A silly optimist with chronic depression and EDs @residualtrash - Tumblr Blog

“Oh my god you’re a writer? Can I read your stuff?”

I hope this isn't too triggering for anyone but I have this certain disassociative feeling lately. I'm 34 and I feel like I lived life. I've done what I wanted to do and have no real desires or passions. Nor do I have the want or will to find any. The idea of living past 40 scares the hell out of me. I don't want to live that long. I don't feel like I'm supposed to live that long. I feel like I'm not supposed to be here right now and it gives me anxiety. Does anyone else get this kind of dred? I feel like I'd be happier as a ghost watching my loved ones live life. I'm more of a spectator than a participant in general.

#mental disorder #mental health #depression #anxiety #disassociation #fear of living #no motivation

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I'm fully confident that part of why I became a librarian is because of this movie.

dankmemeuniversity

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How to promote Doh Kyungsoo 101

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He represents all of us hahaha

I wish I had someone to fangirl out with to D.O's new MV Rose and album Empathy. He seriously deserves more love!

#exo d.o #d.o.#d.o #d.o. exo #do kyungsoo #kyungsoo #exo do kyungsoo #D.O Rose #D.O Empathy #Kyungsoo Rose #kyungsoo empathy

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D.O. 디오 The 1st Mini Album [공감] #2

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Kris Wu u sick fuck!!

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TW: Sexual Assault, Rape, Minors

Kris Wu has been accused of taking advantage of underage girls and sexually manipulating young girls. There is enough evidence to put him way for at least ten years. Here are some screenshots of the interview that Du Meizhu did.

Kris Wu can take a economy class Spirit Airlines flight STRAIGHT to hell

I got NCT 127's Neo Zone album and Yuta and I have been disrespected so hard. Kinda annoyed since he's one of my biases in NCT 😭😭

#nct 127 #sm entertainment #nct #yuta #nakamoto yuta #photo card #photocards #yuta photocard

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residualtrash

The love of my life, Do Kyungsoo. I pre-ordered both A and B albums of his! I can't wait for his release!! I'm dying to hear his beautiful voice once again~~

#do kyungsoo #exol #exo d.o #EXO #kyungsoo