with her "I know how you feel"
Kairi raises a eyebrow at this "no you don't" he opens his mouth to respond but she doesn't give him a chance
"You have no idea how I feel," she says finally releasing the pressure on her heart "You have no idea how it feels to be weak!, to try and try and try to strong enough to protect the ones that are the most important to you and never being enough to protect them!" Each word left her feeling lighter and lighter "So don't patronize me!!" By the end of it she was shouting and out of breath
After few deep breaths she built up the courage to look back at him halfway through her speech she broke eye contact from him but when she did she was surprised
He wasn't angry nor frustrated with her for disregarding what he said he just look at her with those same sad gentle understanding eyes that made her feel awful
She released her grip on her keyblade it dropped to the ground the sound of it clanking before it disappeared her fingers aching from the death grip she had on it
"I-I'm sorry,terra" she apologized "I don't know what came over me, I'm not angry with you" she said barely keep her voice even
"But it's how you feel isn't it?" He said simply
Her eyes burrowed slightly as she gives him a confused look
"Angry" He clarified
Her eyes widened at his revelation she felt that far too familiar sting in back of her eyes
She let out a high pitched unnatural laugh "I-I'm not angry" she says "I-I'm fine" her voice trembled slightly at the end
Terra didn't say anything just looked with that quiet sad understanding like he saw her hurt her pain and understood it
She tried her best to hold in her tears to push down her pain her anger just as she always has, but in end she fails to hold them in this time
Terra is over there with three quick long strides and he wraps one arm around her shoulders gently pulling her to his chest and the other hand resting gently on the back of her head moving up and down in a soothing out the wild strands of hair
And kairi just cries and cries finally letting out those years and months worth of anger and hurt....
Drawing notes below π
Hello everyone!
It has been awhile since I have posted anything or drew anything for Tumblr so I thought I would redraw a little something for y'all and this is a drawing I did about two years ago
It's a idea I had for terra and kairi where kairi basically has this breakdown after the events of KH3 and MOM and terra is there to comfort her
I really love how this came out I made quite a few color choice differences than the original
Specifically on kairi I wanted to her to have pale skin and eyes red and a little skunken in from lack of sleep basically I wanted her to look physically and mentally exhausted and I don't think I did too bad
I also like how terra came out I think he looks good think the only thing I would change is his hair a little bit but overall it doesn't look too bad
Sorry if I ramble a bit on the explanation sometimes when I get really passionate about something I just go on and on until I can't think of anything else to say about it
Ummm thank you so much for your time I hope you enjoyed this drawing and the story behind it
Also if this gets enough likes I will do a continuation of this
I'm back with another chosen drawing this one is of my favorite scene of the season so far and that is the Peter forgives Matthew scene
This scene is in season 4 episode 2.
I think the scene was well built up and well done I like how at first Matthew didn't understand why he should ask Peter for forgiveness when Peter said he would never forgive him
It wasn't until Jesus pointed out to him that it wasn't just Peter in the wrong at that moment that Matthew wronged him first by spying on him and almost reporting him to quintus that he realized he needed to ask for forgiveness and that forgiveness was a sign for repentance and that forgiveness was just a gift given by the other person
I also loved when Jesus and Peter was at the fire pit and Jesus told not to gforgive not just one or twice or even seven times but seventy time seven the number of endless forgiveness
As explained in Matthew 18:21-35
Anyway that's all for now unfortunately and as always until next time π
Ps: The speedpaint is below along with one of my favourite worship songs I hope you enjoy π
MY FIRST CHOSEN DRAWING! (that's digital anyway..)
Drawing notes
I am proud to say that the chosen has made a very positive impact on my life it allowed me to see jesus and in a whole new light
The chosen does a great job at showing me the humanity of christ this show does a great job showing jesus having a sense of humor and loving his mother
And also showing his sorrow but that's to be seen at a later time I just love the way they show him loving his mother and his disciples
A lot of people get so caught up in his divinity they forget he was a man too a man a bared the weight of all our sins that he understands all of feelings because he felt them as well
This drawing has the characters in their season one outfits featuring Jesus hugging Simon Peter in the finale of season 1
Now I not saying that every single thing that happens in the show is entirely scriptureally accurate but to quite honest with you what Movie/TV show is about the bible is..
It has its own added characters to give the show more life such as Barnaby and Shula and Tamar And they man at the well which they named Jesse who they written as the brother the Simon the zealot
But it does have quite a bit that is scriptureally accurate such as the healing of the paralytic Man The healing of the leopard walking on water Jesus wept healing of the man at the pool and so on and so forth
If you're someone who watches movies about the Bible about the New testament about Jesus and you're just not connecting with it I recommend you try the chosen it feels real it feels like something that happened in real life it doesn't feel like something that was just written by a random man or made up religion it feels really good to watch it and to see Jesus in a whole new light it for sure made me feel closer to him and like I was seeing things in a new way
Anyway I'm rambling a bit I just wanted to sure my thoughts on series and and how much it means to me
MY FIRST CHOSEN DRAWING! (that's digital anyway..)
Drawing notes
I am proud to say that the chosen has made a very positive impact on my life it allowed me to see jesus and in a whole new light
The chosen does a great job at showing me the humanity of christ this show does a great job showing jesus having a sense of humor and loving his mother
And also showing his sorrow but that's to be seen at a later time I just love the way they show him loving his mother and his disciples
A lot of people get so caught up in his divinity they forget he was a man too a man a bared the weight of all our sins that he understands all of feelings because he felt them as well
This drawing has the characters in their season one outfits featuring Jesus hugging Simon Peter in the finale of season 1
Now I not saying that every single thing that happens in the show is entirely scriptureally accurate but to quite honest with you what Movie/TV show is about the bible is..
It has its own added characters to give the show more life such as Barnaby and Shula and Tamar And they man at the well which they named Jesse who they written as the brother the Simon the zealot
But it does have quite a bit that is scriptureally accurate such as the healing of the paralytic Man The healing of the leopard walking on water Jesus wept healing of the man at the pool and so on and so forth
If you're someone who watches movies about the Bible about the New testament about Jesus and you're just not connecting with it I recommend you try the chosen it feels real it feels like something that happened in real life it doesn't feel like something that was just written by a random man or made up religion it feels really good to watch it and to see Jesus in a whole new light it for sure made me feel closer to him and like I was seeing things in a new way
Anyway I'm rambling a bit I just wanted to sure my thoughts on series and and how much it means to me
Soo...for the past week i'll save i have been messing around with MMD And doing some really cute poses with the MMD models some I will use for drawing poses and some i'll probably do comics with.. Like this for instance,
When i was doing MMD i was think of what i could create with it Besides animantion and i had this idea to redo one of my old drawing From three (almost four) years ago...
And Iet me tell you i have a new found respect for ALL MMD Animators AND MMD Artwork Markers It took me a week to learn to How to pose them..But i have to say it was well worth it i am very Proud about how it came out,
I added some extra panels to the comic i just thought it was a bit too Short i thought it would be cute for riku not only to tell kairi that it Was not her fault but to promise her that everything will be okay,
Like the Best friend/Brother he is i also changed the hug pose a bit When i realized how tall riku was in comparison to kairi i wanted to Have kairi lay her head on riku shoulder while she cried to allow riku To be both a figuratively and literally shoulder to cry on.
Sorry to ramble on for this simple comic but i couldn't help it
Anyways i hope you really enjoyed it because i really enjoyed making and writing this and as always
Til Next Time! :D
Oh also here are the models i used in case you wanna make some of your own :)
I don't know about anyone else but I was a veggietales girl I ABSOLUTELY Loved veggietales when I was little from the animation to silly songs with Larry
In this drawing I drew some of my favorite veggietale characters and scene, one of them being a scene from esther one when the king is almost crushed by a piano and he gets warned before he could get crushed
And he moves out of the way before the piano could crush him and then he turns to haman and is "why is there a piano on my cake?" ππππ
I used to think that scene was so funny when I was little and still find it rather humorous now If you have never seen a episode of veggietales before I recommend you watch it
It's one of those nostalgic shows you can rewatch and have a very good time rewatching it
As you can also see I drew madame blueberry and one of my favorites rack shack and benny
I don't know if it's just me but for the longest time when I was I little I used to call the actual bible characters rack shack and benny until I was able to say their actual bible names π
For those who have never seen this episode of veggietales this story is kinda more of a kid friendly version of the actual story of shadrach meshach and abednego who are were thrown into a fiery furnace for refusing bowing down to the false god made of gold long story short the story of rack shack and benny was teaching you not to follow what others tell you to do what you know is right and what god and your parents taught you and to stand up when you know something is wrong.
It's a really cute story and has a really good message and song πΆπΆ
Now the madame blueberry is a story that is not in the bible but is still a cute story it's a story about being thankful and in the story madame blueberry is one of the richest vegetables but is a so unhappy hence her name BLUEberry she has all these material things but she is not happy she cries all the time she's just blue and has a full song about it anyway long story short she learns to be thankful for what she has and how to be thankful
Like a said very cute story and age appropriate for young kids who need to learn about being thankful for everything they have.... And it has a very catchy song πΆπΆ
And now for the last and final story which is the esther story which my favorite veggietale story it's a story about being brave no matter how scary it is to never be afraid to do what's right for god is with you in this story it is much like the bible story of esther but more kid friendly if you don't watch was any of the veggietale stories I've said I really recommend this one it's really cute and was my favorite veggietale when I was little and still is....
And it also a really catchy song πΆπΆπππ
I'm back with once again with another redraw and this....is..
MY ALL TIME FAVORITE REDRAW!!!! ππ I love this redraw so much I love how it came out!!
It's simple to me this drawing is what less is more it's a simple pencil drawing with the only thing colored in is the eyes
As you can see the original drawing was a pencil drawing with the only colored in was riku eyes when I drew this I really like riku's eyes in the previous games so when I drew this I colored his eyes in a beautiful bright teal colored pencil.
This was back when I first really got into drawing kingdom hearts characters and before I really got into digital artwork.
When I redrew this I wanted to keep kinda like the original with it being drew in pencil and his jacket being colored in pencil and his eyes colored in colored pencil.
This one was really fun to draw I remember a time when I struggled so much to draw hair and facial expressions and it came so easy with drawing as you can see in the redraw I made more video game accurate with my style to it I think his face and eyes are a little more like his face in the game with the serious eye brows and eyes and I made his eye colored the same as the game with a nice olive green color..
You honestly never realized how much you improve in drawing until you redraw old drawings
Anyway that's all for now! I really hope you enjoyed this redraw as much as I enjoyed drawing it for you and as always
